Magic To Align With Abundance - Program Your Mind

This is an edited replay of a live by Psychic Carla LunAscention done here on insight timer talking about magic, as a way to reprogram the mind, or as a psychological paradigm, & how you can use a foundational knowledge of magic as a way to align yourself with the energy of that you wish to call in. This is the magic that Carla used to create the Abundance Series which is an 8-part series, available here on Insight Timer Premium. This is a great conversation for anyone with an interest in magic, or wanting to reprogram their subconscious in alignment with Abundance. When we talk about Abundance so many people automatically think about money, but abundance energy is so much more. It includes love, joy, beautiful experiences, and many other energies.

Photo: Elizabeth Ryan

Note: This is not hypnosis, though the concept of hypnosis is discussed & contrasted to magical practices. Hypnosis should only be practiced in a safe environment, preferably in the presence of a trained professional.

Transcript

Hi beautiful people!

I am now in Delhi,

India and it's been quite a landing for me being in this space.

I'll probably tell you more about it but today's live session we are going to be talking about magic essentially and I'm really gonna be cross-referencing the idea of magic really just as a psychological paradigm as a way of reprogramming the mind.

I'm going to talk about a number of concepts to help you wrap your mind around it and then of course you can replace the word magic with just reprogramming your subconscious etc etc and essentially I'm talking about a form of magic that I utilized in creating the Abundance Series meditation which is available on Insight Timer Premium and so for those of you who are already on Premium you are welcome to access those meditations at any point in time but of course you can also take the tools from today's session and create your own rituals,

Your own magic and your own meditation sessions that are more personalized to you.

Of course it's much easier to tap into something that is already done for you which is of course a gift that we have provided for you.

Today speaking about this absolute favorite topic of mine that is working with ritual,

With magic,

With symbol,

With spirit,

With sigils,

With servitors and of course just the divine energy of the universe to invoke anything that we want,

Healing,

Abundance,

Love,

Romance,

Joy etc etc it's hopefully really gonna align me with that kind of energy because this is definitely what I'm working with at the moment.

I'm definitely turning a lot to those practices and of course I just want to say a disclaimer as always I really do believe in the potency,

In the power of energy medicine but it is always a wonderful wonderful idea to work from multiple angles and of course Western medicine is there for a reason guys so you know if you have physical ailments work with the energy medicine but also work with the Western medicine and with the alternative healings and the crystals and whatever it is that you believe in,

Prayer etc etc that's always come from multiple angles so you know energy medicine is not necessarily going to replace other modalities but rather become a support right it's like saying I want to manifest a new job and you sit and you meditate on it for seven days but you don't send your CV out like I mean you've got to send your CV out you've got to go get out into the world right so let us begin the conversation and you're probably on a spiritual journey of course we can think more in terms of science right and mindfulness and I like to think that you know spirituality mindfulness all just different ways of looking at the same thing if we can understand the idea the concept that all is connected that all is one and I know this is not a new concept for you even if we just think in terms of like you know scientific theory and let's just remember that scientific theories um you know although they may be based on mathematics there are still theories but they're very well accepted theories and we think in terms of like the Big Bang which you know some people dispute even in the scientific world but I think in terms of the Big Bang the story of the Big Bang says that at one point everything in the universe was condensed into a tiny tiny tiny little space with very high energy and a lot of heat and so we think of that in terms of like well everything was condensed into one tiny one tiny little space was all connected right and then we think in terms of quantum physics I'm really speeding through some ideas now and you may need to go and do some extra research at some point if I'm moving too fast just for your own understanding to help you to wrap your mind around these things but I love to sort of bridge some science and some psychology into the magic and the energy work I really do believe it's it's you know it's all the same thing and this is essentially the argument that I'm coming with is it's all the same thing darling it's all you you're seeing you everyone is connected everyone is you having an experience we are all expressions of God or if you don't like the word God we are all just the expanding universe eternally expanding and contracting the big inhale and exhale we are all connected right and we see this as well in terms of energy cannot be created nor destroyed it just transforms from one form into another so you know the energy of our bodies will go to the earth some of it will be released up in as gases etc etc but energy is constantly transforming of course we're also made of that same energy as stardust so you know at some point the matter that makes up our physical bodies was an exploding star for example all is connected all is you all is the one thing now of course we are currently having an experience of being separate so you know I I'm not trying to to dispute the fact that you feel like insert your name right I'll talk about myself here I feel like I'm this person Carla so you know I was named Carla I was born but even the fact that I was born I was born through an ancestral line right of course I'm the manifestation of all of my thousands of ancestors who walk before me and I'm connected to them and I said well you know you just see those threads everywhere when you start looking for them but of course I feel separate it looks like I'm a separate body a separate being see the surface of my skin this is like kind of where my body starts but of course when we really start to look a little bit deeper we understand there's like this magnetic you know the heart sends up this magnetic force and there's there's energy above the skin so then you know we really start tapping into this idea of well where really does the body begin and of course we know that the body is continuously regenerating I believe it's every seven years you have an entirely new body and isn't that just a crazy thing to try and wrap your mind around so you know seven years of focused energy work and releasing ancestral and you know childhood trauma and you could have an entirely new body with a completely new imprint and you could even release all of your scarring if you wanted to even the physical scarring right of course we've seen many miracles in medicine of people who've been told oh you're paralyzed after this accident you'll never walk again and all the doctors agree you'll never walk again and of course that person decides well I am going to walk again who you know visualized himself walking every single day every single day and I think it was something like nine months or maybe like a year like 18 months something like that and he was able to fully walk again which was said to be impossible so you know the power of the mind has been shown evidenced proven over and over and over again and there are a number of things that are required in order to make this possible that is focus right so many of us are so distracted you know thinking it and we're focusing our energy on the things we don't want a lot of the time and stressing and anxiety etc etc but if we can focus on the thing that we we wish to call into our lives right to essentially create a delusion until that delusion becomes the illusion or the hallucination that we experience of this realm this world also want to just shake up a little bit this idea of like what is real what is truth well there there isn't really one truth right the truth the truth is the truth that you choose right so there there's your truth there's my truth and that becomes you create that to become your reality so you know someone like the example of chose the truth of I will walk again right and and it's a really phenomenal example and there are many others out there in the world of you know miracle healings and of course we can even look at you know monks and sages etc who move through really potent and powerful healings or do incredible faiths with their bodies I believe there's one monk who is able to electrically charge things that he can like actually make like a light bulb turn on for example and of course scientifically this is very valid but most people don't have that kind of focused energy in order to make that happen of course we all have the ability to focus our energy it's not that we can't just that we don't practice it and so of course the practice of meditation right which you know a lot of people complain that sitting and meditating on just like it's just me my thoughts and you know and I really I can't meditate how often I hear people say I can't just sit there and I'm like well sitting down and being with your thoughts and learning to let them go and getting becoming peaceful that that is the act that is the practice of meditation and of course you get better and better at it and then and you know I can't speak for the absolute masters but I'm about 23 years into my meditation journey and I certainly do have my days where it's so powerful I can just dive in just like that and it's amazing and then I have days where I'm stressed out and anxious and it's a little bit more difficult to dispel my thoughts like I'm also just a normal human being who moves through life and has my own stresses and anxieties and you know it's okay to sit down and still meditate on those days and maybe not reach those extreme amazing heights of focus but it is important that you do sit down and do that.

I think that the acceptance of where you are right is an exceptional important prerequisite for being able to shift that thing because it is your resistance to the state of where things are right here instead of unhealing or if you're broke or you need money in the bank or you you know whatever it is you're trying to manifest I want to I want to elevate on my spiritual journey I want to be better at meditating you need to accept where it is that you are and be peaceful with that that is the transmutational force that allows you to shift from the thing it is the acceptance sinking right into it like it's okay to be here.

Today I am talking about the magic that I used in order to create the Abundance Meditation Series which is available on premium so I hope some of you are gonna go and tap into that magic I'm talking about what lies underneath it so grateful this is this is a passion topic for me so just in case any of you are new,

If you haven't met me before,

Hello my name is Carla I am a psychic,

Spiritual teacher,

Magic practitioner,

Lucid dreamer,

Astral traveler,

Psychic activator,

Healer etc etc and of course multi-dimensional being as are you as are you and I am you and you are me and all of the oneness that is really the seed at which these teachings really really really begin right and when you realize that it's all you realize how much power you actually have and I channel a group of higher dimensional light beings who I refer to as the blue team many of you will know me for the group channeling sessions here in space we work a lot with blue team of course the blue team are here today but I'm really talking about you know in some ways this magic that I'll be talking about today this practice will explain to you in some ways where the blue team comes from all right let me go back to my notes but point one right and the whole little rambling that I went on now it's really really about this point one all is one all is connected all is you despite the fact that we experience ourselves as separate right because in order to experience ourselves as one we need to separate out let's talk also about the idea of creation as separation right and we can think in very biblical terms for those of you who do resonate with the Abrahamic teachings that is my my you know my origin story or like the religion that I grew up in was Christian and if you think about the beginning Genesis God there was the word and God said said very very important rights through words through labeling through categorizing because everything was just one he was just floating over the great waters my water was always there and of course we can think of the womb waters right where do we come from and even in terms of evolution where does all life come from the water right without water there would be no life so I love theology anyway if we think of creation as a way of separation right the only way for us to create and we create to experience right all of us all of us as one thing the one thing experiencing itself must separate itself out in order to create in order to forget in order to separate in order to categorize and to refine the self so you know you can think in terms of the metaphor of life we're born we become this separate being through life and we become more embedded in this idea of separateness and then we die we rejoin with the oneness and come back to that truth of course we can realize that truth in our daily life as well but it is a fundamental important understanding when it comes to magic to know that you are the universe and although you are a microcosm right now you're experiencing being the microcosm you reflect the entire universe within you and this this has been evidenced in in many many different ways it's of course also the first axiom of all magic it is the core of all magic as above so below as within so without any more tablets right this is the basis of all magic the reflection so understanding especially while we're in this you know we've separated out right after creation separation right we can affect change not by trying to change other people but realizing that the power all lies here within the soul here within the self you truly are the point at which all things can change it's all within you it's all within you so when you see something outside of you that you don't like the best thing is to go well what can I change within me and sometimes the thing you change is walking away or change like because you're a physical being that can move right you can also leave a situation and find a new situation but all of it is you all of it all of it the darkness as well the darkness as well all of it is you but this is the the most fundamental thing to understand now if we also understand ourselves in terms of creation right so this comes up for me in my one-on-one clients all the time I'll often just get this very strong creative energy of something like you you're aware of how creative that you are and they'll say to me oh no I haven't got a creative bone in my body and I'm like do you mean like you literally are creation that is like that is your very definition so let's just like crack open the definition of creativity creativity doesn't you know it it's not that narrow viewpoint of an artist at the canvas painting it's so funny when you say to someone I'm an artist and they ask well what do you paint you know there are many forms of artists darling you are the artist of your life you are the artist curating every single moment you are the artist within your thoughts you are the artist you are the creator right and this I believe is what the Bible means when it says we are created in the image and the likeness of God God the Creator right of course God as a macrocosm for all the universe we all synonymous energy right energy God is energy and we are all God experiencing ourselves of course I'm not here to tell you what you have to believe I'm giving you ideas and food for thought right I think it's very important for me to come with that disclaimer I'm not saying that you have to believe anything I'm saying all I'm saying is let it let it be something that allows your definitions to crack open and take what resonates with you leave the rest behind us as one should always do and do let us know if you have questions about any of the content I'm sort of spewing at very high speed right now but these are like the foundational understandings before you can actually get to like what this magic is about let me just check my notes again make sure I'm not missing anything okay yes that's a creation right what what did God use in order to separate right and and what do we use in order to create and to separate right this this categorizing saying this is this that is that this is this that is that and of course this can be a credit incredibly empowering can also be incredibly oppressive right of course you know categorizing of races is racism right sexism male female but all of these ways categorizing creating and create you know of course the the act of going on this is a black person white person Indian person etc etc that very act creates you know the idea that these are separate people of course we are all one or everything is one and so there's always this sort of double side where there can be the us versus them mentality right that's part of the separation the illusion that there's us and them and the of course the power of being able to categorize and separate out through words through labeling is that we also get to choose what things are when we realize there's power in that so like let's even think in terms of identity construction right we we get to firstly your you know for the most part your identity is given to you throughout life so you say you're a boy you're a girl you're white you're black you're you know this this age you're a middle schooler you're a high schooler you're a university student all these labels placed on your entire life but when you realize that you are actually you you get to define who you are you get to say hey I'm a powerful healer I'm a powerful timeline shifter I'm a powerful magical worker right and and of course if you start saying those things you claim that power and you call that in because you can be anything and I think in many ways the sort of trans and queer movements are showing this in in quite a beautiful way the way we can defy the sort of ideas of very embedded categories that have been so stiff and unchanging for so many centuries and we can kind of put those on the head and say like hey no actually I might have a male body but or have been born in a male body but actually I'm a woman or vice versa right and there is a lot of magical power I have a whole I've actually written a whole essay on you know this this idea of like gender bending as like a form of magic and like a way of like dissolving categories and like coming back to this idea of like oneness it's really a benefit we're just all God experiencing itself energy coming together right and when people get very very upset by people you know let's say subverting categories that you know they they have relied on their entire lives there you know that that's a show of like fear of the you know of things changing and not knowing and not understanding etc etc and and really a fear of the power that we have in being able to define who we are instead of being told oh this is who you are right and I think that you know I'm sure many of you have heard this quote before I don't remember where it's from but I think the the thing that people fear the most really is that they actually are powerful right because that means then we have to take responsibility for all the things that we have created and anyway my point here is that it is through symbol right words are symbols words whether written spoken images right sentences icons it is through the use of symbol that we separate things up that we categorize things for threes on the top and herein comes you know the sort of understanding of the power of symbol which includes words right the words you choose to speak create your world and when you have taken words from your society from your teachers from your parents maybe they said things to you like money doesn't grow on trees hmm all rich people are crooks hmm the only way to heal is to go to the doctor hmm energy medicine doesn't work I don't know what what do you maybe want to share in the comments here some of those sort of problematic ideas that you were fed as a child that eventually became thought processes and belief systems that are so deeply embedded in our own psyche in your own subconscious right and those have such power in defining how you experience the world and the illusion the hallucination that is produced and of course everything that you magnetize towards yourself okay now words incredibly powerful to work with but there's also image okay so you can work with symbols like for you maybe a star symbolizes something power train whatever it is very nice to think in images as well and colors right and this is why as well it's very important to to get clear about what symbols mean what for you and if there are certain problematic ideas about certain symbols you've also have the opportunity to redefine that so for example if you always saw the number 13 as a bad omen maybe you could spend a little bit of time redefining what 13 means to you because it is your very interpretation of the information that comes through that dictates your experience of said information and so then we get to the idea of narratives and storytelling and the power of the stories you tell yourself so if you constantly and this is what I'm working with when you constantly tell yourself the story of how traumatic your childhood was then that becomes more and more embedded as your truth but if you begin to shift the narrative you begin to talk about the way that your childhood empowered you with compassion for example right then you change your identity and your world shifts right so we're talking here about and again I want to say it's all the same thing right remember oneness it's all the same thing all the same thing storytelling narratives thought processes right creates your world it creates your world and when you reprogram so again if you talk psychologically you reprogram upon new seeds new ideas new belief systems into the subconscious right which you can do through hypnosis hypnosis is look I'm not a hypnotherapist I'm a magic practitioner but I practice a lot of self-hypnosis I have not trained in hypnosis but I personally believe that the ideas of hypnosis is essentially just magic and magic is essentially psychological programming and that the act of manifestation and creation is also just form of magic and self hypnosis and I think that all of these things are just different ways of looking at the same thing and remember hey it's all the same thing because here we are the same thing experiencing itself over and over in many multiple different ways and really if we think about the world in terms of like an energetic paradigm we're just working with I mean everything's got energy behind it right it's either dense energy or it's less dense energy which we can't see you know even lightest energy we understand this through science and theories right everything's energy and and when we push a chair we are manipulating energy across the room and when we think of thoughts and create a feeling and create a magnetization in our body again also we are working with energy so you know what all we are doing all of the time is manipulating energy and I'd like to give a working definition I think there are many other ways to define magic but I'd like to give a simple working definition of magic as the manipulation or the conscious manipulation of energy for the most part I would like to say that what we do is we shift our inner world so that the outer world right remember the reflection as about so the lowest in so without you are a reflection of the world so we shift the inner world so that the outer world follows suit and so really we are just working with the idea of manipulating energy and the understanding that that energy manipulation needs to happen from within okay from within now you know I just want to run through the very important points all is one so you change the world through changing yourself you change your world through changing yourself okay very important I've said it a million times but I have to keep saying it how do we do that the act of creation is through labeling through words through symbols it's through the stories that we tell okay so words as magic storytelling is magic narratives as magic right those of you who are movie makers and storytellers and drama I wouldn't say drama workers but that's not the correct word but you know what I'm saying or actors right you understand the power and the potency of storytelling even just in terms of being able to inspire someone to see something in themselves to reflect right it's very very powerful I want to take that a little bit further I'd say it's all powerful it's really and of course when we learn to take that upon ourselves when we become the storytellers conscious storytellers we are working magic okay so very very important elements to this form of magic now let's just talk about what is ritual for a moment and of course we can define ritual in many many ways but I'm really talking about sacred ritual here of course there's the ritual of like brushing your teeth every day and that's not really the kind of ritual we're talking about although you could turn that into a magical ritual through your intention right and ritual really really requires a shift in your brain waves right your vibration we can say it in a different way we want to talk more in a psychological way we want to come into beta or beta brainwave state right which you know also like in hypnosis that's what they do so you want to be in a certain vibration you want to be calm you want to be in that state where you can like you know plunge a little bit deeper than the conscious mind where the conscious mind becomes a bit quiet and so you know meditation as magic don't it's meditation as magic okay affirmation as magic right so just cracking open that idea of the things that can make up magic but when we talk about ritual it is a sacred time set aside time you take and there are a number of ways that you can mark that as sacred time right maybe it's you sit in lotus maybe for you you bring some crystals maybe you light some incense okay whatever rituals you have to open space it really doesn't matter what they are what matters is what that symbol means to you right it can be as simple as going three clicks and I've opened sacred space right and this is again the importance of the potency of defining what symbols mean to you right so you just declared to the universe when I sit down in lotus or when I lie down flat on my back and I place my hands over my heart I'm opening sacred space okay so we were talking about a shift in vibration and the use of symbols to get yourself there right and again what those symbols are doesn't matter as much as what you define those symbols to be so of course when we are you know bringing this back to the abundance series which is available here on Insight Timer premium it's eight part meditation series to program you for abundance of all that is delicious and good and I let me actually just take a little moment to just say you know everyone thinks of abundance is like wealth and money in the bank and sure it includes that but abundance is abundance of healing,

Abundance of love,

Abundance of beautiful relationships,

Abundance of beautiful community,

Abundance of joy,

Abundance of expansion,

Abundance of energy right we're talking about all the goodness and you know of course this is a universe of abundance hello universe all that is which is you and so your very birthright is abundance your literal definition is abundance and so that is the energy that we aim to align you with in this meditation series okay and what is more important in accessing this magic is to step into the allowance that you go I allow these symbols these markers so I do use some clicking I use eight clicks at times I use a countdown count out ten you just simply have to allow that to go you know you go after ten I'm gonna be relaxed and I'm gonna be in a state where I can reprogram myself right you're allowing the magic to happen you're allowing those symbols to become potent to become powerful that is all that is needed is granting the permission of course all of those sessions can be repeated as many times as you like they are so powerful and I have used those sessions so much in my own life and honestly I actually created those sessions for myself so I I took a whole I wrote a list of beliefs that I was given as a child that I want to release that I don't want to work with anymore that I want to let go of and of course when I boil it all down it comes comes back to you know abundance mindset and I created these magical rituals for myself and then I realized how powerful they were and I wanted to actually turn them into recordings and to share them with others and you know it took me well it took me almost a year to create those eight meditations I put a lot of energy a lot of time and a lot of magic into them they are a true gift to the collective it is it is true powerful powerful energy but of course the number one important component in order for you to allow that magic to happen is that you have to buy into it you have to buy into it so it doesn't happen without your permission and so you you are the key component in allowing that magic to happen right so let's go back a little bit into thirsty I'm really talking at high speed today I can't believe it's already 48 minutes how many of you can tell this is an absolute passion project of mine okay there were a couple things as well that I forgot to mention here about ritual you know for some people the markers of opening ritual space will be a certain time of the day like maybe there's someone who wakes up at five every day and starts to meditate but then that's a very powerful indicator it can be time right or maybe it's when the Sun rises or maybe it's when the moon rises or maybe it's at my lunch break right sometimes time can be the marker of ritual sometimes a specific space can be the marker of rituals maybe you go to a temple or you go to a specific spot in your house in your room right there are so many ways for you to mark out where ritual is and it's really important for you to acknowledge what that is for you so maybe you know if you do decide to enter into this eight part program which I highly recommend of course and I hope you share with everyone what is my personal definition of my joke I'm Sarah everything cool stop all that is everything is magic you are magic I am magic it's all oh that's my personal definition of course we could unpack them all and that's why it was also important for me to say a working definition because you know it's it's one for us to work with in this session at least beautiful okay so let's just talk a few moments a little bit more on a psychological paradigm let's talk about the conscious versus the subconscious mind and do you know it is well theorized and it is well documented and believed and you know accepted as fact of course we will try and put an idea of fact and you know we have that conversation around truth that what is run by the conscious mind versus what is run by the subconscious mind is 5% versus 95% right and one of my favorite teachers in business but I think he's got quite a nice spiritual aspect to him as well Peter Sage he explains it like this he talks about the subconscious as an elephant and the conscious mind as an ant if you imagine an ant walking up on top the back of an elephant the elephant is walking in this direction and the ant is walking in this direction well you know you're just not going to get anywhere so when we are consciously going I'm gonna change I'm gonna believe in this I'm gonna be that I'm gonna do this right your subconscious is working against you you've been practicing right you've been practicing running those same neural pathways believing in this thing for your entire life and just consciously deciding I'm gonna do this thing is not going it's not gonna actually make a big difference it does it's it's an important step it's an important first step because consciously we're gonna go right we're gonna make this change but it is so important for you to work with the subconscious mind which again you can do through hypnosis meditation subliminal programming NLP there are so many different techniques out there and of course I'm gonna say to you all this one everything's the same it's all the same thing and I call it magic and of course magic you know for for me I I love magic right I I love the whimsical fantastical seeing myself as this powerful sorcerer sorcerer changing things in the world buying into you know the fantasies and of course I'm a dream worker I work with the dream realms I love being in those magical spaces and I see myself in many ways as a witch I always have and I have a lot of ancestry they're also you know magic workers and I've seen how powerful it is in my own life and for me it's fun it's a lot of fun and so I'm gonna recommend the roots of magic right but again I'm gonna say to you it's all the same thing so you know work with what resonates for you if my series doesn't resonate for you by all means take a different route right but do work with the subconscious do work on a deeper level than just your waking life then just your conscious actions and you know it takes it takes a lot of conscious action in the waking conscious mind for that to seep into the subconscious but if we can access take the keys straight and directly into the subconscious it's a much more powerful way to work with energy ti I see a question there can I explain the ant and elephant analogy absolutely did I not explain it well enough so you know if we imagine the elephant the elephant is the subconscious so the idea is that the subconscious rules the direction of your life so you think about the direction that you know the elephant is walking in is the direction of your life right and the elephant is the subconscious and the ant that's crawling on the elephant's back is the conscious mind right subconscious versus conscious mind now if if you can't you know if they're both walking in the same direction for a while and you're like I don't like the direction of my life you know broken unlike my job I don't like I don't like my marriage or my relationships whatever it is and you go I'm gonna consciously change something and so the ant turns around on top of the elephant's back and walks in the opposite direction but the elephant still walking in the same direction because those subconscious beliefs right and a lot of your subconscious beliefs actually come from the age from before the age of 7 it's you know and this is why it's so important what you say to children before the age of 7 as well everything that you say to a child before the age of 7 they're mostly in a hypnotic state hypnagogic state or beta beta mind state where everything just embeds and becomes their truth so you know if I honestly I have this dream to open a school one day and work with kids up to the age of 7 and I just want to plant seeds of success and see if I can just create this like army of like we're gonna change the world kind of kids that's always been a bit of a dream of mine I think maybe when I when I become a mother universe bring me a child in the next five years please when I become a mother I'll probably homeschool and then take on some other children as well and do some kind of experimental programming with the children and we will just make these kids who you know know how to process their emotions know how to deal with trauma are you know feel seen and safe and held and and believe in their power right and are essentially never told that they cannot do something but rather that they want to do something they should question how and yeah yeah I mean I'm sure I'll make mistakes as well and then maybe those kids will improve on on what I create there but yeah it's it's a big dream of mine because yeah pre pre age 7 so you know a lot of a lot of the stuff that's really your life comes from before the age of seven and it's not even your ideas not in your own beliefs he that other people gave you I just wanted to swear that you know a lot of nonsense that you know and cynical adults have fed you and teachers very very sad sad people who also you know they also were told those things as children so there we go you really need to work with the stuff that's below the conscious mind the sub conscious and then of course in magic we can talk about this as fields of energy or we can talk about it as the astral realms and there will be a lot of magic practitioners or shamans or etc etc who may want to argue with me about the definitions and I do understand the difference between these different things but let's just come back to you know creation as an act of separation and the understanding that all is one it is all the same thing it is all the same thing of course we can define it and that is fine too right let's just remember that like it's the great paradox of life right separate brings it back together separate bring back together it's the same thing so let me come back to the stories here yes okay I've talked about that so now I want to talk a little bit about spirit okay and we can talk about spirits as figments of your imagination and as figments of your imagination they are just as powerful as they are if you actually believe in you know like the archangels or spirits that are out there and again it's all just a reflection of you so what is the difference between you made up your spirit guide or your spirit guide chose you as being with you for centuries it's the same thing babes it's the same thing because all of this is creation all of it is created you are a divine creator we are a part of creation and so what does it matter if you create the spirit or receive the spirit same thing same thing right and this is what I was going to say around the blue team of course I have memory of having agreements with certain beings that are a part of the blue team before I was born I was born with a lot of memory I was I you know I received past life memories all the time I have done so since I was a young child it's it is just one of those gifts of this lifetime for me and it happened that way for a reason but I don't feel the need to distinguish the difference between am I tapping into collective memory or were those actually lives that I live because it's all the same thing every single life that has ever been lived is your life too every single life that has ever been lived is your life too right the Archangels exist Jesus exists Buddha exists okay there is a form of magic that works with with entities which are called servitors and this is the conscious creation of spirits and the idea is you create a shape you can give it an image color certain traits form this being this spirit in your mind give it certain let's say functions right you can create consciously a spirit this is what a servitor is you create that shape and then through ritual you empower that spirit now this is the concept the idea that is behind the idea of going to meet your abundance guide now those of you who watch this live today can be more conscious about it because you can sit down and think to yourself what would you like your abundance guide to be like right and because otherwise your imagination is just gonna quickly feed something to you which is perfect as well right your abundance guide is is here to help you on your abundance journey to align you with abundance but those of you who wish to be more conscious in the choosing of how and who that abundance guide is I'm telling you it doesn't matter if you sit down and you draw that abundance guide and you write all about them and then you tap into session one in the abundance series and go on an astral journey essentially or a journey within yourself or a journey in your own mind or your own garden or your own forest whatever resonates for you all the same thing and you meet the guide that you have consciously created and I'm gonna throw this all on its head how do you know that that guy did not create you and plant those seeds of those imaginings inside your mind so that you could dream it and I'm gonna tell you it's the same thing okay we're really bending minds right now but if you didn't get that one it's okay right paradoxes upon paradoxes right so and this is a quick crash course guys I can go much more in-depth about this I've done full courses full five-month courses on this kind of magic you know and I can give you like step by step blah blah blah but you don't even need all of that this these are the basics these are the basics you can go deeper into it but you can also just listen to the abundance series and I'm highly I'm gonna recommend that you take a week with each one except maybe meeting your abundance guide just do that one until you feel like you have a good sense of who your guide is and there are certain ones which I go back to all the time number six the field of abundance that is like my favorite session I even did that one today right I do it all the time all the time number seven oceans of abundance oh love it just oh what a powerful powerful session but they're all powerful and you will you will find the ones that are more necessary for you that you need to come back to some of them may just be like oh okay that's done forever and some of them you'll need to come back to it just depends on what's working for you right there is a lot of power in repetition because repetition helps us also with programming the subconscious right this is why repeating certain affirmations every single day really allows it to see right in okay yes I actually feel like that's everything that I wanted to say today I can't believe I fitted that into an hour so at this point I would love to ask if anyone has comments or questions or anything you'd like me to go a little bit deeper into and yes deeply grateful to the blue team and yeah I've often questioned myself did I just make the blue team up did I just make up the memories did I just make up all of these memories and I'm like oh it's all the same things it's all creation in life isn't it am I just crazy I actually recently had a very interesting conversation with shamanic practitioners and I was talking around like the lines between psychic work and psychosis is a very thin line and their response was actually it's the same realm the difference is can you cope with that space because psychosis is when you go to those spaces and you come back Scott but being able to be a spiritual worker is when you can go into those very strange realms and come back with wisdom like I'm okay right I'm fine and I'm like that's so true that's so true and I've often questioned my own sanity but and I you know sometimes I'll listen to myself from the perspective or the point of view of someone who's a lot more logical and I think to myself yes no that that is one crazy girl crazy crazy person I like my illusions delusions I I have no qualms about the fact that a lot of it is just made up because dollars it's all creation all of it is made up so you all of your figments of my imagination and I love it I love it deepest of love to you all