A breathing anchor for your wandering mind.
Welcome to time for healing.
This time is just for you.
As you relax,
Allow your body to become heavy,
And if you'd like,
Let your eyes close gently.
Listen only when you are able to completely focus on yourself.
My guidance will assume you're sitting,
But adapt the instructions to whatever posture you've chosen.
Sitting with your back upright,
Get relaxed with your spine following its natural curves.
See if you can establish a position that feels dignified,
Alert,
And yet relaxed.
And allow your body to settle,
To rest down into gravity,
Letting it be supported by the floor beneath you,
And gently close your eyes if that's comfortable.
This will help your awareness settle by lessening external distractions.
Gradually,
Allow your awareness to gather around the sensations of the breath in your body.
Where do you feel the breath most strongly?
Be curious about your actual experience letting go of what you think should be happening,
And being with your experience without judgment.
Now,
Very gently,
Rest your awareness within the whole torso.
Can you feel your belly swelling on the in-breath and subsiding on the out-breath?
Can you feel any movement and sensations with the breath in the sides and back of the body?
Gradually,
Inhabit your body a little more deeply with a sense of kindly curiosity toward whatever you're experiencing as you breathe.
Remember to be accepting of whatever's happening.
See if you can cultivate a precise awareness of the sensations and movement of the breath in the body as they happen.
Moment by moment,
Being careful not to strain.
Allow your awareness to be utterly receptive as it rests upon the natural movement of the breath in the body.
Allow the breath to be saturated with kindliness as it rocks and cradles the body,
Soothing any stress,
Pain,
Or discomfort.
You may feel now become aware of any thoughts and emotions.
Remember that mindfulness isn't about having a blank mind.
It's normal to think.
Mindfulness is the training whereby you cultivate awareness of what is actually happening physically,
Mentally,
And emotionally.
So you can gradually change your perspective and feel you have more choice in how you relate to life.
Can you look at your thoughts and emotions rather than from them?
Can you be aware of what you're thinking and feeling without either blocking experience or getting overwhelmed by it?
And remember,
Thoughts are not facts,
Even though we all have them.
Facts,
Even though we often think that they are.
As you develop perspective on your thoughts and emotions,
Including undermining ones,
Can you let go of being so caught up in them?
Notice how they're continually changing one moment to the next,
Exactly the same way your breath is always changing.
Your thoughts and emotions are not as fixed,
As solid,
As perhaps you thought.
Use awareness of the moment and sensations of the breath in your body as an anchor for the mind over and over again.
Follow the breath all the way in and all the way out.
Each time your awareness wanders,
As it will,
Simply note this and return to the breathing anchor time after time after time,
Moment by moment,
Making sure you're very kind and patient with yourself,
Even if you have to start again a hundred times.
It's okay.
This is what the training is all about.
And remember that each time you notice you've wandered is a magic moment of awareness,
A moment where you've woken up from a distraction,
A moment of choice.
So when you catch yourself having wandered off,
You're succeeding in the practice,
Just as you're succeeding when you manage to stay with the breath.
What's happening now?
What are you thinking?
Just note this and guide your awareness back to the sensation of the breath in the body over and over again.
And now gently begin to bring the breathing anchor practice to a close.
As you return to the outer world,
You will remain relaxed and your inner mind will process what you heard.
You are feeling more alert.
You are now ready to resume your day.
You are feeling good about taking this time for healing.
This time just for you.
