Namaste and thank you for being here and wishing to connect more deeply to the spiritual self and for understanding that in order to connect more deeply with the spiritual self,
We need to understand the world of form,
The world of materialism,
The world of illusions.
When we do not understand living below the veil,
We fall prey and susceptible to the world of illusions.
When we are born to mothers and fathers who are below the veil of consciousness,
They are not connected to their spiritual selves.
We then are raised by the form,
By people who know nothing of conscious realms and worlds that are not of materialism,
Illusions,
And below the veil.
When we are raised by people who are unconscious,
They are living through ego.
There is no understanding of living above the veil or of transcending ego.
And when we are raised by ego-based people,
They cannot help but wound us,
Activate our ego,
The life of ego.
They are our guides and they have unknowingly missed the mark.
In their unawareness,
They have failed to allow us the ability to connect with them,
Their spiritual selves,
And therefore,
As a consequence,
We are unable to connect to our deepest selves.
There is a world of illusion that most people believe in,
The world of form,
The world of unconsciousness,
The world of materialism,
The world of things,
The world of attachments,
The world that is void of presence,
Of awareness,
Of beingness,
Of stillness.
When we have suffered the mother wound and we have been unable to connect deeply to our mothers and our fathers,
When we have been denied maternal bonds,
These magic bonds that fill with love,
That connect us to our deepest selves,
When we have been denied access to the deepest parts of our mother's hearts,
We are unable to connect deeply to our own heart.
This is not our fault.
This is a consequence of the world of illusions,
The world of false selves,
The world of ego,
The world of pain,
The world of unconsciousness.
There is a great gift and an opportunity when we suffer tremendous pain,
When we break down,
When we are forced through suffering to ask why,
We are given an opportunity to go within and to find truth.
There is karmic consequences of unconsciousness.
There are collective consciousnesses that are false,
Ego-based,
Materialistic and unconscious below the veil.
We will be called as we heal,
We will be called to face this programming,
These consequences of centuries and centuries of unconsciousness.
We can learn to observe these patterns,
These thought patterns,
These belief patterns without attaching to them.
We can witness them,
We can allow them,
We can validate them,
We can have empathy for them,
We can express them.
In all of this,
We do not have to attach to,
React to these consequences and these patterns.
As we heal deeply from the mother wound,
We recognize the gaping holes,
We recognize the emotional suffering,
We validate and witness the negative self-talk,
We learn to acknowledge and witness the inner child that did not know it was not their fault,
The connection to mother or father could not be had.
We acknowledge the narrative of our younger selves from our higher self,
We bring the negative narratives to the light,
We shine light upon them,
We expand our awareness,
We expand our consciousness,
We dedicate our lives to acknowledging what has been,
To forgiving what has been,
Into committing ourselves to breaking the cycles of dysfunction.
We no longer attach to negative ideas of self,
We no longer try to push or thrash against what has been,
We accept,
We surrender,
We release,
We validate and we choose to let go.
May you know you are enough,
You have always been enough and forever you shall be enough.
Namaste.