We Are Mother Nature

This tsunami of a satsang highlights the connection between our instinctive emotional natures and Mother Nature Herself. It invites us to enter into a direct experience so we can heal in a complete way.

Premasudha has spent decades contemplating how our conditioning comes on. She speaks clearly of the cost of the disregard of the feminine aspect. An example she gives is how our inner misunderstandings become reflected by the polluted state of Mother Nature (which then hurts us physically.)

The way to heal is to turn and love the Emotional Nature of humanity's feminine aspect that is within both men and women.

As we learn to unconditionally embrace our uncomfortable emotional states and give them over to the Creator to heal, we will return to our Innocence and see our true path in our lives.

Remember, at the end of the satsang, Premasudha described seeing a huge amount of energetic loving support coming to help us understand and integrate this material into a real heart expansion.

Transcript

So we're calling on grace,

The Creator's grace,

Alma's grace,

Particularly for today to help us open and imbibe,

Open to and imbibe unconditional love,

Which is what we're made out of,

You guys.

We're made out of it.

It is us.

We're just in human form.

So we can forget,

But please remember,

Honor yourselves,

Honor all of life,

Honor others.

We're all the Creator,

And we're all here together in this tumultuous playground.

And may we gently awaken,

And may the awakening be supported,

And may we feel how much grace has our backs,

How much Alma,

The Creator,

Have our backs.

So it is.

Okay,

Good.

I want to start by talking about a dear one who came for a session.

She's somebody that I have just met in my everyday life going to various professionals.

She's in the financial area,

And she met me once and wanted to come for a session.

So this woman is about 50.

She came to Canada in her youth.

She's had a couple of failed relationships,

And her son accidentally overdosed from drugs.

And she is angry and kind of bitter,

But she came for the session,

Do you know?

So as we were talking,

She was saying that she was a Buddhist,

And that her father had been Buddhist,

But he'd given up on Buddhism after the death of his grandson and became a Christian.

And nowhere in our conversation was there any room for,

Or any discussion,

Or any acknowledgement of forgiveness and compassion being,

You know,

The basic foundations of Buddhism or any religion.

And she had no relationship at all to forgiveness and compassion for herself or others.

So I just want to point this out.

This is a snapshot of exactly what we're creating.

Our way of life is creating this state,

Right?

And the good news is,

As we were talking,

And I said this about forgiveness and compassion,

And I said about her dad changing religions,

Because,

You know,

It's like,

It was as if it was a business decision,

You know?

He didn't get what he want,

Despite all the doing the rituals and Buddhism.

So he was going to plug into Christianity,

And maybe he'd get what he want.

This is what we're like,

You guys.

It's shocking.

But the good news is,

As we talked,

This tremendous silence came into the room.

And it was soul energy,

Silence.

Soul energy is the silence that all the religions are talking about.

And for the creator,

Call it creator too.

And she felt it.

And she relaxed.

And she opened.

Okay.

So I just want to put a lot of compassion around you guys.

Like,

I want to,

It's like,

Open the door for more grace to come to you.

Because this is what I want you to see,

That the problem is less with you individually,

Like with yourself,

Is if you understand what our collective worldview is doing to us.

So there's a level that,

You know,

We all have kind of an instinctive emotional nature.

That is the nature that a mother loves her child from.

She gives birth,

She loves her child.

It's where a woman loves from.

Okay.

So our emotional natures,

You guys,

Are disallowed.

Okay?

It's not the free-flowing,

Just emotional nature is not allowed in our cultures.

It's allowed more in Aboriginal cultures,

But in our sophisticated cultures,

It's not.

It's,

And I'll show you how it's not,

Is we interrupt the bonding of mother and child very dramatically.

You know,

We,

They're separated in hospitals from the mother.

The mother goes to work,

Sometimes in various countries,

Three weeks after she gives birth.

It's,

And I've talked about before how the dance of bonding of mother and child for eons,

The mother would carry the child for two years on her back,

Or,

You know,

Maybe in the East there would be lots of family members for the baby to go from one to the other.

The baby was held.

Okay.

So this creates a strong heart bond.

It allows the emotional nature.

It gives room to the emotional nature of all of us to be.

So we,

Okay,

And where there is deep love,

There is strength and resilience and trust in one's true nature.

When that's interrupted,

The strength,

Resilience,

And trust in one's true nature go way down.

So it becomes like a superficial thing.

Okay.

So,

If you,

You know,

Sort of,

Another way to look at this,

To help shine a light on what I'm saying,

Is how we are with mother nature.

If you think about sort of a bucolic setting with a river and,

You know,

Cows grazing,

Just the beauty of it.

Maybe some fruit trees,

Mother nature giving her bounty freely.

And what is the state of mother nature right now?

She's polluted.

She's throwing storms.

There are earthquakes.

She's poisoned.

We're poisoning her.

We do things to kind of fix her,

But how many of the people in conservation area,

Ecology and everything,

Love mother nature?

Or are they just doing things to kind of fix her,

Like a mother who's not bonded to the child,

Who cooks and,

You know,

Takes care of the child,

But she's not doing it with any heart.

A lot of our energies are spent trying to get what we want from mother nature without her fussing,

You know.

So we'll use fields.

We don't let fields run fallow.

We'll just add fertilizer so they can keep going.

But in our emotional nature,

Because our mother nature shows us our emotional nature,

We need time to be fallow,

Be like a fallow field.

You know,

If you work 60 hours a week for 10 years,

You get burned out.

You need time to have your field go fallow,

To replenish.

We don't allow this emotionally.

We don't allow it with mother nature.

What I'm wanting to do is help you past where you blame yourselves or are ashamed of yourselves for your emotional state,

For your emotional and spiritual state.

Because we don't allow the feminine,

We don't allow our emotional natures,

Which is tied into the way we treat mother nature,

Instead of getting a world full of unconditional love,

We get an angry world where,

You know,

Power and control are raised high.

It's like if you have a river and you dam it,

You will get fuss,

You will get pressure,

You will get pressure.

But if you don't dam the river,

The river just flows.

But because we don't let the river of our emotional natures,

Because we judge it like from the aeons of the patriarchy,

We judge the feminine aspect of the human polarity,

And this is in men and women,

And both are suffering.

Because we don't allow it,

Don't trust and allow our feminine nature,

Our emotional nature.

We're just like somebody who shoots themselves in the foot just before they set off on a marathon,

Do you know?

This is hardest on women,

Because our polarity is the emotional nature,

But,

You know,

Women don't suffer alone.

If mama's unhappy,

The whole family's unhappy,

And actually the kids are in the most pain.

You know,

If you doubt that mother nature is connected to our emotional nature,

You could read the work of Dr.

Emoto,

Who had people pray around lakes,

And then he checked the molecular changes in the water,

And there are pictures about what happens to the water when it's full of gratitude and prayer,

Or when water is turning into ice.

There are pictures of what happens to the molecules,

And they look like precious jewels,

You guys.

When people are loving and full of forgiveness,

The molecules of the water that are just freezing,

They look like precious jewels.

I thought to myself,

This is why we love precious jewels,

Because it reflects what's happening in mother nature,

When people are in their God self,

You know,

When they're opening the door to their true natures.

We know that,

You know,

A writer goes,

You know,

Those books,

It was a dark and stormy night,

And then we know that there's going to be trouble on the human level,

Right?

It's the introduction to some fuss in a family,

You know,

Or like a murder or something,

You know?

Okay,

So it's like the creative aspect of us already knows there's a connection between mother nature and us.

So you know,

These super storms that are happening,

I'm sure,

Like across the US,

I'm sure that you could make a graph showing the connection between these super storms and mental instability in the population,

Mental disease,

You know,

Increased anxiety,

All the stuff we're suffering from.

I'm sure it's an exact mirror.

It's not separate from us,

You guys,

The earth,

It reflects us,

Mother nature reflects us,

It's all us.

But we try to control her.

Just like we try to control ourselves.

Just like when,

Like I was talking about last week,

Somebody steps on your feet,

Particularly a woman might draw back,

Like a woman on the spiritual path might draw back and wonder if she's allowed to express exasperation or anger.

This is our—that we're not comfortable with our emotional nature.

We don't just allow her.

We just,

We're always trying to control her.

We're looking at her like,

What's she doing now?

Just like we do with mother nature,

What's she doing now?

What am I doing now?

And the thing is,

You guys,

Look at this dear one who,

The state of her,

She's tried so hard to be a good mother,

She tried so hard to be a good wife,

But she did it over kind of contaminated origins,

Over that we don't allow our true natures.

We don't allow room for even our emotions,

Which for a woman is totally key.

I think I've told you,

I went to a therapist once and he said that during the training there was a woman who was very emotional and it really irritated him.

By the end of the training,

He had enormous respect for her because if she got emotional,

There was a problem.

Lots of times the problem was going under the radar.

People didn't realize what was happening,

But she got emotional,

Everybody would stop,

And they would see what she picked up on.

It was like an incredible level of sensitivity through her emotional nature,

You guys.

So if we don't allow or make room for our emotional nature in men and women,

But especially in women,

Because this is our area,

We get really lost.

In the case of this dear one,

She lost all track of forgiveness and compassion,

Which would actually solve her life.

It's so sad what's happening.

Even spiritual people,

Like I say,

With this climate of being that the emotions are not okay,

They just get repressed or second-guessed,

Intellectualized.

I'm spelling it out because it is totally possible to learn how to embrace your emotional nature,

And this is what Premasutha has done,

And what I teach,

And why I yell at you.

Because you guys,

We're kind of so crippled,

And I have to yell at you sometimes to get you to take the brace off your legs so you can learn to walk.

When I say we're so crippled,

It's very temporary.

Once you see it,

Once you see this point that Premasutha is making,

You will step into a huge ability to embrace yourself.

This is my hope for the satsang and the teaching.

You learn how to do this.

It's very beautiful.

You know,

We have peace.

We can experience peace in a beautiful setting of Mother Nature.

It's like Amma says,

Mother Nature was her guru.

We can experience peace.

That's one of the places we can experience peace.

It's funny,

There's so much to be expressed,

And this has been so taboo to even see,

Let alone talk about.

You know,

A lot of Premasutha's comprehension has come as a result of allowing emotions,

Feeling them,

Feeling them right through until it taps into the Creator.

With that would come bulletins of information from my soul,

And would come love power.

Premasutha would get access to love power that had been bound up in these emotions.

There's a level that,

You know,

And this is part of where the confusion is,

Our emotions often show us our egos,

Okay?

In our contaminated state,

Our emotions come from our ego,

You know?

So there is the work that any true spiritual student has to do of,

You know,

Just feeling these emotions,

Embracing them,

Learning how,

You know,

Not to take them out on others,

And learning how to glean the gold within them,

You know?

So,

You know,

When I talk about anger,

You know,

Being unmet expectations,

So if you go,

If you follow your anger,

You just feel it,

It will return you to some incident where you didn't get what you needed.

And if you go really deep,

You will go right back to your babyhood,

Where,

You know,

You were needing love and you didn't get it,

And this is where I talk about what happens to young children,

Zero to six,

Or especially the little ones who come in with their full Buddha nature,

Their moms,

You know,

Will be stressed,

Working,

Maybe resentful,

Feeling unsupported,

So they've got this Buddha baby,

And this Buddha baby is sponging up all the,

Maybe everything about the adults around them,

Especially the mother,

They just sponge it up,

So they'll sponge up many experiences,

You know,

This is what our world is cultivating,

Many experiences where the baby's perceived as an object,

A burden,

A nuisance,

Oh,

I'm tired,

I have to change this baby in the middle of the night,

Oh,

You know,

I've got so many demands,

I wish my husband would get up and do a 3am change,

Oh,

I'm so burdened,

And the baby's Buddha,

And it sucks it all up,

And it thinks,

Like,

There's something wrong with it,

Its Buddha nature doesn't get acknowledged,

Because the mom in our world,

We're so stressed,

We don't acknowledge our own Buddha nature,

When the Buddha nature of the child doesn't get embraced and received over and over again,

The child turns against this within themselves,

They go,

Like,

It doesn't really exist,

It doesn't work,

All this is healable,

You guys,

Like,

Premasut is,

Like,

This is what Premasut has done,

You know,

Like,

It's all healable,

And,

You know,

I'm just wanting you to see the big picture,

So that you can embrace yourselves,

The point is not to add levels of guilt,

Or think,

Oh,

This is what happened with my children,

You know,

That would be Premasut's worst nightmare,

I'm just wanting you guys to see what happened to you,

And what happens to every divine being alive today,

Or most of them,

You're all getting restless,

You know,

I bet.

That's it.

You can learn to feel your emotions,

This is kind of what I'm wanting,

Learn to step back from your emotions and your storyline,

Just embrace them,

Just be with them.

If you feel your anger right back to the root,

It will take you to love.

You know,

If you feel hate,

And you walk around in it,

And you talk to the creator,

And you observe the storyline,

The hate will leave your psyche,

And will leave your cells.

It's like,

It is the best way to take care of the Mother Nature in you,

You know,

And the more pure we get,

Like the more clear of this material,

The more in our lives Mother Nature will get healthier.

It's just like Amma says,

Meditation helps Mother Nature,

It purifies Mother Nature.

You know,

Even with radioactivity,

You guys,

There's just the flexibility to it.

So,

In a radioactive situation,

You can have a half-life of however long the usual would be that the radioactive contamination stays.

So,

You could have like a half-life of a thousand years.

But what the higher understanding is,

Is if you get a whole bunch of people meditating,

And bringing love into their world,

This half-life could be like ten seconds,

Or not the half-life would stay a thousand,

The usual,

But in this situation,

The length of the time of the radioactive contamination could be ten seconds,

Or ten minutes,

Or ten days,

And then it would be cleared.

Mother Nature responds to our emotional nature.

This is what I'm talking about.

She reflects our emotional nature.

Because we're not friends with our emotional nature,

We're not friends with Mother Nature.

I'm wanting you to see this so that you can move into a closer relationship with your own true nature.

That's it.

And this is what will happen,

You guys.

It'll happen because the universe wants us to go this way.

It's not anything you have to do.

You just have to stay kind of open and let yourself flow like a river.

Let yourself flow with this bigger understanding.

Inside,

You guys,

You all have a true north.

It's your soul,

And it lets you know what is true and what direction you should flow in.

When you follow it,

You'll feel really good,

Deeply good,

And when you go against it,

You'll feel uncomfortable.

This is highlighting what obstructs this true north in you.

So,

You may feel in your bodies a kind of discomfort.

There might be part of you kind of relaxing into the deeper truth,

But there might be part of you that feels like there's this discomfort,

And that is your ego showing itself.

You might have aches and pains.

Maybe you get tingles with the truth of it,

But you can get tensions and just discomfort or nausea even because this is inviting you to surrender into yourself.

It's inviting you to embody your true nature in a deeper way than Pramasutha has ever allowed to come through her.

This is Pramasutha's learning curve.

That's it.

So,

I guess it's all of our learning curves.

The outcome that Pramasutha really wants is that you have a bigger understanding of our reality and a bigger ability to embrace yourselves without judgment.

You know,

What Pramasutha is pointing out is so simple.

It's like what a little three-year-old would see.

Most of us have very little to lose at this point,

So we can allow our true eyes to return to us.

We can allow ourselves to see more with the eyes of the divine child within.

The Buddha baby.

We can become the Buddha baby as you even live in your lives.

This is what Pramasutha did,

And there's way more support for it now.

It's still challenging.

I get it.

You know,

We all feel better after a storm.

You wake up the next day,

And the air is clear,

And there's a feeling of release.

In fact,

Pramasutha feels that the storms come when the population in,

Say,

In that city has got a level of agitation,

And the storm reflects this and then helps return the population to peacefulness.

It's not separate from us.

Mother Nature reflects our emotional nature.

This is what I want you to get,

The connection between how we treat Mother Nature and how individuals are conditioned into being.

You can look at motherhood has been so interrupted.

I mean,

It's back to work,

And the baby's given to whatever caregiver or in daycares where it's like putting a tiny,

Tiny delicate plant,

The most delicate,

And putting it out in a field to fend for itself,

Where the animals eat it or step on it or whatever.

It's that very delicate part of the human psyche that's developing.

And we put it,

You know,

There are kids,

There's daycares.

Look,

The situation is impossible.

There's no blame for any of this,

For the moms,

For any.

There's no blame.

But I watch in the chain gangs of the daycare kids walking along with three bored people,

And they're all tied up together,

And they have to walk you know,

Stay in line.

There's no,

There's no,

It's like a chain gang.

Bored.

Often bored.

Caregivers.

Bored,

Stressed caregivers.

This is what we're doing to the very delicate development when the child most needs is interested.

I want to say care,

But it sounds a little alienated to me.

You know,

Someone who's devoted to the child,

Who loves the child,

Who loves the heart of the child.

We need people who love the heart of the child when the child is little.

Alma says,

Zero to six,

The child just needs unconditional love.

From six to 15,

They need discipline.

After 15,

They need just unconditional love again to stop them from going,

From getting lost.

She says this.

Abraham used to say,

You take good care of the child at zero to six,

You can let go of the hand.

The child has,

Is united enough internally that it can grow.

What we do is we totally disrupt all the bonding periods,

And then that child will go back to the parents over and over and over looking for love that they didn't get in their childhood.

And this is what some of us act out with our parents.

Sometimes we're in our 60s.

We're still going back to our parents to get the love that we never got in the first place because they're too alienated to give it to us.

They couldn't give it to themselves.

You know,

This is where,

You know,

Women slip all the patriarchy stuff,

And also this is what happens to so many wonderful gentlemen.

It's not like any sex is better,

But we need to free up this level of emotion,

This emotional stuff.

We need to be able to have our emotions.

What happens,

Part of the reason there isn't any change is because really with this last 60 years,

You know,

Women are trying to fix their unease that is surfacing because it's so askew.

So,

We try to fix it.

We try to fix it through therapy.

We try to fix it through,

You know,

Doing some kind of spiritual practice.

And all this is good,

Or it can be good,

But we have to love ourselves,

You guys.

You can't just fix yourselves.

And,

You know,

Women with the patriarchy,

We're just in the habit of like,

Don't rock the boat too much.

Okay,

So in the story of the Holy Grail,

Tristan is going looking for the Holy Grail,

Which is like a soul.

His mother says,

Don't ask questions.

Okay,

That's what the patriarchal woman does.

Just don't rock the boat.

Don't think too much.

Just put your head down and do it.

Right.

And,

You know,

The thing that makes Tristan lose the opportunity for the Holy Grail is because he didn't ask a question when he should have.

So,

He lost the ability,

The Holy Grail over this.

But,

You see,

This is where the human race gets lost.

Women are the muse for men.

They're meant to inspire the men.

The men rise to a higher nobility through women.

So,

If we women are not being ourselves,

If we're going like,

Well,

We just have to like take on more responsibility,

More—we've got to raise the kids,

Do the housework,

Do a career,

And then we have to look beautiful and stay stable.

If we're doing this,

There's nobody to kind of shake the men up and go— because it's the authentic,

Feminine response that will get through to the men.

And if she's so busy trying to fit in and—but,

You know,

Everybody gets lost.

You know,

Women are like in the usual patriarchal thing.

This is what we're doing.

We're like Botox,

You know,

The weight loss drugs,

Endless makeup.

You go into the drugstores,

Endless makeup.

So,

We're doing this to try to stay safe,

Like so a man will be attractive for a man.

But if we've lost our true hearts,

The only kind of man that will attract is a man who's totally focused on appearance in the body.

Not only that,

The men actually follow the women.

So,

Because we're doing this,

They're doing all the like hair stuff,

You know,

Scents and everything,

And appearance.

They're following the women.

We're all getting lost.

Men will respond to authentic,

Feminine feeling because he has a woman inside him.

And there's so many men who are walking around feeling so alone because they're out of touch with their inner feminine.

And all the women around,

We're not coming forward in our true natures.

This is not to blame women.

You know,

Oh my goodness,

It is,

You know,

We need to love women into recovering themselves.

Women need huge amounts of love and compassion.

And then when a woman is clear enough,

She can turn and love the people in her lives.

So,

For example,

In Premasuddha's life where I lost my kids for a year when I was sick,

And,

You know,

Emotionally unstable,

Sick,

And it was the hardest thing possible for me.

It was horrible,

Horrible,

Horrible.

But I remember this channel saying that actually it was much better for my kids to have a mom who has the time to find herself and root in truth than for me to continue living with them and raising them as I was.

And afterwards,

I saw how true that was.

And I also saw that,

You know,

My imprinting with the mental instability of my mom,

Because I,

In my life,

There were so many stresses that it triggered that level of instability,

Which again seemed like the worst thing that ever happened.

But so much of what I say to you comes from this deep dive into Premasuddha's psyche that I made.

So,

I met my baby self.

I experienced that levels of pain that the Buddha baby feels when they're not met.

You see,

Everything I say,

You guys,

There's no dogma in any of it.

It is from direct experience.

And that's the love power of it.

And that's why it helps.

You know,

I remember back to the baby and the Buddha baby thing.

I remember my niece at two,

She's just about two,

And she said,

Chair.

And I saw that in her psyche,

That as she said,

Chair,

She became the chair.

She kind of united with the chair,

Like she wasn't separate from it at all.

This is how children live.

Like,

You know,

It would be,

Probably it was just cuspy when her ego was coming on.

She was the chair.

So,

This is how wide open babies are.

They just sponge everything up.

And then with whatever happened to us,

What happens in our minds is what would have happened with this baby,

With this child who said the chair,

Is that finally,

After seeing like 200 chairs,

She gets a kind of a symbolic picture in her mind of what a chair is.

She stops becoming every chair she sees.

It would be too impossible to continue to live that way.

So,

What happens is then it's like it moves more into the symbolic,

The abstract chair.

The word chair,

It becomes a kind of a symbol.

It becomes a symbol for what,

When we were tiny,

Was a direct experience.

Now,

This is hard.

You guys,

I understand this is almost impossible to follow intellectually,

But you can follow with your hearts.

Your hearts can make where,

What Premasut is saying,

Where the head doesn't compute,

Your hearts can get it.

And your heart actually has a higher intelligence.

And your heart intelligence becomes,

That then becomes body-based.

That's kind of how you embody your divinity.

You allow your heart's intelligence.

You're getting restless again.

That's so funny.

You're all screaming.

It's like a whole bunch of kindergarten kids,

You know.

They last for about five minutes before they start screaming.

Yeah,

It's hard to hear because I'm talking about your heart,

Your heart intelligence.

This is what this satsang's aimed at,

Or inviting,

Opening the door.

And I said aimed at,

It felt too harsh.

So,

What happens in our direct experience as a baby becomes like a symbolic experience as we get older.

But it's got all the emotional information that the baby took in,

The baby and toddler took in.

But it becomes kind of symbolic,

A little bit abstract.

So,

If we,

You know,

If we had a good experience when we were little,

You know,

There's a rosiness to our experience of life that would be woven in as we get older.

And to the extent that it was more negative,

We get more cloudy,

A darker experience of life.

And this will have direct relating on what we did in past lives,

You guys.

It's not like our we get imprinted with how we experience life in other lives and what we did.

And I want you to understand something.

To the extent,

Say,

That we have a darker experience,

You walk around in darkness,

You know,

Uncomfortable,

Negative emotions,

You are experiencing the cost of disowning your soul power.

It is just disowned soul power showing itself.

So,

In this dear one who came full of bitterness and anger,

It's because she never felt the,

She never had the opportunity,

Saw that she could open the door to silence,

Open the door to the Creator,

Open the door to unconditional love.

And that's the solution,

You guys.

Learn how to open the door to unconditional love and allow the Creator to heal you.

And that's it.

Some of you might be feeling some warmth in your base chakras.

You're allowed to be here,

Whatever state you're in.

You are incredibly,

Infinitely valued,

No matter what state you are in.

You are beloved more than you can ever ever understand.

You're just learning.

The key to the satsang that I want you to see is that our problem is that we have negated so heavily the emotional aspect of humanity.

So,

We're going cuckoo.

It's like if you negate Mother Nature,

You're going to get poisoned.

What I am,

Oh,

I can feel there's huge guidance coming through,

You guys,

From the Creator.

I am seeing Amma here,

And I'm seeing just huge amounts of guidance,

Understanding,

And love to come and help you integrate all this.

Premasuddha has walked around with this understanding for decades,

And Premasuddha's had a pretty happy life.

It's not like anything,

You can seal this stuff,

And be okay with it.

You can be okay with it.

You can just see it and then allow yourself more freedom.

Let it give you the courage to come forward and to be able to embrace and get more interested in your emotional nature,

Rather than trying to run from her.

Because that's my experience with 99% of you guys.

You're all running from exactly the thing that you need to just slow down and learn to embrace,

Understand your work and progress.

So much of what Premasuddha is communicating to you could be embodied by just either crying for God,

Like feeling tears at how much you want to embody your true nature,

Or in the deep sorrow of how split off you feel and stuck or separate.

You guys,

The separation comes from this,

From the fact that we block our true,

Our emotional natures,

When we're not allowed.

So it stops us from bonding to the creator.

You feel the sorrow of it.

You will become the creator in human form.

It's very doable.

You just have to see that it's possible.

And,

You know,

Some of you are so skittish about your journeys.

Like some of you are just scared.

I think the pain's too much.

I think you're just scared of the pain underneath.

You think,

Ah,

You know,

It'll kill me.

It'll kill your ego.

It'll kill your ego.

That's all this work does,

Is kill the ego,

You know.

It hurts,

But it's just temporary.

And then you get your freedom.

The reason I'm even pointing all this out is I'm wanting you to have more permission to be yourself.

I'm kind of giving you an intellectual overview that I'm hoping will result in you giving yourself more permission to be the truth of who you are.

All the darkness,

The other side of darkness,

Is total illuminations.

Just like I said,

That a healer could feel,

You know,

The desire to drop an atom bomb on the universe.

And if that was faced and embraced and given over to the creator,

It would become powerfully the creator's energy.

All our resistance comes really from just the Buddha baby,

Who knew that he or she was infinitely valuable.

And the word cross about this not being,

Not being treated this way,

About this true nature not being allowed.

So when you feel your resistance and anger and you embrace it,

You just embrace it,

You recover the Buddha baby.

And babies will respond to you differently.

Yeah,

Okay,

I'm going to give you an example.

There was a little kid,

A two-year-old,

With ashram.

And I walked by the,

She sat up with Amma quite a lot.

She's very dear.

And I walked by the mom and the two-year-old.

And the two-year-old said to the mom,

Said,

Who's that woman,

Mom?

And Pramasutith believes it's Pramasutith at home with her Buddha nature a lot.

And this child saw it,

This child who'd been sitting with Amma for days and days and days.

It's like that,

You guys,

It's unmistakable.

You will get proof of your progress.

Look for proof in the outside world,

Like in your experience of life.

Look for the validation that you're on the right track,

It will come.

You'll also be shown if you're on the wrong track,

Or a better way to think of it is if you're in the middle of a clearing,

You will be shown.

Just like the zoom didn't come up first time,

It's part of a clearing.

For Pramasutith,

It's kind of this,

Is this really okay to say?

Is this really okay to know?

It is.

You know,

Basically,

We're more scared of moving into unconditional love than in World War III.

This is what's being played outside.

And our point of power is in ourselves,

We can open the door to unconditional love.

If enough of us do this,

Not only would peace come,

But Mother Nature would spontaneously heal.

She would spontaneously come back to center.

Yeah,

You guys,

You know,

The pollution that we see is just reflecting our emotional pollution.

It's reflecting to all the hate and the fear that people are running in their hearts.

This is the air we're breathing,

The polluted air.

This is the contaminated water we're drinking.

We're drinking,

We're actually imbibing our own emotional natures,

The state of our emotional natures.

Right,

It's all healable.

It's like this woman sat there,

You know,

This dear one,

And she experienced the silence and the Creator,

And she was like,

Oh.

It's like opening the little box and coming out into the fresh air.

Pull,

You squeeze it hard enough,

It turns into diamonds.

The pressure that you feel,

The emotional pressure,

Is part of what shifts you into your true nature.

It shifts you into surrender.

When we're so uncomfortable,

We surrender.

Hopefully.

Amma says some people resist even that,

You know.

But hopefully,

When we're really uncomfortable,

We just give it over.

We just open the door to fresh air.

We open the shutters and doors of our dungeons.

Some of you feel lost and lonely.

And I'm wanting to bring you love right to that inner center where you are,

Where you feel that.

You're never alone.

It's just your head that's persuading you.

You know,

Premasutha had to say all this.

It was non-negotiable.

At the same time,

I feel like,

Wow,

It's a lot,

But,

You know,

If it stops us from circling around in confusion or there's a word wanting to come,

Stops us from circling around in,

I almost want to say being trivial.

You know,

This is kind of,

You know,

Where the rubber meets the road.

It gives you an opportunity.

You know what this does,

You guys?

It gives you an opportunity to actually stand up and embrace your experience as an adult,

To begin to see what happened to you,

To begin to see it's not your fault.

Nothing in your life is your fault.

It's actually all being done by the Creator.

You actually have no control.

Your lives have already been set by your soul,

And you just discover what is already done.

That's it.

All of this takes,

You know,

It took Premasutha decades to understand,

But maybe it will take you guys less.

It is my hope.

It is my hope that,

You know,

Women,

More and more,

That we feel permission to come forward with the truth of us,

And that we learn how to embrace the anger in the highest good way,

And that we come forward with our true feminine natures that are so needed right now to offer a healing salve,

Healing compassion,

But it can only be done if we're coming from that in ourselves,

That if we're compassionate with ourselves,

We can bring compassion to the world.

This is the struggle for many women around Premasutha.

I want to see more compassion,

Real compassion.

You guys,

We're all works in progress.

You know how Mother Nature,

She just throws seeds.

She's just endlessly abundant and generous.

So,

Be that way with yourselves emotionally.

Be endlessly generous and abundant in your compassion for yourself.

Yeah.

Because Premasutha can offer compassion,

But if you're not feeling it,

If you're not offering it for yourselves,

If you're not receiving it,

Yeah,

You just keep imagining opening the door.

And remember,

It's not on your shoulders,

And you're just Buddhas,

All of you.

Yeah.

That's how I see you.

Buddha babies.

Yeah.

Right.

And you know,

Amma is our mother.

You can give your baby self to Amma.

Yeah.

You can put your baby self,

Tie the baby self on her back,

Like Amma's wearing a harness,

With your baby self,

Really,

Or right in front near Amma's chest.

Put your baby self there.

Do it over and over and over,

And you will open to the divine.

This is the stuff Premasutha did.

There was no one to save her.

She did this stuff.

Yeah.

Endlessly.

What else do you do when you feel like you're drowning in rage,

Separation?

You reach for any life jacket,

Any,

You know.

So,

I would use my imagination this way,

And it brought in the divine.

Okay,

You guys.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

I mean,

It's just unbelievable.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you that you would listen to all this,

And how grateful I am that you came and listened.

And it's just such a huge step for us all,

It feels like.

And you've got a couple of weeks before we see each other again,

And in this time,

Please,

Please,

Please,

Please,

Please,

Know that there's so much love coming to you guys.

There's just so much love.

Please,

Not only from Amma,

But I want to say,

You guys,

From Premasutha,

Do you get it?

Please get it.

How much love there's coming through to you guys,

And when I shake you,

It's out of love.

Yeah.

I'm not even going to ask if anybody has any questions.

I don't think it's possible.

You don't have a question.

Okay.

See you in a couple of weeks.

Okay.

Bye.

Bye.

Bye.