The Golden Path

Do you know that humans have a four part brain structure and it is the mammalian part of our brains that get hooked on trauma?

This is why we might replay what happened to us as kids for years and years, playing in self-pity and resentments.

The answer is to put your focus on serving an abstract. The prefrontal lobe is humanity's latest brain and our blossoming occurs as we give this lobe a leadership position.

When we serve an abstract such as Love with our full heart, all the other three aspects of our brain fall in behind this goal and help our lives orient towards the higher ideal.

This is the biological reason why refusing to serve a higher purpose beyond our own individual identity, makes it easier to get stuck in trauma.

May we all find it easier to walk the golden path of service to humanity and express our true Natures and our love for Amma in everything we do.

Transcript

So we're calling on Amma's grace and the Creator's grace to fill our hearts and our minds,

To open us to learn how to embody our true natures as seamlessly as possible,

And to forgive ourselves and forgive everybody else,

All the bumbling human beings who've hurt us.

Forgive them all.

May our hearts just become infinitely compassionate.

And so it is.

Yeah.

Okay.

Yeah.

I'm feeling the compassion right now.

Yeah.

For all of us,

For all of life.

So,

I want to talk about how something bigger than us is running our lives.

Okay,

Because this is,

You know,

In the human realm,

This is our stumbling block.

This is where we trip and fall.

And,

You know,

When we have a spiritual fall,

We might gnash our teeth,

Feel really bad,

Have trouble.

But what's really happening is we're learning how to embody this energy that is our true nature,

But it's bigger than we can comprehend,

You guys.

It's just,

It's so far beyond any of our thought processes.

It's sort of like trying to have a friendship with a giant.

No,

Really.

You're walking along,

You know,

And you're friends with this being that's like 500 feet tall,

And you're trying to have a dialogue.

It's like that in the hugeness to which it is beyond our heads.

So,

At the beginning of the journey,

When we're trying to bond with this giant self,

We can feel very ill-equipped,

Unable to do it.

But this giant is in the process of lifting us up.

It's like the giant's in the process of putting its hand down and lifting our little human self up so we can dialogue,

Relate.

And it's kind of a,

You know,

It's a very impoverished image.

But this is the rub on the journey that we're trying to embody something that is so infinite,

And we're so human.

We're trying to embody it in these physical human lives.

So,

No wonder it is a struggle.

And this is where the bridge,

You know,

The bridge is this kind of compassionate forgiveness for ourselves,

A patience,

Just huge patience with ourselves and with others.

Yeah.

And it's right in here that all of you guys will,

Well,

Not just you guys,

Anybody will feel bad about themselves.

They'll go,

Oh,

I'm doing it again.

I'm always such a loser.

I'm such an outsider,

You know.

I mean,

We've got,

Really,

We've got PhDs in this.

Often,

You guys,

A PhD in feeling bad about ourselves,

In all our frailties.

Yeah,

We know them so well.

Right.

And,

You know,

The challenge for any teacher is to somehow make it easier,

Make it doable,

Help make it doable,

You know,

So that it becomes easier to bond with your true nature in that teacher's company.

But the teacher,

Of course,

Is not doing it.

The giant within the teacher is doing it.

The infinite soul within the teacher is doing it.

And the teacher is always refining.

Always.

If we're here on Earth,

We're here to help and to grow.

It doesn't stop.

It just gets more subtle.

So,

You know,

The experience of a teacher is instead of,

Like,

Being hit over the head with like a dumbbell,

You get sort of hit over the head with a feather telling you that you're missing something.

You know,

Any correction that Premasudha gives,

Like any overview,

Like,

Like yesterday,

I was saying to Bhavani to notice her surrender,

Notice the surrender that took place.

There is so much love and compassion and warmth behind this.

And anything Premasudha says,

I know it gets registered as I'm failing,

I'm not doing it right,

I have to do something.

And who is this person who thinks she knows?

Do you know?

And it's like,

It's so beyond that.

You know,

Even if a teacher speaks words to you like this,

The energetically,

There is a bridge being made to you.

Energetically,

The wounding inside you is being healed.

It's like Amma will,

You know,

If she gives you something to do,

She will make it possible for you to do it.

It's the same with a teacher.

If a teacher is saying,

You know,

Okay,

Like,

Look at this,

The energy and illumination to do it is woven into her words,

Because actually,

It isn't the teacher speaking to you,

It's your own soul speaking to you.

The teacher is not someone separate from you.

And this is,

You know,

For us,

Especially with our alienated cultures,

It's like,

It's a tall order.

But again,

You know,

The giant lifts you up.

The giant does it for you.

You just bumble along in your usual human way,

You know,

Hopefully doing your spiritual practices,

You know,

Doing your best.

That's all you can do.

And things will get solved as just a byproduct of living.

If you look back in your life,

You'll see that.

You'll see how everything's orchestrated by something beyond you,

And you just found out about it.

And maybe you had intuitions about it as a child.

Premasutha remembers reading a book,

Not compulsively,

But for a year often,

It was a picture book about Australia.

And always when I read this book,

I would feel like Australia was freedom,

Was expansion.

It's like I already knew when I was eight.

Right.

Okay,

Good.

All of you,

I mean,

I could say you women,

Particularly,

But actually,

All of you attending the satsang are highly intuitives,

Who knew things in your childhood like that,

About how your life would go.

You know,

It's when we finally realize how loving it all is,

That we grow.

Before we realize how loving it all is,

We're dealing with the journey intellectually.

We're,

You know,

Opening on one way,

But defending in another way.

But there's a point where the penny drops and you realize how loving it really is.

And how well you're taken care of.

And just be patient,

Don't rush it.

All of you are doing very well.

It's all good.

You know,

I'll just give you an example of something that I experienced.

When I was in India,

I was using my cell phone to,

You know,

Using my provider to get to be able to use my phone.

It was like $70 for two weeks.

And my provider kept charging me three times as much.

And it went through hours and hours of trying to connect with them from Australia or India.

And they were no longer making,

You know,

You couldn't talk to a person.

I'll tell you the hours and hours.

And then the provider did it the next month too.

So it was the same thing.

And I mean,

Really,

It was like being charged $450 when I should have had a $70 charge.

Like,

So it was off the wall.

Anyway,

I was like,

Dealing with this.

And I was not thinking particularly happy thoughts about cell phone providers.

Okay,

So I get home.

And I lose my phone.

And I have to go to the provider and get it cancelled.

And anyway,

It's right in the,

You know,

Black Friday,

Black Friday,

Buzz,

Super,

I spent four hours in the mall,

In the shop.

And while I'm doing it,

I am in an absolute peace.

I'm just,

I am just experienced utter peace with the whole thing.

That's just,

I'm going like,

It's already preordained,

Whatever is going to happen.

It's like,

Here I am,

You know.

And so anyway,

It gets sorted out.

I come back to my place.

And I find my phone.

So I went through that whole loop to help PrimaSuta step past any charge about cell phone providers.

You see?

Yeah.

I still think,

You know,

That there's something bizarre about the business model of cell phone providers.

They're just kind of monstrous.

But anyway,

It's,

You know,

Peace and goodwill to everyone.

They'll get their karma.

So,

I just want to tell you,

Like,

This is what it's like.

The main thing is,

You know,

To keep in mind what you're doing,

Which is you're learning to embody this giant.

The cells of your bodies have to be recalibrated.

Yes.

And I'll tell you,

You guys,

When your cells of your body are getting recalibrated,

You will feel very edgy.

Edgy.

It's uncomfortable.

And we react to all this.

We feel bad.

We go,

You know,

All the stuff we do.

And it's difficult.

It's like being a four-year-old kid,

You know,

And feeling edgy and being in this family where the parents are out of alignment and four-year-old self is just caught in feeling edgy.

And this is the same kind of feelings we go through in our adulthood as we embody our true nature.

And we feel like there's something wrong,

That we're doing it wrong,

And we're not.

It is like this.

You know,

You don't have to get what I'm saying.

It's like the cells of your body get it.

This is just strengthening your souls in your bodies.

Just hearing this.

You know,

One of the things that we Westerners do—actually,

I think everybody in the world does it.

I mean,

Apart from a very simple Aboriginal culture.

And it's this.

When we have a discomfiture going,

We tend to skip over it.

We just kind of ignore it.

You know,

Maybe somebody does something and we're bothered,

But maybe it's quite subtle and we think the other person won't really understand if we address it.

And even in ourselves,

We don't know how to go into ourselves and solve it.

This is so hard to talk about,

Because it's the thing that everybody's running from,

Really.

And everybody will,

Like,

Commonly—I won't say everybody,

But I'll say commonly—we run from,

We ignore in ourselves and others.

But I'll tell you how Premasuda got here was by not ignoring those things,

By standing there and staying with it,

Staying with the upset that I felt,

And noticing that I wanted to blame somebody else.

And,

You know,

Maybe they had a point.

They had acted badly.

But I stayed with it.

I did not ignore it and kind of jump over it and just continue on.

And it's so nebulous to talk about,

Because it's so subtle.

Yeah.

It'll develop.

This topic will develop over the weeks.

It's around,

You know,

With this downgrading of values that's going on,

And the downgrading of respect for humanity,

We get invited to just kind of numb out to the things that bother us.

And it takes enormous courage to stay with an upset,

You know,

If you're feeling upset.

It's like staying with the truth of it,

You know,

Realizing that it isn't to be ignored,

It's to be with,

To be with and to deepen around it,

To allow a deepening,

To allow it to be solved by this giant coming in,

By a bigger understanding coming in.

You know,

If you're upset,

You're upset.

It's just be with it.

Draw,

Write,

Whatever,

But don't just click off and continue on.

Just kind of go,

Don't go,

Oh well.

Be with it and respond.

Real love power in a person comes as a result of them paying a lot of attention to subtleties in their experience and within themselves.

It's interesting,

I can feel the whole issue of vulnerability coming up.

You know,

One of the ways our fear functions is a fear of vulnerability.

And this is what I'm talking about,

Really,

Where we don't stay with where we are.

We sort of skip over it,

And try to get out of it.

I'm trying to think of some examples that would help make it clear.

But of course,

I can't think of any.

But,

You know,

It's kind of like,

It's a learning curve for the whole satsang.

It's just,

Yeah,

It'll get clearer over the next few weeks.

That's it.

That's it.

You know,

It's like the little child is so vulnerable.

They're hopelessly dependent and vulnerable.

You know,

They can't even get their own food.

They know that if their parents aren't there,

They'd starve.

They can't cope.

So,

They override their data for the safety of fitting in with the family.

This is what I'm talking about.

Exactly.

So,

We might do that as adults.

We might do the same thing,

Just override our deeper data.

Because our experience as a little kid was it wasn't safe.

Okay,

It's this.

It's that.

Yeah.

And as you gradually,

Over time,

Make more room for your true nature,

It,

You know,

When we're moving through that kind of lack of trust,

It'll be a wounding often in our base chakra and our hearts.

Actually,

The wounding will extend to all our chakras,

But you know,

Particularly our base chakra.

I remember once going around for two months feeling like I had this crack in my base chakra.

Like,

It was like a crack in cement in my base chakra.

And I was in a really big step into more trust.

You know,

In my experience,

In Premasuddha's experience,

It is always working with the,

You know,

The experience of the small child in the lack of safety and lack of truth,

And then learning to transcend that and to experience and express love and truth and authenticity in my current life.

Yeah,

It's such a tall order,

You guys,

And it takes time.

And in a funny way,

There are no rules apart from actually doing it.

Okay.

But really,

That's the truth of it.

There's no rules.

It's just kind of the rules of love,

Like,

Love thy neighbor as thyself.

Love God with all thy might.

You know,

Christ said those were the two most important commandments,

And that's kind of it.

In Premasuddha's experience,

That's it.

Anything else,

Yeah.

Love has few but deep rules,

Kind of like those two commandments.

That's it,

You guys.

And you know,

Sometimes we have too many rules about what we think our lives should look like and what kind of people we should be.

This is such a deep satsang,

And it's opening doors,

You guys,

That will be over the next few weeks.

It's sort of,

You know,

Amma talks about the sculptor and getting the big rock,

And then the sculptor starts to work.

This is what this satsang's like.

I feel like this big rock of the next steps is being presented,

And it's a matter of chipping away,

Working with what I'm trying to express to you until it makes sense and can be embodied and digested by you.

Yeah,

This is the important thing,

That somehow this,

The love that's coming through Premasuddha can be digested,

So that the kind of information can be digested in a way that makes sense to you,

That is helpful to you.

You all really want to come home,

I know.

And there's limits to,

You know,

When I talk about my own personal experience,

It can be helpful,

But there's also a limit to it,

Because,

You know,

We all have different minds.

We all are coming from many,

Many different lifetimes,

So there's so many different impressions on our minds coming from all of our different lifetimes.

So,

On one level,

When I talk about Premasuddha's experience,

It can be helpful in that it makes it more of a human process,

It points to that,

But on another level,

It's kind of like,

Yeah,

Yeah,

So what?

Like,

How does that help me?

You know,

Really,

Like,

I get it.

I get it.

So,

But the alternative,

You know,

About not speaking from the personal experience is then just talking in transcendence,

Which is what teachers often do,

And it's true,

But sometimes that then,

It's sort of like,

Okay,

What do I do with this transcendent knowledge?

Like,

How do I find a bridge between my human experience and this giant?

This is what you guys are all facing,

This infinite giant of infinite capacity and knowledge.

And you're wanting to embody it.

And,

You know,

We don't always know how to do it.

Right.

Right.

You know,

One of the things that can come up is how much we're like soldiers.

You guys,

We soldier on.

We soldier on in the journey.

It's like,

Tell me the rules,

And I'll do it.

Show me how to stay in line,

Do it right.

Yeah,

But the soldier within us cannot bring enlightenment.

We have to overcome that.

We have to embrace our humanity.

Okay.

Okay,

This is the heart of the satsang.

It's around embracing our humanity.

I'm not talking about indulgence.

I'm talking about embracing it.

Right.

Okay,

Good.

Right.

You're getting permission to embrace your humanity.

It is your souls that embrace your humanity.

It is your divine nature.

It's the Amma within you that is giving you darshan right now to help you embrace your humanity.

Your inner Amma is giving you darshan,

Embracing your humanity all the time.

All the time she's doing that.

And sometimes we're focused outwardly,

You guys,

So we don't notice,

And we don't pay attention.

And we don't really think it's possible that this could be happening.

So you have to withdraw your eyes a little bit more from your outward reality.

Right.

And turn them inside more.

And be with your emotional responses.

Or feel.

Be with your feelings.

So I'm feeling this compassion coming for all of you,

Or for all of us.

That's very sweet.

It's kind of this compassion is shining through.

It's flowing through to all of us.

It's sort of like it's getting past some rules and regulations.

It's like the jail door opened.

It's getting through to you.

It's just the same principle of when Krishna was born and they did a thing like what happened with Jesus.

You know,

The leaders wanted to kill all the babies because they'd heard that there was going to be this challenge to them.

And Krishna was born in this jail and the jail door opened.

The guard fell asleep and the jail door opened so someone could carry Krishna into safety.

That is what happens internally.

Some of these old rules and regulations of our emotional prisons dissolve.

That's it.

And it's uncomfortable.

And you know,

Even the satsang,

Like Premasutha,

Because of the way Premasutha's life went,

Premasutha worked so deeply and internally.

And that's what happens with you guys,

That now with these satsangs,

That there's this incredibly deep work being done with you energetically,

Far beyond your conscious understanding.

And changes get set in motion in a good way.

But again,

You might feel some edginess after satsangs or some disorientation.

It's like,

Oh well,

You know,

Oh well.

You're,

This is helping to free,

Free us.

All of us,

We all go together,

You know.

That's it.

That's it.

Okay,

Good.

There's very deep compassion being freed up.

There's somebody who's having trouble with it.

You probably,

All you guys will go,

Oh that's me.

And the reason I'm saying it,

That there's this one person who's having trouble with it,

Is because by putting words to it,

You're freeing it up.

It will help a shift occur.

Yeah,

This person doesn't feel ready or willing.

That's okay.

Just be with it.

Just be.

That's how it is.

Don't worry.

The trouble this person's having is in the idea that there's something beyond them that's really doing it.

Like they want that,

But it's hard to trust that.

Right.

I understand this.

Paramahsuta really understands this.

Now this is all coming up,

So this will have relevance to all of us,

Okay.

I'm saying it's one person,

But it'll be relevant to all of us.

There's,

It's like there's a big moat in this person's eye.

They're seeing it out there when it's inside.

You know what Christ said,

Take out the moat in your own eye before you try to take it out in your brother's eye.

It's sort of like correct yourself before you judge others.

Right.

Okay,

Good.

This feels like such a nebulous satsang in a way,

But there's a big step into more love power.

So,

This is just what it's like.

This person's having a lot of trouble forgiving themselves.

You know,

There's nothing to forgive.

You know,

We're just bumbling humans.

Oh,

You guys,

You know,

Human beings,

We have these mammalian brains.

The mammalian brains hold on to trauma.

Okay.

Basically,

We've got four brains.

We've got the reptilian brain,

Two mammalian brains,

And the frontal lobe.

The frontal lobe deals with abstracts.

It's like,

It's the latest brain.

It's like justice,

Or even the creator's love.

They're abstract.

Okay.

In our brains,

Like we get hooked into trauma.

That's the importance of serving an abstract.

If you serve love,

Like Premasuddha did that,

Decided to devote my life to love,

To a higher abstract,

To devote your life to embodying the creator,

That decision will unite all your brains.

The reptilian brain,

The two mammalian brains,

Will start following the abstract.

Okay.

It's really important because you don't come into power until that happens.

When I'm talking this love power.

Okay.

Please understand this.

So,

If you're not devoted to something higher than your own personal life,

You cannot cross the finish line.

You can't really even move forward because what will happen is you'll just get constantly caught in the mammalian trauma.

The more,

You know,

Repeating it,

Your brain will get hooked on it.

The thing that got Premasuddha out of that was this devotion to the abstract,

The devotion to serving love,

Or a devotion to Amma.

And then all of your brains,

You'll come out of trauma,

And all of your brains,

The four brains,

Will start helping on the journey.

Right.

Okay.

Now,

This is good.

This is so the key because this is where we get stuck in this mammalian trauma,

And we feel sorry for ourselves,

You guys.

This really,

This really stops progress.

But,

You know,

Again,

You can't get mad at yourself.

You have to just see it,

Embrace it,

You know,

And be patient.

Okay.

Okay,

This is a relief because it's this new understanding that the key that for you guys to remember is this about the four brains,

And that they,

That our personalities only blossom when the latest human development,

The prefrontal lobe,

Is leading.

Yeah.

So,

We all have,

You know,

We all start out with emotional trauma.

So,

We'll watch ourselves getting hurt,

You know,

Maybe love affairs that don't work out.

We'll get our early conditioning played out,

And it is only the effort of the returning to the focus of the abstract,

Serving love,

Getting up and meditating again,

Just doing,

Picking oneself up and trying again.

Right.

Oh,

This is such a relief to get this out so clearly in a way that you can like get it.

Yeah.

Has anybody got any comments or questions?

See,

The rub for any of us like who know Ama or who have any physical teacher,

We can get hooked at the mammalian level with the focus on the teacher's body,

And we forget that they are a divine energy.

They are speaking from an infinite consciousness.

And Ama says that if we're attached to her body,

It will lead us into sorrow.

We have to be attached to what she teaches.

It's like being attached to the abstract of,

You know,

Wishing to embody our true natures.

Now,

The prefrontal lobe develops after birth.

The reptilian mind develops in pregnancy.

So,

The more stressed a mom is,

The bigger the reptilian brain in the child.

You know,

We're just,

Look what we're doing.

You know,

We're having stressed out moms working and pregnant.

And the more stressed they are,

The more the child's reptilian brain develops.

And one of the signs of the reptilian brain is bigger weights in babies,

Bigger birth weights.

It's like little warriors,

Right?

It's just so,

You know.

And then zero to six is so crucial for little kids.

So,

If you're really taken care of,

You know,

If you have a really good thing,

Lots of peace and attention,

Everything you need,

Your development of your prefrontal lobe,

The abstract,

It soars.

So,

It would make for very moral,

Ethical people.

You see,

They would just be instinctively ethical because the children would have highly developed prefrontal lobes.

And then there's at,

It keeps developing.

And at 16,

There's a big shift.

And we say,

You know,

Sweet 16.

It's like there's a magic about age 16.

And it comes from the prefrontal lobe development.

I mean,

That's how real what I'm saying is.

So,

We're being very stupid by not paying attention to how moms are feeling during pregnancy and,

You know,

Reducing the load of their outside responsibilities.

Because,

You know,

Amma says that if a mom during pregnancy focuses on,

You know,

That she needs time to dream and glimmerings and dream about this child,

And that if she wishes for a noble,

Highly intelligent child with all her heart,

Like that's what she's saying,

The child will be born like that and even beyond the genetics.

That's how powerful this all is.

And we just ignore it and just.

So,

This is part of what I'm talking about in ourselves,

In ourselves,

That we have these higher glimmerings.

And if we can just give them more space,

Pay attention,

Honor them better,

A little more,

We'll be able to weave our true nature in more easily.

But it's,

You know,

The rest of the world isn't particularly going this way.

It's sort of going the other way.

So,

It takes some courage and effort.

But,

You know,

The results are good.

And,

You know,

Prima Siddha really understands this process and how challenging it can be.

The really extraordinary thing that was so wonderful was this feeling of this deeper compassion and coming into you guys,

Becoming available.

Sort of like behind your hearts.

Yeah,

And just be very patient,

Please,

With yourselves.

I mean,

One of the things that happens as you go up,

Like,

So,

Prima Siddha sees and hears a lot of information that is not obvious to others.

But Prima Siddha's learned just to be true to it.

And then it gets bigger.

And even if other people don't see it,

They can feel it in Prima Siddha.

They can feel this kind of loving expansion in which Prima Siddha lives.

And you see,

That is communicated to your subconscious and your cells of your body.

And that's part of what helps you make these shifts.

It's just like if a child has a loving mother,

It's easy for the child to just follow that energy in the child's development.

The child just grows in that climate.

And if you didn't have a loving mom,

It can be redone.

Because you know Prima Siddha's story about my mom,

Like,

Losing her noodle.

So,

It's so can be redone,

Rewoven,

Through infinite patience.

And this abstract intent,

This person,

This individual person has shifted,

By the way.

They made a shift,

So it's all good.

You know,

My hat off for doing these satsangs.

I know it's easier when you know Amma because you know,

You experience the embrace of her hugs.

And it just helps with this sort of work,

If you've experienced it.

But it also is not necessary.

It's not crucial.

It helps,

That's all.

There's a funny,

Vague fear coming up in some of you.

You know,

And it's just around the,

You know,

Bringing in this compassion.

And it's just the fear that's kept,

Separated you from this compassion.

And it's coming up,

I'm seeing it,

Like a bit of smoke.

It's just smoke and mirrors,

You guys.

It's like,

You know,

When I was in India,

And I was getting these $450 bills,

And it was like alarming because I didn't have the money.

And on another level,

I like was like,

Oh,

Well,

This will get solved.

It's like,

It looks scary,

But it's going to get solved.

It's a good attitude to have.

It looks scary.

Think to yourself,

It looks scary,

But it's going to get solved.

That's it.

Okay,

Good.

Okay,

Good.

And some of you,

I can feel this,

An arguing with Pramasutha.

And it's like,

Just notice that,

You guys,

Because it's,

You know,

It's not your true nature that's arguing with Pramasutha,

Believe me.

So just watch it.

It's useless.

I mean,

It's pointless.

I mean,

If you,

It's just so stupid.

It's stupid,

But like,

I understand it,

Like,

But it's coming from the traumatic,

Trauma-loving mammalian brain that wants to keep the same old sad story going.

Right.

Right,

Because Pramasutha fought long and hard to come out of all this stuff,

And then shares this out of her compassion,

Really.

And just like Amma shared with me,

Like,

Helps any person,

Like,

Who's,

You know,

Knows the journey,

Like,

Will want to help,

Even if they don't see people,

They still will be helping,

Even if they're living by themselves in a cave.

Yeah.

You guys,

You know,

Bluntly,

Your egos talk a lot of nonsense to you.

I really want you to realize that,

And learn how to step back into this focus on the abstract,

The focus on serving,

Love,

Waking up.

This is good.

Okay.

Questions,

Comments?

It's already happened.

Okay,

Surah,

Surah,

Whatever will be,

Will be.

There's a song,

You know,

I'd sing if I could carry a tune,

But yeah,

It's so true.

My mom used to sing it when I was growing up,

And it's so true.

Whatever is going to be,

Is just going to be.

And your divine being is your witness,

Your loving,

Loving witness.

You are your beloved,

Are your divine beings beloved.

Your divine being knows you so well.

It knows your mind so well.

It knows all the lives you've had,

And why you are the way you are,

And what happened to you as a little kid.

It knows it all.

It understands it all.

There's no judgment.

It's just hoping that this life that you actually go,

Divine beings hoping that maybe it doesn't have to have too many more lives.

You guys,

Migraines,

You know,

Are a bored and trapped essence.

It's when the essence is sitting there going,

You know,

Oh my god,

Are we doing this again?

Really?

I'm not kidding.

Yeah,

Migraines are a bored and trapped essence.

So,

If you get them,

Give over to the abstract.

Give over to,

I'm wishing to serve all of humankind.

I'm wishing to move into truth.

I'll tell you,

Your migraines will stop.

I'm sure this gets argued with,

But it's just so used to.

I just feel like,

You know,

I'm like ahead of my time.

This is what it's like.

Anyway,

You guys are so adorable.

Okay,

Well,

I kind of,

That's kind of it.

If there's no questions or comments,

I kind of like that's kind of what's come up today.

Yeah,

I'm feeling your good hearts.

I'm feeling your,

Oh,

Your loving hearts.

Oh,

I can feel them.

Oh,

It's so wonderful.

It's sort of like,

You know,

Thanks mom or making breakfast for mom and when it's like even burnt toast or something and you feel the love for the child.

Yeah.

Oh,

You guys.

Huge blessings.

Huge blessings.

And remember,

My love's coming to you all the time.

Yeah.

And you,

Grandma.

Okay.

Bless you,

Dear heart.

Bye.

Bye.