Fake Consciousness

Do you have past trauma, we all do to a certain extent… Here, I open up about some emotions I have been feeling and my thoughts behind them. We will be discussing triggers, trauma, and what I refer to as the darkness behind the door!
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Transcript

Hello,

I've been living a few emotional episodes in my life that drew me to understand a few things about our fear,

Our inner fears.

Namaste also,

It was all connected to children and children are very often bringing us back to our fears from long time ago that we didn't tend,

That we didn't take care at the time and we left it inside and we decided to close the door on them.

So I realize very often when we feel a very strong emotion,

Something that quite sweeps away our well-being and our balance,

It's very often something we left behind in our life and we left behind what I call a door.

Something we closed,

We are closed away from it because we are afraid of it.

We're afraid what is behind the door.

We know we are blocking away a lot of emotions because if we look at them or if we leave these emotions,

We know we are going to be in trouble waters and we are not able to face them.

So what we do,

We put them deep down somewhere in our cell and we close the door.

So whenever you feel something like an anxiety or a very big depression moment,

Some really,

Really big frustration or irritation and you kind of don't want to look at it.

There's a real moment of transcendence in your life that is offered to you by your soul because behind the door where you kept these emotions is quite sacred because it's really who you are that you have kept secret behind the door.

And if you feel that strong emotion,

Why?

Because your life has brought you to live an intense moment and there is no accident at all.

There is never an accident.

It's always,

Always prepared by your soul,

By yourself deep down.

So yourself deep down,

Want to leave something that is going to trigger something that is in you and secretly hidden because it's time to reveal it.

It's time to unleash the power that is behind that door.

So we have been learning all our lives that behind that door it's very frightening.

It's sometimes people call it the darkness,

Darkness of the soul,

Darkness of the human being.

Darkness in your non-conscious mind.

So it's all about something that is quite dark that is not friendly really to you as a conscious human being.

So the more you think about it,

The more you want to escape.

Who wants to go in the dark and face strange creatures?

Really very few people.

So what we do,

We have different reflects.

So we have an experience and then it triggers a fear and it's triggering the fear of the past that you already lived and you don't want to live again.

So the more you do that and you want to escape your fear,

The more you charge the energy of this fear,

The more the door to your inside is getting more important and it's really really keeping far away your memory of what is inside of you.

So it is time to know that behind the door it is not dark at all.

It is not frightening at all.

What is frightening is the fear of your emotion.

And what is it?

It's like when you were young,

You were just afraid to express yourself because you knew that the work of your soul,

You knew that the light of your soul,

That your love,

Your infinite love was not accepted,

Was not allowed,

Was just mocked or just muted.

You were just told to be as everybody is,

To live in a limited way of being.

So whatever your soul wanted to express as any unlimited expression of love and light,

Any gift that was really without boundaries,

Any crazy gift,

Any crazy ideas that you the kid had was not allowed.

At that moment what happened,

You had an emotion,

You were afraid to express it.

But inside yourself there is no fear.

It's not the fear that is inside,

Behind the door.

It's the gift,

It's the light,

It's the power.

The real power of the soul is behind that door.

And the door is made of fear because what you did,

The minute you were not allowed to express,

You created the separation between you and the light that you carry between you and your soul.

This limit became the door I'm talking about.

And each time life was asking you to express your gift or was proposing you,

Was opening an opportunity and you were afraid to express it,

This door was thickening.

The fear was getting real and more real and more real until now as an adult what happens is that this door is so thick that you think that behind the door there is fear.

But actually no,

It's definitely again a matter of being under the influence of a fake consciousness.

It is fake consciousness to tell you that inside is fear,

It's darkness,

It's not light.

This is a fake consciousness and it's really time to embrace your truth.

So when there is anxiety rising in you or depression or any kind of strong emotion that you cannot hold in your heart,

In your mind,

In your activity as a human being,

Know that it is not what you carry inside.

It is something you have fabricated to protect the light that is inside.

So when people say embrace your darkness,

Hello,

Behind the door is not the darkness,

There's nothing to embrace at that level.

If I may say the darkness is that limit you put yourself to your light.

So when you reach that door,

You'd want to transmute that door into an opening.

If you open the door,

You will realize there is nothing dark,

Nothing that will limit you.

It will just offer the power that you are and the light you're going to really shine on the world.

That will bring a lot of joy.

So I really would love you to understand that embracing the darkness in you doesn't mean you're going to go deep down in a cave and find skeletons.

There are no skeletons.

There is only fake consciousness of that.

Right?

There are the doors that you have built and it's just time to embrace that truth and say,

Okay,

I have separated myself from my light because I thought it was not appropriate.

And that has built the fear of being who I am.

So it's very much time to embrace that truth again and open the doors as much as you can.

This will raise the vibration in your whole being.

This will open up the doors to who you are.

And as I'm speaking and as I'm opening some doors of mine,

I will tell you,

Be prepared to be surprised because there is a lot contained inside.

There is a lot that will open also in your life because vibrationally you are changing the energy in yourself and then your life will be transformed and then you will see different mechanics happening around you and in your life.

You know,

Relationship being re-evaluated activities will be different because all along what you have done,

Because you have limited yourself by closing these doors,

You have been complacent with a kind of a life that doesn't suit you deeply,

But suit you as a limited entity that you have fabricated yourself as you were afraid of so many things.

Well so it's very good news,

Very exciting,

Very exciting to know that there is no darkness inside.

No,

There is only light waiting for you,

There is only immense gift.

But at the same time,

The first time you had fear to express yourself,

You're going to face it again.

You were a kid and you were afraid to show your gifts.

You're going to find your gifts,

You're going to find moments of realization and you need to allow yourself to leave them and discover more of who you are.

But this is magnetically grand because you're going to attract to yourself the real life that you're waiting for.

And you know deep down that you're waiting for that.

So don't hesitate,

But remember there is no darkness inside,

Just remember.

Breathe deeply.

And breathe deeply again.

And gently breathe again and extend the breathing.

And allow this gentle energy to surround yourself with the desire to go deep down in your heart and reach the doors to your soul expression,

To your light and to your real power.

Where did you lose your power?

Let it unfold in your imagination.

Go in the vortex of your heart and see all these doors,

Lockets,

Trap,

Cave,

Whatever dark places you have put there in order to hide yourself.

Let all these butterflies fly again.

Visit these fears.

Don't be afraid of the fears.

It is time to really release the fears and the lack of truth,

Lack of respect for who you are.

See all the moments you have been complacent with life,

With people,

With activities that you are not,

Where you are not bringing who you are truly.

You are playing a game to feed the world.

Breathe it in.

Breathe out the lie,

The complacency,

The limitation,

The separation.

And if life is bringing you back to these doors,

Say thank you because it is time for you to become who you are,

Much more grand,

Much more happier,

Much more enjoying the life that you deserve.

Because there are no limits between you and you,

Between you and your soul,

Between you and God,

Between you and the universal energy that you carry right now,

Here and forever.

So please breathe out the strange consciousness that humanity wanted you to admit,

Accept against yourself.

It is time to stop the game.

Amen.

Namaste.

I love you,

You who is inside of me.

I love you,

I hear you,

I breathe through you,

I see through you,

I resonate with you.

I am that I am,

All light indeed.

I behold in me the sacred spirit of God,

Goddess,

And the universal light.

And I am ready to become,

To believe who I am.

Amen.

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