Do you have blocks in your jaw?
When you open your mouth it hurts.
Do your teeth grind?
Do you bite sometimes your teeth?
You might be trying to suppress some anger,
Some rage and you can find a lot of emotional explanation and other audios that I did on each section and doing this audio we are going to explore the different traumas that you might need to look into from your past for you to understand the different patterns that you are repeating in order for you to free yourself from these symptoms as taking the medicine is amazing and as the symptoms are repeating themselves over and over again.
Maybe taking action on changing your belief system,
Changing the way that you react emotionally to the situations and the people that are around you might be a good key for your body to understand that it might need to react differently this time around and to relax more around circumstances of your life that might be challenging and people in your life that you might have a lot of rage towards and you maybe cannot express yourself to express freely your emotions,
Your rage and your frustration.
You might have felt that you are trapped into a situation with an influential person that was having the upper hand on you,
That was dominating you and you couldn't express yourself,
You couldn't express your needs,
You couldn't put the boundaries.
So with whom was it?
Do you still live the same kind of situation with the same person or with other people?
Maybe then you should take action on changing the way that you perceive things and heal that old situation.
Your experience with love in the past has been associated with a fear or trauma as your needs when you were a child were not met.
You faced the lack of time of the other person,
Hostility,
Stress,
Abuse.
So this affects your present time as you might attract similar experiences.
As a result of your communication not being met positively you might feel attacked and then you suppress what you have to say and when you talk you might feel tension,
Anxiety and anger as a result of feeling disempowered.
So for this ask your mom about these emotions during conception period when you were conceived as it might be the root of it.
And because what you were saying was not met positively you might have disconnected from communicating clearly and might have issues with communicating clearly with emotional communication that is neutral instead of being in a blaming type or an angry communication towards others.
You might feel suppressed and for this you might hold whatever you have to say and then when it builds up negatively then you might express yourself through anger.
So you might be met with rejection of others and continue furthermore to suppress whatever you have to say because you have internalized the feeling and the belief system.
Whenever I speak up,
I say something,
It is worse and it is met with rejection.
So I prefer to shut up and not say anything.
So how does it keep you safe to suppress this trauma?
What do you gain from it?
You might want to be accepted by others,
Be included in the clan by taking so many responsibilities.
You might carry a lot of burdens that might have been dumped on you when you were little and you have taken that habit of taking so many responsibilities from that time on that you don't need anymore.
So how does it serve you now as an adult to have so many responsibilities?
Maybe it will be good to work on your feeling of wanting to be accepted,
Wanted to be validated,
Wanted to be approved of or if the other person is the abuser using abuse as a tool,
Wanting to stay safe and out of harm's way.
Maybe your opinions were not approved,
Were not tolerated,
Were not respected.
So maybe this is why you suppress your anger and your expression.
So please learn to express yourself with whatever topic that you like in order for you to take your power back.
Sometimes it is due to a fear of the future and the past.
When you were little you might have felt that you were in insecurity because of whatever could happen in the future.
So you might have developed and kept this belief system.
You might fear the future.
You might fear success.
So you might sabotage yourself whenever some good opportunity happens.
So please look for transgenerational repetition by your family.
Maybe your parents or grandparents had the same behavior of self-sabotaging themselves too and they are repeating it by unconscious loyalty to them.
Because when you grind your teeth then it means that you can't have power over your life and over your circumstances.
So taking the power again and trusting life might be a good key.
You might feel rigid.
You might feel held back by circumstances in your life whenever you want to move forward and when you want to express yourself.
You might feel challenged when you need to express your own boundaries and you have your own inner blocks which might be feeling of guilt or shame or fearing to be attacked or rejection.
So what happened when you were a kid and you said no or expressed a boundary?
Explore your conception stage.
How did react the egg when it was fecundated?
Was there some violence involved or unapproved act?
You can ask your parents about your birth experience as there might be some similarities between the emotions that you have and memories from your birth experience.
Did your parents feel that they were overly controlled and held back by their own parents?
Did your mother experience the same similar emotions and sensations and situations in the birth period?
And meanwhile there was labor.
Was your head squashed and stuck in the birth canal resulting in pressure,
In pain,
In stress,
In the jaw and muscle area?
How did your mother react?
How did she feel it?
How did you feel it?
How do you think that you felt it?
Maybe it is unconsciously there from that period of time.
Maybe it is due in the past after your birth of a lack of attention from your mother and how it made you feel.
It may be due to a reaction of something that you had to let go that was valuable and important to you,
Like not having a fair chance for you to defend your feelings and actions or give your opinion on situations on your own life.
And it may be due to an ancestral trauma,
A frustration of your grandparents related to not being able to bring a strong message to an abuser or opponent and you are taking this same situation in order to live it and to succeed in it,
In this incarnation.
So maybe your ancestors,
Your grandparents,
Your parents might still be dwelling over what they could have said,
What they could have done differently in order to assert themselves.
And you are living this in order for you to honor them and do things differently this time.
This is the end of this audio.
Did it resonate with you?
Please share in the comment section about your experience with it and what you would like to put in place in order for you to release whatever blocks you and whatever allows the symptoms to stay in your body.
There are other audios that you can listen to that are in the same topic and I wish you an amazing day.
