It Just Doesn't Matter

Now drop what is in your mind. Let go of all that you were taught. Allow the slate to be wiped clean, so to speak. Allow yourself to go deeper into the void, the nothingness. What would life be like for you if you surrender your need to be in control? If you simply believed at the deepest part of you that all would evolve as it was meant to? It would require absolute faith in Divine guidance. It is very difficult to trust that which the mind does not know.

Transcript

It just doesn't matter.

Yes,

We are here.

We are here for you now and forever.

Take a deep breath,

Release,

Let go,

And surrender.

For we wish to speak to that part of you that feels us deeply,

That part of you that knows.

Yes,

Knows all.

As the mind tries to come up,

Simply acknowledge it,

Then choose to let it go.

Feel the nothingness when the mind is still.

Be at ease when you enter the place of stillness.

As we have told you many times,

Great wisdom resides in the stillness,

Just beyond the nothingness.

Again,

A deep breath.

When nothing comes,

Be still.

Be okay when nothing comes.

The life you seek is available to you,

But you must learn the nuances of how human creation works.

It does not work the way so many of you were told,

That by pushing forward,

By driving forward with great determination,

You will succeed.

It is not effort that creates,

It is feelings.

But we have told you that many times before.

Now drop what is in your mind and begin again.

Let go of all that you were taught.

Allow the slate to be wiped clean,

So to speak.

Allow yourself to go deeper into the void,

The nothingness.

What would life be like for you if you surrendered your need to be in control?

If you simply believed at the deepest part of you,

That all would evolve as it was meant to.

It would require absolute faith in divine guidance.

That is very difficult for you,

Because by incarnating in human form,

You were separated from that which we ask you to trust.

It is very difficult to trust that which the mind does not know,

And the mind does not know us.

For we are beyond the comprehension of your mind.

We exist only in that part of you,

That feels,

That senses.

We exist in the nothingness.

And so unless you are willing to trust that which you cannot see and cannot totally understand,

You will not truly know us.

Now of course you can live a very fulfilling life on planet earth without knowing or connecting to us,

But if you choose more,

If you choose to understand life beyond your humanness,

It will require an absolute trust that can rarely be achieved in human form.

For you must trust,

You must believe in what you are unable to know.

And we realize that knowing what something is and how it operates is very important to the human mind.

But the knowing we are speaking of is not a logical intellectual knowing.

No,

The knowing we are referring to is deep within your essence and has nothing to do with the mind.

So you can see that by asking you to trust something you cannot know,

It will be very difficult for the mind.

That is why we suggest you practice feeling more comfortable releasing the mind,

Allowing yourself to come from no mind,

Allowing yourself to be more comfortable being fed one tiny tidbit at a time.

Allow yourself to feel the discomfort of being in the place of nothing,

Of not knowing.

Sit there for a moment or longer.

Allow yourself to sit in your discomfort in the midst of nothingness.

Feel the nothingness deeply and when the mind tells you enough,

It's time to leave,

Stay there a bit longer.

Shā'una ke tā i ona bata runa pe,

Ke ona se.

Go to the edge,

Don't look back and don't look forward.

Just stand at the edge,

Being content,

Not afraid,

Not taking a step,

Just being on the edge,

Just being.

No thinking,

No doing,

No imagining,

No anticipation,

Just being on the edge in stillness,

Trusting that you are in the right place.

You are shrouded in darkness on the edge,

You don't know where you are and you don't know where you are going.

Now take a deep breath and feel the intensity of just being on the edge.

You have surrendered to all that is human and you stand content on the edge of what you do not know or cannot fathom.

As you let go of the fear and all the other feelings that pour through you,

There is something that begins to come over you,

A feeling you are not familiar with in human form,

Is this what people describe when having a near-death experience?

You don't know where you are,

You don't know who you are,

Are you form or formless or are you both?

But slowly a strong sense washes over you,

A sense that it doesn't really matter,

Nothing really matters,

Where you are,

Who you are,

Where you are going,

All melts away.

You begin to feel reassured that all is okay,

Actually much better than okay,

All is wonderful,

All is blissful,

A strong tingling comes over you,

The darkness of being on the edge has disappeared and been replaced with a strong light.

The light is so bright you cannot see anything,

You cannot see your form,

Your body,

You are there but the form of you is not.

There is a sound,

A powerful sound reverberating all around you,

You can feel the sound,

It's pulsing strongly,

It is as if a thousand orchestras were playing at the same time,

Totally in harmony with each other.

The light gets stronger and you begin to sense colors,

You cannot distinguish the colors,

They are coming and going so quickly.

The colors too have a very strong vibration,

Like nothing you have ever experienced.

The sound and the colored lights all moving so quickly,

Pulsing,

Vibrating,

Moving so fast,

It is as if they were still,

Movement and stillness all at once and then a very strong feeling,

Something you have never experienced in human form comes over you.

Could this be unconditional love?

You don't know,

It feels so much more than any word could describe,

Is it bliss,

Peace,

Tranquility,

Harmony?

No,

It is more,

Much more,

It continues to grow in amplitude and strength.

How could something so powerful grow?

How could it get bigger?

Maybe it isn't,

It just seems like it is and then the powerful sounds,

The vibrant colors,

The feeling of,

Well you are not sure how to describe the feeling,

All come together as one.

There is no distinction between the sound,

The colored light and the feeling,

They are not separate things,

They are one and you are part of this oneness.

No,

You are not part of it,

You are the oneness and suddenly it all makes sense,

All that you never understood or could not comprehend is clear,

Crystal clear,

There are no questions,

The answers,

The answers to everything are evident and it feels pure and it feels right,

No doubt,

No wondering,

All the answers clear as can be.

But then as quickly as it seemed to begin,

It was over,

You were back on the edge,

You feel your human form,

You sense the darkness all around you,

The fears,

Apprehensions,

The doubt,

The nothingness of standing on the edge are all there again.

Was it all just a dream?

Did you really experience it all?

You can't even really remember what occurred,

Was there light,

Many colors,

Was there sound,

Was there a strong feeling you had never felt before?

Did you really experience anything or were you just standing on the edge the whole time?

You take a deep breath and it all feels okay,

There is a sense of contentment that comes over you,

The need to know what happened simply melts away,

It just doesn't matter,

No it doesn't matter,

In that moment nothing seems to matter and then a faint remembering arises,

A faint familiarity,

A recognizing,

What was it?

Maybe it is this feeling that it just doesn't matter,

That feeling is familiar,

It feels comforting,

How can that be?

How can the feeling that nothing matters be comforting?

That is not humanly possible,

For in human form everything matters,

How could a feeling that nothing matters feel familiar and reassuring?

Maybe you weren't dreaming,

Maybe you did cross over behind the veil,

Maybe you went from form to formless,

But you get the sense that you will never know for sure,

Maybe,

Just maybe,

If your experience was real you will someday remember it more vividly,

Maybe your journey to the beyond will help you in your human sojourn in some way,

Maybe your human life will begin to make more sense,

And if not,

So be it,

Maybe it just doesn't matter.

Reviews

Amazingly well said and informed. Thank you.

Such an important piece of wisdom. I will keep returning to this meditation so that it saturates my experience.

Deserves another listen. Very interesting.

Gracefully gloriously grateful exquisitely sublime soul sibling..
Love,light,infinite intimate intelligence and blissful boundless blessings abound..
Namaste beloved
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Dry stuff but good stuff👍😁. Thnks.. It just doesnt matter.. Im a bit of a controlfreak. Im curious.. Wants 2 know everything. And thats okay, thats me. But sometimes its just better to let things go, to let it just be. 🙏♥️

Love it. Serenity washes over me at times. Thank you for the reminder.