Let's start with coming here right now,
Right here.
The only way we can meet ourselves is through present moment.
The rest is just story.
And it's okay to entertain yourself with stories sometimes because that's what this experience contains.
A lot of stories from your past,
Stories about your future,
Hopes and desires and fears,
And some past lessons,
Regrets,
Whatnot.
So no matter what experiences,
Positive or negative,
Good or bad,
Let's first of all recognize them as they are,
Which is just stories,
Just experiences.
And we start to meet ourselves right here,
Right now,
Without particular story from your life.
So it's just present moment.
Right now,
Right here.
And see how much you can drop into this present moment without making anything up,
Without making even yourself up.
The sense of self with all these preferences and qualities or character traits,
Personality.
See how much can you drop back into just this present moment.
It's like dissolving into this present moment and losing yourself in it.
As if you're just a presence without anyone knowing about you.
So if you just imagine a camera through your eyes and also with the sound system through the ear,
But nobody knows about you,
That you exist.
Just feel yourself like this,
That you're just aware in the present moment,
Witnessing everything.
And you don't have strong opinions or judgments or projections.
You're simply existing.
And as you're sitting here with me today,
The sound is coming through the ear and you're simply receiving.
You don't have to use your mind so much,
Simply rest.
Because the mind will already make up things.
It doesn't have to work so much right now.
It will make sense already without you even trying.
Just like you're breathing without even trying.
So I would like you to drop all effort if you can.
All effort to listen to me or to breathe or to do anything really.
See how much you can relax,
Not only just physically,
But from internally the soul where it's sitting.
How much can you relax your soul from striving,
From trying,
From doing and simply existing because that's what you are.
Existence.
It's pure.
It's without any agenda,
Without any distortion.
Simply being,
Existing,
Listening,
Witnessing and loving.
Because love is your nature and you will automatically see it when you come back to this beingness or awareness.
Because then you don't have any personal opinion or hate or judgment towards anything because you're not viewing from your contracted personality.
You're simply existing.
Just like a leaf doesn't have an opinion about anything.
You can do the biggest crime in front of a leaf and it still won't say anything or judge anything.
So see how much you can actually receive that sense of self,
Simply existing and having no sense of anything.
But simply allowing with what is,
As it is.
Not then distorting it,
Not changing it.
Just being,
Receiving,
Experiencing and of course since you are also a human you will have some personal perspective.
That's the only way experience can happen actually.
But that's okay,
We don't need to neglect that.
All I'm asking you to do is simply focus less on that personal perspective or personal perception and more on just existing,
Being,
Witnessing as nobody or you can say everybody.
And as you do that you will notice your soul starts to breathe much better.
And I'm not talking about the oxygen.
I'm talking about the soul finally being seen.
The soul finally coming through,
Shining through you,
Radiating through you more and more.
It's like the lens is getting wider.
Before if it was more contracted in an egoic personality,
Sense of self.
Now it's widening up.
The aperture is widening up and you are breathing again.
The soul is shining through that aperture more and more.
Because it has allowed itself to simply be without expectations,
Without judgments,
Without preferences,
Without performance,
Without striving,
Without doing.
And this is how we allow also then the greater spirit,
Or you can call it the God-self within you to breathe,
To come through.
Because it's a process of allowing rather than trying.
So much of the spiritual talks or spiritual studies or knowledge becomes about also trying so much,
Striving so much.
But what if you could actually just simply be and allow more and more through you by letting go of all conditioning and programming about the human self.
What you're supposed to do,
How you're supposed to be.
Because when you allow that soul or God-self to shine forth through you by simply resting and being,
I bet the intelligence knows better than the human what it should do or what it wants to do in the highest best interest of all.
So we don't even need to worry about anything.
The intelligence takes care of you and others.
So all these concepts about,
Oh what if I surrender too much,
What if I just be and not do and perform and do this and that,
What if you could trust that that will be taken care of through you,
Through the intelligence,
If you simply prioritize that first.
Your beingness and allowing it to do through you.
And then you will notice,
You will tap into those flow states where you kind of lose your sense of self and everything is just happening through you,
Through your hands,
Through your mouth,
Through your eyes,
Through your mind.
And also as you witness your reality unfolding everything is also,
Then you will see it's just going to the plan,
According to the plan.
Not your plan,
But God's plan.
And in that you can trust.
See the universe doesn't make mistakes.
The only errors that we perceive are from the human's perspective and that we can learn from,
That's okay,
That's part of your experience.
But when you come back to this being,
This sense of self,
Of simply existing and witnessing,
Allowing your soul and God to shine through you,
Then you notice the bigger picture that everything is perfect as it is.
And every change that happens,
Because change is the only constant,
Every change that happens is perfectly aligned.
Whether this change is pleasurable for you or maybe a little bit painful for you,
Comfortable or uncomfortable,
Positive or negative,
If you let go of that duality of your preferences,
Then simply you can trust the process.
Maybe sometimes you're failing as a human,
That's okay.
Can you trust your rock bottom?
Can you trust your failure?
And in that comes faith,
Then you are devoted to God,
Then you are faithful.
Because what is faith without you even going through something that requires faith?
If it was easy to have faith,
Then everybody would have it.
And yeah,
There's no real opportunity for practicing faith.
But since there's duality,
There's this human self,
Which has its desires and all these ambitions,
Which is not something bad.
In fact,
That's how we navigate life.
But putting yourself first,
Putting your true self first,
God first,
Is what's gonna get you through in the most aligned way possible.
Isn't it good to be back to yourself,
To allow yourself to breathe,
To remember who you are?
How much can we come back to ourselves and then live our lives through that,
Rather than the more we shift this world to a better place for ourselves,
We live in heaven more and more,
And for others,
Because that's the natural way of being.
This is the automatic gift that we give to others.
And that you will notice just by putting God,
Or you can say your true self first.
