There's an old Chinese saying about,
You know,
When somebody's asleep,
A mountain is a mountain.
And when somebody starts to wake up,
The mountain is no longer a mountain.
And then after enlightenment,
The mountain is the mountain again.
Reason I love this little story is because it speaks directly to what the spiritual journey feels like is when you start to wake up suddenly,
You know,
Everything's turned upside down.
And you know,
It can even feel that reality doesn't make much sense or a person might feel be aware of enormous pain inside them.
Now this can happen,
The pain was already there,
Originating from your childhood and then patterns from lies before that.
But one was too numbed out to actually experience the pain.
But then once we've,
You know,
Begun to wake up and we walk around a pain,
It's like,
What do we do?
Because sometimes if you're going to a regular therapist,
If they haven't had any spiritual experience themselves,
It won't really help much.
In fact,
It's the East that have the great experience with the individual spiritual journey.
In the West,
We don't.
We've got kind of the experience of the collective like going to church together,
Listening to a sermon,
Singing,
Which can might give us a heightened emotional experience of oneness.
But then when you leave the church,
It doesn't last.
So I remember somebody complaining about somebody in the church congregation didn't behave well during the rest of the week and this other member of the congregation said,
Well,
Just think he'd be so much worse if he didn't come to church.
But you know,
That might be true.
But I think it's for the West now,
Maybe for us to develop our own spiritual traditions from what works and that we can learn to support the individual's spiritual awakening.
Because there is a real structure to it.
We will wake up,
We will become more aware of our pain,
We will probably get greater aches and pains because the complexes we're carrying are also stored in the cells of our body.
So there are things in our belief systems that are actually misunderstandings.
And there'll be fears in there and dense emotions.
So that will be in our thoughts,
But it will also be carried by our bodies.
So we get aches and pains that are associated with these complexes.
You know,
And you know,
The joke is that as we move through these complexes,
We will feel lighter and indeed,
We call it enlightenment.
It's lighter,
You feel lighter physically.
But you know,
I walked around for years in enormous pain and kind of figured my own way out of it with some degree of help from Abraham,
The Hawaiian kahuna I've talked to you about my videos.
And then,
You know,
Later I got,
I've had a lot of help from mama.
But a lot of it,
You know,
I also had to figure out because teachers,
They can help actually,
You know,
They're walking demonstrations that is possible to find enlightenment,
But every individual has to kind of decode their own story and allow the light into their individual experience.
And you know,
The degree of the pain I was in is why I'm so motivated to assist people and why I write my books.
What do I really want to leave you with,
What I really want to leave you with is that the creator exists,
This universe is love based.
And if we're struggling at all,
It's because we're actually dealing with a complex,
Some kind of shadow that we're believing,
Some darkness that we're believing.
And so,
You know,
If we understand that if we're having a hard time,
We're the ones who need to give the problem over to allow the light in.
Yeah,
We're the ones who have to change.
Let yourself change.
Let yourself be raised up.
Let yourself be shown.
It's a very,
Very loving universe and your soul and you know,
Angels guides are working with you every moment to assist you to grow beyond your limitations.
So this is really real.
You know,
The people that I work with sometimes have off the charts results.
Now when I started this work,
I was this really neurotic journalist without any kind of light at all.
But I just kept going and I wanted to be a woman like Olga Worl who,
For those who've listened to my videos,
You know that she worked from a distance and healed my son of leukemia.
And my will was really directed this way.
And so,
You know,
When our will is really set on an outcome that our soul is behind,
It happens.
Yeah,
That's where you know,
The prayer comes from,
You know,
May I will to will thy will.
You know,
Our soul always have much better plans for us than our individual egos can even imagine.
So it's a really good prayer I will to will thy will.
Anyway,
Bless your hearts.
I'm sending lots of love out right this minute.
Okay,
Bless your hearts.
