Breakthrough Time

When the river of love within our hearts bursts past the ego's multilevel dams that are resistance, we experience an unmistakable, multi-layered opening to Unconditional Love.

This isn't just an intellectual acceptance of unconditional love within us, and that is our true identity. It is a physical and emotional experience of resistance melting. Even the cells of our bodies are affected - the shedding of our ego very often opens the door to the experience of enhanced physical health and emotional and intellectual clarity.

Erin, Bhavani, Ruth-Anne, Jenna, Maxi, and Michael spoke in this satsang of the wonder of really awakening on all levels, not just the intellectual level. How could we not be grateful to the Creator/Amma for giving us an opportunity to move into truth this life?

Music: Jenna

Transcript

Hello.

It's our question and answer time.

Remember,

There's a lot of grace and space for any of your questions or observations.

The universe never makes any demands on us,

Remember.

We may get a little prod sometimes.

That's all.

Just whatever comes forward within you is the best thing at this time.

So I'll go.

It's Erin.

Erin,

Blessing Sweden.

So,

Pramodita,

Thank you for your email and your emails and encouragement.

I did have my conversation with my sister last night,

And I pulled a rune before.

Is that familiar,

The rune concept?

Yes,

I've used them,

Yes.

Yes,

I've used them for like 30 years.

I swear they've never been wrong,

And then pulled it after.

It felt like a bumpy but truthful conversation,

But the rune that I pulled afterwards was growth,

So I think we made some progress.

I don't know what the question is,

Other than I did follow your counsel.

It was so helpful,

And I'm hopeful.

So,

Thank you.

Thank you.

Well,

Thank you for letting me know,

Erin,

And I know you had a really beneficent intent.

I did.

Yeah,

And you guys,

The most important thing for the outcome is our intent,

Okay?

Okay,

And then,

You know,

There were just a few tips for Erin that Pramodita's learned,

And I'll tell you them.

When I'm dealing with,

You know,

A difficult situation,

I would be very transparent about my bumbling.

So,

You know,

In a situation where you're talking with someone close,

You can say,

Just bumble,

Like,

I'm really not wanting to hurt your feelings at all,

I just adore you,

But I just have to speak about this thing that's pressing on my heart.

You see,

It's truthful,

It's loving,

It makes it easier for the person to hear.

Okay,

These are,

It's,

Again,

More the feminine energy.

It's got nurturing in it.

And the other one I used to use a lot was the compassion ball.

So,

I would imagine a big ball of compassion,

And I would tie it to my waist,

And then I would throw the compassion ball to the outcome that I was trying to achieve.

I wanted from some kind of situation like this,

And then I would just go Geronimo,

And I would,

You know,

Just jump and speak with the person.

And these,

All these things steer the psyche,

They steer our subconscious,

They're part of us,

You know,

Taking the reins of our lives more.

Now,

When I say taking the reins,

I mean in service to the Creator,

In service to Amma.

I'm not talking about doing things for the ego.

Yeah,

But all these things help our good intentions manifest.

They,

You know,

And again,

It's all sort of focused on remembering that these other people who,

You know,

We may have an emotional upset about,

They're the divine in human form.

And the other thing is,

They personify,

If they're upsetting us,

They are personifying aspects of our ego.

Do you know?

So really,

You know,

Premasiddha found this in her own life,

Over and over again in my journey,

That when people were removed from my life,

That I still had to work with the same thing internally.

Do you see what I mean?

It was like I was hanging the coat of my own complexes on their shoulders.

Now,

They may be,

You know,

Struggling with the same issue.

They may be being very good examples of our own issues,

But,

You know,

So they've got their own misunderstandings.

But we're responsible for allowing our own truth to be cleared,

And for our love to be expressed.

And when I say that,

You guys be very,

Very gentle with yourselves,

Because Premasiddha knows what a journey it is.

Yeah.

But Erin,

That was really good.

You were,

You know,

You're so open to learn.

It's stunning.

It's like you sponge all this up with gratitude.

It's like,

Yay,

It's like,

It's fun,

You know,

Yay,

I'm happy to pour it.

I would love these techniques that just to become,

You know,

More widespread.

I would so love people to have more higher emotional IQs about how to deal with others in a useful,

In a,

You know,

In a way that works.

Yeah.

Well,

Just to get your email to say that you were thinking of me,

That's extraordinary.

Right.

It's like this.

Remember,

I've said to you guys that kindness,

Unexpected kindness is very exhilarating.

When we realize that somebody has been thinking of us,

And loving us when we didn't expect it,

It helps us out of our ego.

We see that we're not so alone,

You know,

That we're loved.

And so our defenses can fall away a little bit.

They kind of start melting.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And I know you're very open about this.

So you're very open to to this heart expansion.

So,

Yeah.

Thank you.

Oh,

Thank you,

Sweetie.

Thank you,

Really.

And thank you for letting me know.

Yeah.

I mean,

My family,

I remember that,

You know,

Some channel saying that it was I wasn't,

We weren't meant to really get along all that well,

It was okay.

We had very different,

You know,

Things.

So,

You know,

That helped.

It kind of reduced my expectations.

I went,

Okay.

Yeah.

Yeah.

We've got,

We've got different gigs.

No different.

We're at different soul levels.

We've had,

You know,

Often the person,

You know,

In my experience,

When I see often the person with the most lifetimes in the family,

Actually gets treated the shabbiest.

Because our culture is alienated,

You guys.

So if in a culture,

If a culture was built around moving into truth,

The people who were,

Had had the most lives,

They would be the most respected in the family.

This is part of what happened to Prema Sudha when I went to India,

Is so many men in India were like,

They were just falling over with about the like the spiritual material coming out of Prema Sudha's mouth.

They loved it.

And I was like,

I'm so shocked.

What?

This is the stuff I'd get in trouble for North America,

People would roll their eyes or whatever.

You know,

These Indian men,

It was part of,

You know,

It was part,

It was a part of a big healing for Prema Sudha.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And you never know where the healing is going to come from,

You guys.

I mean,

Really,

These lovely Indian gentlemen being so gobsmacked by Prema Sudha's energy was part of what really helped.

You know,

Be open to healings,

However they happen.

Let life help heal you,

You know.

Yeah.

Thank you for your support.

Oh,

You guys.

Really,

It still comes from my heart.

Because Prema Sudha knows what the journey is like,

You know.

And like I say,

We're in an alienated society.

So the thing that's going to move us out of an alienated society is,

Is this kind of loving support of each other,

You guys.

And,

You know,

So that's what Prema Sudha's doing.

Hi,

Prema Sudha.

Hi,

Everybody.

I also don't really have anything to say or ask.

I was intrigued by the video you sent out to a few of us,

The Woman Who Walks Alone.

I listened to that.

I listened to another similar video from Alan Watts.

And I guess if I were to describe my state right now,

I don't know.

It's all kind of scrambled,

But yet things are okay.

And I don't know.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Just,

You know,

One of the things that can really help,

You know,

Obviously,

Is saying your mantra or coming back to your heart area.

Most of us,

You know,

We,

Our minds are so busy.

Yeah.

It's just something else wanting to come,

Vanya.

My heart's going out to you.

Prema Sudha's wanting to remind you of the grace.

The grace that's,

The love that you're in.

You know,

Lots of,

We don't understand our journeys.

I was thinking about this,

You guys.

For years and years and years,

I did not understand my journey.

I just,

I was like,

What the hell?

Because I would be following my heart,

And I would get data to do something,

And it didn't really make sense to me.

To my head at all.

But I would just follow it.

And I'd be going,

What the hell?

Yeah.

And it was only,

You know,

Latterly,

Like the last 10 years or so,

That my journeys made sense to me in the sense of,

Oh,

I see.

That was just all movement into trusting my heart,

Coming out of the labyrinth of my head.

Yeah.

And sometimes when we're moms with kids,

We've got a lot of demands on us.

A lot of.

We have to take care of them financially,

Emotionally.

We have to grow on the journey.

It's a tall order.

But there,

You know,

Remember,

Amma says that as a woman wakes up,

That the whole universe comes in behind her.

And that's what Pramasuta found.

Because remember,

I didn't know Amma until I was 50.

So it was that experience of the whole universe coming in behind me that kept me going.

Even as I did not really understand my journey at all.

You know,

For example,

I'll tell you,

There was a guy.

I had an Indian boyfriend,

An East Indian boyfriend for a couple of years,

Between 42 and 44.

And we went out together and I was going like,

Why am I with this guy?

I'm not quite sure why I'm with this guy.

And I look back and he introduced me to Indian philosophy.

Truly.

You know?

And again,

He was an Indian.

And so he had this great respect for Pramasuta's spiritual experience.

And this was so new.

Do you know?

But he was so different than who I thought I'd go with.

For one thing,

He was shorter.

There were so many things that were just like,

You know,

Didn't fit any of my boxes.

But he helped me a lot.

So this is what I'd say to you,

Bhavani.

It's like,

It's kind of maybe the journey's a little bit feels all over the place right now.

But there'll be a gelling,

There'll be a coming together,

And things will get clear.

And for all of you,

There will be a gelling and a coming together.

And just keep,

Yeah,

Embracing your experience.

And,

You know,

Understand,

We don't know till we know.

And all of us have our homework for this life.

And there's a point where things start getting much clearer and easier.

Yeah.

But I just feel like I'm really wanting to validate your heart right now,

Sweetie.

And validate,

Yeah,

Your sincerity.

Yeah.

And your steadiness,

You keep,

You keep at it.

Yeah.

And it's,

You know,

Like,

Take a breath and breathe in grace.

Yeah,

You deserve it.

You've earned it.

Yeah.

Yeah,

You've earned it.

And all of you take a breath,

Take in the grace.

You've earned it.

We're so aware of our frailties often on the journey as our egos dine.

But the truth is,

You guys,

You are divine beings.

You're immortal souls.

You're infinitely valuable.

Yeah.

Yeah.

You're irreplaceable.

Without you,

The world would be poorer.

Yeah.

Truly.

Yeah.

Right.

That's it.

Good.

You're receiving that.

Good.

Good.

Honey,

I feel a sigh of relief.

You know,

I heard Mira say once that it was really something when people receive the love that she offered.

Yeah.

And it is,

It is easier when people receive it.

It is.

Yeah.

If it's not received,

It kind of backs up.

And then,

So I gave a small satsang to very few,

To,

There are like four women who,

When they,

I asked about the other extra satsang,

They,

They wrote and said,

Yes.

So I gave them a couple of satsangs.

And in one of them,

A dear one had trouble receiving what Prama Sutta was offering.

But,

And,

You know,

Everybody felt it.

There was a heaviness.

And the love backed up.

But even that is okay,

Because you just put your arms around that.

You know,

Prama Sutta just puts her arms around that.

That's just,

Just showing us our states.

And it will,

We put our arms around our resistance,

And it will dissipate,

You guys.

Yeah.

And Prama Sutta really understood why the,

Why the dear one was having trouble hearing her.

It's okay.

And it's temporary.

She'll get it.

She'll get it.

Hi,

Prama Sutta.

It's Ruthanne.

Ruthanne,

Sweet one.

There you are.

Hi.

Hi.

I hear you speak a lot about having one mantra that you do over and over.

And I have a few different,

Yeah,

I have a few different mantras,

But none of them really stick as a one to do over and over.

And part of my issue,

And it always has been this issue,

Is,

I,

I don't know if it's I struggle to say it with a person's name.

And whether it be Jesus,

Jesus Christ,

Amma,

I just,

I can't seem to get,

Use that as part of my mantra.

So I'm always trying to do like,

You know,

Divine Spirit,

You know,

Be with me.

And,

You know,

And sometimes I go to the old fashioned,

You know,

This too shall pass,

And thy will be done,

That kind of thing.

But I don't have a mantra that really sticks as,

As something that I would use over and over and over again.

Well,

In Prama Sutta's experience,

Sometimes it's good to give oneself some maneuvering room,

You know,

If you're steering in the right direction,

You know,

It's all good.

Even if there's not one.

But I do think that part of your difficulty with,

And this is just something to contemplate,

Ruthanne,

Your difficulty with the name of a person is because it's a level of body consciousness in you.

Where,

You know,

So a person,

You know,

You,

You can't,

You,

You,

There's trouble realizing that the Creator comes through that person.

There's some kind of trouble with imagining that the Creator can come through you,

Actually.

That is the root of the problem,

I feel.

It's your problem with saying,

Having a name.

Yeah,

I think,

I think you're right,

Because I know the Creator comes through you.

I know the Creator comes through Mama.

I knew,

I know,

I know the Creator came through Jesus.

And,

You know,

All the enlightened people,

I,

I understand that.

But I think you're right.

I think I'm struggling to believe that the Creator can come through me.

Right.

Right.

Okay,

Good.

So it's good just to say this,

To admit it.

It's really good to,

To admit it.

I mean,

You've admitted it before,

But it's in front of the group,

You're,

You're speaking it.

Right.

And what Premasudha would say is the,

Your great willingness to do this emotional clearing work is your gateway to your true nature.

You know,

You are,

I,

I would say you're really busy allowing your resistances to melt.

I mean,

This is,

I've seen this in the time that we've known each other,

That you're really captivated by the process of allowing your resistances to melt.

And that's how you'll tap into the divine within you.

Just keep going.

Okay.

And please don't judge that you're more comfortable using different mantras.

Like,

Whatever steers your mind towards the Creator is good.

Okay.

There's no,

In a way,

There's no magic to,

I mean,

There is and there isn't.

It's,

You guys,

If we're too rigid about these spiritual practices,

We will stop our progress.

It is possible to reach the Creator by just keeping the Creator in mind vaguely.

Do you know,

Just whatever your experience is,

You're,

You're just always aware that the Creator is behind it and orchestrating it.

And you remind yourself of that constantly during the day.

Even that,

That,

You know,

That is extremely powerful.

Yeah,

We're a little bit rigid about our practices.

Amma just put out a video,

Or,

You know,

One of the shorts saying that,

Or in her talk,

Maybe it was the Guru Purnima day,

That it isn't just doing the practices,

It's allowing the ego to melt.

That's the most important thing.

Yeah.

And,

You know,

The,

I've seen you making progress that way.

So.

Okay.

Well,

Thank you.

Yeah.

How do you feel hearing this?

No,

I feel,

It feels,

It feels right on.

It feels exactly,

Yeah,

The minute you said it,

Because I know the Creator comes through you.

I know it has for all these other dead or alive,

Light and people.

And I just,

I guess there's this block that I just don't believe it's going to come through me,

You know.

Okay.

Yeah.

Okay.

In the,

But you're,

You know,

That's just a ego story.

So just,

You know,

Watch it.

But that,

You guys,

That is the,

Ruth had nailed the trouble and the sad saying of,

This is what you guys might think underneath,

You know.

Yeah.

And this is heartbreaking for Pramasutha.

It really is.

It's absolutely heartbreaking.

But Pramasutha really understands it.

But it's heartbreaking.

Yeah.

It's like little kids,

You know,

You see a beautiful little kid and the little kid's going,

I don't know what.

They don't think they're much,

Even at four.

It's just heartbreaking.

Right.

And it's all good.

This stuff melts when it melts.

Okay.

Thank you very much.

Oh,

Sweetie.

Thank you.

Thank you for coming forward with this.

Yeah.

This is Pramasutha.

I'm either wanting to shake you or I'll burst into tears with compassion,

You know.

But,

You know,

I remember,

Like,

I'm with me.

Yeah.

There's been a lot that's been bubbling up since I was a part of that thing on Wednesday and having that experience of watching the love back up has been catalyzing.

And something that I've been thinking about is what my experience has been being a part of this group now for two years.

What I believed to be true and what I was seeing in the world,

Because that is what I believe to be true,

Was separation.

Right.

Yeah.

Pramasutha,

I'm just feeling so much gratitude in my heart.

Pramasutha,

Thank you.

And you guys,

Look at what we've done.

This is what I want to say to every beautiful person in this group is that there are two places and they're really the same place where Amma has allowed me to experience universal love.

And one is through this beautiful soul,

Pramasutha,

That is offering this to us.

Every weekend.

And the other I'm starting to understand is my true nature.

Yay.

Yay.

You guys,

All of us did that,

Right?

All of us are here.

All of us manifested this,

Right,

For ourselves to be able to be in this moment and to hear this message.

It's overwhelming.

Thank you.

Pramasutha feels there's this big birth wanting to happen,

You know,

It's like a birthing and it's wanting to happen.

I feel like I keep on thinking of these earthquakes.

Pramasutha feels in her body like big earthquakes happening and this big birthing happening.

Like,

Wow,

This is so weird.

But it's this bigger birthing into a bigger heart understanding,

You guys.

And,

You know,

This is what will help is us actually doing it.

We're doing it.

It's like,

I agree.

I think if you turn up these groups,

Just give yourself a pat on the back,

You know.

And if Pramasutha has given you a shake recently,

Just give yourself a pat on the back.

You're all so beautiful,

You know.

I notice with the people doing the clips that their choice of the clips,

Their pictures and the blurbs are getting more and more accurate.

I'm doing less and less editing.

In the old days,

There would be the blurbs that they wrote,

You know,

Would be sort of all over the place and I would be editing like mad.

And now it's like often the blurbs that are written don't take any editing from Pramasutha.

The person has got,

They've got the energy,

They've got a bigger comprehension of what it is.

Yeah.

You know,

Jay Ma.

You know,

Pramasutha does this work because I know how confusing it was for Pramasutha.

And I would go through all these,

You know,

Growing pains and it's like,

Who are you going to call?

Even,

You know,

Before Amma.

Once I met Amma at 50,

It got much easier.

But,

You know,

Her satsang,

She's got a song,

You guys know that.

It's,

You would have heard it.

It's like,

It's this little voice going,

Where do I go?

And it's the voice of a child or a voice of a seeker who's surrounded by alienation and,

You know,

Feeling unloved and abandoned.

And the seeker's going,

Where do I go?

Where do I go?

And Pramasutha's felt that in spades.

And then every step I would connect up with the creator more.

This is why,

Like the great thing,

Pramasutha can stand here and with 100% understanding,

Knowledge that the creator,

This universe is love-based.

You are made out of love.

Yeah.

Yeah.

No matter what,

No matter what you're doing,

No matter what you're thinking,

You're made out of love.

Yeah.

Pramasutha.

Yeah.

This is Maxi.

Maxi.

Maxi.

Hey.

Oh my God.

I'm so happy about this satsang and I feel the love and I feel the relief.

It's been so,

So messy.

It's so intense.

Like,

Oh my God.

Yeah.

The last week's just been ups and downs and all of it.

So,

Yeah.

Yeah.

And Bhavani and yeah,

I so feel with everybody.

It's just,

It's so intense.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Maxi,

I've been thinking about you.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Because in a way,

All you can do is your best.

Do you know?

Yeah.

Please.

Yeah.

Just do your best.

Yeah.

It helped me last week when you said it about being more objective and observe the things that helped me through the week.

I mean,

It's still intense and it's still all kind of messy and like being all in this emotions and not,

I could not be objective most of the times,

But at least hearing about it helped me to kind of get through my day.

So,

Yeah.

Yeah.

So,

You see,

I,

I think you,

You got a little bit of a push from Pramasutra around this step into witnessing yourself.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Okay.

What you're going through is exactly what it's like when you learn to witness yourself.

Yeah.

You look,

You guys,

You learn how to witness yourself,

Basically,

When you get so horrified with what's going on in your life,

That you have to bump up.

Can I just make this clear?

Honey,

It is how it happens.

Please.

Yeah.

Really.

You just get so horrified that you have to bump up.

Okay.

So,

Yes.

But Maxie,

Please be,

Understand that,

You know,

You're,

You're bumping up into this witnessing and that is what will solve it.

Right.

And just give yourself some more space to feel.

Like inner space.

Right.

Right.

It's like I'm seeing the light.

You know,

The light is showing you the collapse structure.

The light is showing you where you're caught in the ego.

And the ego is always,

When you see it,

It's always an ugly structure,

You guys.

It's always kind of an ugly collapse structure when you're seeing it.

And the light's coming in.

And that's just the most important thing.

And Maxie,

Pramasutra is so behind you.

Pramasutra so understands the difficulty witnessing in motherhood,

Especially if there's a kid who particularly presses your buttons.

But the witnessing of it,

And then with the struggles,

Let yourself struggle and just watch the struggles.

Keep,

Keep asking for the divine,

Asking for the divine.

And we can speak about it whenever you need to.

It's speaking with me gives you more room.

You know,

Speaking with me gives you kind of more acceptance to deal with it all.

Because you see,

Pramasutra goes very soft with people who are doing it.

I will go so soft.

It helps me.

Yeah,

It does.

Right.

So just,

And I'm always working with you energetically.

I've been feeling you guys.

Yeah,

I feel you guys.

This is just such a soft sad thing.

So,

You know,

Pramasutra is just in tears.

Yeah.

I mean,

Tears with your beauty,

With what it's like for you guys on the journey.

Yeah.

For this whole thing that we're in.

With all these earthquakes happening.

I swear to God,

This is what I'm feeling in my body.

It's like earthquakes everywhere.

Yeah.

But if this dislodges us from our old stuck place,

Jane Ma,

Let it rip.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Thank you so much.

Thank you.

Part of what I'm feeling is going to happen with the satsangs is we're going more into the heart.

And that's good.

That's where we belong.

That's what will help.

Yeah.

It's such a beautiful world.

You know,

We're so beautiful.

We're so lucky to be in this beautiful,

Beautiful world.

Michael.

Hi.

Hi.

Yeah.

You know,

I just I just want to recount,

You know,

The experience of,

You know,

Just knowing when I'm in my head and when I'm in my heart and,

You know,

Some of the LinkedIn posts that,

You know,

I like or I comment on,

It's funny,

Because,

You know,

Normally,

I,

You know,

Would not do that,

Given,

You know,

My past.

You know,

My ego says,

No,

Don't touch that.

Yeah,

That I would comment on all of them anyway.

But,

But,

You know,

I just know,

Um,

For example,

The last one that you wrote,

I commented on,

I got like 100 impressions.

Of course,

Nobody reacted.

And when I'm in my heart,

I really find it funny,

Because nobody's reacting.

So I know the reaction is really big,

Because nobody dares react.

And when I'm in my head,

It's like,

Then I,

You know,

Second guess myself.

And it's just interesting to,

You know,

To watch how that goes.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Good,

Good observing.

I mean,

Pramasiddha knows that feeling well.

Yeah.

Yeah.

So I really know what you're talking about.

I think he knows things when things are too true.

There's no,

There's no like,

You know,

And I just know this for myself,

Because I read a post that was so true.

And I couldn't do.

I couldn't do anything about it.

Like I couldn't.

That's all I could do was just register the truth of it.

So I thought,

Oh,

This is what happens with people.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Things are just not as they seem,

Are they?

No.

No.

Right.

You know,

Pramasiddha feels we all secretly know the truth underneath.

And that many people,

You know,

On LinkedIn,

Many people in the world just have never experienced any kind of compassion in their whole lives from anybody.

And so they're,

On one level,

They register the truth of it.

On another,

They're so ill-equipped to respond.

I told you about this,

Getting this letter from a man in Vancouver on gold-embossed,

Very expensive newspaper,

You know,

A writing paper,

Telling me that no one had ever spoken to him so kindly and in such a loving manner in his life as Pramasiddha.

And I'm like,

Oh my God,

Because in this case,

He had complimented me on my book,

One of my books.

And so I,

You know,

I said,

Oh,

Thank you,

You know,

And spoke of it.

And he said,

He was complimenting one of my books.

So,

You know,

Of course,

I'd be sweet with him.

But he never experienced any kind of sweetness in his life,

It sounded like.

Yeah.

So I think that is more the norm,

Maybe,

Than we realize,

Or than Pramasiddha has realized.

I really think compassion is considered a sign of weakness.

Especially in the male world,

Man.

Yeah.

Although there's great celebration for anybody who does it in a way.

I mean,

LinkedIn's full of all these posts where somebody shows compassion,

You know,

And it's like,

Okay,

This is what we're not allowed to do.

But,

You know,

If somebody rescues a cat from a river,

It's like they get 2000 views and 2000 likes,

You know.

Yeah.

We're actually more comfortable with saving animals than with saving ourselves.

Right.

Yeah,

This is the sad thing.

Pramasiddha,

There's something in your tummy,

Michael.

It's a little bit of a resistance.

And I'm just,

Pramasiddha's just gonna with your permission,

Help clear that up.

On a subtle plane.

Okay,

Can I?

Yeah.

Okay.

It's a little bit of a,

Yeah.

Is this really going to work?

This movie and compassion,

You know,

Pramasiddha knows it so well.

Every step of the way,

I was like,

Is this going to work?

Is this going to work?

Yeah.

But what happens,

You guys,

Is you just keep walking this way.

And then,

I mean,

There you're walking it.

So,

What are you going to do?

You're just going to have to keep going.

Once you've turned on the tap in your heart,

You can't really turn it off without doing violence to yourself.

Yeah.

Even Pramasiddha was surprised with the,

With your comment.

And you nailed it.

It was such a clear statement.

It's like it had enormous power.

So,

And Pramasiddha went to herself.

She went,

Wow,

You go,

Guy.

Like,

Yay,

Michael,

For like,

Standing with this so clearly.

And it was wonderful.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Guys,

I also want to make something clear is,

You know,

Pramasiddha's experience was a lot,

You know,

Just facing resistance,

Clearing it.

You know,

Having a sunny day of peace and then clearing resistance.

And a sunny day of peace,

Enough to keep me going.

But the thing is,

You guys,

It's like,

Whatever work you're doing,

You're bringing more light into your life and the world.

And this work that you're doing will be no matter how far you get on the journey.

Like if you,

You know,

If you have to have more lives,

Those lives will be brighter,

Will be more auspicious.

You'll have better,

You know,

More loving parents,

More support,

More,

More ease.

Yeah.

You know,

Ramana Maharshi,

Who had this experience of death when he was 16.

He,

He just experienced like death and rebirth.

And he was reborn basically as a spiritual master.

But it took him about five years to integrate this finally,

Because he was so young doing it.

But he said that he had done the work in many other lives.

Amma says the creator sees every tear,

Every prayer,

That it all goes into the spiritual bank.

And gradually your life gets brighter and clearer.

You get more and more proof that it's true.

Yeah.

And you care less and less what the world thinks,

You know.

It's like the world,

Your whole concept of the world,

Like all the stuff you think about status and money,

And I don't know what else you've,

You've got,

But it just,

It's like it gets erased out.

Those kind of,

They feel like indelible lines of just,

Oh,

This is the reality,

But it just gets erased out.

It gets lighter and lighter and lighter.

And you see the beauty of the sky.

You see the beauty of Mother Nature.

You see the beauty of people more and more.

It's just,

It's like a gradual moving of your center of gravity from being in the ego to being in truth.

And all these vasanas from other lives,

They get,

They get,

They get lighter and lighter till they just stop bothering you at all.

And you,

And you feel lighter.

You feel really light,

Like Pramasutra goes around feeling light as a feather most of the time.

Sometimes there can be a little bit of heaviness that comes,

But it's,

In the old days,

I used to walk around feeling like I was like,

Just a two-ton Bessie.

And you can see it in the way people walk sometimes,

That they're carrying this heaviness,

You know,

They feel really heavy.

So if we're heavy,

We just have to,

You know,

You guys,

If you feel heavy,

It's just the heaviness coming up to be cleared.

It's just your ego coming up to be cleared.

So just embrace it.

Walk through everything.

Keep reminding yourself about the creator.

Do things to help yourself.

I almost got all her bhajans,

Her prayer techniques.

I've got so many videos out.

So remember with this awakening,

Be very gentle with yourselves.

Especially the ones that are,

You know,

Emotional,

And just be very gentle with yourselves as you go through your days.

You know,

Take good care of yourself.

When we feel these,

You know,

When the denser emotions and fears clear,

They say clear,

We get,

You just become yourself,

You guys.

You just come home.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

And may we feel Amma's grace more and more and realize that the universe so wants us to feel its support of us,

The creator,

Amma.

Yeah.

So support it.

And be gentle with your frailties.

You're the one who's the hardest on you by far.

Please understand this.

It's just your ego.

Just embrace the whole thing.

Okay.

Blessings,

You guys.