I've been away from most new releases of late, needing to rely upon old tried and true practices to see me through some turbulent patches. It is 1:15 am right now, and getting ready to sleep, I was feeling a bit homesick. Today, you see, is my birthday, and though there is a family Zoom call scheduled, it's not the same as actually being there. I saw you'd put this track out again, so I thought I would kick the new year off with a voice of reason that sounds an awful lot like family. And then I read the description and that your hometown is in SW MN. I hit play on the track, but I admit I was not able to pay much attention as I pondered where in SW MN it could be. Marshall? Cottonwood? Ballaton? Redwood Falls? Starbuck? Mineota? Dawson? Clarkfield? Perhaps near Garvin Park or down by Jasper? Benson? Lac qui Parle? Even Big Bend maybe? Pure speculation, I suppose.
I had first thought of sugar beets when I read the title but quickly discounted that since that's more a Brainerd/Moorhead/Bemidji/NoDak thing - or at least, it seemed that way during all those long trips back to college campus, swerving to dodge sugar beets falling off the back of the trucks ahead of me.
I started off homesick but feel less so now. Memories of my summers on the farm, learning how to pick the sweetest corn for dinner without getting lost in the cornfield, AND how to shuck and de-silk each ear in record time, eating sun-warmed sweet peas right off the vibe when sent out to pick some for dinner, riding out on the trailer and catching the bales of hay as they were bound, then tossing them up to my uncles to stack neatly as we bounced across the stubbled fields in the prairie rose-scented soft summer air....
I heard some of what you said about work as I was lost in my reflections. Your comments about Eddie Van Halen's joy in his work made me think back to the F-M area and my college days, when in the course of discussing Aristotle and Epictetus, the admonition to play the role you were given to act upon the stage that we call life, and play that role to the best of your ability was uttered frequently and in a variety of ways. One classmate said, "So basically it means 'Bloom where you are planted?'" Not exactly, no. But a good start.
It is no secret to those around me that my work of late has been somewhat troublesome for me for a variety of reasons. I was very much considering what my other options might be, in fact, and I have taken steps to improve my situation already in other areas...but work remains pretty much the same, alas.
So I listened to this HoH. It sounded like something my grandfather would holler at me over his shoulder as he drove the tractor, or after shooing me and my cousins away from the combines as they chugged on site and into place. It helped with renewing my sense of connection to my family, but also -perhaps more important at this specific point I'm time - it helped me step back and consider what joy my work used to bring to me, and when/why/how it disappeared. As well as ways to get it back.
I may not be tossing bales or shucking corn, drying the cobs, or tending to the harvesting of the garden goods these days, but I can still find ways to bring back the sweetness into my work.
Only now I'm fantasizing about a hot, freshly boiled ear of corn, rolled in butter, eating blissfully as melted butter dribbles down my chin. I might find some at the store to have with my birthday meal, but I doubt it. My favorite Icelandic pancakes are the star of the brunch anyway (if my husband and kid can locate the cast iron griddle to make them without my mother hovering over them to supervise, that is - she told me to pass word that she'll be available for calling or texting or whatever in case they run into difficulties).
So nothing seriously profound here today, except gratitude from the bottom of my heart for the reminder of making my work sweeter to me personally, but also for that almost visceral level trip into my childhood memories. What a wonderful gift! Thank you so much for sharing this, Betsy.
I see you and the light within you, always. Be well. 🤲🏻❤️🤲🏻
EDIT: Cobber '96 here, Betsy, with an extended minor in Philosophy. 😁
My parents and brother are also Cobbers, '70, '71, and '01. 🌽❤️
Grandparents and others on Mom's side have been in/around Cottonwood for decades. I do a lot of genealogy down in that corner and also in certain areas of IA and WI. 🥰