The Illumination Game Ep.2: What Is Light?

In this episode, Britta dives into what the spiritual concept of 'light' really is, making what can be abstract into a comfortable, tangible reality. The Illumination Game is a channeled guidance system into the innate wisdom and strength of rightness within yourself. I believe in the rightness within all humans. And that we have come here to connect in this strength together, as humanity. Everything you do generates energy, in every moment. You will learn how to understand and work with your energy, the energies of this world and how you relate to it. Once your energy has cleared enough, the light of your soul will fill in and embody into yourself, your life and this world. That’s “The Illumination Game” you have come here to play.

Transcript

Hello everybody and welcome to the Illumination Game.

I am your host,

Britta Dubels,

And today we are already at episode number two.

I'm actually a bit giggly over here today and I was just dancing along with the theme song.

I love that song so much.

One of the oldies but goodies.

So yes,

Episode number two of the Illumination Game.

I'm so excited to be doing this podcast and I've been already getting some really great feedback from people.

Thank you,

Thank you for listening,

Thank you for your support and this is really really really fun and exciting for me too.

So welcome,

Welcome,

Welcome.

After the introduction and the first episode I kind of felt this inspiration coming in that I needed to address the light concept.

What is light?

Because it can seem as this really far away concept that people have no grasp on.

Right?

And so spirituality made easy.

It is about us understanding that we are here to learn to be our light and work with light as the light,

With the light,

For the light.

And again this can be perceived as a very far abstract concept.

But bear with me because as you lean into it more you will begin to find it a very comfortable and comforting concept and also then it will become a reality.

It will become a state of being.

It will really feel like home because that's really what it is.

Right?

So let's talk about what is light?

So light is the essence of all that exists.

Light is the essence of all in existence and everything has its essence in the light.

So otherwise it would cease to exist.

Even darkness has its essence in the light.

It's just simply that dark consciousness is choosing darkness because there's power in darkness.

There's power in greed and manipulation.

It's a powerful force but never ever,

Not even close to how powerful light is because remember again light is at the core,

At the essence of everything.

And so whenever I have done removals,

Whether it will be an entity or sometimes even a possession on people,

I always work with the light and I always convince these entities or these attachments to go back home,

To go back into the light,

Go home.

I convince them and they always listen.

They always do because in the end every consciousness knows that it is light and it will return back home sooner or later.

So the way I always work with it is that I let them know,

Look you can hang out like this and you can live in this state but you know is this really an existence that is nice and honoring and deserving?

Right?

Go home and feel the love and go back to where you will go back to eventually.

And that is the same for us humans.

We are all here to return to home.

We are all here to go inward and eventually live from the inside out because that's what we are here to do.

We're here to live from the inside out.

We're here to be the expression of our light and from this place life becomes really,

Really,

Really fun and really exciting.

And it's an adventure and the ups and the downs and the challenges don't really take away from our happiness or balance or centeredness anymore.

Of course we feel,

We will still feel always while we are in these human bodies.

It's part of the contract.

We're here to feel.

That's hands down never going to change but the experience of the feeling shifts because you are in charge.

You're the creator.

You're the empowered one understanding that everything here in this energetic playground,

In this energetic setup is here to teach you,

Is here for you to work with,

Is here for you to heal and release any further lacks or disempowerments or attachments to the illusion that you can fill it up with even more light and feel even freer and even more empowered and even more in your strength and in your truth and truly living life and choosing your choices from the inside out means that you see very clearly.

And so besides light being a lightness and besides light being a warmth,

It truly is a clarity.

You get to see things for what they are.

And so looking at life,

You get to see very clearly where people are at.

Without judgment,

Judgment is never necessary in order for us to see clearly.

It really truly is the clarity in itself that helps us not take it personally,

That helps us understand and really witness from a place of compassion.

Because whenever somebody,

A person,

Let's say for example,

Causes harm to another being,

Right?

This person is causing harm because this person is disconnected.

This person is causing harm because they are in pain,

They are in emotional wounding,

They are in confusion,

They are stuck in fear,

Right?

So whatever the individual's circumstance is,

You can know very clearly that they are not operating from their light because anybody operating from their light would come from a place of clarity,

Of love,

Of care,

Of compassion,

Of communication,

Of expression,

Of connection.

That's really what light is.

Light makes us operate from our sovereign place that understands,

That gets it.

And so that is what we're going to play with today.

And we're all here to operate from this place of light,

From the inside out.

And we're all here to awaken to ourselves as light.

Now,

Something I do want to touch on quickly is that not every soul that is here on earth right now is meant to awaken and is meant to come into the fullness of their light at the same time.

So it's very important to understand that this planet is still a relatively dense environment.

And obviously,

As we look around,

Right,

We see levels of unconsciousness,

You know,

And so they are levels.

Somebody might have consciousness about nutrition,

Or somebody might have consciousness about environmental issues.

But,

You know,

To really hit all of the levels of consciousness,

Especially with self observation and where one self still needs to illuminate more,

Right?

These are the fine tuning levels that everybody will get to,

Everybody will get to,

But not everybody and every soul is meant to get to at the same time.

And the reason for this is that there is still karma being played out.

Because there is still lots of density here,

We are still able to play out karma.

Karma means we get to experience whatever we have done,

Knowingly or unknowingly to another being in another lifetime or in this lifetime.

So karma sometimes can come back around immediately.

And oftentimes,

We carry a lot of karma.

Karma doesn't necessarily have to be a negative,

It can very well be a positive,

We accumulate good and we accumulate bad or density.

And so,

Just to illuminate that a little bit further,

Imagine yourself as this grand big soul,

You're vast,

Right?

Vast,

Vast,

Vast.

And so you have had all these different incarnations into these different bodies,

You've played human many,

Many,

Many times over.

And you have most likely had lifetimes that were light and where you did good,

But you have had most likely also lifetimes where you weren't so light.

And you did fall prey to fear based patterning of manipulation or greed or envy or control.

All of that has been so normal and really deeply conditioned into the collective consciousness of humanity.

And so it's nothing to feel bad about,

It's nothing to feel ashamed about,

It really is just that.

It's clarity,

It's clarity over how everything is set up and we have all had lifetimes where we've accumulated density,

Negativity,

Things that we need to now pay back for.

And that we need to experience ourselves because that's what karma means.

And so this is still a very popular place to come to and for souls to clear their karma.

And not to go on a tangent here,

But I do,

It's coming to me,

So I have to say it.

If we look at humans that really create a lot of pain and suffering on this planet,

Often times they are creating this pain and suffering for the souls that are meant to experience that because they still need to clear their karma.

And by experiencing the pain and the suffering they clear the karma that they have instilled on other beings in other lifetimes.

If that makes sense.

I hope so.

But let's come back into the here and now of you.

You,

You,

You,

You,

You.

Beautiful,

Perfect,

Illuminated you.

And let's go ahead and let's focus on rightness because rightness is what takes you into your lightness.

And rightness is that inner voice,

That inner knowing,

That inner connection that will never steer you wrong.

Some refer to it as the gut,

The gut instinct.

Some consider it intuition.

Although intuition does extend a little bit further into the realm of more active communication,

A deeper sense of knowing,

A deeper sense of feeling all the time.

Whereas the rightness is kind of like almost like it's built in.

Everybody has it.

Not that not everybody has intuition.

Everybody does.

But it's certainly something that needs to develop more and can be really truly built upon.

Rightness is kind of like the starter kit,

The beginning.

And everybody has the rightness.

Everybody knows their rightness.

Not everybody listens to their rightness.

And somebody may be knowing their rightness but choosing not to listen to it and ignoring it.

And another person may have completely cut off to it.

Simply because they have disconnected from their rightness to such an extent they don't even feel it anymore.

And so everybody to where they're at but you who is listening and with us here and now,

You know your rightness.

And you knowing your rightness is a wonderful thing.

And for you to now commit yourself to your rightness.

And regardless,

Regardless on whether or not that decision may be a tough decision or you know sometimes you may not want to follow that rightness because it seems to be the more challenging path.

That's okay.

Your rightness will never steer you wrong.

Your rightness will take you down the path that is your soul's highest path.

And I strongly encourage you to allow for this rightness to guide you because it's you.

It's not an outside force.

It's not an outside consciousness.

No,

It's 100% you.

And the same with your light.

The light of your soul,

The light of the vastness of your being.

We're not working with anything other than what is you.

Because you are light,

Right?

Your essence is light.

And the highest parts of your soul exist completely in light consciousness and God consciousness,

In oneness consciousness.

It's just that as you track your soul further down into these lower dimensional incarnations such as the human incarnation or experience.

That's where you know there's a lot less light.

And again that's because our souls have accumulated so much energy and so much karma over the lifetimes that we are here to clear it.

And the beautiful news is that we're here and we're able to clear it very easily and very quickly now simply through clarity.

Simply by connecting into your rightness.

Simply by being present to yourself and really beginning to make your rightness your ultimate commitment.

So from here,

I do want to encourage you to kind of take a few breaths.

And go ahead and don't strain it.

Don't put too much pressure on it.

But go ahead and allow yourself to just breathe in a little bit more fully,

A little bit more deeply and definitely a little bit more slowly.

On the inhale as well as on the exhale.

And let that breath become your focus.

And if you're breathing too slowly then you're going to find yourself struggling for air and then go ahead and just adjust it.

And every day and every moment is going to be new and different and every day and every moment you're going to be breathing at a different tempo.

And that's okay.

So go ahead and make that breath comfortable for yourself and slow it down,

Breathe a little deeper,

Fill out into your torso a little more and on the exhale control that exhale.

Smooth,

Slowing it down and just being in charge.

And from here as you are relaxing into your breath,

Go ahead and visualize,

Imagine or make believe that you are opening through the top of your head and you're opening up through what we call the crown chakra.

And so here through your crown chakra,

You are opening into more of your soul,

More of your soul self.

Because remember,

You extend and you open through a spiral that goes higher and higher and wider and wider still,

Right?

You extend into vast,

Vast,

Vast aspects of yourself.

And so by opening and visualizing this,

Imagine,

Make believe if you have to,

There's nothing wrong with that.

It's a muscle and the more you use it,

The more you work it,

The stronger it becomes.

And so as you're still connected to your breath and you're still breathing and you're still allowing that breath to be slowed and deepened and controlled on the in and the exhale.

On the inhale,

Go ahead and let yourself receive in through the top of your head light,

Your light,

The light of your soul.

You're not bringing in anything other than your light.

And go ahead and you can even state out loud to yourself or quietly by yourself,

I allow and receive in only the highest,

Brightest and clearest light from the highest places of my creator and sovereign self.

I'm going to repeat that.

I allow and receive in only the highest,

Brightest and clearest light from the highest places of my creator and sovereign self.

So from here,

As you're still in your breath and you're still breathing slowly and play with it,

Don't stress over it,

Play with it,

Have fun with it.

This is meant to be enjoyable.

And so from here,

Letting that light flow in and letting your breath,

The inhale as well as the exhale now move it in,

Let the breath bring in your light.

And so from here,

Go ahead and visualize this.

Imagine,

Make believe if you have to,

Letting this light move through your head,

Down your neck and your throat,

Into your shoulders,

Filling into and through your arms,

All the way down into the tips of your fingers.

At your own pace and go ahead and let your light now flow in right into and through your torso.

And from here further down through the hips,

Down into your legs,

The front,

The back,

The sides of your thighs,

Through the knees,

Into the shins and the calves.

And from here,

Keep working with your light,

Filling you up.

And I want to just address a couple of possibilities.

So sometimes people feel like or they see or they'd say,

I can't,

I can't get it in.

For some reason,

My light seems to be stuck or it doesn't want to move or it's stuck here or it only moves slightly on one side.

That's okay.

Work with what you've got.

It's a practice.

It's for you to get used to it,

Not to stress over.

It's for you to play with,

Not to worry about.

Right?

So keep breathing.

Let the breath be that motor.

Let the breath be that moving force.

And however your light is able to come in,

Let it come in.

It'll find its way more and more fully,

More and more fully,

Maybe visualize it,

Maybe feel it,

Feel what it feels like,

Feel into it.

Even if it's not flowing fully through your entire body,

Feel into the parts of the light that you are getting a grasp on.

What does it feel like?

What does it look like?

What color is your light?

Play with it and just allow,

Allow and enjoy.

That's all.

If it's not flowing fully and freely,

That's fine.

It will eventually,

The more you play with it,

The more you work with it,

The more it will become normal and your reality.

Oftentimes,

You know,

We are so conditioned to judge and fear the supernatural,

Which really,

You know,

Is just our essence.

It's who we really are.

But,

You know,

People judge and fear things that they can't see things that are,

You know,

Not something we can touch or prove,

Even though we are proving it.

But again,

Spirituality is not something to have to prove.

Whoever is ready will naturally open up to it.

And whoever is ready,

Whoever as a soul is meant to awaken to themselves as light and to themselves as supernatural,

If we want to call it that,

Or a spiritual being,

Then that is what's going to happen and that is what they are going to feel drawn to.

And it's going to start resonating.

It's going to start resonating and feeling right.

That rightness,

Right?

Here we're coming back into the rightness.

It just is and they want more of it.

And so that's probably you because you're here with me.

And even though there may still be that voice in your head that says,

I don't know,

Can we trust this?

I don't know.

Am I doing it right?

I don't know.

I don't think it's working.

It's all good.

Just breathe.

It's normal for the voices for the conscious part of the brain to resist it,

To fight it because the brain cannot understand that the brain doesn't really have much experience with it because we've been so trained and so conditioned to only focus on what we see,

What we can touch.

That's real.

And so it's all backwards.

We have it all backwards.

Good.

So from here,

Keep breathing.

Keep playing with your light.

Let it fill in.

Let it fill into every little cell.

Let it fill into every little muscle.

Let it fill into every organ.

And notice the sensations.

If there are any,

If there aren't any,

That's fine too.

Make believe if you have to remember.

And so if at some point,

And maybe right now,

Some of you are able to get some of your light or all of your light filled into your entire body or just parts of your body.

Once you've moved it through,

Go ahead and let your light flow out through the soles of your feet in form of roots.

And so go ahead and let those roots of yours extend down into the earth.

And imagine that you are this beautiful big tree so grand and root yourself,

Ground yourself,

Right?

You have to be grounded in order to be stable in order for you to be able to work on your balance and your center,

Right?

Your strength.

So go ahead and let your light flow through you if you can,

And out and form of roots and deepen your root system and widen your root system.

Let those roots unfold and take up Mother Earth and letting your light flow through you and also down into Mother Earth.

So here you are supporting Mother Earth with your light.

And keep breathing.

Keep breathing.

Good,

Good,

Good.

So if you have not yet been able to let that light flow through fully again,

Don't worry about it.

It's okay.

Just stay in the practice of it as I continue talking,

Okay?

Good.

So light,

Your light is the goal.

The goal for your being here and the reason of this entire setup.

We're here to embody our light into our personal,

Physical and energetic space,

But then we're also meant to embody it into our lives and extend it into our work and outward further and further as far as we want to.

Really,

There is no limit to your light.

And remember how I addressed the energy space that is called the aura.

So while you're breathing and while you're visualizing your light,

Go ahead and extend your arms one more time to the sides with your arms tucked,

The shoulders tucked into the socket.

And so the space that you're reaching with your fingertips extended,

That's your aura.

And so within your aura,

You have bodies.

Now you probably can't see them.

Maybe you can.

Maybe your sight is still meant to open up.

We'll see.

Not everybody has the same exact gifts.

But so here within your aura,

You have a mental body and you have an emotional body and you have an energetic body.

There are also some higher bodies on the outside,

But we're not going to address them right now.

So this space that you're reaching,

The aura,

That space goes all the way to the sides,

Above your head,

Below your feet.

And so this energy space is not your soul.

This is the space that you are meant to clear.

This is the space that you are meant to work with and that we are going to be addressing with this podcast.

Because remember,

Energy is yours to work with and any density or any lack or any disempowerment or any fear-based patterns that exist within your mental body,

Your emotional body or energetic body,

These are energetic patterns that are easy to shift,

Easy to work with.

It's just energy.

Energy can't be destroyed,

But energy can be shifted and molded and changed.

It's yours to sculpt freely because you are the creator.

You are the one in charge.

This is your energy to work with.

And so as you begin to understand your energy and once you begin to feel it more,

And as we go along with these podcasts,

You will,

Your light is naturally going to fill in to any and all of the patterns that you have addressed and worked with and shifted and got on board and healed.

So this is how you are reaching your light into your energy space.

And so again,

This energy space is yours to work with and it's very sensitive.

So you could have a couple of days of feeling very upset and very angry about something or really disappointed and you could be feeling really blue.

And so that will quite quickly shift your energy.

It'll shift your energy into heaviness.

And so somebody,

Your friend that comes over that is a little sensitive,

They will be able to feel that you're feeling sad or angry because they can just feel it.

We can all feel energy.

And so,

And that's okay.

We're all meant to feel.

Feeling emotions and feeling experiences is a part of the human sign up.

It's a contract.

You can't get around it.

And we're going to get to the emotions because I'm huge on feeling and I'm huge on the emotions.

But let's come back to this energy space.

So,

You know,

And so let's say that you took a few days to,

You know,

Mull it over and to mourn whatever upset you or disappointed you.

And so then your friend says,

Okay,

Come on,

I'm going to take you out and we're going to take a ride and let's go to the ocean.

And so your friend picks you up and takes you out and all of a sudden you're lifting again and your energy is clearing again.

And that is now going to be noticeable and feelable as well.

Right?

So your energy shifts and changes frequently as to how you're feeling,

How you're feeling every day.

But that does not mean that your light is going to move in and out all the time very quickly.

So what I'm trying to say is that as you're working on yourself and you're taking responsibility for yourself and your energy,

As your light fills in and you become more empowered and you see more clearly and you feel more fearlessly,

Your light fills in and you're going to notice the empowerment.

You're going to notice the clarity and the freedom that comes with that.

But that doesn't mean you're not going to have days where you're feeling heavier or upset or disappointed.

But that also then doesn't mean that your light is going to disappear.

That doesn't mean that at all.

So just to put your mind at ease,

Just because you're feeling normal experiences that are a part of being human does not mean you're going to jeopardize your light.

Jeopardizing your light is what happens when you're going against your rightness,

When you're going against what you know is right,

When you're going against this innate deep knowing that is when you're going to jeopardize your light.

And that is when you run the risk at it,

Pulling back again and the energy becoming heavier and denser again.

Ultimately that's how people disconnect.

The more they go against their rightness,

The more they go against their conscience,

The more they go against what is good and harming and hurting others,

That's when they literally disconnect and the light pulls back and their energy becomes denser and heavier and more static and anxious even.

That's also often times when the heart begins to shut down,

The heart chakra,

Which we're going to get to at another time.

And then it's kind of like a ripple effect.

Somebody can go into darkness and some people do that.

Some people go into darkness and they lose themselves.

They can lose themselves for a few months,

Even for years,

But then they can come back as well with the right person,

With the right situation,

With the right thing that they're needed to hear.

And all of a sudden,

Boom,

The wake up call sets in and they're like,

And that's when the light fills in again slowly.

But surely as this person is readjusting,

Realigning themselves into their lightness.

And this lightness is the rightness.

So being and living from this place of lightness and listening and trusting this rightness,

This feeling,

This knowing,

This sensing is going to take you into the unfolding.

It's going to take you into your light.

And so even though we address the auric body,

The space,

The energy that we can all feel,

We've all felt the energy of a person.

And one day we're like,

Oh,

Your energy feels so much better.

Oh,

Your energy feels a lot heavier.

Not that we would say that necessarily,

But we can all feel it.

And so then of course,

Let's focus on the physical body for a moment because the physical body is also energy,

But it is the dense body.

Your physical body is the dance,

Dance,

Dance aspect of your incarnation.

And so the physical body takes longer.

It takes longer to heal.

It takes longer to clear.

The physical body holds so much memory.

Everything,

Every trauma,

Every painful experience that you have had in this lifetime,

Your body remembers.

Your body has stored.

And so oftentimes,

And we're going to get to that as well,

When emotions come up,

You know,

That is oftentimes old memory coming up from within your body that the body has stored.

It's just something in the moment that triggered it,

That woke it,

That opened it.

And but to come back to the body in regard to light.

So your body,

Your physical body is primed to awaken.

Your physical body is already programmed with everything you need,

Everything you need.

Your energetic bodies are going to shift and change.

They're going to be illuminating us to the rate at that you are focusing on it and that you are conscious of yourself.

So the energetic bodies are much easier and faster to shift back and forth and adjust.

But your physical body,

Even though it takes longer,

It really holds the blueprint for your awakening,

Because within every single cell of your body,

Even though it may remember all drama or trauma from the past,

It also holds the possibility for the awakening,

For the healing,

For the freedom,

For the perfect health,

For the perfect joy and happiness,

And truly embracing this life from a place of light and self-realization and relationship with your light.

Because that's the ultimate goal.

The ultimate goal is your relationship with your light.

And your relationship with your light will hopefully and pretty certainly lead into active communication.

You know,

We're going to get to that a little further on.

There is the possibility for you to be communicating with your light,

With light consciousness,

God consciousness,

Higher source consciousness coming in,

Because remember,

Light carries information.

So for you to be getting your own guidance,

Not only from your soul,

But also from higher light coming in,

That is an absolute possibility.

Absolutely.

And that's where one would build on to intuition and then taking it from there.

But so yeah,

You are set up and perfectly ready to be your light.

And one more very important thing I want to address is that light,

Even though it would be great if we could see it,

If we could walk around the streets and walk into a room and know and see,

Oh,

This person is very light or that person is pretty dense,

It would be great if we could see it,

Right?

Make it so easy.

But this is where right now you may probably have to depend on feeling,

On sensing,

On reading energy,

Because that's what we're all doing.

Unconsciously,

We are always reading energy,

The energy of a space,

The energy of a person,

The energy of a possibility.

We're always scanning and reading energy.

And so again,

You know,

This is where you want to start connecting to the feeling and you got to breathe in order to be able to feel and you got to calm and slow down through the use of your breath to feel,

To know about a person and how light are they and can I trust them?

And,

You know,

Remember,

Trust is earned.

It's not given.

Trust is earned.

And so a person could be talking the talk and saying all the right things and all the smart things and things that you resonate with,

Yet it doesn't quite feel right.

Something about that person you just can't put your finger on.

Trust that.

Trust yourself.

If something smells fishy,

It means it's fishy.

Trust yourself always.

If you get a sense,

If you get a feeling,

Don't just follow and trust blindly ever.

You know,

Give yourself time and space to breathe,

To resonate with it.

Don't rush decisions.

Don't rush commitments.

Feel.

Feel into it.

Give it time.

Give it space.

Let people show you how authentic,

How aligned in their lightness,

In their rightness they really are.

Are they really walking their talk?

And again,

Not about judgment,

But it's the clarity that you want to know what you're dealing with,

Who you're dealing with always.

And that doesn't mean they can't be a completely wonderful and great and fun person.

But you have a right and the privilege to make decisions for yourself as to where do you want to be in regard to that information.

Right.

Get it?

Right.

Okay,

Good.

Excellent.

So here we are.

And if you are still breathing,

And if you are still focusing onto your beautiful light flowing through you,

Being you,

Getting used to it,

Being you,

Feeling into it,

Sensing into it,

Maybe moving a little bit further through your body than it was before.

Keep working with it.

Do this.

Do it when you are laying in bed at night or do it when you wake up in the morning.

Play with your breath.

Play with your light.

Let the breath be that wonderful tool that gets your light moving and flowing.

And the more you relax,

The more your light will flow with more ease and grace as you deserve it.

So from here,

Oh,

You know,

Quickly,

Don't let your brain tell you you're going crazy.

Don't let your brain tell you it's not real.

Don't let your brain tell you you can't do it or you'll never get there.

Nope.

This is when you breathe.

You say,

Uh-uh,

Go away thoughts.

Those are illusion based thoughts.

Remember,

Listen to episode number one.

Those are illusion and fear based thoughts.

Those are the thoughts that you don't want to pay any attention to ever because these are the thoughts that are lacking,

That are disempowering,

That are limiting.

Right?

Good.

So,

Yeah,

Well,

Time flies when you're having fun.

I guess it's time to go,

But I'm so looking forward to meeting with you again very soon.

And thank you for being here with me.

Thank you for spending your time with me.

And don't forget to subscribe and share with your loved ones.

And until the next time,

Much love and light to you and yours.

Bye bye.

It's.

Reviews

Outstanding!! If it went a little more slowly, we might be able to use it as a teaching tool in my class,

Thank you for these kind, loving, gentle words, please contonue this series <3