I want to talk about inner conflict.
I think there's a big physical component to inner conflict and I don't think it's talked about much and I really want to shine a light on it because it's kind of the answer to how to move through it,
How to solve it and to become more of who you really are as a result.
Okay,
Well you know we know everything's made out of energy and we know that matter and that includes our bodies and everything we see around us is just this energy which where the vibration has been lowered so it becomes matter.
So our bodies are made out of this stuff,
This energy and this energy we don't get this emotionally,
We haven't grasped it but this energy is God or the creator,
We're made out of the creator.
Everything we see is the creator.
I mean we don't know this though so we don't act as if it is.
So you know we're not always nice to ourselves or others or to mother nature and it's part of why mother nature is screaming so much and why there's so many social problems and which will tend to wake us up so it's all good.
Anyway it's life on the earth plane but so our bodies are caring in ourselves,
Our cells are made out of actually our true nature,
Our God self.
Now our cells are also carrying our conditioning,
They're carrying imprints that occurred when we were little.
So you know anytime we got upset or felt we weren't treated well or couldn't express our anger it all just got pushed down into our psyche and it's there in our psyche and it's carried by the cells of our bodies which is why when we're in conflict our bodies are uncomfortable.
We might have sore tummies or tightness around our heart which would be you know a closed heart chakra,
We might have a stiff neck,
Headaches,
All these symptoms,
Sore back you know because we feel burdened.
Anyway so our choice with these you know when we're in inner conflict is which is which way are we going to choose which is going to get stronger are we going to get a stronger connection to our soul or are we going to capitulate more to our ego.
So you know the ego will really be working hard to be keeping us under its thrall and will be sending us images and also fear stories will play in our mind that if we you know follow our true nature,
Follow impulse or you know take up a new hobby whatever it is,
Whatever the conflict's about you know it will be really working hard to steer us to away from our true energy.
Now lots of times we have to just wait and just be with the fact we're in this distress and we're so physically and mentally and emotionally uncomfortable till things settle down and we can see more clearly.
Then at that time we can make a choice we can make a choice to go along with all the way we've lived with maybe we've chosen our ego a lot or we could choose to follow this still small voice within follow you know listen to our hearts and follow what's coming from there.
Now you know if we do follow listen to the voice and follow we will feel lighter,
Clearer and happier.
I mean that's our data that's our empirical data and if we go along with our ego we will tend to feel more hopeless and heavier and that will be the data we get.
Now if you do go for you know taking a step into truth,
Risking following your heart,
Your inner guidance you know you will feel freer and brighter and lighter but be prepared that for the ego will then try and discourage you so it will matter.
Kind of like counter-revolution that will like besiege you with feelings of all that you made a mistake or that you're you know that you're you're you're doing something you're not allowed but just again just stay you know meet it with equimility just keep just stay you know meet it with equimility just keep you know you don't have to believe it because if you if you don't if you don't believe it and you you know even when the ego is like really putting pressure to get you back in if you just wait and pray maybe say a mantra what will happen is the ego will let go and actually become smaller and you will have more freedom in your life you will have more freedom to be yourself.
Now I have done this over and over and over and that's why I know the process so well and that's why I know that it's much safer to follow your heart than to keep capitulating to the ego because I'll tell you I'll tell you you know in old age it's a much happier time if you have you know steered toward truth and you know even in old age you can begin the journey like you know it's not over till it's over you know and actually sometimes great progress can be made later in life anyway bless your hearts
