Spiritual Secrets Hiding In Plain Sight

Our Soul is always communicating with us but often we might miss it. Happily, Premasudha highlights some powerful keys to real spiritual knowledge and weaves everything together so the information all makes sense in a very deep way. Most importantly, this Satsang inspires and gives practical help to free us to move into embodying our eternal Natures, while living in our very human lives. You might even feel the unconditional love while listening.

Transcript

It's,

It's,

It's wonderful.

So,

Bless your hearts.

I'm so happy to see you all.

Yeah.

And thank you for turning up.

Yeah.

Yeah.

So,

The really good news today is I have been seeing this door open and full of light all morning.

Okay.

So,

When things appear,

Images appear like this,

It's the soul communication.

It's just invincible.

It's just it.

So,

You could experiment with yourselves with this level of being.

You,

You maybe are already doing it where you get like a picture coming up from your soul that's telling you about the circumstances you're in.

So,

I'm seeing this door open full of light and at the same time I'm,

I feel a little scattered in the sense of where to begin.

It's like I'm wanting to say,

Talk about several things that don't seem connected at all,

But will be connected.

Okay.

They totally will be connected.

Okay.

There's,

There's just,

There's one thing.

Um,

You guys,

In this circumstance where you're working with an awakened teacher and this teacher says,

Oh,

Will you call me or email me?

If you don't do it,

Basically you're walling off unconditional love.

And,

And that will be reflecting if that will be reflecting what's going on in you as well.

Yeah.

So,

In those circumstances,

You can,

Uh,

You could email the teacher and say,

I,

I don't feel able to speak with you,

Which would be,

You know,

At this time,

But I'm opening the door to be able to speak to you,

To be willing to speak to you.

Do you see,

And it's one of the difficulties with zoom things where we're a little bit removed,

But you have to understand that everything is unconditional love.

And this one is speaking from unconditional love.

Yeah.

So it's sort of like honor the input within yourself.

If it's coming from unconditional love and also outside yourself,

If it's coming from an unconditional love,

And if you think it's not coming from unconditional love,

Then why would you listen?

Why would you listen?

You know,

It doesn't work to kind of stay ambivalent and just think that you can learn from that,

You know,

Standing on the wall,

Ambivalent.

Yeah.

So if you're listening to a teacher and you think she's coming from unconditional love and respond,

Because if you respond to,

You know,

She says email or phone me,

She's wanting to open the door for you.

And if you respond,

You're letting the door open.

And even if your response is I'm not ready yet,

That's okay.

But turn up because in this world,

I'll tell you,

There's this I experienced,

I mean,

I'm sure you guys do too.

The,

The,

This disconnection thing where people just disconnect,

And they just don't.

There's no follow through.

There's no,

There's just this cut off.

And this,

When we do this,

This will strengthen the separation that we're carrying.

Do you see?

Yeah.

And that's going the wrong way.

You don't want to do anything that strengthens the separation that you're here to transcend.

Yeah.

And this is what's so hard,

You guys,

Because we're,

We're taught we're an alienated culture,

We are alienated from our hearts.

So when you stay true to your heart into the unconditional love that you are,

It can feel taboo.

But over time,

You get more and more skillful,

More and more sturdy in it.

And I'll tell you,

And this is actually okay,

This is part of the door opening that I saw,

This is what really needs to be understood in a felt way.

And you may have to understand it over and over and over.

But innocence wins.

The soul wins.

Innocence coming from the soul is the most powerful thing you can do.

Even if the response at the time,

It looks like it's not working.

It is.

It is working.

My,

My voice is echo.

Okay,

Good.

Okay.

So that's the door opening for the realization.

And you'll have to experiment with you have to experiment with it.

And it can feel terrifying.

And don't force it.

Don't force it.

Yeah.

And that innocence basically is powerful,

Because it's the your inner child,

Your inner child awareness,

Being backed by God,

Backed by the Creator.

You guys do your best to start to come right on time.

Because I,

I said some things at the beginning that if you came even a few minutes later,

You won't,

It's going to maybe knock off your understanding.

So can you make sure that you listen to this video again,

If you relate?

Yeah,

Because I don't want you to miss anything.

Yeah.

Okay,

Good.

Good.

Wow,

You guys,

You're so beautiful.

It's like there's this sinking into yourselves.

That's it.

That's it.

It's safe to sink into yourself.

That's it.

To know what you know,

And to come from that,

You know,

Gradually as you learn how to do that.

And it takes time.

And it's the bravest thing a human being can do.

That's it.

That's it.

Remember,

The door was lit and open.

Actually,

I'm still seeing it now.

So you guys will be going through this door so you don't have to fuss or worry or struggle with what I'm saying.

You know what I mean?

Try to just being here,

Hearing it,

Just doing your best.

You've turned up.

So that's,

That's it.

That's it.

I can feel some of you have had some real struggles.

Okay,

So I'm just bringing love in.

Yeah.

For you.

This soothing you a bit.

That's it.

That's it.

Remember,

The universe is on your side.

So the universe is on the side of this innocence within you.

So it will give you circumstances that will give you an opportunity to strengthen your connection to this innocence within.

You're still I'm still feeling a little scattered in the what I want to talk about.

Like I want to say several different things.

One of them is the two biggest obstacles to growth often are thoughts of self pity and resentment.

If you understand that both those positions are fear based.

Yeah.

So I'll tell you what I used to do.

I used to like notice my thoughts.

And I'd go,

Wow,

This,

My thinking's full of self pity,

Which was my biggest trap.

Often people go either go towards self pity,

Or they go towards resentment.

And self pity is,

Yeah,

Anyway,

But they're both traps.

Now.

It's like two steps beyond self pity,

Or resentment will be your soul.

So just noticing you're in those,

I call them dog houses.

They're two dog houses,

We get caught in,

And they take us away from the walk into surrender.

Yeah,

So I would notice I was in self pity,

And I would kind of just will it.

Okay.

Okay.

Alma,

Please bring me into surrender.

And then I just be with the kind of awkwardness of that.

There's a kind of awkwardness when you come out of your usual place of thinking,

You're going into another way of thinking,

There's a kind of awkwardness,

Especially if you're really used to self pity or resentment.

I'll tell you,

Just even noticing that you're caught in it is good work.

And you can just even just giving it over.

Or,

You know,

Whatever works for you.

Self compassion,

Just noticing,

I'll tell you,

Actually,

It's just noticing,

If you just notice,

That is enough.

You don't have to really fix it.

You don't have to do anything.

Just noticing.

Okay.

That was one part of what I want to say.

The other thing I want to say is,

We have these periods in our lives.

So these growth periods,

So when we're born,

There's a,

It's like a,

An initiation,

And how the birth goes,

Colors our lives.

Another one at two.

There's another one at leaving home.

You know,

That,

I don't know,

I had a terrible time with that kind of finding a career and coming out from under your parents' house.

And I found that a real struggle.

But the one I really want to talk about is the fourth period is around 35 to 40.

And it's often when people feel the call to wake up.

And it can be very unsettling at this age.

And we might feel really insecure.

But that insecurity is what helps us bond with the Creator and with our innocence.

Okay,

Like if we're too comfortable,

We don't leave our thought patterns,

You know.

So some of you might look back,

Some of you are in it,

Some of you might look back to what was going on between,

You know,

35 and 40.

And we,

We either weave in our soul energy,

Or we say no.

But if we say no,

Sometimes,

Just around old age,

There's another chance to allow the soul energy to come in.

Then there's another one of these periods around 65,

Where we look back to our lives and how we've lived them.

And then there's the sixth initiation.

And that's where we,

We get sick with the thing that's going to kill us,

You know.

And then the last one is our death process.

Each one of these initiation spots,

We have an opportunity to grow a particularly big opportunity to grow.

And I'm just spelling this out.

Because it's like,

There's a structure implicit in our lives in the earth plane coming from unconditional love.

Meaning this structure,

These seven points of initiation are the structure of our lives,

Basically.

Hmm.

And,

And our normal psychology doesn't even admit this.

It's just,

It's not even,

It's just somewhere else entirely.

But there's no real understanding of psychology,

Unless we understand these initiation points,

And how we were affected at each at each one.

Yeah.

So it's just to make our minds broader,

Or understanding broader.

Because this will allow you to receive yourself,

To embrace yourself,

To understand yourself.

Aha.

Right.

Oh,

I can feel this is this yearning for self understanding in you this bigger self understanding.

Good.

Because that will help you.

If you can understand yourself,

Then you can come out of your ego basically.

Ah,

You're so sweet.

You're so sweet.

My love comes to you all the time.

You have Alma,

Mira,

You have,

You know what,

You have the energy of any saint that you pray to,

That you call on,

You can ask for angelic support,

And receive and receive it.

Mm hmm.

Mm hmm.

You're loved.

Mm hmm.

Mm hmm.

Sometimes when I've been speaking with someone,

I felt I felt angels go to help support that person.

It's just so wonderful.

Oh,

We're so powerful.

In this way.

Ah,

Good.

Right.

Good.

That's it.

Wow,

That one really hit home.

Wow.

Mm hmm.

It's really good.

Blessings to you.

Does anybody want to say something?

Hi.

Yeah,

Good.

Yeah.

I want to say thank you to you for your big,

Big wake up call.

It was a very big,

Big up call.

And it's helping me so much.

Yeah.

So Susanna,

Talk about what you experienced.

Yeah.

Okay.

I checked that around six and seven.

I decided that the world is unfair and not loved.

And I decided to walk alone.

And my parents.

Oh,

Can I?

I decided that it is too hard in this world as kid and and make my decisions of my own.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And you said you felt a helmet?

Yeah.

Helmet.

Right.

Yeah.

A big helmet.

Yeah.

Like soldier.

I don't know.

Like a soldier.

Yeah.

Right.

Yeah.

Okay.

Now just can I just thank you.

Can I just speak about this a little bit?

Yes,

You can.

Yeah.

No,

You guys,

This is where it's you know,

The feminine face of God energy.

So it includes the emotional aspect in the spiritual journey a lot.

And it includes the body a lot.

So this kind of experience with helmets and things was exactly what I experienced too.

And over time,

I realized that this feeling of a helmet when it came up,

And in my case,

I remember getting a Crusaders helmet,

And feeling the chain mail armor,

Really on my body.

And it was showing me the patterns and beliefs from other lives.

And the limitations coming from other lives that we can outgrow right now.

So when Suzanne felt the helmet on her head,

It was in the process of lifting.

You know,

Our,

Our current psychiatry is so intellect based,

We are so divorced from our head,

That this kind of thing would probably be considered psychotic.

But it's our culture that is psychotic,

With how limited our understanding is,

And how divorced from the heart we are.

And this is why we've got mental problems getting bigger and bigger and bigger.

Okay,

Now this level of work will bring us back to balance.

And it will bring you back to the innocence of your child self and bring that innocence into your adult body.

Okay.

And as it brings that innocence into your adult body,

Well,

It's actually already in your body,

But you become conscious of it.

And if you're giving it room,

What happens is you start embodying your divine being in human form,

You start becoming like the Christ energy,

The ama energy,

The Krishna energy,

You embody it.

This is what all the teachers,

All the masters are teaching.

But what we usually do is we stand on a wall,

And we parrot what we say,

What they say,

And we don't live it.

But in this era,

We're having to live it,

Unless we want a million more lives.

Okay,

So it is letting you,

Letting yourself have these slightly wild experiences,

And just being with them,

And taking them as data,

Data for yourself,

Just observing it,

Observing it,

Talking to the creator,

Talking to Ama,

Talking to Mira,

Talking to Christ,

Whoever you are,

All of them.

Right.

And just notice,

And I'll tell you,

You guys,

I'm your best friend,

Because you,

You email me about this stuff,

You say,

Look,

I was it was really weird for me today,

I felt this,

I will say,

Hey,

Look,

It's okay,

It's probably related to blah,

Blah,

Blah,

And help bring your feet down to the ground.

But again,

You see,

This is the importance,

If I say email me or phone me,

And you don't,

Then basically,

You're closing the door to this level of this heart information that I'm trying to give you.

And if you're doing it to me,

You will be more seriously.

Now,

This is the more serious thing,

You'll be doing it to your soul.

And how could you ever achieve self realization,

If you're like blocking your soul,

Like don't don't even,

How could you have a good time on the journey?

You can't.

Yeah,

It's so simple and basic.

Right.

Right.

Right.

Okay,

Good.

See,

It's so simple.

It's aboriginal,

Simple.

The simplicity of the aboriginal cultures is what this work comes down to.

And then we have we,

Well,

We,

We just it's you get shown how to live it in this complicated culture,

You just get shown.

That's it.

That's it.

So I'm feeling this beauty wishing to be born.

This is beauty of who you really are wishing to be born.

Do you know,

As Suzanne was pointing out,

You know,

Sometimes like at six or seven,

But it will be also earlier than that we made decisions like it's not really safe here.

And this is the problem.

And we will,

It can stop us from moving through the fear into more truth.

But you know,

Don't worry about it or force it.

Just seeing that you're scared.

That's enough,

Really.

Just seeing it admitting it.

Yeah,

It's just admitting this stuff.

And then it's,

You know,

Your heart reaches in,

God reaches in and saves you.

Sure.

It's just the humility,

You know,

That's it.

That's it.

Wow.

So there's a big,

Beautiful strengthening going on.

Hmm.

Thanks,

Suzanne.

And also,

Sweetie pie,

You just keep loving yourself no matter what.

Okay.

And,

And see that part of you still might be trying to please a difficult to please Mama.

See,

The teacher will always seem like the parent,

Always,

Until we're through that patterning.

And then we we will see the teacher's heart more.

You see?

Yeah,

That's hard for you.

Okay,

What's hard about that,

Suzanne?

Is something hard in what's coming up?

I feel I feel now safe with you.

I have had the struggle because this information to decide it's not safe.

It's exclaiming that I don't understand why,

What this wall I have had with you.

It's because this decision this I have made in.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah,

That's right,

Sweetie pie.

But remember,

We don't go through it all at once.

Yeah.

Right.

So just now I feel really safe to speak more.

Yeah,

To speak more up.

And sometimes I think,

Oh,

My English is not so good.

But now it's I speak.

And yeah,

Good.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Because it Yeah,

Because it gets communicated.

Yeah,

You could speak gibberish.

And I would get it.

Yeah.

Right.

Right.

Okay.

Okay.

But what I want you to understand,

And I want all of you to understand is these,

The wall will come up again and again.

And again,

It's not over at one shot.

It's an ongoing work in progress.

Sweetie.

So I'm not like,

It's fantastic what you've done.

It's so tremendous.

But just be aware that probably,

I will rattle you again,

And I might give you a shake again,

And it will be the next level.

So do you see what I mean?

So if you just get that I'm wanting to free you,

He'll just move through it more and more seamlessly.

I get this premise.

If you can let me help you this way,

Yeah,

Then your whole life can like,

Just so much could get sorted out so quickly.

Right,

But you can you you have to go according to your trust,

You can't push it.

And,

You know,

It's,

We all have teachers that are for us,

Like,

Well,

They're teachers that suit us,

And teachers that don't.

And even if they're coming from unconditional love,

We still resonate with one teacher,

Particularly,

Or one or two teachers.

So it's like,

We'll know if we get a go ahead to let them help us,

And we can't force it if you don't.

But it's a joy for me when there's breakthroughs,

Because truly,

There are people who've been around me for like 15 years,

And they still don't let me get to their hearts.

But it's okay,

Because some lives are just like that.

Do you know,

It's like some lives,

We have to dance around the whole issue.

And some lives,

Some lives,

We go to the heart of it.

It's just whichever life you're on.

Yeah.

And,

You know,

I couldn't get this through Abraham.

I needed Amma.

And,

You know,

Interestingly enough,

He,

He had a vision of this,

Because at that when I was completing work with him,

He basically said to me,

Don't worry.

You know,

Janet,

I was Janet,

Janet,

Because I see you in a line,

In a line,

And you go to the front of the line,

And then you turn around and go through it again.

And he was talking about getting Amma's hugs,

The lineup for Amma's hugs.

And it's like,

That was where I've,

I found it was in her arms.

That's the way it had to be for me.

It's like,

I,

I had to get the touch.

The touch was my way.

Right,

I can feel Amma's grace coming to all of you.

That's it.

You'll do it however you do it.

I do it through touch.

A lot.

We all have our ways.

It's beautiful.

Oh,

There's so much grace coming to you.

You know,

I know how tough it can be,

And how,

How stubborn resistance can be,

And what it's like to walk around in resistance,

And how endless it can seem.

And then the small breakthroughs sometimes,

And then resistance again.

And the stupidity of what goes on on the earth plane,

You know.

But it's like,

You know,

Our souls are,

This is our play at the soul level.

Our souls are in this bliss.

Yeah.

And as the ego dissolves,

You feel the bliss,

But it can take time,

You guys,

You know.

Yeah.

And some of you,

You know,

Our heads,

They,

We go,

Oh,

I've got it now.

Oh,

I've got it now.

And we don't have it.

You don't have it.

You know,

Self-realization,

Maybe you have it.

But even a self-realized person will just,

Just go like,

Just go like,

I'm here.

I'm fully present on the earth plane,

And I just follow my guidance.

That's kind of it.

That's it.

There's a,

There's a need for a deeper movement of your roots into more truth.

You know,

This can't be forced,

But you can open to it.

That's it.

I mean,

Just listening,

Just turning up and listening,

And getting the energy baths that you're getting,

Will help you root in your true being.

And as you do that,

What happens is your ego becomes less supported.

Your soul energy gets strengthened,

And your ego just has less support coming to it.

So it's,

It becomes less powerful.

It starts dissolving.

But again,

All this takes place over time.

There's something I want to say to anyone who's a parent,

Is years after the boys grew up,

Amma subtly communicated to me that I had been too spiritually ambitious,

And that that had been hard on my kids.

One of them particularly.

Yeah.

And that was,

She communicated this through kind of a look and a glance.

And it was about,

It was,

She was dealing with me about something else,

But it was sort of included in her communication.

And I was just so shocked.

Uh-huh.

Because I'd been just struggling so hard to do my best,

And break the family patterns,

And everything.

And I thought I was so virtuous.

And she was saying,

You know,

Basically push the river.

And that was hard,

Particularly on one kid.

So,

You know,

I don't have any guilt about this.

I,

It,

I was doing my best.

And,

You know,

It,

It had to happen this way.

If it's the way it happened,

It had to happen this way.

So,

I've accepted it.

But I'm just saying to,

To the moms,

You know,

There's no rush.

There's no rush.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Blessings.

Please.

Yeah.

Please.

It's like,

Like,

Just having kids is accelerative.

Just having them.

Yeah.

And they,

They have their physical,

Uh,

You know,

We have to take care of kids physical,

Physicality,

And their emotional self,

For them to be able to blossom.

So,

I just wanted to tell you that,

You guys.

Because I had such a,

Um,

Um,

I had such drive.

And,

Um,

Yeah.

We're so human,

You know.

What can I do?

I mean,

That's just,

That's me.

But it's also part of why I've made progress,

Because I had that kind of attitude,

You know.

Yeah.

But it was hard on particular one kid.

Yeah.

So,

Remember,

It's what we're divine beings in human form.

And it comes in through the mammal,

Comes in through the body.

And just being with your experience,

And observing,

And having the intention to move into truth,

Is enough.

It's enough,

You guys.

Please.

It's enough.

I,

You know,

I,

I don't know.

Some of you may have seen that video,

Um,

I made about that.

We grow up in this house.

So,

So imagine,

Um,

That you've been 20 years in this house.

You've never been outside.

And then one day comes,

And you,

You walk out,

You find the front door,

Finally.

And you walk out,

And you're on the sidewalk or the street.

And you're looking back at your house.

So,

This gives you an objective view of a subjective experience.

Your subjective experience growing up.

But when you come step outside your house,

And you look at it,

You get an objective view of the same material,

Basically.

Okay,

Now there was a point to this.

Okay,

So sometimes spiritual seekers,

And some of you may be doing this,

You're in the house,

You haven't found the front door yet.

And you're trying to observe yourself,

You're trying to witness yourself.

Do you see?

But you cannot witness yourself until you've come out the front door.

And you're in a place outside your conditioning,

That you're in a place,

Really,

That you've reached some kind of silence or neutrality within.

And then you turn and witness.

But if you're in the house,

And you haven't found the door,

You won't be able to witness.

In fact,

What you'll be doing is you'll be fighting with ghosts.

And thinking that you're doing the journey.

And it's not that.

Come out the front door.

And you can even imagine this,

You can use this kind of imagery,

I've done this a lot,

Where imagine your childhood house,

And imagine being in it.

And then imagine finding the front door,

And going to the sidewalk and looking back at it.

And put some religious put Amma there,

Or Christ or whoever you need,

Put put them there with you,

As you do this.

And then be prepared for some changes in your lives as you move from trying to witness by being inside the house,

Having never left it,

To being able to witness from having stepped beyond the house,

Outside looking at it.

And I would say all of you would know exactly what I'm talking about intuitively.

And that's your soul energy.

It gives you the sense of,

Yes,

Something about this makes sense.

And don't worry about it too much.

Okay,

Don't decide,

Oh,

I've got to get outside the house,

Just play with it a little bit,

Play with it,

Like,

You know,

Like a child plays with stuff,

Play with it,

And just let the universe gently evolve you,

Which I know is,

I felt that like so hard to let the universe gently evolve me like what?

What?

But it's what works.

Yeah.

Okay,

Good.

That's it.

Good.

Oh,

Sweethearts,

I just,

I'm just feeling this overwhelming,

Flowing love for you all.

And respect for what this journey is like.

But you know,

If we don't do it,

We just circle around in the ego,

And nothing changes.

And we have to do it next life.

And that's like,

Remember,

It's really done for you.

You'll just get the experiences you need.

Does anybody have any questions or comments or?

You know,

I feel like somebody has to come forward.

Sorry,

You guys,

We're kind of stuck here until someone comes forward.

Like,

I've got a question for you.

But when you were mentioning,

I'ma let you know that you were hard on your son growing up.

And I was wondering,

You know,

Did you try to make make good of that difficulty that you caused?

Or,

You know,

Just move forward and just surrender to that's what happened.

And now we're going forward?

Or was there any type of way like,

Because,

You know,

We all create difficulties with our children.

And I would like to try to make good with those difficulties that I've created.

Right?

Okay.

So in this case,

It was just that I was too ambitious spiritually.

So it was kind of the energy of the whole house.

It wasn't any particular thing that I did to him.

Do you see?

It was just it just probably made me a little more intolerant than I would have been.

So yeah,

There's that.

Kinandra,

It's like I,

I have actually tried to do some I,

It's hard to explain.

How do I put it?

I have become more and more available to my grown up children in a loving,

Non judgmental way.

And this communicates to them like the waves of the ocean,

Do you understand?

It's nothing,

No particular thing that I do.

It's,

It's just like that.

What I'd say to you,

Dear one,

Is this movement into your heart that you're making.

This is the most important thing.

And don't worry about anything else.

Until this transition is till you're through this kind of it's a birth that you're going to be going through a rebirth into a bigger understanding.

Then after that's done,

Maybe your relationship with the kids will change or something will the universe will give you some opportunity to express the bigger love that you have.

But don't try to do it.

And the other thing is,

You see,

When the planes crashing,

You put the oxygen on yourself first,

Right?

Then you put it in your children.

So it's like with these transitions we get in,

Our ego wants to knock them off.

So we start trying to fix other people.

Yeah.

But we're the ones who need the fixing and we have to kind of lie down for the operation.

Let the let the universe cut out the ego and unify us in more love.

And then it shows everywhere.

Understand?

And that's so sweet.

Your dog gave you a gave you a kiss just as I said that.

That's so yeah.

That's so sweet.

You see,

That's so it.

Yeah.

I'll tell you,

Kendra,

You're going to come into a flow and the flow will take care of this.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And you know,

It's it's only the best hearted people that see the with their child rearing that are aware of their frailties,

The the really numbed out people don't don't even see a problem.

So yeah.

Blessings.

Yeah.

Parenthood.

Yeah.

Really?

All the parents that the please that the little voice of criticism that you're getting all the time just just know that that's it's it's it's ego.

OK,

Let's go.

But every so often you'll get a visceral thing that wasn't the right thing to do with the kids and then correct it.

If you get a visceral that you've made a mistake,

Then correct it.

But just that nagging voice in your head about what a lousy parent you are,

Just that's just the ego is just like.

Yeah,

I mean,

It's part of our alienated culture.

It's like we we we can't do it like there is no with the work thing right now.

It's very difficult to really be a plugged in parent.

Yeah.

Yeah.

We're an alienated culture.

I mean,

That's what we do.

So,

You know,

The choices of individuals and small groups change the world.

So.

So this is why we we turn up.

Mm hmm.

Good.

Good.

And I can feel that there's love coming in for all of you guys.

More room for this unconditional love,

And it will just happen in your lives.

It will just happen.

Just gets woven in.

It's just the most important thing is just never give up,

Please just never give up because.

You know,

It's just at that darkest hours just before dawn,

It's just when we're feeling so hopeless and wanting to give up on ourselves that then we have a breakthrough.

So just yeah,

I mean,

That's the way it is.

Yeah.

You know that my prayers go to during the week to have Amma,

Mira,

But also my prayers go out to you too,

Because there's no this is the bravest work you can do.

Yeah.

That's really really live it.

Yeah.

And you know,

Sometimes people get scared of me for a while or they get cross with me for a while,

But it's like I just I'm like it for me.

It's just like,

Like I get it.

I get why you might.

I know what the ego is like.

I know like how it comes up and we just,

You know,

We just don't want to deal like I get it.

It's like,

Yeah,

This is what we're like.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And they celebrate with you when you walk through the resistance and you make the breakthroughs,

You know?

Yeah.

And this is what I walked through,

You know,

Worked with Abraham,

But it was pretty limited in the helpfulness because he taught this Hawaiian structure and I couldn't really see life that way.

But his loving example helped and the fact that he he loved me and I just walked through what you're walking through even before I met Ama and I just what happened was,

You know,

God,

The Creator came through and helped me make sense of it.

It was like I saw the difficulty was just the mud of the lotus.

And your difficulty is just the mud of the lotus of your higher awareness.

It's fertilizing your higher awareness coming through this life.

It's the earth plane.

You know,

It's the mud and the crap that just gets transformed and into this higher awareness and you go,

Oh,

This is what's going on here.

I thought it looks so dark out there,

But it's just it's just the mud of the lotus.

And,

You know,

If you see it out there,

You know where it really is.

It's like inside you guys.

And it's the mud of our lotus.

Yeah.

And just noticing if your thoughts are dark,

Just notice.

Don't try to fix so much.

Just notice.

Oh,

My thoughts are dark.

I'm in self-pity.

No.

Okay.

And,

You know,

We're coming to the end.

I want to recommend,

Though,

For you guys who don't have it,

My book,

The Spiritual Psychology Book can help be a big safety net for you as you go through things.

And as you read the essays,

The understanding,

This bigger understanding will percolate into your into you intellectually.

And you'll see that if you just open up the book,

The essay you turn to will be reflecting where you are.

Exactly.

And so it helps us move through our states if we if we can see where we are.

And also the essay will help shift you to the next spot.

Yeah.

Oh,

You're so blessed.

Any any last minute comments or anything?

I am.

I feel something needs to be said by somebody.

Yeah,

Jenna,

Sweet one.

I just need to express gratitude to you and also to Suzanne when she talked about being five or six and feeling the world was unsafe.

What I'm feeling most recently is that love is real.

And I'm just so grateful.

Thank you.

You know,

It's real and sweet one.

This will happen over and over and over again as you go through all the levels of all the lives.

And if you keep doing it,

You will achieve self-realization.

That's it.

It's seeing that it's all love,

Getting lost in resistance,

Moving through that resistance to,

Oh,

It's all love,

Really?

What was I worried about over and over?

So the the thing is,

Jenna,

You you've got the interest to keep going.

I feel it.

You've really strong interest in bringing this in.

So that's that's what we need because we get what we're interested in.

Yeah.

Going and if any of you are with yourself,

You're going,

Oh,

I'm not so interested.

Don't do that.

Don't do that to yourself.

Just you're OK.

You're OK where you are.

You turn up for these only really interested people turn up.

I'll tell you,

Because this work is a little Kali ish,

You know,

So you have to really want it.

No.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

But I feel part of part of the soul work to do is to really.

I almost feel like I'm,

You know,

This is the universe coming through me.

This is the God within me is helping to equip people to walk this,

To really walk it and then go forward.

Yeah.

Yeah,

I feel this is part of what's going on here.

OK.

OK,

There's OK,

There's some love wanting to come through.

So we're going a little bit over,

But it won't be much longer.

There's some love wanting to come through right now,

And I'm just going to work with you to help you allow it.

And when I feel that you've that it's been received by you,

I'll just.

That's funny.

When I feel that it's been received by you,

I will just leave.

OK,

But I'll just hold on for just a bit.

Yeah.

Right.

Because,

You know,

We're all one.

There isn't any separation.

There's no separation between us and Amma,

Amira,

Christ,

Krishna,

Buddha.

Aha.

And this is love's coming.

I'm being guided to say to you,

Be patient with your human aspect.

It's like not indulgent,

Just patient with it.

That's it.

That's it.

That's it.

I can feel some sorrow leaving.

That's good.

Sorrow leaves as we allow the love to come.

OK.

It feels like you guys,

It feels like you all need to bow your head somehow.

It's like bowing your head,

Like like in.

And if you feel like doing this,

Please just bow your head a little bit in and surrender to the love,

To the love within you.

Yeah.

Giving over to the love within you.

That's it.

That's it.

OK.

OK,

Good.

OK.

Blessings.

Blessings.

OK.

Bye.

Bye.