Mud Of The Lotus

Premasudha reminds us that it is wisest to just embrace the heightened emotions/confusion/upset so many are feeling. It is the mud of the lotus and if you deny or run from this content, you will never find the gold of living in truth.

Embrace and take the time to sink down into it all (rather than fighting it) and perhaps journal about the material rising up. Doing this helps us embrace our feelings and turns our difficult time into a glorious soul retrieval.

Premasudha also pointed out the connection between the amount of garbage our way of life creates and our denial of the feminine aspect of creation. The prevalence of micro-managing in our institutions and our lives also results from repression of the feminine face of the Creator.

What a meaningful and catalyzing satsang this one turned out to be. It made it clear that taking the time to develop our emotional IQ helps our spiritual progress. (It makes it easier for us to decode our conditioning and embody our true Natures.)

Transcript

Grace is the magical ingredient.

Call on grace.

It comes,

And gradually your body and your psyche becomes more and more open to receive grace.

You learn how,

You learn how to walk it,

To walk this process of receiving grace and then living it more.

Just like a little child learning how to walk,

And it's endless,

You guys.

Yeah,

And all we can do is our best,

And your best is good enough,

Okay?

I want that to echo through your ears.

Your best is good enough.

It has to be your best,

Not a fake best,

Not,

Oh,

I'm trying,

Mom,

I'm really trying,

But a real,

A real doing your best,

Okay?

I can feel many blessings are coming to you right now.

It must be Amma.

It's like they're flying towards you,

And so it is.

Okay.

Welcome,

Everyone.

Yeah,

Welcome.

Yeah,

You know,

I'm going to go sort of refer back to yesterday with talking with Bhavani.

Now,

One of the things that we're getting at this time is the rise of the feminine,

So what happens is all the wounded aspects of the feminine are coming up,

And they're coming up in males and females,

But particularly the females,

Because we're the women,

Right?

So,

Sometimes this emotional material,

When it comes up,

It can feel overwhelming.

We can feel confused.

We don't know which way's up.

We feel like we're bad mothers.

We're not good at our jobs,

All that stuff,

And it's all coming from the fact the human race has been running from our emotions,

Our intuitions,

And the love in our hearts for eons.

So,

There's a backlog coming up.

So,

This is,

I'm hoping to help you not take it so personally when this material comes up in you.

It's just clearing.

It's just disowned power being transformed so that you can go forward with conscious love power.

I really want to emphasize this.

When,

You know,

You come to a place where it's really hard to get anything done and to cope with outside reality,

Which was where Bhavani was yesterday,

Think into it.

Please,

Big red flag.

Don't fight it.

Like,

You will watch yourself fight it,

Because your conditioning will go,

This isn't allowed.

But,

On a soul level,

On a spiritual level,

Just sink into it and allow yourself to deepen.

You guys,

We all want to go around and,

You know,

Love and have all the animals come to us and have flowers blossom as we walk by,

Right?

Well,

You get that by sinking into the mud of the lotus and seeing it up close and personal.

And,

I understand,

Nobody wants to do this.

I so understand this.

When I look back,

I,

You know,

I was kicking and screaming.

I just had nowhere else to go.

I couldn't,

There was nowhere to run for me.

This is the biggest way to come into power.

If you want love power,

Learn how to do this.

Think into it.

Be with it.

Be with the fact that if you feel like,

You know,

Just in chaos,

Just whatever you're feeling,

Sink into it.

If you sink into it,

You will get the message.

You will get the gift.

If you fight it and you try to be a good girl,

You try to be a good spiritual student,

You try to,

Like,

You know,

Force yourself to cope,

Like,

You know,

Put a band-aid over it and march on,

You will never get the love.

You'll never receive it from inside and you'll never be able to give it because you're avoiding the whole part of it.

Now,

You guys,

I actually think this is part of why Prama Sutta isn't followed by thousands of people because this is a challenging way to live,

But it is the thing that brought Prama Sutta here,

You know?

So,

That's what I teach,

And what I'm seeing is increasingly women are feeling burned out with working and children,

And they're desperate for time just to sink into themselves and recover a relationship with themselves.

Yeah.

And,

You know,

Sometimes when I say things to help,

It gets brushed off because the individuals are going,

Well,

You know,

That's just not possible.

But,

You know,

What's saying within them it's not possible is their fear,

Because I'll tell you,

If you go,

I want this truth more than anything else in my life,

The events in your life will genuflect to that.

They will do that for you.

They will make room for it.

If you're making room in yourself for your truth to manifest,

Then it will also manifest the way it will also manifest in the outer world.

But,

The thing is,

You see,

There can be resistance to going this deep.

We don't want to go this deep.

We want to feel better without actually cracking the coconut.

And,

This is where I have huge compassion,

Huge,

Huge compassion,

Because I so remember,

And in ways I think it's harder now.

You know,

When I was younger,

I was in the generation where you could,

Like,

Work or not work.

It was your choice.

It was loose,

But it's tighter now.

But,

You have way more spiritual teachers around.

I didn't.

I didn't have any,

You know,

Abraham.

But,

Yeah,

You see,

So you get what you need.

It was easier back in my day,

But the teachers were fewer on the ground.

But,

Now it's harder,

But there are more really good teachers,

More satsangs available.

You know,

Pramasutra would be reduced down to lying in her bed and writing in her journal.

And,

I would just write all this material,

Thoughts,

Feelings,

Whatever.

And,

In that process,

You know,

Without trying to save myself,

Without just being there with myself,

I decoded myself.

Like,

I allowed my soul to speak to me.

I listened.

This is what I'm saying to you.

Listen,

Listen.

Because,

So often,

You know,

I say things and you guys deflect it.

And,

It's not just listening to me.

The most important thing is you listening to your own soul,

To Amma within your heart,

To listen and then follow.

And,

It feels very scary in a way,

But you find the yellow brick road this way.

And,

Your teacher cannot put you on the yellow brick road and she cannot give it to you.

She can point the way and then it's up to you.

But,

You know,

It's not an overnight thing.

It's a gradual thing.

You know,

One of the biggest traps,

I feel,

Is to think that the ashram and ashram life is necessarily the road to the creator,

The road to Amma.

It depends what you're doing inside your heart.

You see?

You can be in an ashram,

But if you've got,

If you're kind of playing games in your heart,

If you're not letting yourself deepen,

If you're,

And it's not a fault thing,

You guys.

You can't be criticized.

There's no criticism.

It's just two plus two equals four.

That's all.

So,

Lots of times,

Because of our conditioning,

We'll have an intent to just be happier in life.

And so,

We take the spiritual journey because we want to be happier.

Well,

The spiritual journey,

If you really go on it,

It will bring you great meaning and finally it will bring you great happiness.

Certainly,

It's self-realization.

But,

Along the way,

It will bring storms and intensity.

You might not necessarily be happier at all.

You might be more unhappy,

But even in your unhappiness,

You will have meaning and you will feel that you're on the right track.

It's sort of,

You guys,

No game on the journey works.

Any kind of game,

Any kind of withhold,

Will just bring us face-to-face with the wall,

With the wall inside us that is blocking us from our divinity.

I just remember one of my sons,

John,

Used to say to me,

Just walk into a wall,

Mom.

He said this when he was quite young,

Not like a teenager saying it,

More like nine or ten.

I look back and I think that probably I was speaking to him from kind of the state of being a wall and he was feeling it.

And that's where that comment came from.

You know,

There's no,

Really,

There's no criticism or judgment.

What you will get from me is,

You know,

If you keep landing in the same mess over and over without bringing any kind of self-awareness to what you're doing,

I'll start going.

Yeah,

Because this work,

It depends on your willingness to bring self-awareness.

Otherwise,

It kind of won't work at all.

It'll just turn into a sort of propping you up.

You're using this energy to prop yourself up.

And it will kind of work for a while,

But,

You know,

The universe prefers authentic journeys.

But,

You know,

Again,

Like I tell you guys,

40 years,

Okay?

So,

Please.

I'm just spelling it out because I see so many mixed motives in the heart of people coming to me.

And they don't want to look at them.

It's quite shocking to see that one's little twists and withholds and tricks.

But,

You know,

When I would be going through these intense times and bringing up my journal,

I would be brought to seeing that I didn't really believe in God,

Or I would be brought to I've told you about before.

Is there like that feeling that I was going to get rewarded for doing the journey?

You know,

Rewarded materially for doing the journey.

Like a badge.

You know,

Like,

Yeah.

And,

You know,

Indeed,

I mean,

The more in truth you are,

The more often the universe will support you.

Like,

You're not putting any blocks to receiving.

And so,

You know,

Often the material things,

It becomes effortless.

It just gets solved effortlessly.

And you don't even have to think about it.

But,

You know,

That's not like getting a reward for being a good girl,

Which is what I used to do.

So,

You see,

Lots of,

Okay,

Please understand.

Like,

You know,

Some of you are aware,

Like,

When Premasuddha speaks,

And sometimes when I speak directly to you,

You're aware of,

You know,

Resistance and wanting to deflect.

Just notice that.

I mean,

Please understand that that is you wanting to deflect from your own soul.

So,

There's no rush.

There's no rush at all.

But to keep that habitually,

The deflection,

The,

You know,

Coming to a teacher,

But when she speaks directly to you,

To deflect and avoid and,

Like,

There's something,

Just see it.

Just see it.

Because,

Like,

If you bring your higher intelligence in,

I mean,

Either you're going to this teacher because you think she speaks the truth,

Or if you don't,

And you think she,

You know,

Makes a lot of errors,

Doesn't know how to work with people,

Why do you come?

So,

Some of you sit right in that place of ambivalence and just sit there,

And it's okay.

It's okay.

But it won't,

You know,

When you let yourself receive guidance,

And that's most important internally,

From your own soul,

Then it gets easier to allow the teacher to receive the guidance from the teacher.

But it also works the other way.

You can receive guidance from the teacher,

And then seeing how accurate that was,

And then that helps unlock the inner guidance.

So,

That you can hear it better,

And there's no demand in this.

It's just like you guys,

So many of you are so unhappy,

And you keep telling me about your unhappiness,

And I get it,

And I'm just trying to help you make better friends with this increased emotional material that's coming up at this era for both sexes.

You know,

The feminine brings relationship,

Cooperation,

Compassion,

Love.

And she's,

You know,

It's the body,

And the physical world is the realm of the feminine.

That's where she plays.

She raises children.

She sees the God in children,

But she's definitely in the physical,

Raising these children.

So,

For the woman,

It's God and the physical.

So,

Part of the reason,

Like,

Because we disown the feminine,

This is part of why we got so much garbage and so much waste material,

Do you see?

Because we're actually repressing the true feminine.

We're not loving her.

So,

She will come in the dark.

She will fill the world with,

You know,

Fast fashion that nobody wants,

You know,

Tons and tons of fast fashion,

And garbage,

And pollution,

Because we're not loving our hearts,

And we're not loving the physical earth enough to respect her,

To,

You know,

Respect and love Mother Nature and treat her well.

Yeah.

Okay,

Good.

Okay,

And here is the heart of the satsang,

And this involves everybody here,

And it's a very beautiful thing that you've done.

You're making,

All of you,

Whether you think this is true or not,

Don't worry,

You're all making room for your feelings.

There was something about this message about Mother Nature,

And the garbage,

And everything that hit home.

It's like you understood it intellectually.

So,

This shift is happening into making more room for your feelings.

That's all Premasut is wanting,

You know.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Your dear souls,

Just your feelings.

Yeah.

Right.

That it's safe.

You can have them.

You can have them.

Yeah.

What is a woman without her feelings,

Without access to,

If she can't allow her feeling,

What is she?

And also the males too,

Because the soul communicates through feeling.

We get a feeling about something.

And,

You know,

All of our disowned parts,

It's,

You know,

When Premasut would,

Like,

Write in our journal,

There'd be all these various feelings,

All kinds of like a smorgasbord of all these feelings,

And I would just write them.

I would write them,

And then I'd get up from my bed,

And I would be more.

Do you see?

It was a soul retrieval.

And,

You know,

Sometimes,

You know,

I told you that Peter just took the kids for two weeks a year.

So,

What would happen?

Really,

I kid you not,

I would drive them to the airport,

And they'd do that unaccompanied minor thing,

And I'd come back,

And man,

The universe would throw me on the bed,

And I would be in the bed with my feelings for a week.

Really solid,

Where it would be hard to get up and even eat.

It was such an over,

A deficit of of attention to the feelings,

So I,

And it would be so scary to me,

And now it doesn't seem scary at all.

It just seems,

Of course,

That would happen.

But any woman,

You know,

We can feel out of control.

You know,

I would feel out of control in these periods.

And what I think's happening is the stuff that Premasudha went through,

Like,

30 years ago,

Where she was,

Like,

Kind of one in a million doing this,

It's now becoming common.

A lot of women are feeling like Premasudha did 30 years ago,

When all the women around me were just being normal,

You know what I mean?

But now it's sort of like everybody's falling apart a little bit,

You know,

And I don't mean that in any kind of disempowering way.

I just mean it in embrace it and learn.

Embrace,

Make friends with yourselves,

You guys.

It's a soul retrieval.

You see,

We get taught that it's safe to stay mechanistic,

And it's scary to let that go.

Yeah,

And please be very,

Very patient with yourselves about it,

Because it took me years.

I deeply understand it,

If you're having trouble.

The other reason,

I think,

In our lives with this disowning of the feminine,

You know,

We've cut off her kind of expansiveness,

Her joy of living.

The feminine carries just a joy of physical living,

You know,

And we're just making it so tough for her to love and to be.

So,

When a woman gets,

You know this,

It's like micromanaging.

That's a negative of what the woman does.

She can't,

You know,

Express herself in a cooperative feeling,

Wild that way,

In the,

You know,

Just being,

In a being level.

She will move into micromanaging.

It's the,

When I talked to you about in the fairy tales,

Where the woman is in a tower,

You know,

Rapunzel's in a tower,

And the prince comes to free her from this tower,

From this tower of thought that women can get stuck in.

And,

We can micromanage,

And we can micromanage ourselves.

Okay,

So keep bringing in light for yourself.

Keep bringing light in.

Yeah,

Guys can micromanage too,

But it's more of the feminine that does this.

So,

Do you see that we're getting the big cost of not allowing the feminine energy?

Because,

You know,

Micromanagement is all over now.

I mean,

It's all over everywhere,

Government,

Corporations,

Everywhere,

And then we do it with our heads.

We micromanage ourselves.

Please,

This is what I'm wanting to help you over.

All of you made room to receive more feeling.

All of you opened a door deep in your heart.

All of you.

And,

You know,

And this is how it works.

Like,

Pramasutha woke up at like three o'clock in the morning and made a big opening in her heart and went back to sleep.

And then,

You know,

The satsangs,

This is what you guys do.

This is how it works.

Truly,

It's like I was talking about yesterday that you come in behind the person who's moving the fastest.

It's like we're all coming in behind Amma.

Think of like,

Abraham used to call it vacuum space.

There's a person leading energetically.

It's Amma.

We're all coming in behind her.

Right?

And,

You know,

So don't think that you're so stuck or don't know how to do it or never gonna be happy,

Never gonna figure it all out.

It's like you're following Amma.

You're in the energy behind Amma and also you are Amma too.

Yeah.

It's just this thing of,

You know,

Helping you grow beyond your stuff without making you feel bad about it,

You know.

None of this is criticism.

You know,

We will be brought down over and over to look at our intention on the journey.

So,

You can have the journey,

You can have the intention to be a good girl and to be part of a club,

Okay.

So,

Or a good boy and part of a club,

Like a satsang.

So,

What will happen is you'll go along,

Everything will be fine,

But at some point your soul's gonna say,

This isn't gonna get us anywhere and you will be brought down.

You'll start feeling crappy,

Life will darken to help bring your awareness to what your intention is.

And some of you want to complain and not face this,

Like you want to go,

You want to keep doing the,

I'm a victim here.

It's really important,

You guys.

The woman in a patriarchy has been taught that being weak and helpless is safe.

To be weak,

Helpless and give up self-responsibility is safe and it is not at all.

So,

If you're setting off on the journey and you've got that,

You know,

Want to be a club,

Be part of a club and just kind of fit in and be a good boy or girl,

The universe will bring you down so you can see this and grow beyond it.

And it's not an error.

I mean,

On the journey,

You know,

Most of us start off like that.

It's only a rare person who wants to move into truth.

Most of us just want to feel better and have some company.

So,

It's not a bad thing or something,

But it's just not going to work.

Especially in these awareness sad things,

You guys.

You can go to all kinds of spiritual groups where that would be okay,

But this is real self-realization training.

So,

That's to get over.

But,

You know,

You might enjoy turning up every week and feel like part of a group and that's wonderful.

It's just not,

You know,

It's just not the club thing.

I mean,

The groups are very healing.

It's great to want to be part of a group,

But not as a club.

Like a club member.

You guys have already,

In a way,

Done the work of the satsang because all of you shifted into in a very deep place in your heart,

Making more room for your feeling.

It's funny,

I'm feeling that Pramasutra's bluntness,

The satsang,

Has really helped that.

Sometimes it's like the sledgehammer,

You know.

Calling a spade a spade.

The other part of this,

So when you're opening to feelings,

This is how you bond to the divine child within you.

Okay,

So yesterday when we were talking with Bhavani about,

You know,

I said sort of what is the root of this and she said,

Oh,

A feeling of being suffocated,

Which scared her.

Okay,

And very understandably,

Because it would have come from you know,

Feeling suffocated probably by her mom and not being allowed to have her full self.

This is another thing that women do.

We can suffocate people out of our fear and desire for control.

You know,

The feminine can liberate,

But it can also imprison,

You see.

This is why I think guys are scared of women,

Really,

Because women can take,

Women,

The feminine aspect leads us either deeper into maya or she leads us into freedom.

It's either,

And you can look in the news and you can see what kind of woman is doing what.

And the women are so subtle that the guy sometimes like,

He doesn't clue into what's happening.

Really,

This is why guys are scared of women,

I think.

So,

You know,

And it's very understandable.

But this is also where I feel like,

I feel women need to be really honor-bound at this time to be the kind of woman who's leading into freedom,

Who's not being tricky,

Who's not being fake.

A woman who's using her,

Like,

Using her life,

Like through her life.

She's seeking freedom for herself and shining the light for others to achieve freedom.

She's either doing that or she's going deeper into illusion and like,

You know,

Getting people caught in her spider web,

Truly.

So,

I'm coming back to the realm of the feminine and the feelings.

So,

Okay,

So I'm going to skip now to Michael,

Who has,

Who had trouble breathing,

Taking deep breaths.

And he's done a wonderful job of facing this material of when,

You know,

A child will,

Out of fear,

Stop breathing deeply.

Because if you breathe deeply,

You feel your power.

You have a lot of energy.

You have more spunk,

More oomph.

And a child,

You know,

Maybe bangs into walls,

Gets in trouble,

So they chunk down.

So,

They stop breathing so deeply.

They stop allowing oxygen into their bodies.

And then we go into adulthood like that.

And there'll be something of that in the suffocation going on,

And that feeling,

Being scared of being suffocated.

There'll be levels,

Probably,

Bhavani,

Where you're suffocating yourself with the levels of your breath,

You know,

Probably not breathing so deeply and all this stuff.

So,

What I'm saying is,

You didn't want to face that yesterday,

But I'm just saying that you can't have your freedom until you learn how to go through these things.

We have to be braver in this kind of human way.

So,

Michael breathes more deeply,

And his trouble with his kidney has gotten better.

The human body,

You see,

When you're moving into truth,

Your human body moves into health.

It becomes more energetic.

So,

You know,

Bhavani,

At some point,

You're going to have to learn how to face this level of material,

Or else it's just going to be the same old stuff.

I mean,

This is my point.

Like,

You guys,

This is the stuff Pramasuta did on her bed.

Like,

I would experience feeling suffocated,

And I would just be with it,

And then it would change,

And all of a sudden I was breathing fresh air.

Now,

I understand this is scarier for other people,

Maybe,

Than it was for Pramasuta.

I mean,

I just felt like my whole life was ruined.

So,

I just faced this stuff,

You know?

But my point is,

If you want to embody Amma's energy,

Or the divine child's energy,

You're going to have to learn how to do some of this stuff,

You guys,

All of you.

Because these physical things,

Like feeling suffocated,

Or trouble breathing,

They are where we wall off our divine child.

So,

When you go through them,

You get your divinity.

But some of you,

Like a fair number of you,

Are saying to me,

Yeah,

Well,

I don't want to do that.

And I'm going like,

Okay,

There's not much I can do for you then,

Except hold you in my heart,

Which I do,

And just wait with you until you're ready.

And there's no rush.

But this stuff isn't going to go away.

I mean,

Without bringing in this physical level,

Like I've talked about moving through our fears and withholds,

It just remains a head-based spiritual journey,

Which is useless.

You know,

It's not,

I mean,

Think of what kind of life do you want?

Do you want a life of freedom,

Or do you want to be stuck feeling crippled all the time?

So,

To have 10 seconds of feeling like you're being suffocated isn't so bad.

And the other thing is,

You could go up to Amma and say,

Please help me with this suffocation,

And maybe your hug would take it away.

Like,

Guys,

Be proactive.

Or if you're not near Amma,

Write a letter about it.

I'm wanting to kind of—you see,

Because we're not allowing the feminine,

We're disowning our emotional IQs,

And we're disowning this sort of emotional material that shows itself through fears of suffocation or feeling suffocated for five seconds.

That's it.

It's kind of,

I'm asking you guys to be braver emotionally.

Yeah,

That's the key.

And it's not so scary,

You guys.

It's way scarier not to,

Because if you don't do it,

If you don't face this level,

Like this level of the feminine aspect of the Creator,

Which includes the emotions,

If you won't face this,

You're forever going to be walking on one leg.

You're going to be hopping in a kind of crippled way,

Because you need your feminine.

You need your other leg.

You need two legs to walk.

Amma says,

You know,

Birds need two wings to fly.

You need your feminine.

You need to have a decent emotional IQ to be able to work with yourself.

And your emotional IQ will get bigger and bigger the more you allow your self to go through these things,

Like a minute of feeling suffocated or whatever Michael went through in order to be able to breathe more deeply.

Okay,

Good.

It's kind of not solvable.

Your life will not be solvable without bringing in this level.

And the thing is that this level is what is,

With all the patriarchs,

We're biased against it,

Not only in our culture,

But even in our religious training,

Even in our spiritual,

You know,

The way spirituality is taught,

The way groups are run,

Even.

It's being disallowed.

And that's where you get a whole bunch of,

You know,

What's called bypassing,

Or spiritual bypassing,

Where you bypass the kind of meat of the journey to play,

To do a facsimile of it.

This is an embodying journey,

You guys.

Happiness comes from embodying your divinity.

And this is,

I feel,

Why Amma hugs us.

She makes it so easy.

And,

You know,

I want to make it really safe for you.

I mean,

Any step in this direction will get wild praise from Premasuddha.

Even,

I'll tell you,

Like a quarter of an inch.

Premasuddha will be ecstatic.

Like,

You know,

I know how scary it is.

And some of you,

You know,

You're in the fatherland.

That's a challenge for life.

It's hard enough in Canada.

I'm teasing you a bit.

Yeah.

But,

You know,

Some of you,

I mean,

You know,

Some of the guys have just made huge progress.

It's,

You know,

It's us women,

You guys.

And I get it.

I get it.

Because it's so,

It can feel so taboo to allow it,

To allow your feelings.

I remember once I was brought down.

This is in the early days.

I was brought down to feel stuff.

And I needed help with the kids.

And my sister came over.

And it just scared her,

I guess.

And she was,

Like,

Talking to me like a prison guard,

You know.

Yeah.

Like a judging prison guard.

And I'm like,

Oh,

God.

If a woman is really exhausted,

The universe will get support for her.

We feel like there's no support,

But there is.

If you get to a state of exhaustion,

And unable to cope,

There will be some support that comes in,

I promise you.

It's just the way of the Tao.

Yeah.

Premasuda lived that very many times.

And as I got more and more peaceful about the process of feeling this deeper material,

The support from the universe came quicker and quicker and quicker.

I told you this time,

I hired this nanny for two weeks,

Because I was desperate for space and time.

And then,

You know,

I didn't have any money to continue it.

But then she needed,

Her papers were delayed.

So,

She asked me if she could stay,

Just for food and board,

Till her papers came through.

And it,

Like,

Took two months.

Like two months of a nanny.

Yeah.

And she felt blessed that I let her stay,

And I was blessed that she was staying.

But remember,

It's like,

Just throw yourself in the journey.

Sometimes we stand back on our little island,

When we try to orchestrate and run our journey,

And that it won't work.

It won't work.

It just means you're an ego.

You're not really on the journey,

If you're doing that.

You're not really surrendered.

And that's okay.

That's a state.

It's a state.

It's okay.

It's just,

I think the world is going to get increasingly wilder,

And I think that it's really important to find your center and keep it.

And this work will be very much promoting that,

Supporting that.

And that's the safest thing we can do.

You know,

We,

You know,

There's stuff about,

You know,

The human race makes evolutionary leaps,

And you know,

Every whatever thousand years and everything,

And we're in it.

This is our time.

We're in it.

It's not in a hundred years,

A thousand years.

It's right now.

And you see,

You guys,

Please understand.

We,

Remember I've told you that when we started,

The human race started,

It was like,

A very matriarchy,

And love of nature,

And groups,

And simple,

Magical.

You know,

And the sun would,

There would be great gratitude for the sun rising again.

They never knew for sure it was going to rise again,

So it'd rise and everybody would be grateful.

Okay,

So then there needed to be a development of the individual.

We needed to bring in the masculine,

So the masculine came in and developed a sense of individuality,

And also problem-solving and,

You know,

Tools.

It's great,

We really needed it,

But we've gone too far now on the individual,

On the problem-solving,

On the outer focus,

On the hierarchy,

On the competition.

All these things of the masculine were too far now,

So we've got to come back to the feminine and re-bond with her.

And this is what we're faced with,

And she will bring us back to center and rebalance the masculine and the feminine.

That's all we're in,

And this is,

You know,

We are becoming the new human race.

The new human is going to be far more in tune with the divine.

This developed intellect with the masculine is going to be really curtailed,

And it's going to be brought back to this deep connection to the divine.

So,

We either do this shift,

You either do it in your life,

Or we go extinct,

And then we just do that step somehow another way.

But any teacher is embodying the new human being.

This is what I'm saying to you.

They are a walking testament of the new human being,

That it's possible to live this way,

That you can embody your divinity in the messy human life.

Yeah,

They're right there in front of you showing it's possible and helping to make it possible,

Especially Amma's hugs,

You know.

I'm so thrilled,

Deeply thrilled at this shift in your deep heart to allow more feeling.

It's like you have been deeply preparing for this for a while.

Right.

That's it.

And even talking now,

I can feel it like getting bigger,

Making more room to just embrace your feelings or embrace your emotions.

But it's feelings here that I'm getting most strongly.

It's like to embrace material that's really,

Really close to your soul.

It's really coming from your soul to help rebalance you and help inform you.

And it's as if the satsang is giving you a safe enough place,

And you're also realizing intellectually that there's nowhere else to run.

There's nowhere to run.

And the naked is just learning to live from the inside,

Focused on the inside.

I'll tell you,

If a woman,

Okay,

Amma says this,

You guys,

Whatever is going on in a woman will manifest in her life.

So,

If she you know,

If she works with herself internally,

This will manifest.

This is what I'm talking about.

This is how premasutra is manifested.

I would work deeply journaling my feelings,

All this stuff,

And stuff would get cleared,

And then different things would happen to me in the outer world without any effort.

This is what I want to say.

You work inside,

That alters the outside world immediately.

And this is why it's important to learn how to have courage and experiment,

And to listen to guidance.

Some of you want to keep doing what you're doing.

I can even feel it now.

It's kind of like you're kind of doing,

Well,

The reality is I'm in this situation.

I have to do this.

It's this way.

All this is nice to hear,

But the reality is I'm in this situation.

And really,

It's just being unwilling,

You know,

Because it doesn't matter what situation you're in.

You can pray to surrender.

You can pray for acceptance of what is.

That's it.

I'll tell you,

You bond inside yourself at the deepest level with innocent male and innocent female.

And in your life,

A member of the opposite sex who adores you will manifest.

It's true.

It's just how it goes.

But you have to work.

You have to work inside.

And that means,

Like,

You know,

Gently becoming open to say some of these emotional realities,

Like feeling suffocated for five seconds to clear something.

Yeah.

Prima Siddha went through all sorts of states.

I would suddenly feel like frozen like ice for 10 seconds.

And really,

I'm just opening the door,

Like,

Don't force yourselves,

You guys.

And Bhavani,

Don't rush yourself at all.

Don't force yourselves.

I'm just opening the door in the satsang to this level of reweaving,

Bringing in this emotional,

This more emotional aspect.

It's like,

Basically,

All our complexes could be moved through by experiencing emotional state for about three seconds.

Okay,

To see what a big door that is to freedom.

You experience how imprisoned you feel for like 10 seconds,

Really intensely.

And then it clears,

And you see that you have freedom.

Now,

This stuff takes time to learn how to do,

And I don't want anybody judging themselves about,

Like,

They feel they can't do it.

This is just like a training.

And the people that turn up will gradually be informed,

Just gradually pick it up like osmosis,

Just like a kid gradually learns how to talk.

Same.

You don't have to force it,

But you just have to be facing the right direction and also be willing to see where your journey is corrupt,

You know,

Where you're playing games a little bit with the creator.

Yeah.

Okay,

Interesting.

I'm feeling,

Along with this willingness to feel feelings,

I'm feeling in the group,

Energetically,

A willingness to be more generous with yourselves.

Yeah,

It's like more forgiving,

More generous,

Like being willing to see your own beauty.

This is huge,

You guys.

If you can see your own beauty,

If you let yourself see your own beauty,

You can manifest your divinity.

It's like the real eyes I was talking about yesterday.

For those who didn't come yesterday,

It was,

You know,

We talk about realization,

Realize,

And I was seeing everybody's real eyeballs opening,

You know,

The eyeballs of the self,

The eyes of the self opening,

Like an awakening.

You guys,

The other thing is,

Remember,

Any step into truth,

You know,

The fear will shake,

Shake,

Rattle,

Rattle chains,

You know,

Just pray,

Journal,

You know,

Watch it,

Keep steering toward the creator,

And what will happen is the fear lets go.

It's like a contraction,

You know,

When you're giving birth,

The cervix opens,

And then it contracts.

Then it opens a bit more and contracts.

It's a gradual opening,

Contraction.

Same thing happens with this movement into truth.

You have an opening,

And then there'll be a contraction.

Oh,

It's not really real.

No,

God isn't really there.

Nothing's trustworthy.

I'm too wounded to do it.

I'm too broken.

All that stuff will come up,

And you just keep talking to Amma,

Talking to the creator,

And you'll get another expansion.

Please be very gentle with yourselves,

You guys.

This journey is something else,

But you're all held in this.

You're all held in invincible love,

You know,

And you're all deeply understood,

And there's great,

Great compassion,

Huge compassion.

And remember,

You'll feel heavy and dark just when you're growing beyond your ego.

What happens is that you get longer and longer periods of light as you proceed.

You know,

At first,

It's just a glimpse of light,

And then it's,

Was it real?

Was it real?

And then the light gets,

It's a double glimpse.

No,

Really,

It's just like that.

And then,

Is it real?

Is it real?

Where is it?

And then a triple glimpse.

And then finally,

It's like it just stays light for weeks,

And then there's a bit of darkness.

It's just,

Just keep going.

It's just that expansion,

Contraction,

Expansion,

Contraction.

It's like a little seed growing,

You know,

Sprouting outside the ground.

And then the long journey come a sapling.

Yeah,

And the struggles of the sapling,

And that's the most dangerous period,

Is just at that growth.

I mean,

An animal could come along and just eat it,

But as it gets bigger,

It gets sturdier.

Like I've told you,

Those old trees in the US,

You know,

Those giant redwoods,

They don't get bugs.

They're no longer bugs.

The bugs don't go near them.

No,

Really,

It is so humorous,

The level of the metaphor between what's going on in this world and our emotional natures,

Truly.

And,

You know,

We women,

We develop these armor,

These shells.

When the feminine suffers,

The male subconscious comes in and starts protecting her.

And so,

We women,

We get defended,

And we get a hard shell and everything.

And it can be painful to embrace that and go back to the wounded feminine,

To really feel her,

To let her speak to you.

That's it.

Well,

There's one person who's really going to do that.

It's very good.

Yeah.

You let the wounded feminine speak to you and tell you the truth.

About your life,

About everything,

Really.

You make room for her and what she has to say.

Making room for the feminine within you and what she has to say,

Both male and female.

That's it.

And it's Mother Nature speaking to you guys.

I'll tell you,

If we allow this,

If we allowed Mother Nature to speak to us,

That would do more good than any climate control,

Any rules or regulations,

Any meetings,

Any million-dollar meetings about climate for the last 20 years,

How much money has been spent.

If we just listen to Mother Nature within us,

We would get the data,

We would know what to do.

But we haven't wanted to.

You see,

This is what I'm talking about in the journey.

It doesn't work to be corrupt in our intention.

We haven't wanted to.

We've wanted to keep our materialist consumption thing going.

That's why none of the climate things have worked.

Just huge amounts of money being spent,

Solving nothing.

But now we're at the point that,

You know,

Maybe we'll start listening to Mother Nature within us.

You guys,

I just want to praise you,

Really,

For turning up to the satsang and then for what's happened at the satsang,

The shifts that I felt in everybody.

Some of you are doing it unconsciously.

Some of you are conscious of the shifts,

But it's happening in all of you.

And if it's happening on an unconscious level,

It will surface just as you keep going.

But really,

It's happened in everyone,

This being open to receive your feeling.

And that will make you feel more at home in life and less tense and less judgmental.

What's not to love about that?

Really,

It's nirvana,

You know,

Just being a little less judgmental,

Right?

You know,

You're talking to a Virgo,

So I know all about judgment,

You know.

It's bliss to come out of it.

Yeah,

You're so dear.

Oh,

You guys,

You're so adorable.

And really,

I praise you for what you're doing.

But there's risk of being criticized because you're not supposed to praise,

But I can't help it.

And who said you're not supposed to praise?

This is where I go like,

Really,

I feel like if I didn't praise you,

You wouldn't know to validate yourself.

Once you know how to validate yourselves,

You won't need praise so much.

But to just get onto it,

You need a bit of praise.

Come on,

You're doing it.

Good.

Like a little kid learning how to walk.

Yay,

With every step.

Yay,

You're getting it.

You're getting it.

Really?

Yeah.

Okay.

Well,

You know,

As always,

You guys,

You just,

You have no idea what beloveds you are and how often I think of you during the week.

And my prayers are always going out to you.

And be of good cheer,

You know.

Be optimistic.

Be optimistic.

Alma's here.

Alma's here.

Anything's possible.

Yeah.

Okay,

My beloved.

Bye.

Bye.

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