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Meeting The Shadow Saboteur With Love

by Carrie Suwal

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4.9
Type
guided
Activity
Meditation
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Everyone
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Find your center by borrowing the ancient strength of the mountain. In this meditation, you will root your spirit in its unshakable presence, feeling held by the earth as you prepare for a journey within. We will then turn to face the shadow that walks beside you—the inner saboteur or villain archetype, the keeper of your fears. With courage and an open heart, we will offer this hidden part of you not judgment, but understanding. By bathing your shadow in the light of compassion, you invite it home for profound integration. This sacred alchemy loosens the grip of resistance, and we will close with a luminous energy clearing, restoring you to a state of serene clarity. Music: Gavin Luke - Dissipate

MeditationVisualizationGroundingShadow WorkSelf CompassionSelf AcceptanceEnergy ClearingInner StillnessBody ScanMountain VisualizationGrounding TechniqueVillain Archetype ExplorationUnconditional Love VisualizationEnergy Visualization

Transcript

Find a comfortable,

Peaceful spot where you can simply be.

Gently close your eyes,

Or softly lower your gaze.

Take a deep,

Cleansing breath in,

Inviting fresh energy.

And a long,

Slow exhale out,

Releasing anything that feels heavy.

Let's first find our inner stillness.

Imagine before you a majestic mountain.

See its vastness,

Its unshakable presence.

Now feel yourself becoming this mountain.

Your feet,

Your legs are the strong base rooted deep within the earth.

Your spine is the proud,

Unyielding peak reaching towards the sky as your crown extends upwards.

The winds may blow,

Storms may rage all around the mountain,

But the mountain itself remains still,

Grounded and serene.

Allow yourself to embody this mountain stillness.

With each breath,

Feel more rooted,

More stable,

And profoundly calm.

Inhale the strength of the mountain.

Exhale any tension or restlessness.

You are solid,

You are serene,

You are still.

Wonderful.

From this place of mountain stillness,

Allow your consciousness to drift.

We gently turn our awareness inward.

With courage and deep compassion,

We invite an exploration of the villain archetype.

Remember that you are safe and you are held in the field of love and oneness.

Allow your awareness to drift,

Where you or a part of you embodied what might be termed villainous traits,

Perhaps driven by fear,

Misunderstanding,

Or pain.

Aspects you consider your inner villain or saboteur,

Perhaps with sabotaging thoughts,

A critical inner voice,

Or patterns born from fear.

If an experience comes,

Observe it without judgment.

What were the circumstances?

What was the underlying pain or fear that motivated these actions or this persona?

Try to look beyond the actions to the wounded heart beneath.

Can you sense the separation,

The unmet needs,

Or the distorted perceptions?

Spend time witnessing and gaining understanding now.

Wonderful.

Now,

From your current place of wisdom and compassion,

Imagine enveloping the self in a sphere of pure,

Unconditional love and light.

See this light penetrating the fear,

Soothing the pain,

Bringing understanding where there's confusion.

Offer this aspect of yourself the healing it still needs.

Extend this healing light to these parts of yourself.

Acknowledge their presence not as enemies,

But as wounded aspects calling for compassion and integration.

Wonderful.

What gift can come from acknowledging this shadow?

Perhaps it's greater self-acceptance,

A deeper understanding of the human condition,

Or the profound freedom of forgiveness—forgiveness for yourself and others.

Allow any insights or feelings of release to wash over you.

Know that by facing the shadow with love,

We reclaim lost parts of ourselves and step into greater wholeness.

Connect with the gifts of this now.

Now,

Imagine a magnificent source of vibrant,

Luminous energy above you.

As you inhale,

Visualize this brilliant energy flowing effortlessly down into the very crown of your head.

Feeling it gently fill your entire being.

Feel it as a warm,

Comforting light,

Softening your face,

Relaxing your jaw,

Dissolving any tension,

Filling you with positivity.

With each beautiful inhale,

Draw more of this refreshing,

Revitalizing energy into your neck and shoulders,

Letting any stiffness melt away.

Let it flow down your arms,

Through your hands,

All the way to your fingertips,

Perhaps bringing a gentle vibration or sensation here now.

Continue to breathe in this radiant energy,

Allowing it to fill your chest,

Your heart center,

Expanding it with warmth,

Peace,

And a quiet joy as your inner smile begins to form.

Let it flow into your abdomen,

Bringing a sense of deep calm and inner strength.

Feel this energy moving gracefully down your hips into your pelvis,

Awakening radiant acceptance within you.

Moving through your legs,

All the way to the tips of your toes,

Offering you a grounding,

Stable essence.

Your entire body is now filled with this luminous,

Refreshing energy.

You are vibrant,

Alive,

And beautifully renewed,

Sparkling with your own inner light.

Gently now,

Bring your awareness back,

Back to the feeling of the mountain stillness.

Back to your breath,

Back to your physical body.

Be exceptionally kind to yourself today.

This is deep work.

Remember that acknowledging all parts of ourselves is an act of profound love and courage.

Create an absolutely wonderful rest of your day and evening.

Meet your Teacher

Carrie SuwalCanmore, AB, Canada

4.9 (33)

Recent Reviews

Rachel

October 25, 2025

A very grounding and lovely meditation. I loved the mountain reference 🏔️ 🤍

Lis

August 18, 2025

Beautiful... this meditation is very profound and deeply healing. I feel a deep sense of calm and acceptance now. Thank you!

Carole

August 10, 2025

A reminder to be more patient with those parts of myself that still need it. 🙏🌞

Masha

July 28, 2025

Thank you so much for this. I definitely have a lot left to address - but felt quite a lightness in the moment, so will be returning to the track

*+*Ness

July 24, 2025

That was exactly what I needed today. So powerful. Thank you ☺️.

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