Healing Your Family Imprint Through Source Connection

This talk was originally part of a live session we shared together in a group. I created this audio experience for you to return to anytime.
It starts with a grouding practice and a talk on family relationships, ancestral imprints, and soul contracts. All seen from the perspective of Your Higher Consciousness and Source.
You’ll explore how your earthly family may carry both distortion and divine agreements, and how your healing begins when you shift into higher awareness.
From there, we move into a guided journey to release guilt, confusion, sadness and old loyalty patterns. You’ll connect with your Higher Self, anchor into the energy of Source, and allow unconditional love and forgiveness to flow.
In this energetic transmission you supports your remembrance, you bring compassion and forgiveness in, you heal what blocks you and you give yourself new freedom and truth. And your family will notice the impact as well. Enjoy!

With thanks to Frits Evelein for the music.

Transcript

Hi,

Welcome.

This is a recording after the live session we did together.

And whether you hear this for the first time or you've joined before,

You are so welcome.

In these live sessions,

We create together a space of remembrance,

Of expansion,

And to me,

It feels like coming home.

Coming home to who we truly are and to our connection,

To our source,

To our creative source.

I often share meditations and courses on all kinds of topics,

But they all point in the same direction.

Connection,

Coming home,

Awakening your divine self and learning how to embody that frequency of your true,

Original,

Universal divine being in this human form.

Feel free to follow me if you want to keep receiving this work and walk this path together.

I would love that.

And it's always humbling and magical to come together in real time,

Like in these live sessions.

I feel like there's something sacred about a shared presence.

I'm starting to really enjoy it more and more,

Actually.

And it is expansion for all of us,

Right?

Also for me.

So,

We are in this together.

Thank you for being here,

For your openness,

Your presence,

Your time,

Your energy.

And today's topic is family relationships.

Aha,

Oh boy,

Family.

It is like Eckhart Tolle said,

When you think you are enlightened,

Well,

Stay with your family for two weeks and then think again.

Why is that?

Because those relationships trigger so much of our old,

Early childhood programming,

Where most of the human conditioning and programming and trauma is installed.

Well,

As always,

I'd like to take a step back first,

To open up to a bigger perspective.

And from there,

We will look at what's really happening in these relationships,

What's blocking us,

And we will end with a deep healing meditation to reconnect,

Reframe,

And release what no longer serves.

So here's the flow for this session.

We start with a short check-in and grounding practice.

Then I'd love to take you along in a talk and transmission around family,

Soul contracts,

And source.

And we wrap it up with a deep healing meditation to reconnect with your divine self and to release the odd frequencies from your system in relationship to your human family.

It's all about forgiveness.

But first,

Let's start by arriving in the body.

Please take a few slow breaths.

And again,

A deep breath in,

Into your nose.

And exhale through your mouth.

And just relax.

And then just focus your awareness on your feet.

And can you feel your feet on the floor?

Can you feel the energy moving through your feet?

How do they feel?

Don't have to change anything about it.

Just stay there for a moment.

Yeah.

Are all your toes still there?

Can you wiggle them?

Yeah.

Just say hi to your feet.

Then bring your attention up through your ankles,

Through your shins and calves,

Your knees.

Just feel what the energy is doing as you are there with your awareness.

Can you feel that things start moving again?

Just by paying attention?

Hmm.

Bring it up.

All the way to your hips,

Your pelvis,

Your lower belly.

Please put a hand there on your lower belly.

Maybe you can feel your breath right there.

And as you move up,

Maybe you can put your hands on your heart.

Can you feel the beating of your heart right now?

Just say to yourself,

I am here now.

I'm safe.

I'm alive.

Just soften your eyes,

Soften your face.

And then feel into this question.

What wants to be seen today?

And let the answer just bubble up.

It might be a word,

A color,

A sensation.

Whatever comes is perfect.

Just bring it along in this session.

And please stay in this energy and let these words that I'm about to share just wash over you.

A soul's perspective on family.

Yeah,

Because when we incarnate here on this planet,

On this earth,

We come with a purpose.

You come with a purpose.

It's so much more than just hanging out and having fun on this planet.

It's also about that,

Of course,

But we come with a plan.

We choose a theme,

An area of transformation,

And we make agreements before we come in.

Call it soul contracts with other beings,

With our family and other people,

But family play a big role in our script,

So to speak.

And yes,

You must know,

Earth is a very special place because around 200,

000 years ago,

Something happened here,

A shift into separation consciousness.

The being that ruled the planet wanted to be Source itself,

And it disconnected itself from Source.

It started out as an experiment,

But it got off on a quite painful trajectory.

This planet became unintentionally a place where divine beings could forget who they are,

Could not be able to return home,

Had to stay here in these lower frequencies,

Inherited human beliefs,

Absorbed trauma,

Got lost in fear,

Guilt,

Control,

Shame.

Humanity sank into the lower frequencies.

And indeed,

It took humanity on a trajectory of separation.

The frequency of separation became like a blanket around this earth.

Pretty hard to penetrate,

Pretty hard to escape.

And if you are listening to this now,

If you have attracted this information in your experience,

I am sure,

I am sure that you came in here,

In this human form,

To change this trajectory from within.

From within this earthly reality,

From within yourself,

Because through playing out that story,

That story of separation,

We are able to change it from within.

And that is why you came,

To bring this frequency of home,

Of Source,

Of the original Creator Source at the center of this universe,

From whom earth separated itself.

You came here to become the living memory of it,

In the midst of the chaos that has been created on this planet since that separation occurred.

And in order to do that,

To play out the story of separation and to transform it from within,

You need others,

Right?

So you created a story with other players.

And first and foremost,

They are your human family.

Sometimes your spirit family joins you.

They are beings from the same place as you.

Another planet,

Another star system,

Somewhere else in the universe.

Through those spirit family members you feel such a deep soul resonance.

You are pretty much the same,

So to speak,

The same lineage.

But most of the time you also come in with souls from very different frequencies.

Other planets,

Other star systems,

Other places of this universe.

And you do that,

You choose that,

So you can really feel the contrast.

You can really experience separation.

And then find your way back home.

Because as you do that,

You create a pathway in your own brain and in the collective brain of humanity and this earth.

And as you do it,

Others can also find this pathway much more easily.

And in that sense,

We can also thank every player in our script for creating this with us.

Yet,

Everyone plays a role and some stay on script,

Others go off script.

But I feel,

To me,

It's our task,

Our purpose,

My purpose,

To stay on my own path.

It's our purpose to stay on our own highest path.

And to remember what we really came here to do.

And to not get lost in the noise of other people's stories and distraction.

Because there is so much collective programming within this human consciousness that pulls us away from this higher path.

And it's so confusing because there are these programmings,

Right?

You should take care of your family no matter what.

You must be loyal or you'll be alone.

You need people around you to take care of,

So you'll be taken care of when you get old.

You have to do this for your parents because they're your parents and you owe them something.

You'll regret it if you don't.

What have you?

All fear-based programs.

And because they're fear-based,

You know that they are in this human collective.

They are not what your higher consciousness really feels and thinks.

They are not your truth.

And on top of all these programs,

We inherit deep ancestral trauma.

Deep patterns of absence,

Rejection,

Abandonment,

Judgment,

Separation.

We replay these stories over and over again for generations.

This earthly reality is a hologram.

A hologram of the biggest story of separation from Source,

From our divine essence,

Origin,

Creation.

And it's all about returning to that state of being again.

And our human story,

Our human family,

Is right here to play it out in a hologram,

In a smaller version of the bigger version,

In order for it to heal right here.

We heal the biggest story.

That is why you came.

One of my favorite stories is from Conversations with God by Neil Donald Walsh.

Maybe you know it.

I think I've mentioned it before,

And I probably will do it more.

It's about a little soul that wants to experience forgiveness,

But in the light,

In who we really are,

There's nothing to forgive.

So it chooses to incarnate.

And it's quite confused,

Because you need someone to forgive,

Right,

In order to experience forgiveness.

And then someone else steps up and says,

I love you so much that I want to join you in lowering our frequency so much,

That I will forget who I really am and that I will be able to do something to you so you can learn to forgive me.

But will you do one thing for me?

He asks.

By lowering this frequency so much,

I indeed will forget who I really am.

I have to do that,

Otherwise I can't hurt you so you can't forgive me,

Right?

But if I do,

Will you please remember my divine essence?

Because through your remembrance,

We will be able to return back home.

Looking through the eyes of Source,

To ourselves,

To our own human family.

Remembering who we really are,

And what we're here to do.

So to me,

It feels like this is how it works.

We come here,

We forget.

We have to forget,

Otherwise we can't play the game,

Right?

And then at one point,

We start to remember.

This is where the healing begins.

And our family can stir up so much guilt,

Shame,

Loyalty,

Pain,

Anger,

Grief.

From the highest perspective,

There is nothing to forgive.

It was the script we all agreed upon,

Right?

Like in the Walsh's story.

Yet,

In this human experience,

We need to forgive.

There are no spiritual bypasses.

We really have to go through the pain,

Through the trauma,

To dissolve it.

And let's call it forgiveness,

Or acceptance,

Or transformation,

Or transforming the energy,

What have you.

I call it forgiveness for now,

Because all these things,

What they're doing is dissolving the energy that keeps us stuck.

In the collective programming,

And in this earthly reality of separation.

So it seems to be about forgiving another,

And we do that.

Because they mirror us,

But it is essentially about forgiving ourselves.

I received a message today in which someone said,

When people are sabotaging themselves,

Or they meet their ceiling in their business,

Or in their profits,

Or finances,

Or love relationships,

Whatever.

I always ask them,

Who needs to be forgiven?

I like that question,

And I tuned into it,

And I immediately received the answer.

Myself.

I'm invited to forgive myself.

Can I really,

Really forgive myself for everything I have done,

Or not done?

Said or not said?

Can I forgive myself for having hurt other people?

Or having hurt myself by not listening to my own guidance?

It's a journey I'm on right now.

Yeah,

And it's all energetically.

Because if we don't forgive,

It keeps us stuck.

It keeps us stuck when we hold on ourselves to low.

.

.

It keeps us stuck when we hold on ourselves to these lower frequencies,

Right?

To forgive is to really set ourselves free.

And when you become free,

Free to walk your own true path,

Others are free too.

You no longer act from fear,

Or guilt,

Or duty.

You act from joy,

From clarity,

From truth.

And then you are free to have the relationship with your family the way is right for you.

At the right distance.

Not out of fear,

But out of love for yourself,

For your own path,

And for their own path.

That's what really authenticity and freedom is.

Being free to be on your own path.

Being completely okay with whatever story you played out.

And I shifted my perspective as well to having heard others.

Yeah,

I heard the sentence that we're in a way also holy assholes for each other in these stories.

And I loved it.

Yeah,

That all goes back to that same story of Neil Donald Walsh,

Right?

Takes a lot of love to be a holy asshole.

There's the acceptance and the compassion.

So,

Thank you.

And let's go into meditation,

Into really clear and clean programs,

And shift into this frequency.

Because that is what it is.

You know,

Everything is frequency.

Separation is frequency.

Reunification is a frequency.

Forgiveness is a frequency.

And we can choose it right here,

Right now.

So,

Please join me in this meditation.

And let's ask ourselves.

From this quiet place,

So please close your eyes and take a deep breath in.

And as you exhale,

Again,

Sink into your body and just relax.

And then ask yourself,

Who or what is ready to be forgiven today?

What wants to be seen,

Released,

Set free?

And let's take that with us in this meditation.

So,

Let's begin.

Let's first connect the source to where you came from before you ever incarnated in this human body.

To that place of your origin as a pure,

Radiant being.

Pure,

Pure source energy.

And from that expanded perspective,

You can look at your own human family.

Not from your human survival brain.

No,

From your higher awareness and bigger consciousness.

So,

Please join me in this meditation.

And let's ask ourselves.

From this quiet place,

So please close your eyes and take a deep breath in.

And as you exhale,

Again,

Sink into your body and just relax.

And then ask yourself,

Who or what is ready to be forgiven today?

What wants to be seen,

Released,

Set free?

And let's take that with us in this meditation.

So,

Let's begin.

Let's first connect the source to where you came from before you ever incarnated in this human body.

To that place of your origin as a pure,

Radiant being.

Pure,

Pure source energy.

And from that expanded perspective,

You can look at your own human family.

Not from your human survival brain.

No,

From your higher awareness and bigger consciousness.

So,

Close your eyes for a moment.

And again,

Take a deep breath in.

Deep,

Deep breath into your nose.

And as you exhale,

Relax your eyes,

Your face.

Relax the tension in your jaw,

Your neck,

Your shoulders.

Ask to be very relaxed,

Yet very awake.

And again,

Take a deep breath in.

Deep,

Deep breath into your nose.

And as you exhale,

Quiet your thoughts,

Quiet your mind.

And one more time,

Take a deep breath in.

Deep,

Deep breath.

And as you exhale,

Go to your heart and say,

I ask and intend to create a sacred space.

I ask to let go of all distracting thoughts and energies.

And I ask to connect powerfully to the energy of source and my own higher consciousness.

I ask to raise my vibration.

And I ask to look from a new perspective at my family relationships today.

And to heal what wants to be healed for my highest good and the highest good of all those concerned.

Now,

Just visualize intent.

That from the center of this universe,

A beam of pure source light is coming down.

This light is traveling through space,

Through the cosmos.

Pure white source light,

Which is pure love,

Pure goodness.

Beauty and truth.

Untainted,

Untouched.

There is no separation in this energy.

This is the energy of oneness,

Of deep connectedness.

Of being connected to our source,

Our divine creator,

Our divine parent.

Always loving us,

Holding us,

Supporting us.

This energy is traveling through the center of the galaxy,

All the way to our solar system,

To the earth.

And it's arriving right above your head.

Right where you are right now,

Just ask intent,

Visualize.

That you bring in this energy,

Pure white silver light.

Into the top of this sphere around you,

Your own sacred space.

Pure white light.

But as it enters your space,

It becomes deep purple and royal blue.

Deep purple and royal blue,

So warm.

So comforting.

Every cell,

Every tiny bit of your energy field and your body is being filled with this energy.

Every cell in your body absorbs this pure light.

And every cell in your body calms down.

Ah,

Finally,

Finally.

This energy relaxes every cell,

Relaxes you.

Take a deep breath in,

And as you exhale,

Just visualize,

Imagine that at the edge of your sphere,

A screen appears.

And on this screen,

Your entire human family begins to appear.

Everyone,

Including those you get along with.

And those with whom there is pain or tension.

Just allow it to be.

No need to force anything.

Simply intent.

Simply allow.

Let all the individuals come into your view.

And as they do,

Allow the same royal blue and purple source light to fill their beings.

They also receive this comforting energy.

Take a deep breath in,

And as you exhale,

Just notice how you feel.

Notice what comes up in you when you look at them.

And if sadness or anger arises,

Bring it up and say from your heart,

I ask and intend to release my sadness and anger towards you.

I ask and intend to release all of my confusion about what family really means.

And how we played out our story together.

I ask and intend to let go of all of this confusion,

All of this pain,

This sadness,

The anger,

From every cell in my body,

From my conscious,

Subconscious.

And cellular memory.

Take a deep breath in,

And exhale,

And just purge out all of these energies out of your body,

Out of your energy field.

And then from your heart say,

I ask and intend to release my feelings of betrayal and frustration.

I let go of my need for revenge,

Of all the pain and suffering both given and received.

I ask and intend to release my deep sadness and helplessness for not being able to help you.

And for not having the energy or the courage to assist you in your life.

I now release the guilt I've carried for walking away,

For setting boundaries,

For choosing space.

And I now let go of all the confusion around those boundaries,

Where I end and where you begin.

I now let go,

Once and for all.

Take a deep breath in,

And exhale.

And now just feel,

Intend,

Visualize,

A ball of light forming in your heart center.

Silver and white light,

Pure source energy.

This light holds the vibration of forgiveness and unconditional love.

Wrap your heart in the frequency of forgiveness and unconditional love.

Take a deep breath in,

And as you exhale,

Look at your human family.

The ones you made agreements with before ever incarnating.

To play your roles in this human game.

See them.

Really see them.

Just say,

I see you.

I see you in this human shape.

And I see you beyond the roles,

Beyond the drama.

I remember who you truly are.

I remember who I truly am.

And in this energy,

I now make a decision.

Am I really,

Really ready to forgive my human family?

For anything and everything?

This is not about replaying stories.

This is not about the past.

It is about energy.

This is about choosing to let go of the entire frequency of attachment to the old roles,

To the old drama,

To the human pain.

This is about choosing to let go of the frequency of separation.

I am you.

You are me.

Brave souls that we are coming in,

Playing out this story of separation.

So say from your heart,

I see you.

And yes,

I am ready.

I am ready.

It is okay.

What happened in the past stays in the past.

I am ready to move on.

I am ready.

To let go.

Take a deep breath in.

And as I exhale,

From this ball of light around my heart,

I send out a beam of light.

Silver and white light.

Carrying the vibration of forgiveness and unconditional love.

I let this beam flow towards every member of my human family.

And anyone else I want to include.

My extended family as well.

Everyone who played a part in my script.

I'm not thinking,

I'm just allowing.

I'm allowing this light to do the work for me.

Take a deep breath in.

And as I exhale,

I wrap them in this beam of light.

I let this energy of forgiveness and unconditional love,

Silver and white light fill the sphere around them.

Let it touch them deeply.

And I let this energy soften everything between us.

It is okay.

From my heart,

I say.

I ask and intend to let go.

To let go now,

Once and for all.

Of all the resentment,

All the pain,

All the confusion,

All the mixed feelings.

The guilt,

The stories.

And I ask for total forgiveness.

For everything felt and said.

Unsaid.

For every misunderstanding.

And I ask for this energy.

This frequency.

To transmute all of these experiences now.

I ask for this energy to transmute all the emotional charge connected to every experience we had.

To neutralize it.

It is okay.

It is truly okay.

I let it all go now.

I feel the old frequencies evaporate.

Making space for more of this unconditional love.

And I feel it.

It is a new day.

A new day.

A clean slate.

A new energy.

And I say from my heart.

I move forward now.

You move forward now.

You move forward now.

In love.

In joy.

And in complete self-acceptance.

I walk my own highest path as of now.

And I allow you fully to do the same.

I trust you to have your own guidance.

And that you are guided on your own highest path.

As am I.

You are free.

I am free.

And so it is.

Take a deep breath in.

And as I exhale.

I know it.

I feel it.

This is the energy.

I'm carrying right now.

And I bring it with me.

As of now.

As of today.

In every step of my human path.

And my human adventure.

And so it is.

Take a deep breath in.

And exhale.

Please stay in this energy for as long as you can.

Drink some water.

Enjoy it.

And trust the energy is doing its work for you.

Let it unfold.

Thank you so much for being here.

I'd love to meet you again.

Reviews

Thanks 🙏 this is so true and is exactly how i understand family relationships in this demension after my near death experience I loved your meditation found it extremely healing ❤️‍🩹 and powerful in relation to the guilt I held around my brothers suicide much love ❤️ and gratitude 🙏 for sharing 😇🪄🤍✨💫