There's a lot of talk about going conscious,
But I don't know if we really understand what it means.
When somebody has a spiritual awakening,
That person begins to realize that all is not as it seems.
So that person begins to,
Their understanding goes beyond just beyond the person they were raised to be,
Or you know their training for their job or profession.
Their understanding goes beyond all that.
And it has a more personal component,
An awareness of themselves and awareness of the deeper nature of everything that's seen and devotes all other people and animals.
But I don't feel we really go conscious until we're able to have a feeling about what happened to us as children and how we gave up our true energy or identity.
You know,
How we learn to become kind of facsimiles of ourselves.
We learn to become what our parents wanted us to be.
And this happened very early before we really had conscious choice.
Because as kids,
We can't earn our own living.
So any child knows that they cannot survive in the world beyond the family until they grow up.
And so,
You know,
We're all hostages to the emotional climates of our family and what behaviors or thoughts are allowed and what aren't.
And lots of times then by the time we're adult,
We've forgotten who we were.
So the spiritual journey,
You know,
Reawakens us.
But until we can walk through our lives being aware of how the injured child within us is still running the show and then allowing this injured child to be healed as we go through life.
Now,
What this means is there will be universal situations or events that occur in our lives and they will give us an opportunity to heal or an opportunity to stay in our wounding.
So my experience was,
You know,
That as a child,
I didn't feel very loved and I felt pretty abandoned.
So then on my journey,
Those feelings would come up again.
And,
You know,
Rather than buying into them and,
You know,
Even strengthening my already existing defenses,
I remained conscious that I was receiving distorted information,
That the information coming to me that just felt like truth was distorted by my original wounding.
And so I learned to give my experience over to the universe a lot.
You know,
To talk to,
You know,
My teachers,
Even if they weren't physically present or talk to angels as well,
Talk to my soul.
And I learned to go through these experiences consciously and they allowed by going through it this way,
Then life,
My inner child wounding became healed.
It was a byproduct of going through these experiences consciously.
So,
You know,
I just took everything that happened to me as that it was being sent to me by the universe to help me heal my inner child.
It probably sounds way more sewn up right now than the actual experience of going through it,
Which often I felt like I was just,
You know,
Holding on for dear life or going through life by the seat of my pants.
But I had a sincere intention to really awaken and,
You know,
Become loving enough to help out here.
So that is what happened.
So that seems to me what really being conscious is.
That you're on an ongoing,
You know,
That you're a work in progress around healing your inner child wounding.
And as that heals,
What happens is you embody your soul energy.
Yeah.
And your vibration goes up.
Yeah,
I mean,
One of the confusing things about the spiritual journey I found was that,
You know,
We're all saying the same things.
Lots of teachers,
You know,
People are saying the same things,
But what they mean might be different.
So that's why I'm like putting a spotlight on what I mean by becoming conscious.
OK.
OK.
Remember,
The universe is biased towards your dreams coming true.
Towards your healing and your dreams coming true.
OK.
OK.
Please remember that.
OK.
Bless your heart.
