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The spiritual journey is like climbing a mountain. Some parts are easy; sometimes a rock face requires great care and focus to scale.

Many of us get so lost in thoughts arising from the ego that we forget to call on the Creator. Genuflecting to the Mystery beyond our human experience is how Premasudha describes the process of listening to and following higher guidance.

This enhances the quality of our lives.

The good news is Premasudha's feeling/knowing that huge amounts of emotional garbage can lift now. We are at the last call of the last call so any seeker truly willing to let go of ego will receive a great deal of help from all levels.

Don't push yourselves. Step back; observe it happening; and keep praying. Please remember the mud of our difficulties finally becomes the white lotus of our transcendent understanding.

It really is all good.

Love love

Transcript

I'm going to start by asking for grace from the creator,

Opening ourselves to grace to receive it,

Amma's grace,

Krishna's grace,

Buddha's grace,

But knowing Amma as we do,

You might be able to imagine it,

Feel it.

Yeah,

To feel it.

That's it.

It's like,

It's in the air.

It's in your bodies.

Your bodies are actually made out of grace.

You will find this.

That's it.

It's just pure love and forgiveness and compassion,

Understanding.

That's it.

You're like three-year-olds who might have spilled our milk.

That is about the extent of our sins from the biggest perspective.

Please understand this.

That's it.

That's it.

And you can breathe it,

You know,

When you're breathing.

That's it.

And Premasood is working with all of you right now.

Right?

Yeah,

You guys,

You're so,

You're so dear.

Yeah.

Bless us,

Amma,

And bring us into loving truth.

Bring us into truth.

Truth is love.

Love is truth.

It's all God.

Okay.

So I was,

You know,

Speaking briefly just about anything can be moved through,

You guys.

Anything.

You know,

Amma says,

Just the heaviest karma.

Yeah,

I'll tell you a story of somebody who,

There's a teacher called Sri M.

And he remembered a past life.

And he was studying with Babaji in the Himalayas.

And specifically with,

You know,

A high-level student of Babaji.

But also with Babaji.

And he was sitting,

He just had gone to the stream.

And,

You know,

He,

No,

He wanted to have a bath in the stream.

And he was preparing to meditate.

And a seeker climbed,

Peered out of the bush,

Who'd obviously been climbing for a long time.

And he was looking for help.

And this person who Sri M had been in this other life said,

No,

I want to do my meditation.

I want to have a bath.

And the seeker who had been climbing for days and days and days and was at the end of his tether,

Went into despair and jumped off a cliff on the mountain and died.

And one of the teachers came to Sri M,

Who he was then,

And said,

Or maybe it was Babaji who came,

That is,

That is a mistake.

And basically,

The spiritual student that Sri M had,

Was,

Basically had to complete their life then,

Because that was such a,

He could not go farther having done that,

To a needing seeker.

And this life,

From,

I met him,

But from what I've read,

You know,

His,

His compassion is off the charts and his devotion to humanity is off the charts.

And this is how we learn.

Yes,

This is how we learn.

Anyway,

Who's got a question after?

And remember,

You're all very,

Very precious.

And it's,

It's all important,

Even if Karmasutra is putting pressure on you,

You know.

I,

I have something.

Okay,

Vani.

Yeah.

So I think it was back in November,

The whole thing with the technological wonders.

And I wasn't allowed to speak in satsang back then,

But I had one then,

And I have one now.

And it's,

It's funny,

It's anecdotal,

But it's also probably much,

Much deeper than I want to realize.

So what my computer is doing right now,

Which makes it very difficult to use,

Is that it acts as if the shift key is being pushed.

And so it'll start going back and forth,

Typing in capitals,

Highlighting stuff that I don't want to highlight and just making it difficult to use.

But it's the shift key.

Right.

And it's going,

Going random and uncontrollable.

Right.

So what do you think about this?

Well,

I mean,

I would,

I would say from my experience in the past,

I don't know,

Months,

Year,

Two years,

That there is a much bigger shift going on.

Yeah.

And I'm feeling,

I mean,

I feel it there and I'm also a bit impatient,

Although trying to be as patient as possible and just focus on it and,

You know,

Hoping that it would be one of those,

It just falls away big,

You know,

Big leap or that kind of thing.

It doesn't have to be that,

But it just kind of feels like it could be.

But yeah,

That it's either it feels out of my control or I'm probably trying to control too much.

And it's showing me that I'm not in control.

I just kind of,

Because I type,

I went trying to type something,

Simple emails.

It's just,

I can't like that my words and my wires,

It's all kind of getting crossed because I'm,

It looks ridiculous when I write.

Right.

I bet,

I bet it does.

Yeah.

Yeah.

There's this really big shift into your heart that's calling you and yeah.

And you know,

With heads,

Sometimes we think we've made a shift,

But it's like at the head level,

The capital level,

It's like,

You know,

Like making capitals thing.

It's not like a real shift,

Not like a shift that affects our lives.

We sometimes can do shifts in our head,

But it's pretty ego driven.

It's when it clicks into your body,

Into your heart.

But Bhavani,

The funny,

The good news is I feel like there's just going to be a massive dropping of garbage when I,

In Germany,

This truly,

So.

Right.

I pick you up on Thursday.

I'm looking forward to it.

Yeah.

So,

Yeah.

And like I say,

You know,

The physical presence of somebody and getting physical body work,

If there's trust,

It,

Sometimes we can really make a big leap,

Just like my experience with,

With Abraham's group.

It would have taken me three decades to get there with my head.

Truly what happened on the massage table.

So that's why I use body work a lot with people.

Yeah.

Be of good cheer,

Sweetie.

All this is good.

No,

I feel like this is really good.

You're not doing anything wrong.

All this is really good.

I feel that you are deeply on track.

All is good.

Yeah.

Thank you.

Yeah.

Good.

Yeah.

Can I say,

Go?

Yeah.

Yeah.

Please remember that.

What I said,

Though,

This reassurance that you are deeply on track.

Now hold on to that.

Okay.

Yeah.

Okay.

Good.

Thank you.

Okay.

What were you going to say?

Oh,

The other technological wonder.

It came at the time when all those other things were happening and it's similar.

It's my computer and it was only wanting to type threes.

Anything,

Any,

Any program I was in,

It was,

I was just typing threes on its own.

It was typing threes on its own.

I was in a program like zoom that you can't,

You don't,

You know,

I wasn't on a typing screen.

It was doing because it was trying to three.

So,

But,

And then the rest of it,

It's because it gets even more interesting.

Okay.

I should restart the computer,

You know,

Do the basic things to see if it's a,

If it's a physical issue.

I mean,

I get it that it's not only a physical issue,

But after a while it needed to stop.

So I lift up the three key with a little pin and blow under it.

Yeah.

And when I look back up at the screen,

What it has typed is in perfect English.

Thirds is also three.

I didn't push any other keys.

I just lifted up the three key.

It's type is also three.

And I'm just like,

I get it.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Three is associated with movement.

Yeah.

I know it's even our technology is a subservient to unconditional love.

So we need to remember that,

You know,

And not be slaves to technology because it's subservient to unconditional love.

Thanks Vavani.

It's great.

And after it conveyed that message,

That issue stopped.

Yep.

Yeah.

I get it.

I mean,

This happens.

Premasuddha,

I have a playlist of Amma and it added two of Premasuddha's videos to this Amma playlist and they just added it.

I'm like,

Okay.

Just sharing this,

I'm not even like,

It's,

It's just sharing these stories.

It feels much deeper than just,

I feel warmth in my heart and I'm feel giddy,

Like laughing and giddy just telling these stories.

Good.

And the warmth in your heart is a shift and it's moving into embodying your true nature,

You guys.

That's it.

J Ma.

Good work Vavani.

Yeah.

That's how easy.

Yeah.

Okay.

Is there anybody else?

Hi Premasuddha.

Hi everybody.

How are you?

I'm,

I wanted to check in with you because I'm going to miss you while you're in Germany.

I know.

But I,

I remember what you said that we can get on that train or ride that wave.

And I'm wondering if it's holding on to control to not want them to pick out a place for me,

For me to go to.

My friends are afraid if I go to my mom's house,

I'll never leave.

And part of me wants to see first the facility before I live there.

Oh,

I see.

Well,

What do you think your best guess?

You're,

You know,

If you had to choose right now,

What would you do?

Um,

Wait till I get there.

Okay.

And trust Amma to open things up exactly when I need them.

Okay.

And you know what?

Yeah.

I was really touched.

My,

One of my brothers,

My younger brother still has a t-shirt I made for him 35 years ago when I left home.

I couldn't believe it.

He's been holding on to it all this time.

There's a lot of love there.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Part of me is sad to leave here,

New Mexico,

But I came to learn about love and to learn how to love and meet you.

Yeah,

That's it.

Yeah,

Just go with your best guess or,

You know,

Speak to Amma and just do what you feel is best.

And I know you can do this.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Good work.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Feel a lot of love coming to you.

Yeah.

I can feel it.

Yeah.

Right.

It's all love.

It's all love.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Good for you,

Sweet one.

You know,

Prima Suta's hat off,

Really.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Thank you.

I mean,

You're always in mind,

In my heart,

Truly,

You guys.

Yeah.

Okay,

Good.

Thank you.

Thank you,

Sweetie.

Yeah.

Okay.

Anybody else?

Very dear.

You can't make a mistake.

I'll go.

Good.

Who's that?

Oh,

This is Aaron.

Oh,

I just lost you.

Hold on.

I just lost you there.

Yeah.

Hello.

Hello,

Sweet one.

So I have been dealing with a family issue for a couple of years.

And what I've been sorting through lately is moving to forgiveness and that balance of standing up for myself and trying to sort through what you let go of.

And historically,

I would have let go of all of it and just kept quiet.

But I'm trying to have more voice and have more truth and to do it in a gentle way.

Part of the entanglement is my daughter,

Who's 32 and obviously a full grown adult,

But I'm protective of her.

She got caught up in all of this and was sort of targeted by family members.

So it's caused a lot of grief for both of us.

And anyways,

I would just love some guidance around at what point to just let it all go.

And I was listening to an earlier satsang where someone was talking about standing up against sort of narcissistic behavior and not tolerating it.

And so.

Yeah,

Erin,

Did they?

Yeah.

Yeah,

Sweet one.

This is like a loaded question.

It's like,

You know,

It depends.

I mean,

It depends.

It depends how many years,

You know,

How the family just.

Yeah,

Sweet one.

I'll tell you.

Okay.

You know,

I hesitate to say this because it's not particularly something I'm recommending.

But in Prama Sutta's case,

Where I guess for 40 years,

Prama Sutta has been making overtures to my family,

You know.

And I remember years ago,

Some channel said,

You know,

They're not meant to get it.

Like you're meant to be on your own.

Right.

So that's part of the,

You know,

When we let go of our family,

We turn to Amma,

We turn to God more passionately.

Yeah,

I can see that.

Yeah.

So I'll tell you what happened with this one was a Christmas celebration.

And my whole family attacked my son.

And they did it because they wouldn't dare do it to me.

Right.

That's right.

And I'm like,

That to myself.

And,

And I actually even said this to them was who are these people?

Right.

Yeah.

So I sort of pretty much disengaged.

I just I just remembered I just they're not supposed to get it.

But it's that is not,

It's not helpful for that's not helpful to indulge them in for them or Prama Sutta or my son,

You know,

So sure.

It just depends what your but,

You know,

Prama Sutta,

Praise for them every day,

I mean,

I do.

Yeah,

Without any obligation or even trying to fix them.

Or I think I actually think this channel was right with they're not supposed to get it.

And Prima Sutta was supposed to be like a lone wolf,

You know,

That's my sense,

Too.

And I had it came to me the other day on a walk that I'm not,

It's not mine to fix.

Yeah.

Right.

So but there's a lot of grief with I'm just trying to balance how much I love them with behavior that isn't healthy.

So well,

You know,

It's like plugging into a lower level vibration.

So you have to watch it.

Yeah.

Because sometimes our ego does it so that will stay smaller.

And kind of Yep.

Yep.

No,

Really think is it the highest good?

Or am I wanting to avoid my truth?

And the thing is that,

Do you know,

What's more likely is,

Is as you move into truth,

You,

You might rebond with them in the future as well at a higher level,

Who knows,

But I'm not promoting separating if you're I don't know.

Yeah.

Okay.

You know,

With Prima Sutta,

I,

There was like,

Getting to the point where Prima Sutta put up with nothing that was at all a Dharmic,

You know,

Just Yeah,

Yeah.

Okay.

You'll have to pray about it.

I can feel the you know,

It feels like it's around your ribs.

Okay,

You know,

Yeah,

Ribs,

Lungs are trust.

Yeah.

And distrust,

You know,

Fear and yeah.

And it feels like it's something located around your lungs,

Like an energy.

And do you give Prima Sutta permission to assist you with lifting this?

Yes,

Please.

Okay.

Yeah.

Yeah,

It's as if it's very good in a way,

Because you're trying to follow this kind of golden thread of the journey,

Right?

You're trying to do the right thing.

Yes.

It's really strong.

I can see this golden thread you're wishing to follow.

But yeah,

But it feels this thing is there.

And it feels really iffy.

And it feels like that there's not been a lot of experience of,

You know,

That unconditional love wins.

Right?

I know.

Right.

I can feel this.

This is,

This is kind of what's behind the question you've,

You've asked.

Okay.

Okay.

So yeah,

It's,

It's,

It's actually that it's like a concept you're carrying that your ego is carrying that unconditional love isn't safe,

You can't really trust it,

And it's not really there.

But the cells of your body know underneath,

You know,

Underneath that it's really there.

So this is loosening this whole complex,

Just speaking as we are.

And you letting Prima Sutta go there,

Do you know,

Because you're letting Prima Sutta go there energetically with you?

I mean,

In you?

Yes.

And it's like,

It's like the lines of it,

This,

The,

The definitions of this complex,

Complex are getting looser.

It's like you're not,

You're shifting into not believing it so much.

And Prima Sutta is putting a whole bunch of little doors in there.

Doors opening to,

To Amma,

The creator.

Right.

Yeah.

A whole bunch of doors.

And that will make it easier for you to move into trust and just hearing this,

All of you guys hearing this,

But you particular Aaron hearing this,

Just let it be just kind of observe,

Let it work.

I mean,

You know,

You might get insights.

You can contemplate on the creator more.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Now,

This is and this is for all of you to,

We think we turned to the creator a lot,

But actually,

Our thoughts are actually full of our complexes.

So keep turning to the creator.

Aaron,

Do you know Amma?

Have you met Amma?

I'm learning.

I have not met.

It's okay.

It's okay.

It's okay.

It doesn't matter.

It's okay.

She's working with you anyway.

Okay.

And you're here.

Yes.

Okay.

Okay.

So I'm seeing,

How are you feeling right now?

Better.

I didn't feel well at the top of the call.

So better.

Good.

And are you anything going on in you physically?

Not that there should be but Yeah,

Yeah,

Yeah.

I have a infection.

And I'm on antibiotics.

And they're making me not feel great.

So okay.

Yeah.

Okay,

That's good.

You know,

Sometimes when we're sick,

We're,

Our defenses are lower.

And so,

You know,

Prama Sutta can get through to you more unconditional love can get through to you more.

So this is all good.

You see,

It's all good.

Okay,

Good.

Okay,

Aaron,

You,

You made a real shift.

So just be patient and observe.

Okay.

Okay,

Guys.

Beautiful souls.

Yeah.

It's Susan.

Hello.

Hello,

Everyone.

I thought it was interesting.

You started off talking about headaches.

Someone had a headache,

And they were still coming to thought saying,

I've had a headache for like a week.

And,

And I knew that,

Like,

Okay,

Yeah,

It was just like,

It was like,

My lack of,

Like an inability to give up control.

Like I knew,

Like,

My ego was trying to hold on to stuff.

And but it was just,

It was just terrible.

So I just had like a hard week.

But I feel like I'm coming out of it.

And again,

Like talking about like the massages with Abraham and stuff like what what works for me is physical stuff.

Like I did like a 10 mile walk.

And then that finally,

It's like I have to like,

Use my body to break it down.

I have to like exhaust myself.

I used to have like,

I was an Ashtanga yoga person.

I even taught it and I haven't done yoga in a long time.

And that was,

I know that like,

I'm missing I,

I don't know,

I've just always used my body to kind of work through stuff.

And so anyhow,

I'm better.

But part of it,

It was like my daughter going through this breakup.

I noticed,

Like you mentioned,

Like,

Why are you cutting her off?

And then you talked about your son,

The one who had leukemia and how when he had a physical thing,

And I was like,

Oh,

My,

It was like such,

It brought it to my attention what I was doing and where I was being triggered.

And then,

You know,

I do with this back and forth feel like a little bit mentally unstable.

And I think she was triggering that because I'm like,

Oh,

My God,

We're all insane.

But then finally,

I let it go.

I went on that walk and I let it go.

I'm like,

I'm gonna fix it.

And then because she was like,

Throwing a bunch of self hate at me about herself.

And that was just so hard.

And then everything resolved itself.

And today,

She sent me a text that she opened up your book,

Because I sent her your book.

Psychology one.

Yes.

She's like,

I opened up the book like she I could tell she finally like,

I and I know she's working out her own stuff.

Like she's,

She's got her own abandonment story.

And like,

You know,

Like,

And it's just so hard to watch some like that person,

Your child,

Be on their journey.

Because you do want to do it for them.

Yeah.

Yeah,

You know,

But like,

And I was like,

I got to trust her.

I know she knows herself.

I know it's there.

And then like,

She's like,

I opened up the book.

I'd like everything's good.

And and she just had to go through it.

But God,

It was tumultuous.

And then plus,

Like then my own stuff.

I've been,

You know,

Work.

It's like trying to like money sending out proposals.

But then there was a job that came up that kind of interested me.

And I had this job coach I worked with a while ago,

But then I had to like not work with her because money blah,

Blah.

But I reached out to her.

I'm like,

Hey,

Karen,

I want you to help me with this job.

And I met her yesterday.

And I'm not applying for the job.

And I'm gonna get my shit together and get my business going.

But like,

I have a spiritual connection to her.

Like,

I just felt it.

Like I was like,

Oh,

This is what I just felt such grace that I called her and we reconnected and we're going to go forward.

And there's just this way I just felt so grateful.

Like I feel so powerful and strong.

When I'm in her presence,

Like she mirrors it back to me.

And so I'm,

I don't know,

I'm feeling a lot better than I this last week.

Yeah.

Yeah.

You know,

The couple of things one is,

Like,

This is a really good example of just bumbling through it.

This is how we bumble through it,

You guys,

Just like this is kind of messy,

But you kind of get there in the end.

And then there's this wonderful grace of this woman and also the fact that you use your body to work things out like,

You know,

In the aboriginal a concept,

You know,

We're,

We're God and divine.

So in premises experience to we have to really honor the physical.

So I think like going for like 10 mile walks or whatever.

Awesome.

That's it.

Do something physical,

You guys.

That's often helps the integration of the issue.

So awesome.

Yeah.

And yeah.

Oh,

Your daughter.

Yeah.

I mean,

It's I get it witnessing their pain and everything,

But it's good to have the confidence in her.

And also to just be paddling your own canoe,

Right?

And yeah,

Yeah.

I did get swept in it.

And then finally I said,

Look,

I can't talk about this anymore.

Like maybe you need a therapist.

Like,

I've given you everything I can,

You know,

Like I can't do it.

I can't do this.

It's hurting me right now.

Right.

I have so much going on,

But oh,

The other thing.

Okay.

Susan,

I just want to stop you guys.

This is an example of self-love.

You just,

You just speak from the truth of where you are,

Even if you might want to be able to be there with,

For that person,

If you can't,

Then you speak it.

And just as Susan did,

And that will free up the other person as well.

Yeah,

It did.

It actually did.

Yeah.

I was like,

You know,

I was kind of being this emotional crutch and trying to do it for it.

And just like,

It was like harmful and then it was harmful to her and to me.

And then I was like,

Look,

I'm sorry.

I can't do it.

And it's so hard because like,

I want to,

I want to be supportive because,

You know,

I didn't get that.

I still don't get that from my family.

So I don't want to like ice her out and,

But I don't want to be enmeshed either.

And like,

I have,

I'm having a hard time with where does,

Where's that line.

But then,

You know,

Sweetie,

There isn't a line.

There's just your experience.

Well,

That's what I was going to say.

And then finally I'm like,

Okay,

Let me just turn into what I need right now.

And that's what I'm going to do.

Like that was,

That was sort of the line.

Like,

Oh,

This is crossing my line.

I need to like,

Love myself.

Right.

Yeah.

I get confused in that area.

I'm still,

I'm still trying to figure that kind of balance between being a supportive parent and not being enmeshed.

It's getting better.

That's your Yeah,

And that's good.

I mean,

You're,

Your words are speaking about it as an outward thing,

But it's a thing and you just do your best with it.

And it will change over time.

And the more in truth you move as a personality,

The more in truth,

You'll be able to be there for your son or for your daughter.

Yeah,

Yeah.

Yeah.

Just lightly energetically.

Yeah,

Yeah.

Yeah.

Um,

So that's where I'm at.

And then this is just a light thing.

I'm not a cat person,

But I do have two cats.

And I have this one cat.

And I know you've seen her in the videos who's black.

Her name is Rumi.

And anytime it's I'm in Satsang.

She loves you,

Parmasutra.

She wants to meet you.

I swear.

She's all over me like a crazy cat.

And she's not like that.

She's the most aloof thing.

But when I'm in Satsang,

She has to be on me in me in my face.

And it's just true.

And her name is Rumi.

And we didn't,

We were going to name her something else.

And it just came like,

That's her name.

That's who's the poet.

Are you?

Yes,

Yes.

No,

She named like,

I swear she named herself.

We were going to name her something.

I can't remember some Japanese.

Yeah.

And I'm like,

Oh,

She's Rumi.

It's crazy.

I love this is exactly the empirical evidence that Parmasutra asked you guys to look at to help you feel more faith in what you're doing.

To help you trust more,

You look at the empirical evidence.

This is how Parmasutra navigated just empirical evidence.

Right?

Yeah,

Yeah.

Yeah.

Oh,

And then that that was the other thing,

Too,

Because last week was Easter.

And you talked about how we crucify ourselves in our own mind.

Yeah.

And then I decided that's what I did last week.

I just crucified myself with my own mind knowing that was what was happening.

But I came through it,

You know.

That's it.

You go through it.

Okay.

I understand why I was called to ask you,

Susan,

Because like,

This has been very rich for the whole satsang,

You know,

In the process and how it works.

So yeah,

And but and I do feel like a crazy person sometimes,

Like,

You know,

Because I think I have this idea that I'm supposed to.

Well,

I was that's what was modeled to me that you behave a certain way.

And you have this outward appearance and blah,

Blah.

And I think my mom did tell me I was crazy.

I had an art exhibition at a really big gallery here years ago.

And my mom came and saw it.

And she told me I needed therapy.

That was her response to it.

So I think like,

You know,

I have,

Oh,

And my work is so like,

Benign.

It's like ridiculous.

I'm not taping bananas to the wall.

And it's not body parts and fluids.

Like,

It's just like insane.

I can't believe she said that to me.

But so like,

There's this little piece in the back of my head that I'm a crazy person because I even want to be an artist or am an artist.

Yeah,

I think probably everybody in the satsang feels a little crazy.

You know,

Is crazy.

So this is,

You know,

Moving into called crazy,

But actually,

You're coming out of craziness.

So the,

You know,

Your creativity is part of your soul energy.

It's awesome.

Yeah,

Yeah.

Yeah,

I just wanted to mention that in case anyone else feels crazy.

Yeah,

I agree.

I think we all feel crazy.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Anyhow,

Thank you.

Safe travels.

I may not be here tomorrow.

I think I'm going to take my husband to the beach tomorrow.

Get out of town.

So yeah.

Okay.

Thank you.

Thanks.

Bye.

Bye.

Yeah.

Whose soul is asking them to come forward?

I hope that,

You know,

This is all coming as a relief for you guys,

And you're making more room for yourselves as you are.

You know,

We all bumble into it.

Yeah,

Funny.

I'm seeing a very kind of,

It's really deep,

You guys.

So just open your,

Just listen.

So I feel really,

On a really deep level,

There's this kind of,

It's like a sack of dread.

Not quite a sack.

It's kind of like a veil.

It's a veil.

It's a veil in the body,

Carried by the cells of the body,

Walling off truth.

And it's like a dread and a contraction and it's just presented itself to be up to be healed.

Yeah.

Yeah.

That's why Premasutra saw it.

And it's,

You know,

In a funny way,

It's quite beautiful in its horribleness,

You know,

In its dreary dread kind of thing.

There's a beauty to it.

Just because it's kind of part of human experience,

It's part of life.

But it's actually really asking Premasutra for help.

Right.

So in you guys,

There will be part of you that you're probably not listening to,

That you can't quite hear,

That you're trying to wall off.

And it will be the most sensitive part of your child self.

Like,

Our fear is,

It's like,

If you think of your child self being scared,

It's the part of your self that's closest to the creator that's scared.

It's the part of you that's the most sensitive,

The most plugged in,

Really,

To the creator's energy.

So when this dread is allowed to heal,

It's like to embrace it gently,

To show it that it's not alone.

It will bring you into a far deeper relationship with Amma,

The creator,

Your own heart.

Yeah.

Right.

That's the secret,

You guys.

That is a secret.

And part of you guys,

You stand apart from this dread that you might feel sometimes.

It's like you think it's not healable.

If anything,

You try to fix it,

But it's actually part of you.

It's part of your child self that you're refusing to love.

And it's kind of sticky,

Too.

It feels sticky,

Like there's guilt in here.

Yeah.

I'm not going to push on this at all.

I'm not going to push you at all.

But it's a big gateway,

You know?

The healing is a big gateway into a more of a heart-based,

More awareness of your body,

Being more truth.

Seamlessly.

Right.

Right.

Okay,

Good.

Good.

Now I'm seeing where there's a sore spot to it.

It's like it's clearing and it's showing the kind of wounding underneath.

That's it.

That's it.

There's also in here,

Is also where you feel fake,

Or where you go fake on yourself.

Rather than move into truth,

You go into artifice,

Because there's a fear of really being authentic.

There's no rush for this,

Guys.

There's no push.

There's no rush.

I just started seeing this.

It's what's coming up,

And it's part of the human experience.

It's not beyond the pale,

Or unacceptable,

Or anything like that.

It's almost like I'm seeing it as if there's a desire to turn it into an object,

Like a dwarf planet somewhere in the outer space,

Rather than to feel it on a human level.

Because there's a level from your ego,

A fear of,

I'll die.

Well,

Your ego would die.

Yeah,

You'd move into truth.

That's it.

Okay,

Good.

Okay,

Good.

Okay.

That's good.

There's a kind of cellular beginnings of a feeling of relief,

Of truth,

That it's acceptable,

That you're acceptable just as you are.

You're more than acceptable.

You're beautiful,

You guys.

You're all just so incredibly,

Exquisitely beautiful.

And it's really what you've been running from your whole lives,

Truly,

On the deeper levels.

That's it.

That's it.

It's very,

Very delicate with this,

And I want you to be very,

Very gentle with yourselves,

You know,

As you feel the effects of this.

At whatever level you do,

It's like an event.

It's part of what I'm feeling about when Prima Sutta goes to Germany.

I feel like there is so much garbage going to be dumped,

And as if it's not only in Germany,

As if it's everybody Prima Sutta is working with,

Wherever they are.

And it's part of where I feel this is coming from.

Right.

And it's not the challenge,

But we're being asked to embody our divinity.

It's the last call of the last call,

Especially for those of us that have been on the spiritual journey for a while,

You know.

That's it.

That's it.

Now remember,

There's a huge amount of grace around this.

There's a huge amount of protection from the universe.

You don't need protection from anything,

Particularly,

But it's as if you,

It's like great care is being taken for the healing of this,

Because it's an important step.

It's pretty much across the board with all of you.

That's it.

That's it.

That's it.

And you're going to feel like that you're really progressing on the journey.

That's it.

And it's being done by something beyond us.

It's being done by the Amma beyond us,

The Amma inside us,

The creator,

The universe,

By a much higher intelligence than many of us are aware of.

And it's being done by that.

And that's the importance of genuflecting to the mystery.

You bow down to the mystery.

A channel said this from a sutta 30 years ago,

And I've thought of it so often.

Genuflect to the mystery,

You guys,

Because even with Amma,

We can think of her like a body,

And we get caught in our own egos that way.

We forget that she's so much beyond her body,

And that we're beyond our body.

And it's to genuflect to the truth beyond all that we can see.

That's it.

That's it.

And that's what,

I don't know how to put it.

That's what works,

You guys.

I want to say that's what Prama Sutta has done.

But it's like Prama Sutta is going to be doing it too along with you.

We're all doing it together.

We all go together,

You guys.

When Prama Sutta works with you,

I'm working with Prama Sutta.

Please understand that.

There is no separation at all.

Yeah.

Right.

And I'm feeling a huge grace embracing all of you guys.

This is a really big stepper,

And Prama Sutta really knows this trip to Germany is pivotal.

We're in the last call of the last call,

You know.

And the movement's going to happen.

You're just going to observe it.

You're just going to observe it.

And remember you're in the arms,

You're in the hands of something much bigger than you could possibly understand from your human self.

And that's what's scary in a way,

But it's very reassuring because it's much wiser than our human selves.

It's much more loving than our human selves.

It's like what's not to love,

Eh?

That's it.

Some of you may really feel the beginning of the white lotus of the bigger understanding.

You're getting much more comfortable with the mud of the lotus.

There's a lot less self-judgment than there used to be for,

You know,

The aches and pains and struggles of the journey.

It's much bigger understanding that it's just the mud of the lotus and it's all good.

You know,

We're in God.

We're in the Creator,

You guys.

Everything you see is the Creator.

We're in the Creator.

We just get confused by the fog of our egos.

So,

Sometimes we're in the fog.

We can't see anything else.

But even if we're in the fog,

In the bigger picture,

We're just in the Creator.

This is all the Creator.

And that's why love wins.

Because love is your true nature.

Love is our true reality.

And fog dissolves into bright sunshine.

Think of it like that.

The fog dissolves,

And that's what happens.

Our blindness,

Our misunderstandings,

They dissolve.

And you start seeing the truth of things.

This is a beautiful,

Beautiful leap that's going to be made.

And it's almost like,

I'll tell you,

On the journey,

There's some tough spots.

That's why it just helps to be reminded that we all feel this way sometimes.

We all feel very separate sometimes.

But it's just the fog.

It's not real.

And that's what Pramasutra is like.

You know,

All these years in the journey,

Finally,

Pramasutra gets it.

It's all love.

I'm going like,

What was I ever worried about?

Why did I make so many difficulties for myself?

It's all love.

But,

You know,

This is it.

We get it when we get it.

But you guys are doing a very beautiful step.

And don't rush it.

Don't rush it.

I'll tell you,

Like,

Intellectually what happens for you guys when you're when you're moving through separation.

It's like this,

Like with Krishna,

You know,

Where it was a thing similar to King Herod going after all the boy babies with Christ's time.

This,

The king had heard that there was going to be a threat to his power.

So he,

You know,

He killed all the babies that were born.

So,

This woman had had six kids.

She was going to have a seventh,

I think.

She was pregnant,

So she was in prison.

What happened was,

And it was Krishna who was born,

What happened was the guard fell asleep and the door opened,

The jail unlocked,

And so they were able to save Krishna.

That's how it works,

You guys.

It's exactly how it works.

It looks like an impossible situation through the head.

At the intellectual level,

It looks impossible,

But then something happens.

And it all changes,

And the door opens.

So,

When it looks impossible,

It's because our head,

We're imprisoned in our ego's prison,

Our emotional prison.

And when you start trusting the love,

The alma,

The creator more,

The prison doors open,

And you start seeing that you have the freedom to make choices,

And you don't have to live like this.

You get that you can do something else.

And it's an emotional,

Physical shift.

You get it in your body,

And at the emotional level,

That you can have your freedom.

Yeah.

This is being a spiritual warrior.

So,

You go through periods where it feels like,

You know,

The prison doors are locked,

And then all of a sudden you make a shift,

And the door opens.

It was exactly like that with my son's terminal diagnosis of leukemia.

Exactly.

Then he lived.

The door is open.

This has happened for Premasutra over and over again.

The prison door is unlocking.

Now,

The really important thing,

Guys,

Is you turn to the creator.

Many of you go round and round in your heads with your thoughts lost in your complexes.

Keep interrupting them.

Turn to the alma,

The creator.

Keep opening the door to the mystery.

Show me.

Show me.

Yeah.

Right.

Yeah,

There's going to be a lot of spiritual gains in the next while with this.

This is a beautiful,

Beautiful step.

Yeah.

Premasutra is really,

Really with you guys.

But beyond that's alma.

And she's the mystery.

You're the mystery in human form.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Okay.

So many blessings to you guys.

Yeah.

Yeah.

All Premasutra's love is coming to you all the time.

And I'll see some of you tomorrow.

Get blessings,

You guys.

Blessings.