Health Is Restored Through Faith In Self And In The Creator

This satsang took a deep dive into the realm of health and how miracle healings happen. For centuries, humanity has had herbs, leeches, prayer and TLC to deal with disease. We are here, so obviously humanity has survived. Nowadays we have many prescriptions and medical machines to help us. But maybe the art of healing has been lost. Premasudha talked of her experience of sudden and complete healings occurring as she let go of her own ego patterns. She also described working with a client who healed a lifelong difficulty with constipation by a healing of her shadow side's desire for absolute control. Remember, ill-health has just come to awaken you. It heals most easily when you sincerely open up to the Creator and ask for help. Remember, sometimes we just need a rest, and getting sick permits us to step away from our usual busyness.Be gentle and forgiving of yourselves.
Speakers: Michi, Franka, Lalita, Sophia, Yashoda, Lori

Transcript

Many blessings, Dear ones. Yes. Good to see you. So we're calling on grace, On this grace. The grace that you're that's embracing you. Coming to you all the time, Knocking on the door of your heart, Knocking on the door of your head, On the coconut of your head. Let me in, Let me in, Let me in. Let yourself be loved. Let yourself be loved. And I've said to you so many times, This works. Is learning how to Allow yourselves to tap into the creator's energy. To Have the ego fall off the cells of your body so that your cells can damp. With the creator. This is in the petals meditation Amma talks about. The cells. Imagine this. Nevermind. Towards light. It helps guide the big ship. Of our you know, Normal consciousness, Unconsciousness and super consciousness. Okay, And so it is. So just about last week, There was a bit of confusion about the cups. So I've got an illustration. So I was talking about turning a cup up. To receive grace. So I just want to make sure everybody understood that. The grace goes in the cup and then you drink it. Your body is the cup. Yeah, So Pramasutra's whole life has been learning how to receive this grace. And we women, You will move. And walk. More of your true feminine energy. As you receive more grace. And the grace will make the men more. Innocently masculine. So when my two boys, Any mom who's had boys? Knows what innocent masculinity is like, And it's just captivating. Okay, So today is around Health. And. Understanding how disease is It's a misunderstanding. A misunderstanding between us and the Creator, Or us and Ama. Mm-hmm, And you know I've talked about how the The creator. You know, Any teacher can tell a student something very directly, But lots of times it doesn't connect. It's when the teacher or the parent uses a bit of a heavier hand gives consequence. That the child pays attention. It is the same thing with the creator. It's like, We don't listen. We just, You know, We go along in our egos and it's like when some ill health thing happens. It stops us in our tracks. It gets us to listen. It even gets us sometimes, You know, Anybody who's had the flu? You know, You may have a couple of days of just staring at the ceiling. And maybe you just need it. Some time. And that was the whole point of getting the flu. You just needed some downtime. Right, So. You know, I don't really know how scientists will prove this, But deeply, Premasuda knows that people get cancer and get over it. They'll get cancer and they will make some money. Psychological shift. Into more truth and the cancer will disappear. It's almost, You know, Me. I won't say it's unfortunate if it's diagnosed. I mean, Because it can save your life if it's diagnosed, But sometimes it's on its way out. I told you that my, I'd cancer the breast and it shrank 50%. Came out of my notes and shrank 50%. By the time the operation occurred. So it was going. There's a little bit of a Western resistance to I can feel it. And it's probably in your unconscious. To hearing about that there's an issue between you and the creator around illness. Because our training is, You know, Around like, We'll just take the car to the garage and get it fixed. Take a pill. Don't take yourself too seriously. Just get up, Pick a pill. And get going again. Right. In fact, When I was doing teacher training in one you know, Practicum, I got I got sick and I had to take some time off. And I did very badly in the practicum. The next time I got sick in a practicum, The very next practicum I got sick again. And I didn't stay home and I got commended. For keeping going and got a big A, Even though I was spreading my germs everywhere. So, You know, Go figure. Yeah, So. Again, I can feel a little bit of resistance on this topic. It's like part of you guys, You know, It's like some of you are just overloaded with I'm going to say with the New Age thought, Like you're trying to you're trying to evolve, You're doing your best and everything, And then hearing that illness is a misunderstanding between you and God, It's just another level of obligation. Some of you are registering it like that. I'm not meaning it like that. I'm always meaning to free you. I'm always meaning. To give you more permission to admit how deep you are. To admit that. You're the creator in human form. And to help you live that way. OK, I'm going to go right into. An example of what I'm talking about. It's very. It is very graphic in a way. So this is many, Many years ago. And. The person actually I'm going to talk about is no longer alive. Um. . . But she died from something different than I'm going to talk about. But she had been brought up by. Her aunt and uncle and her aunt was mean to her. Her parents were killed in a car accident. When she was very little, She went to stay with the aunt and the aunt was mean to her. Okay, Now this woman suffered from chronic, Serious chronic constipation. Just. Serious. Endless. She had tried everything. Remedy. I mean, Really, She would spend like sometimes, You know, Half an hour, An hour even. You know, It was a big problem. She had done a lot of therapy around it. When she came to me, She was in her 40s. She'd done a lot of therapy around it. A lot, A lot, A lot. And she knew all the terms. She could speak about her condition. But she felt incredibly. Hopeless and helpless. Okay, So. I worked with her and those of you who know me know that I do these kind of psychic operations. Include your body and your psychology and your history. And I just followed the guidance. Coming from the creator to ask me what questions to ask you, Where to put my hands in your body. And they just can't go into it. So with this. Woman, I did that. And we got to this point. And I could feel. Is a little kid. Went into this. Desperate control. Like you know it was like a feeling like she's about three a feeling like there is no god the the the world is not a happy place and she went for control with kind of a little bit of a madness. Just like a really desperate three-year-old, Just really desperate. So I said to her, Oh, And this was in her shadow side. So all of you guys that are psychologically sophisticated, You know we have shadows. So as little kids, The parts of ourselves that we decide are not acceptable, We put in a closet and we wall off. Because we want to be a good girl or good boy. But sometimes we are walling off. The best of us. Where, You know, It's like Disney heroines. They're always kind of insipid. And the mean, The mean. You know, The mean ones, The bad guys or girls in the Disney stories always have a lot of vitality. You see, So this is what happens. We wall off, Say, 75% of ourselves. We put it in the closet, We decide it's bad. And we lose our vitality and we lose our energy. Truly, This is how most people are walking around. It's so steeped. I fed her. In my way, I help people embrace the parts of themselves that they disown. So I said to her, Say. I am going to stay in control no matter what. She knew I was there. You know why she didn't want to say it? Because her ego just wanted her to stay the same. And it felt verbodim. Forbidden. To even acknowledge this part. But you guys know what I'm like. Oh. She said it. And when she said it, Her whole body relaxed and actually under my hands, It felt like her whole body got longer. So if she'd been sitting across from me, I know that she would have shifted up. She would have looked taller to me. This is what happens. When parts of ourselves that we've blocked off. Tag me in. We will. Seem taller and we will also seem skinnier to people. So some of you know this. You drop emotional garbage, People will say, Have you lost weight? Even if you haven't, You could have even gained five pounds, But you will still look skinnier to them. But they're registering that you dropped something. So everything I'm saying. Some of you have been with me long enough that you have experienced all these things too. But everything I say, I don't talk from any dogma at all. And if you think of it, This stuff in our shadow side. This is why that program about the Sopranos was a hit. The sopranos, You know, The mouthy guy in his therapy. It's because We're actually wanting to bring out this stuff we've walled off. We're wanting it to come back. The trouble is, When we put it like the sopranos, And we make the sopranos, We make the mafia good guys, In the consciousness, You're inviting people in the culture to start acting badly. And this is what often happens. When the shadow side of population will start. Being sort of taken over by their shadow side. This is what happened in Germany. With Hitler. Now, The conscious way to deal with the shadow side is just like what I was doing with this woman. To embrace it consciously. You don't even have to act it out. You could write it out in a story. You could write a really ugly story. But anyway, We're going back to the disease and. . . The creator. So she did. Finally! Several times I asked her to embrace this. Very stuck place and speak from it. We had to do it again and again. It was like I said to her, OK, Say, I'm not going to let go of control no matter what. And again, She didn't want to say that. But again, She did. And by the time the session was over, This woman had opened a big door. To herself. And to peace because when we clear this stuff in our subconscious and in the shadow, We come into peace because we're not walling ourselves off anymore. So this woman. After this session. She had an enormous bowel movement and lost five pounds. I'm not joking. And after that, Her bowel movements got more regular. Now she came back a few more times. And we went deeper and deeper. And what happened was, Finally, That it It got clearer now. That. It was only when she was triggered in like when it was like when an issue was up she would get constipated again. But it was no longer an ongoing problem. Because the root of it was. She embraced. This. Big no to the Creator that was sitting in the shadow. And this is what is bothering some of you. Some of you have a A no. To the creator in your shadow side. Okay, So this can cause. Psychological distress, It can also cause illness if it's taking too much of your energy. Yeah, Because the psyche will always go towards healing. Will always move towards help. It's always trying to heal itself. You know, I've worked with many women who had trouble with their, With, You know, Cramps and you know, Menstrual cycle. And, You know, Right across the board, It was their trouble. Really embracing their femininity. And of course it would be. Of course, I mean, This is not brain surgery. It's actually what we all know underneath. You think of what, How our health used to be. For thousands and thousands and thousands of years, We have had leeches, Verbs. You know, A knife for amputations. You know, A sharp thing for abscesses. Prayer, And TLC, You guys. That is what we've had from the beginning of time to about now. You know, To like, I don't know, 150 years ago. Okay, This is what created you guys have all evolved. From generations of generations of generations with that as our healthcare. Now we have jumped into It's like, You know, In the old days, It would be the art of healing. You know, I remember even my mom talking about that some of the doctors she was a nurse and and some of the doctors had incredible. Ability to diagnose. Through intuition. Yeah, And you know in the. Aravena. Doctors. How they work. Okay, You guys might not know this. Some of you know this. You know, An Ayurvedic doctor will check your pulse. And from your pulse. . . He will. Or he or she won't. Get a lot of information, I'll tell you about it, About how deep it is. Parveda uses taking the pulse of the wrist as a rich multi-layered diagnostic map to evaluate the entire mind-body system. Body system. Is called Nadi Pariksha. The practitioner places three fingers, Index, Middle, And ring finger gently on the patient's radial artery, You know, Pulse. The index finger feels the vata dosha, Which is The air and space principles movement and nervous system activity the middle finger feels the pitta dosha fire and water principles metabolism digestion and transformation, The ring finger test the kappa dosha, The earth and water principle, Structure, Stability, And fluids. The pulse is not just surface, But multiple deep layers beneath the skin. Shallow waves reflect acute or current functional imbalances, While deeper waveforms reveal a person's constitutional or genetic baseline. These doctors study. Years and years and years. Do you see what they're measuring is subtly. Subtle, Subtle layers and layers and layers of You know. Your body processes. But they're also very affected by what's running in your unconscious. So you see, It's not just like take a pill. And have something soft. It's way, Way, Way more, More complex and Ayurveda, You know, They think of them, They use a lot of, They take time. They use time. It's slow. They also use boots. And, You know, Earth. And again, The foods. And the herbs, If the soil's good. Then these food and the herbs will be very, Very good for you if they're grown in good soil. Which they would have in the past anyway. And what we do. You know, It dawned on me that our medical. Our medical system. With the emphasis on emergency. We're really good in emergencies. We're really good on patching people up, On fixing broken legs. And I realized a lot of it's developed from war. This comes from wars, You guys. Like, Duh. It's like. . . That's really where it's not a gradual thing in India like thousands and thousands of years. It's like dealing with the first and second world war. And all the wars before that. With this emphasis on emergency. So we go in there and we try to fix. Like, It's an emergency. It's an emergency. Go and try to fix. And we do it without luck. So just for some background. What we've been doing. So if you know this stuff, In the 1840s, A nurse in the US came up with a way, A soothing remedy for infants who are teething. That contained morphine and alcohol. By 1938, When it was finally banned from pharmacy shelves, It was acknowledged that it killed thousands of babies. In the 20s, Merritt marketed heroin and cough syrup and pain relievers for children. Sigmund Freud prescribed cocaine to his patients. Comment. In the 1880s? Cocaine was marketed as treatment for depression, Sinusitis, Lethargy, Alcoholism, And impotence. By 1902, There were 200, 000 cocaine addicts in the US. Arsenic has been used for centuries to treat fevers, Headaches, Syphilis, And blood disorders. There was some guy who won the Nobel Prize. For coming up with the great idea of, He really did win the Nobel Prize, I guess. For coming up with the idea of treating syphilis with malaria. Because the temperature got high and it would kill the syphilis. But the trouble is it killed a lot of patients. So it was finally discontinued. This is what I mean, It's kind of like, It's heavy handed, Like. Compared to the Eastern and the Saravedic, It's like heavy-handed. It just sounds like a war zone to me. There was bloodletting, Which drained blood from patients like they're already sick. And it drained blood and it was like done in ancient Greece, Ancient Egypt in 19th century. You guys. In the 1950s, We go, Okay, Well, This is what happened in the past, But then in the 1950s and 60s, Pregnant women were prescribed thalidomide for morning sickness and it left, When I was growing up, It was common to see kids without legs or arms. As a result of this thalidomide. You just saw them. There's not one on every block, But they were. It was common. They were everywhere for a while. Yeah. And then there's benfen or something, Which was a weight loss. Dragging that 50. No, In the 90s. Caused the damage of the heart valve. Serious damage in a lot of the patients. Yeah, So I mean, I think it's really. . . Systems weren't to. Get this big picture that it might be safer to include God, The Creator, As a way of healing. Hit it. Truly, Because, You know, I mean, I just, I went to a doctor, I've been taking, I take 3000 units of vitamin D and vitamin K together every day. Because, I don't know, Because, You know, There's this big vitamin D. But I went to a doctor and they gave me 60, 000 units. Of vitamin D. I never took it. It's like, I'm not going to do that. Because I know that like in 10 years, They'll say, Oh, The vitamin D gets stored in your fat. And if you lose weight, You can die from toxicity. I think we have to be careful. I think you have to use your intuition. The thing is, We're being reminded at this time to go back. To our hearts. Go back to our depth. To seek the answers within. And we don't know how. We deserve a lot of compassion because. You know, Maybe we don't want to depend overly much on the medical service, But maybe we also don't know. How to work with ourselves. I'll tell you what Yogananda says. He said. If you want to find God, Three nights. In a row and pray. Meditate. Yep, Three days. Don't go to sleep. That is it. And, You know, I would say he's, He's, He's right. And when I said to you, You know, You have to be a little mad. You have to be a little like willing to. Really get it. It's a bit of an extreme sport. If you want the creator. Yeah, Yeah. Just. Because our society is so alienated. You have to have a really strong intent to do it. The other, Another alternative, You know, In a way that's a very masculine solution. In a feminine way is just to go. To pray with sincerity. Constantly. All day, Every day, Just as you're doing the wash, The laundry. Bring me into dialogue with the creator. Show me, Speak to me, Alma. Show me that you're there. Build a channel. Between me and you. See, If you really want it, You'll get it. But you know what Yogananda said just after he said this about the three days, Three nights, He said, He said, It would actually bring you connection to God. But he said, Most of you will decide that there are other things more important. This is where teachers, You know, Teachers are. Are the most sincere. That's how you become a teacher. And it dawns on teachers that everybody isn't. Yeah, It's true. I remember Abraham talking about The day he realized that he said, You know, He felt such compassion for the white people because the Hawaiian Kahuna. Because we just didn't know. And it's true, We don't. But many of us don't really want to know. We don't want to disturb our comfort zone. But you can say to yourself, Well, We're in the last call of the last call. I got to do it now if I'm going to do it. And really, All it takes is your will. That you really wanted. If you really want it, You think about in your life what you really want. You went after. What you really, Really wanted with all your heart tends to come. Especially if it's in alignment with your soul. If it's in alignment with your soul, The Creator will just give it to you with great like, Yay! You know what happens is you really go, Your soul comes to you and thanks you for being a body and a personality that was willing to let it in, Really. It's so humble. The soul will come to you, I'll tell you, And go, Thank you, Thank you. No, Really. But I want to come back to this, The health thing. So, You know, When I had. That breast cancer, I mean, I sat for about, It took about six months between. Diagnosis and surgery and everything. And I sat with it all the time and talked to God. Or what else do you do? And I wasn't particularly worried, I wasn't. . . You know. I was pretty accepting. I wasn't, I was like, It was okay. Whatever happened was okay. Bye bye. I really went to God. More. I used it to go to God. There's the feeling I feel when you come. Um. . . And part of it is premature is like really sensitive. So I pick up on every. On everything. I feel you really want to hear what I'm saying. And there's part of you that feels that it's impossible for you. And that's what I want to address. Would give that over to the Creator, Please, Because that was exactly what was holding up the woman with the constipation, Was that kind of feeling. It's impossible for me. It isn't impossible. It isn't. You can have it. You will, In fact, I'll tell you just coming to SETC. Just hearing some of you already noted. It just adds up. But there's, You know, I can talk to you about my experience. So much of my experience taught me over and over again. About the illness and the body. So I told you that I was giving this Um, A workshop at my place and it was movement. We were doing hours and hours of movement. And my cook left, So I had to cook. And it was interesting because I'm coming to suit has never been a great cook. I'm not I'm not that interested in in food in lots of ways. I mean, I really love it when I have a friend who's a foodie. I'd like bliss. You know, Otherwise I'm just. I had to play everything elegantly because it was this workshop and everything and I was just struck by The food was delicious and the plating was similar. And I was teaching this movement and cooking. I mean, The whole thing, It was like impossible. I bumped up. And did it, And everybody complimented me on the food and everything. I was like, I'm in the twilight zone. I don't believe this. Anyway. The other thing that happened was I got bronchitis, And it was my signature childhood. Childhood disease and I've English genetics and it's. One things ran in my family. And I got it, But I had no loss of vitality. So this bronchitis came in in a day. I had no loss of vitality. I still cooked and did this, And I was hacking away. No loss of vitality. And you know, I never got bronchitis again. That was the end of it. It was like I. . . Moved through. The whole issue. I never got it again. And it had continued through my life, Not just childhood. Never got it again. Finished it. This is what I'm talking about. And it was, You know, It was so unexpected. But I had just spent some years praying, Just like you guys are doing, Coming, You know, Doing trainings, Praying, And it adds up and finally what happens is it gels, Just like what Eva was talking about in her dream. It was a dream about the knowledge gelling, And when the knowledge gels, You reorganize physically. And a higher vibration. And everything changes. And it comes when it comes, But you keep, Just keep walking forward. And staying humble and doing your best. And it will be just when maybe you're ready to give up that this will happen. It's the way it goes. But I also want to tell you, Remind you that you know, With that. When I took that overdose of three bottles of extra strength Tylenol and did not get to the hospital. This is when I was destabilized in my 30s for a short period. And I decided I wanted to get to God. And it was, I'm going to God, Really. I was just, And I took these three bottles, I swallowed it all and never threw up. Didn't get to the hospital. Till 24 hours later, Far too late for stomach pump. And they told my friends that I would die within 24 hours. Bye. So day five, I wake up. Absolutely fine. Perfect physical health. And I look at this and I go, It's because. I did this action from a desire to get to God. I had not planned it. I wasn't really running from anything. I just wanted to get to God. So I got brought back. Made whole. Brought back so I could learn how to go to God in my life. To live it. Was like, Okay, Girl, Here you go. Here's a chance. And I have no memory. Of the people, Of the experiences. And I don't, I'm just a fog. I mean, It's just a Tylenol fog. I don't know, But I must've had some conversations. Anyway, The doctors, They could not believe it. They could not believe it. But I'm captain to the crater. Yeah, And I'm not recommending this, But it's just kind of the way it goes. And, You know, For I think it was 10 years after that, If I, You know, I told you it took some time to come out of that patterning. And, You know, When you when you have nervous breakdown, It takes time to get past the scar tissue to really heal. Took me time, Took me about 10 years to. . . Get through it. And what would happen is. . . When I would fall back into my patterns, I would get the symptoms, The breakdown symptoms again. This would tell me that I was moving into fear and I needed to turn up. The connection to the creator. I want you to open your mind. You guys. I'm wanting to hear what you say. Think of me as an explorer of consciousness. And I've come back to the collective with some important information. Yeah, So I want you to listen. And realize that. This can enhance your life. And you don't have to go through what I went through to get the information, But you can experiment with it and look for ways to validate what I'm saying, Because I'll tell you guys. It is a big, Big, Big trap and some of you are doing this. You stand on the wall of alienation and ambivalence and that is a waste. So great. There's no point. You'll just end up, You know what you'll do? You'll end up getting a kick in the pants from the universe because this is an op, You will, Because it's the way it works. This is an opportunity. To put this information, It's very clear information, And you've got a chance to start experimenting with it and testing it. Testing it in your own life. Otherwise, It's just a waste. In fact, It is a reason, You know, If you've been seriously ill. And you, If you learn your lesson. You don't have to have the illness come back. Truly, It's like you guys, It's staring us in the face. We just don't admit it. We don't see it. And the reason we don't see it is because we've got this part that's in our shadow side. That is desperately trying to stay in control and keep us small. And when you. You know, Like with this woman. When you embrace it, Like she did. You get. You get your pop. To the higher vibration. You get a door opens to a higher vibration. And this is what some of you have done with meeting me. In fact, I was speaking to Callidus today. And he mentioned that it's like he met me a year ago or so, And he couldn't believe how much his life had changed. Now, It's all Amma. You know, Premise it is not taking personal like. You know, I just wanting you to see the power. Of this and the possibility for you. For real change in the best way. So the other secret is. You know. It's very, Very humbling when we get sick. It's very humbling. And often we feel betrayed by our bodies. We feel shocked. I'm betrayed. Very humbling. An opportunity to come into a love embrace with the Creator. And if you can do it, And not die, Really. It's like some people do it as they die. But maybe you can do it. So you don't have to die and you can. Use the illness. I know. You'll really use the illness? For an enhanced life. Tschüss! Curing this. You know, The trouble, A lot of our trouble is it's money. Because everything is like medical treatments, Psychological treatments. Everybody is trying to make a living out of it. So you guys, As soon as you charge money, What happens is. . . Anytime you go for help, Somebody, The therapist has their ribbon, They have their food. It is almost superhuman for the therapist not to. Prolong the therapy, Even if the therapist or the person isn't conscious that they're doing this. Really, It's why I work by donation. Because it's very clean and there is no reason to do any kind of withhold or anything. It's just listening to the creator and following. This is part of why I think our therapies take such a long time. It doesn't have to take a long time. This woman, It was one session that cracked it. She had about two or three more after that. You know, She was ready. She was really ready. She was at the end of her tether with this. She was highly motivated. Although during the session, She actually fought me to the nail. Over this over her embracing her shadow side embracing like stepping past this control that she'd lived her whole life in okay so she lived her whole life in under this dome of control so part of her was scared to leave it so that's why she was fighting me tooth and nail. I just wouldn't have it. It was kind of like, Say it, Woman, Or leave. You can't, You gotta do it. And so she did. This is where we need compassion because part of us is so used to our sad story. And we believe it. It's part of our identity. It's our flag. This is who I am. It's I'm a member of the not very good club. Don't remind me I'm part of the creator, Or I'll get very upset because I'm not, I'm not very good. Don't you understand, Premasuddha? I'm not very good. You know, This is the. . . I know! No, It's a comedy. It's a comedy. Yeah. Me too. Good. Good, You guys. Good. Good. I'll tell you, Your blood will be flowing a little easier in you with this. I can feel it. This is good. Yeah. Yeah, It's okay. There's nothing to do with this. It's just let your mind get bigger, You know, It's like I remember when I was staying with Jean, You know, When I was sick. And I was, You know, I was still sick and I was trying to get better to pick up the boys. And I remember her saying that she had given up trying to get better. I was just in the present. Living with my new identity as a Black woman. Borderline personality. And she said to me, You know, You'll get ready when you decide to. And she said it without her. There is no demand. I was staying with her at this point. So about a month later. It just came up to my mind. I went, Okay, I'll get better. That shocked me because I didn't even know. That I was the one in control of my sickness. Do you understand? I didn't know that I had this control part that wanted to keep the game going. And just because she loved me, You know? And it, It, It, A month later I went. But to myself, Okay, I guess I'll get better. And I wrote a letter to. . . University saying I want to pick up my boys in six months and in six months to the day I was in the car on my way to pick them up. And this is what I was so thrilled about with Michi when she talked about, Where is she? You're around there somewhere. Oh, There you are. Yeah. Well, You said that you were looking, That you wrote the universe and you wanted, You know, A job in October and you got this job in October. 30 hours, You don't have to prepare. There's no teaching to prepare. You just turn up, Play with the kids and go home. This is what I'm trying to teach you guys. Lean back on the universe. If you've got an illness, Write to the universe and say, Okay, Within a year, I want this illness to be healed in the highest good possible way. And forget about it. Truly, It is like this, Guys. It's magic. You know, You With the overload on my liver, My liver levels were so far off the charts that it was like dead several times over. And I just, Day five, I woke up fine. Like physically, I was still scrambled emotionally, But physically, I mean, All the doctors stood around my bed going like. Kind of how did you do this? It was the creator did it. I'm trying to introduce you to the creator. I'm getting there, Though. It's not me doing it. I'm not doing it. I can feel it, You guys. I can feel that there's this willingness. There's it's like I could feel it's like a transparency. It's like the walls between you and the creator. There's an it's getting transparent. It's like you just, It's almost like you don't, You just. Not believing it's so hard anymore, Not believing that it's impossible anymore. It's like you're realizing that you are the creator, You just forgot. You are the creator. You are the divine in human form. This is just one body out of many bodies. Just wearing the coat of your personality and your body, But you're the creator. Right, Wouldn't you get that? You guys are getting it. And even if you feel like you're not just. I'm feeling it all through the group that there is a lightening of the resistance to the Creator and that will bring you happiness. So when it comes up in your life, And you've got a choice between an old way of doing things, Behaving or an old. Harper. And you're getting a sense that maybe the creator wants you to do something else, Follow that. Follow the new steps. Do the new thing. Like Callidus has gone to Nepal and it's like he's right out of his comfort zone. His old country zone and he's in a much. Happy Earth Day! New comfort zones. It just becomes the new normal, The expanded life. You just become the new normal. Some of you have made some beautiful breakthroughs. Mitchie, Is there anything you can say about your. That shift that you felt that will inspire the others. Just a few words about. Your realization of how you can live. Yeah. Hi, Everybody. The last weeks I went through very high resistances and it was very hard for me and I was really on the track to ask myself if I want to stay on the spiritual path. And I think this whole story about getting the job and everything. Developed such a big trust inside of me. Um. . . And then Prema Sutta told me about my conditions and my patternings. That I'm responsible for my life. And that I There is no need of suffering in this life. And I was so sad about it that my whole life I was always on this, Everything is so hard and so unfair for me. And there was a few days in despair. Big, Big and deep grief. And all of a sudden, I was always embracing this grief. I was not fighting it, I was embracing it. And all of my friends. There came such a joy and such an excitement of life and that I can handle it and I can Yeah, I'm responsible for my life. And at the moment I'm so grateful and there's so much love and joy and yeah, I'm excited for life. It's really good. Yeah. That's what happens. You guys, That is what happens. You do come to this spot in the journey. And and then she's kind of there's part of her, Maybe you can hear a little bit of like, She's she knows it's true. But primary is going I really hope this is true. Really hope it holds. It is when she breaks through and you and you realize that it's your life. And you you can live it the way you want. And you don't have to do be like a trained monk he and please other people, That you can just be yourself. Yeah, It's the whole weight comes off. You feel like lighter, You can have your life. Really, It's like you can have your life. And it's like, This is exactly how somebody wakes up to live their true dharma. This is how it goes. You realize that there's nothing stopping you. There's this happiness that happens. And sweetie, The next, You know, This, This happiness. You know, The ego will like, Try to douse it, Just watch it, And and then it will come back stronger. And stronger. And right where you are is when is where I went to Hawaii and studied with Abraham. So I got to be in Hawaii studying. I mean, I was blissed out of my tree. I was like, Hey, I don't have to live in this kind of upwardly mobile success at any cost. Highly English, Highly ritualized, Highly judgmental life. I don't have to do this. I can play in Hawaii with a I can have my consciousness. I can expand. I was over the moon. Yeah! When you don't even have. To go to Hawaii. This is what, Like, Michi's doing it. You just bring it in. It's like getting a bit of Hawaii into your life. You start feeling like the soul feels it's worth, That you can have your life. And, You know, After that you will have what will happen is your, Your your ego will try to dethrone it. What happens is you stay on it and you go up and up the mountain, Higher and higher. And then all the religious teachings start making sense to you. You start developing in a whole new way. Right. So, Mitchie, You have struck gold, So I just want you to just keep the dialogue going with me about this. And keep talking with me because it's hardly anybody's doing it in our culture. Yeah this is why people go to ashrams and live with ama and everything because it's it's you know it's something to do it in in a in a 21st century life. So just treat it well and remember I'm here. May I share another thing? Yeah. In connection to this disease topic. I was dealing with very high eye pressure for a few years, I told you, And my eye specialist always told me it's on the edge to green star and I'm going to have medicine and everything. And we were talking about it in one of our sessions when you were in Berlin. And you told me you can let it go, There's nothing. And it was for years, I was lying in bed and trying to calm down and get rid of this eye pressure. I could really feel it. And I was. . . I was listening to the audio of our appointment, I think one week after our appointment. And I realized the eye pressure was gone. It's a total way I cannot feel it anymore. And it's so funny. Because it's just. . . I have to listen to somebody I really trust. And now it's gone. Okay. Yeah. Yeah, You guys. So there it is. Okay, There's more. So So the other thing, Michi, And this is for everybody, You remember the transcendent body approach when I talk about that pressure on any part of your body is your soul wanting to come in. So this pressure on the eyes was Michi's soul wanting her to see more. Truly. Okay, I am not kidding. It is that simple wanting her to open up to the truth of the of what her soul really sees. And you have been going this way. And that's why I said to you, It's nothing because I know that you had been making the ship to open up to see more. Do you see it's you guys, It is this simple. I'm like. . . So really, You know, I'm going like, I'm 74 now. I'm like, I don't know, The comedy of it, It's just, I don't know. It is this simple. Because you're opening, Michi, You're doing it, So. So. . . You know, Yeah. And you see that there are a lot of people in the doctor's medical offices with Kundalini symptoms and they don't realize it's Kundalini and they're having test after test after test. Yeah you guys that you know this higher understanding solves everything like i'm always talking about that They were doing experiments with trying to teach people compassion. So what they were doing, Mama said this, They were injecting cells from compassionate people into uncompassionate people and then testing to see if they would become more. Compassionate, It's like, Oh my goodness. That is so blinded by the concrete, Because compassion comes with the heart development and also the prefrontal lobe. The last part of our brain is the ability to abstract thought. So if you can have abstract thought, Then you can be compassionate. You can do something. It's sort of like serving something beyond yourself. But the thing is, You see, You guys. . . The prefrontal lobe develops best when children have peace, Play, Love, Routines Zero to six. Okay, And now we do the opposite. We do not give kids this. So we are actually shooting ourselves in the feet, But anyway. Because if we want a compassionate population, If we took care of our little ones well, They would just be compassionate because humans are the creator in human form left to ourselves. If we get our emotional needs met, We feel loved. Kids are compassionate. Mostly, You know, Unless they're, I don't know. And for lifetimes. Mitchie, That's thrilling. It's awesome. Yeah. And the thing is, This is so wildly good news. I think that's part of why it hasn't caught traction, Because it just seems Impossible. But it's actually true. Yeah, It's the rise of the feminine you guys. Back to the body, Back to the heart, Back to the simplicity, Back to compassion. And when you come to sad things, You get. IVs of this energy and it changes you. Who else wants to come forward? See anything. I would like to. Prima sudens, Franca. Franca, Yes. Where are you? You're at the top, I think. There you are. Yeah, Sweetie. Yeah. How are you? Oh today I'm really good actually. I feel peace and and love for my life today again. Yay! I feel really like joy inside to be here and experience all of this. But the last past weeks were pretty rough, I would say. I would like to kind of share a bit of that. Yeah, Please. After you left Berlin, I had this dream. That was afterwards I think it was I realized it afterwards like a week or something what it was like you always were telling us about if you go on the journey you have to go on thin ice And I did have a dream like that. I was like ice skating on a lake. And where I was skating I was really fine and then I wanted to go somewhere where it wasn't really really safe and I just went there ice skating and then I broke into the water And. I realized I had a really big code on me. And I realized, Oh, When I let go of this coat, I can climb out of the lake. And it's what you always were telling me like you have this code and if you let go and it's just a code sometimes and I felt like this was kind of a sign like that that I try to go on thin ice and then get off my code and then I live I can live and be saved. So after the stream, I kind of got caught in my daily duties and couldn't do my practice and couldn't even pray. And for one week I was kind of in this darkness and then I realized, Well, I can get out of it myself. I mean, Yeah, I can decide to pray in the morning and get up again. And that gave me some I realized I am in control. And then I came back to myself and realized, Yeah, I could do my practice again. And it helped me to come out of this darkness. And I had this weekend was really intense and I was praying to Amma really, Really deeply. And this morning I had a meditation where I took my cup and all the grace came just showering on me. So I was really feeling the peace and the love and the joy again, Yeah, After asking for help and yeah. Good. Asking for help with real like healthy, Right. Exactly. Yeah, When you go to a fever pitch, It will come. It's like when a child cries, Every mother. There is one kind of cry that a child cries, And you just go to that child. It's non-negotiable. You hear this tone, And you know the child's in trouble. Is the same with the creator. When we get to this pitch, The creator knows we're in trouble and comes. Right, Good. Yeah, It's interesting you. . . You, Even though it was thin ice, You went to it anyway. You're kind of like, Well, I'll just do that anyway. That's so interesting. And did you take your coat off and get out of the ice? Is that how it worked? Yes, That's how it works. You took your coat off. You took this and I talked to you about you wearing the coat. Had I said that to you? Yes, But it's been a while, Yeah. And what I also did, Oh, I forgot to tell that, I also, Like Michi did, I also last night when I was desperate, I took the recording from our last session when you were in Berlin and listened to it. And it really, Yeah, Helped me to understand myself again. And we were talking about, I don't know if you remember, Remember. There was the topic was about this no on the shadow side as they were talking today oh no okay okay and really helped me to feel Yeah. I'm loved anyway. Oh, Good, Good, Good, Good, Good, Good. Yeah, Good, Good, Good. You know, I just feel that there's a level that you just need to, It's like, Get personal with yourself. Understand yourself more personally, With more love. This is just a tip for your next step. This is very good, Venka. It's really good. But for you to really get what a dear little kid you were, You know, Like how precious you were. Yeah, For you to really get that, Like what a precious little lunch can you earn. And you are. Do you know? You are. Yeah, You're very precious. And opening the door, I feel like some more insight and more insight and a more felt understanding about what happened to you in your childhood. Like to make it a little more personal, You know, Like. . . Like um Do you understand what I'm saying? What are you hearing me say? When I say this. Yeah, I think you mean that I really want to know Franca, Not some kind of two-year-old or Munchkin, Really me, The Franca I am. Yeah, I was at that time, Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, And they have permission. Yeah, You have permission. It's like it has to be personal. You have to be allowed to be more personal. With yourself, Like, Yeah. So I'm just working with you as I'm speaking to. To help you this. But you know, This may be what you taking the code off is. Maybe that's it. That after this, After this code coming off, You're going to be more able to love and honor your frankness. Yes, I think that's I think this is I'm getting shivers. I think you're you're on it. I think you're on it. I think you're doing it. This is what you're doing. And you guys remember it is the journey has painful times. And sometimes we have some weak weeks of before a breakthrough we will have some really uncomfortable weeks like Frank is talking about. It may go on even for a couple of months, You just keep soldiering on. To the degree that there's darkness, The pendulum is going to go into the light and you will have a breakthrough. And every breakthrough you get strengthens your soul and it strengthens your trust in the Creator. And they add up. They add up. So, You know, I used to look in my journal sometimes and I would read back and I'd look at where I was in pain and then I would see, Hey, I got out of it. I got out of it. It changed. And I go, Oh, This is going to change, Too, Because you guys, When we get in it, I know the weather. It's like where it's pouring with rain and it's gray and it's so dreary. I know what it's like. And I know how painful it can get. And that's why I do these. Yeah, But we have to go through periods like that and it's like testing. It's like testing. And you just keep going. And also your ego really doesn't want you to do it. And so that's also the pressure, Like, Don't do it, Don't do it. Ego doesn't want to die. But it's really good when it dies. Really, It is. Really, It's so nice when the ego dies and every little ego death you go through. It, It, You get lighter and lighter and lighter. So truly, I feel light as a feather all the time. I always I always feel kind of weightless. That's my normal. It's like, It's unbelievable. I used to feel like two-ton Bessie half the time with the heaviness of the, You know, Feeling, You know, Oh, My life is so hard, Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah. You guys! I know it! Yeah! Yeah, Just keep the, You know, Just. Just keep going and observe the dialogue and keep, You know. Keep your mantra, You know, Whatever you can do for yourself. Yeah, Good. I was thinking, You know, Maybe I'll come back this spring. You know, I was thinking March maybe. Yeah, So. Yeah, So. You know, I don't want to overload you guys. That's what I was thinking. I thought, Oh, I can't go back for a year after this because they're going to be overloaded. But actually, You guys are shifting. So I'm feeling like, Oh, I'll come back. For a couple of weeks in March. Okay, Good. So, Jane Mox. Yeah, And I'm always here. I have such empathy, Really. You know, Alma Scott, She's told the children that any time they feel sad, They can just come up to her wherever she is. And get a hug. No questions, No words, Just come up and get a hug. Any of the kids can do this. Isn't that sweet? Yeah. All right. Yeah, Because Alma knows how painful it can get too. You know, What she went through as a kid. You know, Alma was, There is one she talked about, She stood in front of the ocean and was thinking about, You know, Diving in and just swimming out to sea. And she thought to herself, Well, If I do that, That's not going to help anybody. So she didn't do it. So even she got pushed too. Extremes of feeling, You know? Yeah, It's good. I can feel there's something shifting around your core, Rebecca. There's a Yeah, There's a shifting of more light around the core. It's kind of like you're getting more and more willing to admit that there's light here. You know, I feel this little munchkin kind of peeking out from the corner going, I'm here. I'm here. Oh, You. Yeah. Yeah, That's so cute. Okay, Anybody else got. . . I'm so happy you guys are coming forward like this. Does anybody else got anything to say? Hi Pramasuta, Lalita, Hi everyone. Yeah. How are you? I feel good. I feel a lot of expansion. And I want to really thank you for. . . Today topic around health because this is really topic which deeply resonates with me and the illness is my biggest teacher in this life, Right? I'm going through some chronical issues and last week I also experienced because we went for a retreat, Right? And I had some like issue with the food, Right? And my body reacts and I always always before like felt in this weakness like fear and like really fear And this time I felt it, Like it came, But I decided not to. You know, Not to go there in this fear and just go through it. And it wasn't easy last week. I was moving a lot. I just came back home yesterday. So I was in the environment also, Which wasn't that supportive, But I was just able to. . . To stay with myself and observe it, Everything that was coming, Like many old memories and things. And not to go to weakness. And I remember you told me that this is my vasana right in this life, That I have tendency to come back. So I felt really empowered, More empowered. Good. When you avoided the weakness, How did you do it? Did you like was it an embrace, Kind of an embrace? Oh, I'm, I'm growing out of this? Or were you? Was there any fighting of it? Or was it organic? How did you I noticed this tendency, This fear, Fight, Like it it came, But I gave myself compassion that I'm strong and I can choose now. I don't need to go there. Like I have some power, Right? Because I always feel powerless. No, No, No, No, You do. You do. You do. You do. Look, I'm just no, No, No, It's all good, Sweetie. It's really good. I'm just trying to figure out whether you do whether your egos tricked you a little bit. And, And, And you're doing it like, Yeah, I'm gonna be strong. I don't have to play in that or whether it's an organic thing. Run. Do you understand? Yes, Yes, Yes. I nourished myself, I really took care of myself, You know, Like this nourishment I gave to myself which I was craving always to receive. Right. Okay, Good. Yes, I'm feeling that. Yes, You did. Okay, You did. Yeah, You did. That's good. Yeah, Okay, That's good. Maybe part of what I was feeling was there maybe a bit of shyness talking about this in front of the group. I don't know what, But it's just changed now? And yeah. This endless compassion. That's it. When you do that, What happens is you're actually inviting your soul energy to come into your physical personality and transform you. That's what will happen if you keep doing what you're doing. Just seeing the pattern and just going, Yeah, I don't have to do that anymore. I'm part of the creator and loving myself, Loving yourself, You know, No matter what. No matter what, Just loving yourself, Even if you're in the middle of an anxiety attack. Loving yourself no matter what. Yeah and what will happen you guys if you really practice that what will happen to you is what happened to Pramasutra is you just start feeling utter compassion coming in through the ethers, Utter grace and compassion coming and it's the Creator's energy, It's Amma, It's your soul, And it just comes in and washes all the trouble away. Now, It takes some time to get there, But maybe with all the scholarships. Being handed out by the creator. You guys are going to do it faster than I did it. But truly, I mean, I can do it. I just, It's kind of just how I live. You see, When you feel compassion for yourself, Your ego cannot feel compassion for yourself. So it is your soul that's doing it. So when you feel it, You're actually feeling your soul energy, You're feeling your inner alma. And it is invincible, You guys. Utterly invincible. You just keep steering that way and you just will over the years you will just feel it more and more and more and you'll be quicker and quicker and quicker at going there. It's very beautiful, All of you guys. All of you. Oh, It's very good what you're doing. That's very good. It reminds me a little bit of Eva's dream when she started Everybody gets it. I thought to myself, Everybody's going to get it more now with Eva's Dream. It was sort of like the creator saying, Hey, They're going to get it more now. We're going to get it physically marked. Yeah good. I'm really happy. Sophia, How are you? Yeah, How are you? I'm good. I'm going through my ups and downs. I had a session with someone today that was very intense. But I felt very blessed afterwards and I'm still digesting. And you mean in your work like that you were working on somebody or you were with no, I was working with somebody on the phone who was helping me with some issues. Okay. And it was intense. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And yeah, I'm still digesting that. But very, I guess I'm very, I don't know, Grateful at the moment and I will see how it will I don't know. Translate into my life. Yeah, No, No, No. It's all good. Don't watch too carefully. Don't put it under a microscope. Just let it be. Just think spring's coming. There's no, You know, You just, It's coming. Don't worry about it too much. You know, Don't count the days. Just let, You know what I mean? Don't put it under a microscope. Yeah, It's funny you guys, Some of you guys who've been been around me for a long time. You've heard this over and over and over about don't monitor stuff. You know, With the more, I can't remember, Beryllium ions, The more they're watched. They will actually stop transforming. If they're watched too often, They just stop. In science. Brilliant, Adam. They will stop. They don't change. Whereas if they're not watched, The change will continue. So we don't want to watch ourselves too harshly. Focus, You know, Just focus on being kind to others and, And and sending love, Do you know, Keep, We can get too self-obsessed. So keep, Keep it. Keep sharing it, Keep sharing it with the world. Holding the doors open for people. Just sharing it, Really. Yeah. You know what happened? It was funny. It was in the, Actually I'm in the hall. Somebody left a wallet on a chair. And I got up and took the wallet. To the person. And. It was OK. She knew it wasn't the wallet. She left her phone on the chair. And she walked away. And I was concerned. But it turned out it was OK. But so I went back to my seat. And then. Somebody, I guess a few minutes went by and somebody got up. And move. A chair. So that I could have kind of a footstool for my feet. As a result of they'd watch me with the phone, You see? So she was rewarding me, Really. She was going like, Yeah, Good. She just did this. She didn't look me in the face or anything. She just brought this chair for me to put my feet up. And it was so sweet. It was just so sweet. Yeah. Did you want to say something? Yeah, That's funny because last week I found a wallet outside at the corner of a street and then I didn't know what to do with it. I was okay, I guess I have to bring it to the lost and found but maybe there's an easier way. So I went food shopping, I went back and I looked at the doors if I could find the name of the person. I thought maybe he lives around or she, No he, It was a he lives around here and I I ended up finding a double name that had this name in it and I rang like different bells of all the neighbors and nobody would like open the door, You know, Like talk through the whatever it's called. But in the end, There was somebody and she said, Oh, Yeah, That's my neighbor. He lives here. And she went she came downstairs. She took the wallet and I guess she gave it to him later. So cool. And how did you feel? I felt like, Okay, Maybe I was supposed to do this today, You know, To bring back his wallet that he apparently dropped when he went outside. Yeah. Yeah, It's a nice feeling. It's a nice feeling, Yeah. It's very cool. Yeshota, How are you doing? Sweet one. Yeah. I was when you said like just embrace it when you're sitting in the rain. I was just like like I feel like right now like I'm sitting in the rain and it's dark and it doesn't feel good. I like this embracing part, You just said I could feel more compassion for myself, But it's been days, I don't feel happy. No, No, I knew it would be hard. You know, Sweetie, And you know, I've been saying this to you for three years very often, I'm really glad that you're here. Maybe taking it to heart and following. Because it is what will save you. If you do it. Yeah. Yeah. And all of you guys have this opportunity. You have an awakened teacher with enormous know-how. This is my great gift to help you. Remember that you want to receive it. It's an opportunity who knows how long it will come. How long it will be here? Receive it while it's here. Because I'll tell you, The universe watches what you do with this kind of teaching. Really, The universe watches what you do with everything. So it's sanity and taking care of yourself. To treat it well and use it as much as you can. Because it is what helps the world. And there is so much twisted. Phoniness going on. And sometimes. People have to get over a phoniness to receive this. They have to see it themselves. And choose a different way. And it's a much happier way to be authentic and truly loving. And because it's just our ego that thinks we have to play games, Our soul knows that we're so loved. And we're here to feel it. And you've got Ama and you have, You know, This, Which is really good for Westerners. Because Prama Siddha understands the Western mind very, Very well. She knows what alienation's like. She knows what self-doubt's like. She knows it all, You guys. Yeah. And I have great compassion for you all. And Premasudha was a game player. And you showed it, That's why I got in such hot water. So I just want to give you a shake and say like, You don't want to go through really rough stuff with the universe. You just want to get it, Get humble, Get authentic. And open up and, You know. Wake up. Yeah, Because you're worth it, Sweetie. You're a jewel underneath all that. Good, And you know, I can't be fooled at all. I'm very patient with people. But I know deeply what's going on in your hearts, You guys. And I know it because I know deeply what's going on in mine. You see? So it's just a matter of like, You know, In the shadow, There's the part that's going, I'm going to hold on to control. And it's like whether you're patient enough to love that out. And wake up. That's why I had to lose my noodle, Because I was holding on to that. When it was the best thing that ever happened to me. And I just want to transmit this knowledge to you guys without you having to lose your noodles. Really, Really, That is it. Because, No, Really, You know, Osho, When he, There's a part that, You know, Osho, When he woke up some of you guys know him. He was a guru about like 50 years ago. He had 92 Rolls Royces, But Amma said he was a guru for Westerners. When he was 21, He went through this period where he would run for miles and miles and miles every day because he got so unbalanced mentally when he was waking up. So he ran and ran and ran. And as he ran, He. . . You know, He stopped running from his true self. Do you understand? It was really intense because his ego was like saying, No, No, Don't wake up. And so it made him so restless and kind of crazily energetic. So he would run miles and miles and miles. And as he did it, He befriended himself. And came to himself and was a teacher for Westerners. Because, You know, We're so extreme in this alienation that we're nuts, Really. I've told you this before, You know, The way we're living is crazy. We're killing ourselves. So that's why we really need people to have the courage to find a new way. And this is a great group for it. You're all very, You're highly intelligent. You're all sensitive. You're all. Motivated some of you struggle with self-doubt? But that's very healable. You know what happens? It just gets so boring, We stop doing it. Really, It just gets really so boring to be endlessly self-doubting that we just get fed up and we stop. You guys all look soft and sweet. I'm glad, I felt it was you needed to speak, So I'm very glad that you're coming forward. Yeah, Thank you. I've had moments of this joy that people talk about. It's probably not as often as them. So what kind of brings me out of that sometimes is three things. Guilt for being happy because my son's passing. A. Something I may see in the headlines. Or physical pain. So that's hard to avoid or hard to not be aware that it's there. But I wanted to tell you about an interesting experience I had yesterday. I had my first appointment with a myofascial release specialist. And so that morning I went for a walk. I have this long walk I go on. And then I went to my appointment and the rest of the day I couldn't, I could hardly even stand up. I was in bed the rest of the day, Just resting. I was so exhausted. You are good. But what I find difficult is not thinking about the physical aches and pains of the body. Because, You know, I. . . I've had some things happen in the last couple of years where my health has declined. So. Well. . . You know, The physical stuff, It can be a big trap. A lot of fear gets. . . It's a place where fear plays a lot. So what hurts? What part of your body? Um. . . There are different parts of my body. It's mainly my legs. They feel inflamed. Achy, I started having knee and shoulder problems on the right side. Those are new. You know, I can feel that you're kind of, You're more oriented toward the therapeutic approach than this is. You're not doing anything wrong, Laurie. Everybody here who's been here longer will know why I'm saying what I'm saying to you. You're a little bit oriented to therapeutic approach, And this is wilder. And our culture is really encouraging a lot of fear around the body, The transcendent body approach, And it will talk about the meaning of various aches. So one of the things in transformation, The body will often ache a lot. Pains do come up as complexes are coming up. And they're very. . . Like needs or relationships. Shoulders responsibility. The right side to the male side. Like you don't know me long enough. Um, You know, Or You've been coming for, Like, Just keep coming. And this, I'll tell you what, I can feel it. A tremendous light is just going to burst in upon you. I can feel it. I can feel it. It's just gonna burst upon you, You're gonna go, Oh, Awful. I'd love to hear that. Thank you. Yeah, And it will solve this. It will. You will bump up because you've paid your dues for the sorrow of the last two years. Okay, So you're due for the gift of the sorrow. Do you see the pendulums? You're due for the shift into truth. That it will cultivate. Just I tell you, Laurie, You're going to come into this light. So don't worry. I can feel it. And you showed a cheer up and I love you very much. But I'm also not kidding. So I want you to get the love. Behind what I'm saying. Okay, Concentrate on the love. But get what I'm saying. Yeah, It's really important for your life. Thank you. Yeah. Okay, You guys, I'm gonna head off. I'm like, So happy with your work, You guys. I'm so happy with this. And Laurie, You're going to get this burst of light. More than Laurie will get it, Okay? It's like, I'm just seeing her, But it, Like, It isn't just Laurie. Good. Jane, Mark. Thank you guys.