The Word Shoppe, Spring: Words, Water, And Wisdom
by Celia Louise
When Lila moves to a new city for university, she never expects a simple invitation to tea from her grandmother to change everything. But tucked inside The Word Shoppe, among gilded books and jars filled with glowing words, Lila embarks on a yearlong journey, one word at a time. Each week, her grandmother presents her with a single word, unlocking hidden wisdom and the magic of language itself. There are moments in life when a single idea changes everything. For me, that moment came when I saw the crystalline patterns of water shaped by words explored by Dr. Masaru Emoto. A single drop, frozen after being blessed with the word love, revealed a perfect, luminous snowflake. Another, exposed to hatred, fractured into chaos. I began to listen to words differently. This story is a result. I believe that word definitions should be written as invitations to the miraculous life we are here to live, in a living dictionary of love.
Transcript
The Word Shop by Celia Louise Spring Chapter 1 The envelope was thick.
Lila turned it over in her hands,
Brushing her thumb over the familiar elegant handwriting that looped across the front.
Her name.
Nothing more.
No return address.
No stamp.
Just Lila.
She had almost missed it,
Tucked between the pages of her favorite poetry book.
How did it get here?
Carefully,
She peeled open the flap and pulled out the single card inside.
Lila,
My dear,
I would love for you to join me for tea at my shop.
There is a word here I believe belongs to you.
With love,
Grandmother.
A word?
She read the note again,
Something inside her stirring like the first flicker of a candle's flame.
Her grandmother's bookshop.
She had been meaning to visit since she arrived in the city,
But time had slipped past her,
Lost in the rush of university,
New routines,
And the quiet loneliness of being somewhere unfamiliar.
But now,
This invitation,
And the way her grandmother had written it,
Like the word was already waiting for her,
As if it had been waiting all along.
She thought that she should feel silly for how much that idea intrigued her.
Instead,
She folded the note carefully and tucked it into her pocket,
As if it might change somehow if she left it out too long.
She would go.
The next afternoon,
Just as the sun began its slow descent into golden evening,
Lila stepped onto a quiet street she had never noticed before.
It curled away from the city's busyness,
Lined with ivy-covered brick buildings that felt like they had stories of their own.
And there,
Nestled between a florist and a café,
Was the word shop.
The windows were fogged just slightly,
The glow inside casting shapes of books and shelves and something else,
Something she couldn't quite name.
Above the door,
An old brass bell swayed in the faintest breeze,
Waiting to chime.
Lila hesitated.
She wasn't sure why.
Then,
Drawing a steady breath,
She reached for the handle and stepped inside.
The bell overhead rang,
Not the sharp tinny kind she expected,
But something softer.
Lower,
Warmer.
It lingered in the air,
Wrapping around her like a melody half-remembered.
And then,
The scent.
Ylang-ylang.
Exotic,
Floral,
Warm.
The same scent her grandmother had worn when Lila was little,
When she would press her face into her shoulder and breathe in the comforting fragrance.
The scent of summer afternoons in her grandmother's sunlit sitting room,
Of whispered bedtime stories and laughter floating like music through open windows.
It wrapped around her now like a memory she hadn't known she was missing.
Lila took a slow breath and stepped deeper into the shop.
The shelves stretched high,
Filled with books of all sizes,
Some worn at the edges,
Others with gilded spines that gleamed in the flickering lamplight.
The air carried a hush,
As if the words inside these books were waiting,
Listening.
There were small shelves with glowing jars of words.
She recalled how her grandmother loved words.
The jars seemed to hum and sparkle,
Dancing reflections on the polished wooden floor.
A counter stood in the middle of the room,
Its surface scattered with scrolls,
Ink bottles,
And tiny glass dishes filled with liquid light.
And there,
At a round wooden table near the window,
Sat her grandmother.
She looked just as Lila remembered,
Her silver-streaked hair falling in soft waves.
Her twinkling green eyes,
Warm and knowing,
Met Lila's with quiet delight.
Two cups of tea were set out,
Waiting.
Between them,
Placed gently on the table,
Was a single ivory card.
A word was written on it.
Her grandmother wrapped her arms around her,
As she had since she was a child.
Her hugs always felt like liquid sunshine.
And Lila rested her head on her grandmother's shoulder,
Basking in her love.
Her grandmother studied Lila for a moment.
Then,
Like it had been no time at all since they last visited,
Asked,
And what have you been learning at university,
My love?
As they sat down,
Lila shared,
Mostly anatomy this term,
Cellular biology,
Physiology,
How the body works.
And tell me,
What is the most interesting thing you have discovered?
Her grandmother smiled.
Lila let out a soft laugh.
Well,
It is that the body is mostly made of water.
Her grandmother lifted her brows.
Seventy percent,
Give or take,
Lila continued.
I thought it was all bones and muscles and organs.
Do you remember our summers at the lake,
Her grandmother asked?
Lila nodded,
Fondly recalling swimming for hours with her sisters and her grandmother.
Do you recall learning how water listens?
Lila did not recall this at all.
Water listens?
Her grandmother nodded,
Stirring her tea slowly.
Water responds.
It remembers.
It carries the imprint of everything it touches.
She lifted her spoon and let a single drop of tea fall into her saucer.
A single word can change its pattern.
Lila watched as the tiny drops spread,
Forming delicate ripples across the surface.
People think words are just sounds,
Her grandmother continued,
But they are shapes,
Too.
Water shows us this.
When you speak to it with love,
It forms delicate,
Intricate patterns,
Beautiful and harmonious.
But if you speak to it with anger or fear.
.
.
She trailed off,
Shaking her head.
Her grandmother set the spoon down gently.
Do you remember how the lake looked under the full moon?
Lila's eyes softened,
Like glass,
Glowing,
Rippling with light.
Exactly.
Water reflects whatever it is near.
The moon,
Your hand,
Your laughter,
Even your thoughts.
It listens and then it mirrors.
The water in your body does the same.
It doesn't argue or resist.
It simply receives the message and shapes itself accordingly.
She tapped her teacup thoughtfully.
But it's more than a mirror,
Lila.
Water remembers.
It's like a living crystal,
Recording the vibration of every word,
Every feeling,
Every story it carries.
And that's why what you say,
To yourself and to others,
Matters more than you know.
Her grandmother watched her quietly,
Waiting,
Letting the moment settle the way a pebble settles to the bottom of a still pond.
Then she spoke again,
Her voice like the hush before dawn.
Now tell me.
Have you learned in your classes what affects the water inside you and how you must care for it?
Lila shook her head slowly.
It's still missing from most medical schools,
Her grandmother said.
But if you are to be a great doctor,
You will heal your patients much faster with this wisdom.
Her grandmother's voice softened,
Steady and sure.
Words,
My dear.
Lila stared at the saucer,
Mesmerized.
It felt familiar,
But she still didn't understand.
Words shape us,
Her grandmother continued.
They're not just something you speak.
They're something you become,
She smiled gently.
Words change everything.
But water,
Water is one of the few things that lets us see their effect.
Lila's breath caught.
What kind of words,
She asked.
Two kinds,
Her grandmother replied.
She placed a hand gently over her heart.
The ones that come from here.
The ones that rise from the deepest part of you.
The wisdom that has always been with you.
The whispers of your heart.
Do you remember when I taught you this?
You were only six.
Lila swallowed and shook her head.
She did not remember.
And the other kind?
Her grandmother tilted her head.
The learned ones.
The ones that don't belong to you.
They chatter in the mind,
Full of what others have said.
What the world has taught you to believe.
These often become louder than the heart's whispers.
Lila thought of the noise in her head.
The lists.
The doubt.
The expectations.
It was always too loud.
But her grandmother was reminding her about something she had long forgotten.
The soft pull she sometimes felt when she stood in stillness.
The way her heart ached,
Not in sadness,
But in longing when she saw something truly beautiful.
The quiet certainty in moments when there is no logic,
Only knowing.
Grandmother slid the ivory card across the table to Lila.
Whisper.
Your heart whispers in a language older than words.
The first language.
The one beneath all others.
As the universe whispers its wisdom,
You remember that you have always known this language.
Whisper,
She murmured,
Looking at the word that was waiting for her.
Grandmother,
What does this mean?
Her grandmother smiled,
Lifting her teacup.
She took a slow sip and set the cup down before speaking,
Her voice gentle,
Sure.
You are swimming in a sea of wisdom,
My love,
And it speaks to you as a whisper.
Turn the word over and you will see what I mean.
Lila turned the ivory card over.
On the other side was a beautiful line drawing.
She knew immediately this was the image of the word whisper in water.
She felt a flicker of remembrance from the stories her grandmother used to tell her as she fell asleep.
A sea of wisdom,
She echoed.
Her grandmother smiled.
Yes.
She set her teacup down.
Wisdom comes from the inside out.
It is the spiritual knowledge that lives deep in your heart,
The gift of your soul.
She lifted her cup of tea,
Inhaling the steam before continuing.
But intellectual knowledge?
That comes from the outside in.
It is what is learned,
Memorized,
Collected,
The gift of your mind.
Lila let the words wash over her,
Inside out,
Outside in.
What happens when we confuse them?
She asked quietly.
Her grandmother smiled,
Tilting her head.
Then we forget to listen to the whispers inside us,
And we start chasing after the noise from outside instead.
Lila exhaled,
Her fingers curling around the teacup.
She thought about school,
About the lectures and the essays,
And the endless pressure to know more,
Learn more,
Prove more.
But this,
This felt different.
Wisdom is not something you collect in books or classrooms,
My dear.
It is something you already carry.
You were very good at seeing this when you were young.
Do you remember?
Her grandmother reached behind her and pulled a small wooden box from the shelf.
Inside were several photographs,
Each tucked between sheets of soft parchment.
She selected two and slid them gently across the table.
This,
She said,
Tapping the first,
Is the crystalline imprint of the word whisper in water.
I took this photo the day you turned six and asked to spend it in my studio with me.
Lila leaned closer.
The image looked like a snowflake spun from starlight.
Delicate,
Symmetrical,
Breathtaking in its quiet grace.
She only vaguely recalled that birthday.
Water remembers,
Her grandmother said softly.
It listens.
When loving,
Gentle words are spoken near it,
The water forms these radiant,
Crystalline shapes.
It's as if it knows how to bloom under kindness.
Then she touched the second image.
And this,
She said,
Her voice quieter,
Is what happens when water receives a word like stupid.
One of your classmates called you stupid the day before,
And you were upset.
Words spoken in judgment,
From yourself or others,
May leave this kind of mark if you believe the words are true.
Lila felt the image within that memory.
The pattern was jagged,
Broken.
There was no beauty in it.
Only distortion,
Like a mirror shattered under pressure.
Her grandmother looked at her and continued.
Every word is an instruction,
A vibration.
And because your body is mostly made of water,
Every word you speak,
Especially to yourself,
Leaves a mark.
It's not just emotion.
It's structure,
Energy made visible.
She placed her hand over Lila's heart.
Speak like your words are painting the inside of your being,
Because they are.
Lila stared at the two images side by side,
One luminous and elegant,
The other fractured and trembling.
Her voice was barely a breath.
Do all words leave marks like this?
Her grandmother smiled as if she'd been waiting for that question.
Every single one.
Even the ones you don't speak aloud.
Words whispered in thought,
Murmured in memory,
Carried in silence.
They all carry energy.
And water responds to energy.
It is the great reflector.
She reached for the teapot and poured a fresh stream into Lila's cup.
The steam curled upward in delicate spirals.
This is why I always bless my tea,
She said,
Tracing her finger gently around the rim of the cup.
A word of love,
A thought of peace,
A whisper of joy.
Water listens.
And when you drink it,
It becomes part of you.
Lila looked at the swirl of steam rising from her cup as if seeing it for the first time.
So if I spoke kindness into my water,
Would it carry kindness into me?
Her grandmother's eyes gleamed.
Exactly.
And not just into your body.
Into your mood,
Your mind,
Your choices,
The way you treat others.
You are not separate from your water,
Dear.
You are water.
She picked up one more photo from the box and handed it to Lila.
This one showed the imprint of the word love.
It was exquisite to look at.
She could feel it too,
As a loving embrace.
She had started to have a faint remembering of that birthday so long ago.
And how the love she felt in her grandmother's studio erased the hurt of being called stupid at school.
Lila let the warmth of the shop,
The scent of ylang-ylang,
And the quiet hum of something unseen settle around her.
Lila looked down at the word on the card again.
Whisper.
It shimmered with new meaning.
A call to tenderness.
A remembering.
Lila didn't say a word.
She just stared,
Her heart swelling with something ancient and shimmering.
She understood why her grandmother had called it a sea of wisdom.
Chapter Two Lila had been waiting for this moment all week.
Between lectures,
Assignments,
And the endless hum of university life,
The thought of returning to the word shop had lingered at the back of her mind,
Like the sweetest secret.
Every time she passed a bookshop window,
The memory of her grandmother's invitation whispered to her.
There is another word waiting for you.
She could still hear her grandmother's words in her mind.
Your heart whispers in a language older than words.
The first language.
The language beneath all others.
That conversation with her grandmother had felt like the morning light spilling softly into a room,
Revealing not something new,
But what had been there all along,
Waiting to be seen.
Now,
As she turned onto the quiet ivy-lined street,
Anticipation bubbled in her chest.
The golden glow of the afternoon sun spilled across the street,
Making the shop's windows glimmer like a portal to another world.
As she pushed the door open,
The brass bell chimed,
And the warm scent of old books wrapped around and embraced her.
On the counter,
A small glass dish swirled with liquid light,
Shifting with the movement of her entrance,
As if it,
Too,
Had been waiting for her arrival.
Her grandmother's eyes were twinkling as she embraced Lila in a warm hug,
And they sat down at the tea table.
The same delicate porcelain teacups rested between them,
Steam curling into the air like a spell being cast.
And there,
Waiting on the wooden table,
Was another ivory card.
Lila's heart gave a small,
Excited flutter.
What word would it be this time?
The ink shimmered in the golden light.
Below the word was a delicate line drawing,
An image formed in water,
Sharing the feeling of the word itself.
Lila reached for it slowly.
As her fingertips brushed the card,
A warmth spread through her chest.
Lila traced her finger over the card,
Mesmerized.
It was different from the first word.
Essence Your essence is always present as the golden thread in Infinity's quiet song.
It is the breath of the universe moving through you,
Showing you how to return to truth.
Whisper had been an invitation.
Essence felt like recognition,
Lila thought.
Essence,
Grandmother began.
Her voice,
Like the first glow of dawn,
Is not something you find nor something you must become.
It is the golden thread woven through you,
The pulse of the Infinite in your very being,
The quiet hum beneath your heartbeat,
The part of you that has existed before names,
Before stories,
Before even time.
It does not waver.
It does not fade.
It is the part of you that remembers,
Even when you forget.
She placed a hand over her heart,
Tapping gently,
As if knocking on the door of the universe itself.
It has always been here,
Waiting.
She reached for the lantern beside her,
Striking a match with a soft hiss.
The flame leapt to life,
Stretching golden light into the quiet spaces,
Sending ripples of shadow dancing across the walls.
And awareness,
She continued,
Tilting the lantern just so,
Watching the glow spill like liquid gold,
Is like this light.
It does not create what it is.
It only reveals.
Awareness is the moment the veil's thin,
When the unseen becomes seen,
When the hidden becomes known.
Without it,
Essence waits,
Patient as the stars resting behind daylight.
But the moment you turn inward,
The moment you surrender to stillness,
The knowing rushes in.
The lantern's glow flickered,
Catching in grandmother's eyes.
And for a moment,
It seemed as if she held all the galaxies within them.
She smiled,
Not as a teacher,
Nor as a keeper of secrets,
But as one who had always known.
The smile of the wind before it carries a whisper.
The smile of the ocean before it kisses the shore.
The smile of a universe that has been waiting just for you to remember.
Her voice lowered,
Curling into the air like a spell,
Like something the stars themselves might have sung.
You are not lost,
Never less than whole.
You are not seeking the light.
You are the light.
And you always have been.
She leaned forward then,
Eyes twinkling,
As if revealing the final thread in a tapestry woven long before time.
Her grandmother reached across the table and placed her hand gently over Lila's.
You listened,
My sweet girl.
Now will you feel?
Lila looked up,
Her brows drawing together.
Feel?
Her grandmother smiled,
Warm and knowing.
Yes,
Close your eyes.
Lila hesitated for a moment but obeyed,
Her lashes fluttering shut.
The familiar sense of the shop surrounded her.
Books,
Ink,
Ylang-ylang.
She could hear the faint creak of the wooden floorboards beneath her chair,
The rhythmic ticking of a clock in the distance.
Tell me,
What is here in this moment,
Before thought arrives?
The question was unusual.
Lila waited,
Trying to grasp something,
But there was nothing to reach for.
Do not search for it,
Her grandmother whispered.
Just notice.
What do you feel?
Lila took a slow breath,
Letting the question settle inside her.
She noticed the warmth of the teacup in her hands,
The slight coolness of the air brushing her skin,
The way her heart beat steadily beneath her ribs.
She noticed something else too,
Something more subtle,
A quiet hum beneath everything,
As if the world was alive,
Gently breathing.
That is your essence,
Lila,
Her grandmother said softly.
Lila opened her eyes.
Essence?
Her grandmother nodded.
Essence is what you are before thought,
Before definition.
It is the knowing within you that does not need proof.
She lifted her teacup,
Inhaling its fragrant steam.
It is the presence beneath the noise,
The feeling before the explanation.
Lila let the words settle into her,
Like sunlight sinking into the earth.
Your body speaks to you,
Her grandmother continued.
Not in words,
But in sensation.
Have you ever felt a pull toward something,
Even when you couldn't explain why?
Or felt resistance,
As if something inside you whispered,
No?
Lila nodded.
Yes,
But I always thought that was just instinct,
Or maybe emotion?
Her grandmother smiled.
It is wisdom,
She tapped the card gently.
Your body's yes and no are as sacred as any whisper.
Your senses are companions to your soul's knowing.
You do not have to search for answers outside of yourself.
You only have to listen.
Lila sat back in her chair,
Staring at the card in front of her.
The inked letters seemed to glow,
As if they carried their own quiet truth.
She thought of all the times she had ignored her own feelings in favor of logic,
All the times she had second-guessed what she knew deep down.
Her grandmother smiled knowingly.
Would you like to play a little game?
Lila smiled slightly.
A game?
A game to help you feel your yes and no,
Her grandmother nodded.
Close your eyes again.
Lila obeyed,
Her breath steadying.
Now,
Think of something you love,
Her grandmother instructed.
Something that makes you feel warm,
Expansive,
Full of joy.
Lila thought of the lake in summer,
Of floating on her back under a golden sky,
Of the sound of laughter and splashing water.
What do you feel in your body,
Her grandmother asked.
Lila's breath deepened.
Lightness,
Warmth,
A kind of buzzing,
But in a good way.
Her grandmother smiled.
That is your yes.
She paused.
Now,
Think of something that doesn't feel good.
Something that makes you feel small or unsettled.
Lila's mind drifted to a time when she had said yes to something she hadn't wanted.
The heaviness in her chest.
The sinking feeling in her stomach.
And now,
Her grandmother asked.
Lila exhaled.
Tightness.
My stomach feels heavy.
My shoulders tense.
Her grandmother nodded.
That is your no.
Lila opened her eyes,
Blinking.
That was so clear.
Her grandmother chuckled.
Your body is always speaking to you,
My love.
But most people are taught to ignore it.
You are not your thoughts,
Nor your roles,
Nor your titles.
You are the breath beneath them.
The being beyond them.
That is essence.
Lila looked down at the card again.
Essence.
She smiled.
So,
I just have to feel?
Her grandmother reached for her teacup,
A twinkle in her eye.
That,
My dear,
Is the beginning of everything.
Lila glanced at the clock above the counter.
She had almost lost track of time.
Her grandmother followed her gaze and smiled knowingly.
Don't worry,
My dear.
The shop will always be here,
Waiting.
As will your next word.
Lila's heart skipped slightly.
Next word?
Her grandmother nodded.
There are 52,
My dear.
One for every week of the year.
Lila blinked,
A slow smile spreading across her face.
A year of words.
A year of remembering,
Her grandmother corrected gently.
A year of rediscovering the magic that has always been inside you.
Lila traced the edge of the ivory card once more.
Anticipation fluttering in her chest.
A year in the word shop.
She had a feeling she would never be the same.
Chapter Three Lila walked with a different kind of energy today.
Her feet moved with a quiet certainty,
As though they knew the way before she did.
The word shop had begun to settle into her like a familiar melody,
Its rhythm weaving itself into the hum of her thoughts even when she was away.
This past week,
She found herself feeling in ways she never had before.
She noticed the way her body responded to things.
A warmth in her chest when she heard a friend's laughter.
A subtle tension in her shoulders when something didn't quite sit right.
It was as if something had shifted.
As if she had begun to tune into something that had always been there.
Waiting.
Lila's steps quickened as she neared the familiar ivy-covered storefront.
The weight of the day slipping away from her shoulders.
Today,
The windows reflected the pale hues of a cloudy sky,
Giving it the look of a hidden sanctuary waiting just for her.
The brass bell chimed,
Its low,
Melodious note blending with the soft rustle of pages turning somewhere inside.
Ylang-ylang.
Warm spices.
And the scent of old parchment curled around her.
And,
As her eyes adjusted,
She noticed a single word glowing softly in one of the glass jars.
Love.
Her grandmother was waiting at their usual table,
Steam curling from their teacups.
And in the center,
Placed with the same quiet reverence as before,
Was another ivory card.
Lila slipped into her seat,
Her fingers tingling as she reached for it.
She turned the card over slowly,
Letting the inked letters reveal themselves.
Spark.
A spark lives within you,
Humming with quiet certainty,
Glowing like a single candle in the dark.
One spark can change a story,
Awaken a dream,
And set the whole world alight.
Tell me,
Lila,
What does this word stir in you?
Her grandmother's gaze rested on her.
Lila traced the letters,
Feeling a flicker of something in her chest.
It feels alive.
Her grandmother nodded.
Yes,
A spark is the beginning of something.
It is the language of your soul,
Whispering,
This matters.
A single flicker that holds the potential for more.
Lila looked up,
Curiosity dancing in her eyes.
More of what?
What do you wish for more of?
Her grandmother smiled softly.
Lila hesitated.
The question caught her off guard.
She had been so busy keeping up with university,
With deadlines and expectations,
That she hadn't really wished for anything in a long time.
She exhaled slowly.
I don't know.
Her grandmother reached into her pocket and pulled out a small wooden matchbox.
She slid it across the table.
Let's find out.
Lila's brows furrowed,
But she took it,
Sliding the box open to reveal a row of sturdy wooden matches.
She took one out.
Her grandmother picked up the small glass dish that sat beside their teapot.
A candle rested inside,
Its wick untouched.
Strike the match,
Her grandmother instructed gently.
Lila hesitated,
Then did as she was told.
The flame flared to life,
Small but steady.
Her grandmother gestured toward the candle,
And Lila brought the match forward,
Watching as the wick caught,
The fire transferring with ease.
The flame flickered between them.
Her grandmother leaned back slightly.
You see,
My dear,
A spark is small,
But it carries the potential for something greater.
It does not ask if it is ready,
Nor does it hesitate.
It simply becomes.
Lila stared at the flame,
The quiet heat of it,
The way it moved as though it were alive.
Every passion,
Every idea,
Every great change begins this way.
With a single moment of ignition,
A single flicker of knowing,
Her grandmother continued,
Her voice warm.
Lila swallowed.
How do you know if a spark will turn into something real?
Her grandmother tilted her head.
A single spark does not wonder if it will become a flame.
It simply begins.
Have you ever felt excitement rise in you for something?
Even before you knew why?
Lila nodded slowly.
That is a spark.
Her grandmother smiled.
Something within you catching fire,
Whispering,
This matters.
Lila looked down at the word in her hands,
Spark.
The image on the card beneath it was unlike the others.
It was movement itself,
Lines flowing outward,
Radiating energy,
Like something was just beginning to take shape.
Her grandmother's voice softened.
Tell me,
Lila,
What is sparking in you?
Lila hesitated,
Then let out a small breath of laughter,
Shaking her head.
This is silly,
But when I was little,
I wanted to be an inventor.
Not just any inventor.
I wanted to make things that didn't exist yet.
Magical things.
A book that turned its own pages,
As if it knew when you were ready for the next adventure.
A staircase that hummed a melody beneath your feet,
Composing a song only you could create.
A teacup that never ran out of tea,
Always the perfect temperature,
Always waiting for you like an old friend.
She paused,
Eyes shimmering,
As if catching the faintest trace of a memory,
Or maybe a possibility yet to be.
But more than that,
I wanted to make things that knew you.
A pillow that whispered dreams into your ears when sleep wouldn't come,
Filling the night with wonder instead of worry.
A bandage that didn't just mend skin,
But mended sadness too,
Sealing invisible wounds,
The ones no one else could see.
Her fingers traced invisible shapes in the air.
I imagined a mirror that reflected not just your face,
But your soul,
So you could really talk to yourself.
A wind chime that played the laughter of someone you missed,
Carrying their joy to you on the breeze.
She let out another soft laugh,
Tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear.
But there was a spark in her eyes,
Something unshaken,
Something eternal.
I guess I never wanted to just make things.
I wanted to create things that felt like magic.
Things that didn't just exist,
But understood,
That whispered,
I see you,
I know you,
And I am here for you.
Her grandmother's eyes twinkled.
And why did you stop?
Lila sighed,
I grew up,
I suppose.
It started to feel unrealistic,
Like something a child would dream about.
Not something real.
Her grandmother reached for the matchbox again,
Turning it over in her hands.
But,
My dear,
Everything that exists now was once something that did not.
Every great idea,
Every creation,
Every masterpiece,
Began as a spark in someone's imagination.
Lila bit her lips,
Staring at the candle's flame.
I guess I haven't thought about that in a long time.
Then perhaps it's time to think about it again,
Her grandmother smiled knowingly.
She leaned forward,
Resting her chin on her hand.
You know,
My love,
When I was young,
I had a spark that I almost let go out.
Lila looked up,
Intrigued.
You did?
Her grandmother nodded.
I once dreamed of traveling the world,
Of collecting words from different languages,
Each one carrying its own magic.
But there was a time when I thought it was too big a dream,
Too impractical.
Life had its expectations.
And I nearly convinced myself to stay in the safety of what was known.
Lila furrowed her brow.
So what changed?
A single moment,
A single spark,
Her grandmother smiled,
Her eyes twinkling again.
One day I read a poem about a woman who traveled the world as a word collector,
Gathering forgotten words,
Words that held secrets of the past.
And in that moment,
Something inside me caught fire again.
I knew I had to go.
Lila listened,
Captivated.
And so you did?
Her grandmother chuckled.
I did.
And that,
My love,
Is why the word shop exists today.
Because I followed the spark that whispered,
This matters.
She reached into the folds of her cardigan and pulled out a small,
Time-worn notebook.
And do you know what I found on my journey?
She opened it carefully,
Turning the pages until she landed on one filled with symbols.
This word,
From a tiny village tucked between mountains so high they touched the clouds.
Lila leaned forward,
Her eyes fixated on the unfamiliar marks.
What does it mean?
Her grandmother traced the ink with a reverent touch.
It means,
The light within that cannot be extinguished.
I remember when I heard it for the first time.
Something in me sparked to life.
A knowing,
As if this word had been waiting for me.
Lila stared at the page,
Mesmerized.
And you brought it back here?
Her grandmother nodded.
For you.
For me.
For everyone who steps into this shop searching for something they cannot name.
She reached across the table,
Placing the notebook gently in Lila's hands.
And now,
Lila,
I pass this word to you.
Because I think,
Perhaps,
It has been waiting for you,
Too.
Chapter Four Lila's fingers curled around the small notebook her grandmother had placed in her hands,
Its worn edges carrying the weight of stories she had yet to hear.
The symbol written within it,
The light within that cannot be extinguished,
Still echoed in her mind as she made her way back to the shop the following week.
She had spent days turning those words over and over,
As if they might unlock something inside her.
Had she let her own light dim?
Had she spent so much time following expectations that she had forgotten how to dream?
A familiar thrill of anticipation ran through her as she rounded the corner,
Where a playful breeze danced through the ivy,
Making the shop's sign sway gently as if nodding in welcome.
The door creaked slightly as she stepped closer,
The familiar brass bell chiming with a sound that always felt like an invitation.
Inside,
The air was alive with the scent of fresh flowers and aged books.
But today,
Something else caught her eye,
A delicate mobile of folded paper birds twirling near the window.
Their wings inscribed with tiny handwritten words.
Her grandmother glanced up from where she was setting out their tea.
Welcome back,
My love!
How is university treating you this week?
Have they filled your mind with all sorts of facts and figures?
Lila laughed as she slipped into her chair.
They certainly try.
This week has been all about neural pathways and how the brain processes memory.
It's fascinating,
But also overwhelming.
There's so much we don't understand yet.
Ah,
Science catching up to what wisdom has always known,
Her grandmother smiled knowingly.
That the mind is not the only keeper of memory.
That the body,
The heart,
The very energy we carry all remember.
Lila tilted her head,
Intrigued.
The body remembers?
I mean,
I know about muscle memory,
Reflexes,
Things like that.
But you mean something more,
Don't you?
Her grandmother's eyes sparkled.
Oh,
Much more,
Lila.
Have you ever had a moment where a certain scent takes you right back to a childhood memory?
Or when you hear a song and suddenly you're not just remembering a moment,
You're feeling it again?
Lila nodded slowly.
Yes,
That happens all the time.
Sometimes even places make me feel things,
Even if I don't remember being there before.
Her grandmother tapped the side of her teacup.
Because memory is not just stored in the mind,
But in the heart,
In the cells,
In the very rhythm of your being.
Your body remembers safety.
It remembers love.
And it remembers fear,
Too.
That is why life is not just about what you think.
It is about what you feel.
The wisdom of your body speaks just as loudly as the intellect of your mind,
But in a much different way.
She tapped the notebook Lila had brought with her.
And tell me,
My dear,
Have you given more thought to the word that I placed in your hand last week?
Lila exhaled,
Running her fingers over the cover.
I have.
I've thought about it a lot.
The light within that cannot be extinguished.
It's been lingering in my mind almost as if it's asking me to pay attention to something.
But I don't know what yet,
Her grandmother nodded.
Then perhaps today's word will help.
Lila turned the card over,
Already feeling a tingle of anticipation in her fingertips.
Awaken.
You are luminous.
To awaken is to live in resonance with the universe.
Light sings in your cells.
The ancient rhythm and wisdom of your being.
Remember who you truly are.
Her breath caught slightly,
Something stirring deep inside her.
What does this word tell you?
Her grandmother sipped her tea,
Watching Lila's reaction with quiet delight.
Lila ran her fingers over the inked letters,
Thoughtful.
It feels like a moment right before something changes,
Like an opening,
Her grandmother nodded.
Yes,
Awakening is not about learning something new,
But about seeing something that was always there.
The moment you awaken is the moment you see the world with new eyes,
Though nothing has changed but you.
Lila exhaled,
Staring at the word.
What if,
What if I've been sleeping through something important?
Then you are in the perfect moment,
Because now you are ready.
Her grandmother tilted her head.
And when you turn toward light,
When you allow it,
There is no effort,
No struggle.
Only the softest remembering.
Lila thought of her childhood dreams,
The magical inventions,
The desire to create things that had never existed before.
She had been so sure of them once.
But over the years,
She had learned to be practical,
To choose realistic paths.
Had she mistaken growing up for dimming the starlit truth she once carried so freely?
For quieting her magic just to be accepted?
As if wonder were a language only children were allowed to speak?
Her grandmother set her cup down gently.
Tell me,
My love,
When you were a child,
Did you ever watch the morning light change the sky?
Lila smiled softly.
Yes,
I used to wake up early just to see it.
It felt like magic,
Like the world was being painted in real time.
And did the light rush in all at once?
Her grandmother smiled gently.
Lila shook her head.
No,
It started with a glow,
Then it stretched little by little until the whole sky was awake.
Her grandmother leaned forward.
That is how awakening works,
Too.
It does not usually come as a thunderous command,
Although for some,
That is how it happens.
It arrives gently,
Like dawn creeping over the horizon.
A realization here,
A stirring there,
Until one day you open your eyes and everything looks different.
Lila felt something shift in her chest,
A small,
Quiet knowing.
Her grandmother's gaze grew distant,
As if she was peering into another time.
Would you like to hear a story,
My dear?
Lila's face lit up with a smile.
Always.
Her grandmother took a slow sip of tea before continuing.
When I was a girl,
Maybe six or seven,
I believed the stars were tiny holes in the sky where light leaked through from a secret world beyond.
I used to lie in the grass at night,
Waiting,
Hoping to catch a whisper from the other side.
Lila grinned.
Did you ever hear anything?
Her grandmother smiled,
Eyes twinkling.
Not with my ears,
No.
But one night,
My mother came and lay beside me.
She wrapped her shawl around us both,
Looked up at the sky,
And said,
The stars are not holes,
My love.
They are suns,
Burning with ancient fire.
And you,
You are made of the same light.
That's why you feel them calling.
That's why you glow.
That night,
I learned something precious.
Truth doesn't take away magic.
It amplifies it.
I didn't stop believing in wonder.
I realized I belonged to it.
Her grandmother continued,
Her voice soft as moonlight.
Lila let the words shimmer in her chest.
So,
Awakening is like that?
Not losing the magic,
But remembering it's inside you too?
Exactly,
My darling,
Her grandmother nodded.
Like opening your eyes and seeing what's been shining through you all along.
Lila grew quiet.
When I was little,
I believed the wind carried messages.
I used to close my eyes and try to hear what it was saying.
Her grandmother leaned closer.
And do you still feel something when the wind brushes your cheek?
Lila hesitated,
Then nodded.
I do,
But I don't stop to listen anymore.
Her grandmother reached over and gently took her hand.
The wind stirred outside the window,
Brushing Lila's skin like a secret.
She closed her eyes.
And just for a moment,
She thought she heard it say,
Remember.
Her grandmother squeezed Lila's hand gently.
Perhaps it's time to listen again,
Lila.
Some awakenings happen in an instant.
Others happen slowly over time.
But the magic is always there waiting for us to remember.
The light within you has always been there,
Her grandmother smiled knowingly.
You do not need to create it.
You only need to see it.
Lila looked down at the word in her hand.
Awaken.
For the first time in a long while,
She felt a spark of something she hadn't dared to feel in years.
Belief in the magic of life.
Chapter 5 Lila's mind had been buzzing ever since she left the shop last week.
Awaken had felt like the perfect word.
And yet,
What now?
She had awakened to something,
But what was she supposed to do with it?
That thought trailed her through lectures,
Through late night study sessions,
Through early morning cups of coffee.
It followed her into the quiet corners of her day,
Lingering like a melody she couldn't quite place.
Lila smiled as she stepped onto the quiet street,
The weight of her questions lifting with every step.
The word shop stood waiting,
Its window reflecting the deepening hues of late afternoon sky.
Lila noticed,
On a small wooden table near the entrance,
Her grandmother had placed a single antique magnifying glass atop an open book.
As if inviting someone to look closer.
Her grandmother was already at their table,
Pouring tea.
Lila,
She said,
Looking up with a knowing smile.
I can see the questions swirling in your mind.
Tell me,
What has been stirring in you this week?
Lila exhaled,
Slipping into her chair.
Ever since last week,
I feel like I've been seeing things differently.
I'm noticing moments I would have ignored before,
And the feelings I get when something excites me.
But what do I do with this?
Not everything is meant to be done with,
Her grandmother chuckled.
Some things are meant to be wondered about.
Lila tilted her head.
Wondered about?
Grandmother slid an ivory card toward her.
See for yourself.
Lila picked it up,
Turned it over,
And felt a thrill run through her spine as she read the word.
Curious.
Your curiosity is an invitation whispered by the universe.
Each question you ask stirs creation itself,
Rearranging the unseen.
Lean in.
Wonder more.
The world is waiting to reveal itself to you.
Curious,
Lila whispered,
Rolling the word over her tongue like a question in itself.
Her grandmother sipped her tea.
Tell me,
My dear,
How does this word feel in you?
Lila thought for a moment.
It feels playful,
Light,
Like a door that's only just been cracked open.
Yes,
Curiosity is the spark that keeps the world alive,
Her grandmother nodded.
Curiosity is the portal to the purest form of wisdom.
A curious mind does not demand answers.
It delights in the dance of questions.
Lila traced the word with her fingertips.
I used to be so curious as a child.
I asked so many questions.
I wanted to know how everything worked.
Why the sky changed colors.
Why cats purred.
Why bread smelled different when it was baking than after it cooled.
Her grandmother smiled.
And do you still ask those kinds of questions?
Lila hesitated.
Not really.
I think I started believing I needed to know things instead of wonder about them.
Her grandmother's gaze softened.
Many do.
But wonder is not something you grow out of.
It is something you grow into.
She reached for the teapot and refilled Lila's cup.
Tell me.
Have you ever watched a child discover something for the first time?
Lila nodded.
Yes.
Their whole face lights up like they can't believe what they're seeing.
That,
My love,
Is what it means to be truly alive.
Her grandmother smiled.
Lila stared at the word in her hands.
Curious.
Most people think curiosity is about finding answers.
Her grandmother continued.
But real curiosity is about falling in love with the questions themselves.
Lila furrowed her brow.
How do I ask better questions?
Sometimes I don't even know what to ask.
Yes.
That is where the real magic begins,
Her grandmother added.
Asking better questions is not about getting the right answer.
It's about opening new doors.
Let me show you.
She took a slow sip of her tea and set the cup down.
Instead of asking,
What should I do with my life?
What if you asked,
What excites me today?
Lila blinked.
That feels lighter,
More fun.
Her grandmother nodded.
Or instead of asking,
What if I fail?
Ask,
What might I learn if I try?
Lila smiled.
That makes failure feel less scary.
Exactly,
Her grandmother chuckled.
Instead of demanding certainty,
Ask questions that invite possibility.
Curiosity is not about solving.
It is about expanding.
It is about becoming the scientist of your own life.
The right question can change everything.
Lila let the words settle.
So instead of feeling lost,
I can start by asking,
What fascinates me right now?
Her grandmother tapped the table.
Precisely.
And follow where the answers lead.
Lila looked up.
So I don't have to figure everything out?
Oh my dear,
I hope you don't.
Her grandmother smiled mischievously.
Where would the fun be in that?
Lila laughed,
Shaking her head.
So instead of feeling frustrated that I don't know where my awakening is leading,
I should just stay curious?
Her grandmother lifted her teacup with a wink.
Curiosity is the bridge between knowing and discovering.
Lila let those words settle inside her.
The questions weren't there to be solved.
They were there to be lived.
Her grandmother set down her teacup and leaned back.
A faraway glimmer in her eyes.
Do you know,
My dear,
One of the best questions I ever asked?
Lila leaned forward.
What was it?
I once stood at the edge of the sea,
Staring at the endless horizon,
And asked myself,
What would happen if I followed my curiosity just for the joy of it?
Her grandmother spoke as though offering a secret.
Lila tilted her head.
And what happened?
Her grandmother chuckled.
I boarded a ship the very next day.
No plan,
No itinerary,
Just the promise to follow whatever intrigued me most.
That single question led me to an island where I learned a word that had no direct translation in English.
One that meant the joy of discovering something you were never looking for.
That word changed the way I see the world forever.
Lila's eyes widened.
What was the word?
Her grandmother's smile deepened.
I wrote it down for you,
Lila.
It's somewhere in the shop,
Waiting for you to find it.
But you see,
The magic was never just in the answer.
It was in the journey to uncover it.
Lila sat back,
Absorbing this.
So the right questions don't just lead to answers.
They lead to adventures.
Exactly,
Her grandmother beamed.
So tell me,
What question is waiting inside you right now?
Lila hesitated,
Then let out a small breath of laughter.
You always seem to know the right questions to ask.
Please tell me another story about a question you asked.
Her grandmother's eyes sparkled as she leaned back in her chair.
Oh,
My love,
When I was a young girl,
I used to visit a little bookshop on the corner of my street.
It was run by a man with the kindest eyes and the most fascinating collection of books.
One day,
I found an old leather-bound book with no title,
Just a small embossed symbol on the front.
It was wrapped in cellophane to protect it,
And I knew the wrapped books were special.
I picked it up.
I turned it over in my hands and asked,
What is this book about?
She chuckled.
The shopkeeper looked at me with a knowing smile and said,
That is a question only you can answer.
I almost put it back,
But something inside me had to know,
So I bought it.
And do you know what happened?
Lila shook her head,
Eyes wide.
What?
That book led me to a world of words I had never imagined.
Her grandmother's smile softened.
Inside was a collection of the favorite words of the children of a family who traveled all over the world.
Each word was in a different language and had a story about the adventures the word took them on.
It was magic.
It opened a dream for me of traveling the world,
Of collecting and sharing words and books.
And that single question led me on the journey that eventually became the word shop.
Lila's mouth parted slightly.
So if you had not asked the question,
None of this might exist?
Her grandmother nodded.
Curiosity is the root of every great adventure.
A question ignored is a door left closed.
And sometimes the simplest ones hold the greatest magic.
Lila hesitated,
The weight of the moment pressing gently against her thoughts.
She had so many questions swirling inside her,
But which one truly mattered?
She took a slow breath,
Then straightened in her chair.
How do I know when a question is the right one?
Her grandmother's smile widened.
Ah,
My dear,
That is a question worth asking.
The right question feels like a door unlocking,
Not a wall closing in.
It sparks something inside you,
Excitement,
Wonder,
Maybe even a little fear.
But most of all,
It makes you want to keep asking more.
Lila exhaled.
So it's not about having the perfect question,
But about finding the ones that open new paths?
Yes,
Her grandmother nodded.
The best questions are the ones that don't demand a single answer,
But invite you deeper into discovery.
They stir something in your heart,
Something that whispers,
This matters.
She stood,
Arms opening to the word shop,
And continued,
Ask and the world will shift.
Ask and paths will form where none existed before.
Ask and something unseen,
Something magnificent will rise to meet you.
The universe is listening.
It has been waiting,
Not for someone else,
For you,
Waiting for you,
Wondering,
What will you ask next?
Her voice softened,
As if sharing a secret from the stars.
And in the space before the answer arrives,
Listen closely,
For something ancient and vast is leaning in,
Something you cannot yet name,
But have always known.
And it too is asking,
Asking for you.
Lila watched her grandmother,
Whose words shimmered around her like a path being lit one firefly at a time.
In the hush of that sacred moment,
Between the seen and the unseen,
Between the question and the becoming,
Something stirs,
A whisper,
A knowing,
A nudge that asks not for certainty first,
But for openness,
For a single step.
You feel it.
The question becomes a compass.
Curiosity becomes clarity.
And then,
Like the quiet rise of dawn,
Clarity becomes certainty.
You were never merely asking a question.
You were always calling something home.
And home is not just a place.
It's a direction only your soul recognizes.
And so you breathe,
You listen,
You step,
Not because you are ready,
But because you remember.
The light spills from you,
Effortless and overflowing,
Each breath,
Each choice,
Each certainty born from wonder.
And in the great golden hush of that moment,
The universe itself smiles in recognition of you.
Grandmother glowed as she looked at Lila.
Lila traced her finger over the word curious,
Feeling the pulse of something ancient and true,
Whispering again.
You were never merely asking a question.
You were always calling something home.
Chapter Six Lila's steps felt lighter as she approached the word shop.
The ivy had grown slightly fuller since last week,
Creeping further along the brick wall,
As if even nature wished to embrace the shop.
The conversations with her grandmother were beginning to take root inside her,
Unfolding like petals in the warmth of spring.
Curiosity had led her deeper into wonder,
And now a quiet anticipation hummed in her chest.
She was beginning to trust that each visit would bring her something she didn't even know she was searching for.
Lila paused before the door,
Her fingers grazing the smooth brass handle before stepping inside.
The bell above the door let out its familiar chime,
And with it the scent of ylang-ylang and well-loved books.
But today her attention was drawn to something new,
A collection of pressed flowers resting inside an open dictionary,
As though capturing the forgotten language of blooms.
Her grandmother was already seated at their usual table,
The teapot steaming gently between them.
Another ivory card waited beside it.
Lila smiled as she slipped into her chair.
I feel like I'm beginning to see the world differently,
She admitted,
Wrapping her hands around the warmth of her cup.
But it's not just that,
I feel different inside,
Like something is waking up that I didn't even know had been asleep.
That is the beauty of wonder,
Her grandmother nodded knowingly.
It does not force,
It does not push,
It simply opens.
Lila,
Deeply curious about what word could be next,
Reached for the ivory card.
Inspire.
Inspiration is the invisible current moving through the world since time began,
The twinkle behind the eyes of one who dares to dream.
Breathe it in,
Let it move you.
She inhaled softly,
Feeling the word settle into her lungs.
Inspire,
She whispered,
Tasting its meaning as if it were something sacred.
Tell me,
What does this word stir within you?
Her grandmother asked.
Lila thought for a moment.
It feels like movement,
Like something flowing through me and out into the world.
It's not just about feeling something,
It's about sharing it.
Yes,
The root of inspire means to breathe into.
It is life-giving,
Her grandmother smiled.
When you are truly inspired,
It is not something you own,
It is something that moves through you,
Like wind stirring the leaves,
Like the tide rushing to meet the shore.
Lila traced the edges of the card with her fingertips.
So inspiration isn't about trying to make something happen,
It's about letting something move through you.
She hesitated,
Then added,
In my anatomy class,
We just studied the respiratory system.
The word inspire,
It's connected to breath,
Isn't it?
When we inhale,
We literally inspire air into our lungs.
Yes,
My love,
Her grandmother's smile sparkled.
Just as breath gives life to the body,
Inspiration gives life to the soul.
Without breath,
The body cannot thrive.
Without inspiration,
The spirit cannot fully awaken.
Inspiration is an invitation,
A whisper from the universe saying,
Let me flow through you.
You are never without inspiration.
It lives in every moment you choose to see.
Lila exhaled slowly.
So if I feel inspired,
It means something is trying to move through me?
Yes,
And the question is,
Will you allow it?
Her grandmother lifted her teacup with a knowing smile.
She sat back,
Her mind swirling with possibilities.
The past few weeks had been filled with small awakenings,
Little flickers of excitement and wonder.
But now she wondered,
Was there something waiting to flow through her that she had yet to embrace?
She looked at her grandmother.
What inspires you?
Her grandmother set her teacup down,
Her gaze distant but warm.
Inspiration is everywhere,
Even in what you are studying.
Think about it.
Every breath you take is an act of receiving,
Of allowing life to enter.
Medicine may teach you how the body works,
But inspiration will teach you how to truly heal.
Do you know when I feel it most deeply?
When I see someone truly becoming themselves.
When someone steps into their own light,
No longer afraid to shine.
She smiled.
That is why the word shop exists.
Because words,
When chosen with love,
Have the power to awaken something inside us.
To inspire us to remember who we truly are.
Words are not meant to be rushed.
They prefer to be savored.
Lila felt her chest expand as if she were breathing in something more than air.
She looked down at the cardigan,
Running her fingers over the word.
Inspire.
What if she allowed inspiration to move through her?
What if she trusted that something was waiting to be expressed,
Not from her mind,
But from something deeper?
Her grandmother reached for a small wooden box on the table and slid it toward Lila.
Go on,
Open it.
Lila lifted the lid,
Revealing two small notebooks inside.
One looked new,
While the other was soft,
Worn,
Well-loved.
This belonged to me when I was your age,
Her grandmother said softly.
Inside,
I wrote down every moment that inspired me.
Not just grand ideas,
But small things.
The way rain sounded on rooftops.
The scent of fresh bread in the morning.
A kind word from a stranger.
I wrote them all down because inspiration does not live in big moments.
It lives in noticed moments.
Lila ran her fingers over the cover,
Her heart swelling.
You want me to keep one too?
I want you to notice what breathes life into you,
Her grandmother nodded.
What makes you feel awake,
Alive,
Connected?
Start today,
My dear,
And let inspiration find you,
So that you become the spark that ignites another.
The ripple that sets water in motion.
The wind that carries ideas across the sky like dandelion seeds,
Planting possibilities in places you may never see.
Inspiration does not belong to you.
You belong to it.
Lila held the notebook close,
Feeling something stir deep within her.
She smiled as she looked at the word in front of her one last time before tucking it in her pocket.
Inspire.
Chapter Seven Lila had been carrying the notebook with her everywhere.
It had become a quiet companion,
Tucked into her bag,
Resting on her nightstand,
Always within reach.
At first,
She wasn't sure what to write.
The idea of capturing inspiration felt daunting,
As if she needed to find something worthy of the page.
But then,
She remembered her grandmother's words.
Inspiration does not live in big moments.
It lives in noticed moments.
So,
She started small.
The warmth of the sun on her skin.
The sound of a child's laughter floating through an open window.
The way the steam curled from her morning coffee.
Disappearing into the air like a whisper.
And now,
As she walked toward the word shop,
She felt something new inside her.
A quiet,
Steady glow.
She wasn't just noticing anymore.
She was feeling.
She felt the golden light of morning stretching across her skin.
Not just as warmth,
But as something alive.
Something speaking to her.
She felt the laughter of children.
Not just as sound,
But as a ripple of joy moving through the air.
As if it carried a secret meant just for those who were listening.
She felt the way a deep breath filled her.
Not just with air,
But with presence.
With awareness.
And with something indescribable,
Yet deeply known.
It was as if the world had shifted from black and white to color.
Not by changing,
But by revealing what had always been there.
She was smiling more.
Laughing for no reason.
Just for the sheer joy of feeling more alive.
The street held the scent of cherry blossoms.
As if it were celebrating spring.
Lila's fingers tingled with anticipation as she pushed open the door.
The bell's low chime sent a ripple of warmth through her.
Followed by the familiar embrace of ylang-ylang and old books.
Today,
She noticed something curious.
A glass bowl near the counter filled with tiny handwritten fortunes.
Each folded with care.
Her grandmother looked up from the counter.
Her eyes twinkling as she set down her fountain pen.
Ah,
My love,
You are glowing!
Lila laughed softly,
Slipping into her chair.
I think I feel it,
Too.
And how has school been treating you this week?
Her grandmother raised a brow playfully.
Lila sighed.
It's funny,
I used to feel like my classes were just about memorizing facts.
Trying to keep up.
But now I'm starting to see things differently.
In my anatomy class,
We were studying how cells regenerate.
And I kept thinking,
What if energy works the same way?
What if we can restore ourselves,
Not just physically,
But emotionally,
By what we choose to notice?
Her grandmother nodded,
Her eyes full of quiet approval.
This is the kind of question that leads to true understanding.
And your friends,
Have they noticed a change in you?
Lila smiled,
A little.
They say I seem lighter,
Happier.
One of them even asked if I was in love.
She laughed,
Shaking her head.
I told her I wasn't,
But maybe,
Maybe I'm just falling in love with my life.
Ah,
That is a glow that cannot be hidden.
Her grandmother pushed a fresh cup of tea toward her.
Now,
Let's sit and drink our tea,
And you can share what you have been noticing with me.
Lila pulled the notebook from her bag and set it gently on the table.
Everything.
And yet,
Nothing grand,
Just small things.
The way candlelight flickers,
The way music fills the space between words,
The way my heartbeat slows when I sit in stillness.
Somehow,
These small things fill me with inspiration.
Then,
My dear,
I believe you are ready for this.
Her grandmother reached for the ivory card and slid it across the table.
Lila turned it over.
Glow.
You carry a glow that warms every space you enter.
It is in the quiet way you remind the world that even in its darkest hours,
Light remains.
Allow yourself to glow.
She smiled,
A warmth blossoming in her chest.
Glow.
It does feel like something soft but strong,
Like something that doesn't need to be forced.
It just is.
Yes,
Glow is not about effort,
Her grandmother nodded,
Sipping her tea.
About allowing.
Just as a candle does not struggle to shine,
Neither must you.
You do not have to force it.
You are the glow.
It moves through your fingertips,
In the golden thread of your voice,
In the way you carry love into every room.
You naturally glow when you stop dimming your own light.
Lila traced the letters on the card.
So it's about trusting what's already inside me?
Yes,
Lila.
Her grandmother leaned forward slightly,
Her voice warm and steady.
But trusting yourself is often the hardest thing of all.
We were taught to look outside for validation,
To measure our worth by our achievements,
By approval,
By how much we do.
But true glow,
True radiance does not come from what you accomplish.
It comes from knowing,
Deep in your heart,
That you are already whole,
Already infinite.
Your glow is not something to be earned.
It is something that has always been within you,
Waiting to be remembered.
Lila furrowed her brow.
But how do I know that?
How do I trust it when the world constantly tells me I need to prove myself?
Her grandmother tilted her head,
Considering her words carefully.
Tell me,
My love,
Have you ever seen the sun doubt its own light?
Have you ever watched the ocean question its depth?
Lila hesitated.
No,
But I'm not the sun or the ocean.
Ah,
But you are,
Her grandmother smiled knowingly.
You are made of the same energy,
The same vastness,
The same brilliance.
The only difference is that you have been told to question what is already true.
But nature does not question its existence.
It simply is.
And you,
Too,
Simply are.
Lila bit her lip,
Absorbing the words.
So if I stop looking for proof and start allowing myself to be,
My glow will just happen?
Exactly,
My dear,
Her grandmother nodded.
Glow is not something you force.
It is something you allow to rise when you stop dimming yourself to fit the world's expectations.
Pay attention to the moments when you feel most alive,
Most at peace.
That is when your glow is strongest.
Not when you are trying,
But when you are simply being.
The more you allow yourself to exist in these moments,
The more you will realize your glow was never missing.
You just needed to feel it.
Your glow is the quiet whisper of your soul shining its own brilliance.
Grandmother was thoughtful.
Always remember,
Lila,
Your glow does not need to dazzle,
As the softest glow can guide the darkest path,
Inviting others to share its warmth.
Lila exhaled,
Looking at her notebook.
I think I understand.
Ever since I started writing in here,
I feel like I'm filling myself with light.
Not by searching for it,
But by seeing and feeling it.
Her grandmother's eyes twinkled.
And that,
My love,
Is how you glow.
Chapter 8 Lila skipped up to the word shop,
Almost giggling.
For the first time in a long time,
She felt light.
Not just in body,
But in spirit.
Like something inside her had shaken off the weight of the world and remembered how to dance.
She reached for the door and hesitated,
Realizing what changed.
She wasn't just coming to see her grandmother anymore.
She was anticipating it.
And not just for the tea or the words,
But for the feeling.
The joy,
The wonder,
The way she left feeling more like herself than when she arrived.
The brass bell above the door rang as she stepped inside.
Its chime wrapping around her like a melody.
Her grandmother looked up from behind the counter,
Where she was sorting words into jars.
Lila,
She said,
Smiling.
You have a certain spark today.
Lila laughed,
Plopping into her chair.
I feel happy,
Just because.
No reason,
No plan,
Just happy.
It's fun,
Her grandmother chuckled.
Tell me,
What has been making you smile this week?
Lila opened her notebook,
Flipping through the pages.
Everything and nothing.
I laughed so hard at lunch my stomach hurt.
I walked through the park and jumped over the cracks in the pavement just because I could.
Oh,
And I bought a ridiculous hat,
One of those big floppy ones,
And wore it to class just to make my friend laugh.
Ah,
Play.
The forgotten art of the soul,
Her grandmother beamed.
She reached for the ivory card beside the teapot and slid it toward Lila.
Lila turned it over.
Playful.
Life is always winking at you,
Inviting joy to take the lead.
Splash in puddles,
Chase the wind,
Laugh until time disappears.
Go on,
Wink back,
Let the world surprise you.
She grinned.
I knew it,
She tapped the card.
So tell me,
Grandmother,
What wisdom do you have for me today?
Her grandmother leaned forward,
Resting her chin on her hands.
Tell me first,
My dear,
When was the last time you played just for the joy of it,
No goal,
No achievement,
Just the sheer delight of being alive?
Lila hesitated,
Her fingers brushing the edges of the card.
Honestly,
I think I forgot how.
Or maybe I stopped allowing myself to.
It feels like something from childhood,
Something lost when life became about responsibilities and expectations.
That is what the world can do to us,
Her grandmother's smile softened.
Tell us that play is for children,
That laughter without purpose is wasted,
That we must be serious to be taken seriously.
But play is not foolishness,
It is freedom.
It is the language of joy,
The movement of creativity,
The breath of the infinite.
Lila exhaled,
Her words settling over her like sunlight.
So play isn't just fun.
Play is sacred.
It's how we remember who we were before the world told us who to be.
Her grandmother smiled,
Her eyes crinkling with that mischievous twinkle Lila had come to love.
Play is not a break from life.
It's the way back into it.
It's how we remember joy,
Not as something fleeting,
But as something that's been inside us all along,
Just waiting to be noticed again.
She leaned closer,
Lowering her voice as if sharing the oldest truth in the world.
When you converse with the universe,
Make it playful.
Ask questions like you're tossing pebbles into a pond just to see the ripples.
Ask what you are curious to know.
Follow the nudges like you're chasing fireflies.
This isn't work.
It was never meant to be work.
This is the way of wonder.
This is the real flow,
The one where delight leads the way.
She paused,
Then added,
The universe doesn't speak in straight lines or spreadsheets.
It sings in synchronicities and dances in spirals.
It smiles in the yeses.
It giggles when you notice the signs.
And when you play back,
Oh,
That's when the magic multiplies.
Lila felt something bubble up inside her,
Light and fizzy,
Like laughter made of starlight.
She didn't need to understand it all.
She could feel it.
The universe was smiling back.
Lila leaned back in her chair,
Staring at the word in front of her.
Playful.
She thought about her week,
The laughter,
The silliness,
The way she felt so light.
And suddenly she understood.
She had not forced this feeling.
She had allowed it.
Her grandmother reached for a small wooden box and slid it toward her.
Go on,
Open it.
Lila lifted the lid,
Revealing a handful of smooth,
Colorful marbles.
Some were swirled with ribbons of color.
Others sparkled in the light like tiny captured galaxies.
She picked one up,
Rolling it between her fingers.
Marbles?
Her grandmother nodded.
Each one is a tiny world of possibility,
A reminder that play does not require permission.
It only requires willingness.
When I was your age,
I carried them in my pocket.
Whenever the world felt heavy,
I would pull one out,
Roll it in my palm,
And remind myself that joy is never lost.
It is only waiting to be invited back.
I'd challenge myself to flick it across the floor and see where it landed,
Or imagine that inside each marble was a secret waiting to be discovered.
Some days,
I'd simply hold one and let its cool weight remind me to stop taking life so seriously.
Lila laughed.
You carried pocket joy?
Indeed I did,
Her grandmother winked.
And now,
My love,
So shall you.
The world is a playground.
The only question is,
Will you join the game?
Lila clutched the small marble in her palm,
Warmth spreading through her chest.
Playfulness was not something she needed to earn.
It was something she could choose.
She had thought of all the time she had ignored the urge to run,
To laugh too loudly,
To do something silly just because it made her heart sing.
She had been waiting for permission when,
All along,
Joy had been hers to claim.
She looked at her grandmother,
Eyes shining.
I think I'm going to start skipping over sidewalk cracks again and run barefoot toward the horizon,
Arms wide,
Heart open.
Not to get somewhere,
Not to achieve something,
But simply because I can.
Her grandmother clinked her teacup against Lila's.
Now that,
My dear,
Is wisdom.
Playful.
The word hummed inside Lila,
Light and free,
Like laughter on the wind.
Chapter 9 The sky overhead was streaked with watercolour blues and soft golds as Lila reached the wordshop's door.
A pair of sparrows flitted past the window,
Their tiny bodies silhouetted against the golden light.
There was a quiet thrill in her chest,
A sense that something was about to happen,
Not in a dramatic,
Life-altering way,
But in the way that comes when you know a surprise is waiting just around the corner.
It shimmered inside her,
Light and electric,
Like the pause before laughter,
The inhale before a candle is blown out,
The split second before a raindrop touches your skin.
It was the kind of feeling that made her want to run the last few steps to the shop,
Just to see what was waiting for her on the other side.
She smiled,
Stepping inside.
The bell's chime resonated through the shop,
Seeming to give the sun-warmed pages of open books a little happy dance.
On the nearest shelf,
An old hourglass had been placed beside a collection of poetry,
Its grains of sand suspended mid-fall as if time itself had paused to listen.
Her grandmother was already seated at their table,
Her hands wrapped around a warm teacup,
Eyes twinkling.
Lila,
She said,
Motioning for her to sit.
You're humming with something today.
Tell me,
What is stirring inside you?
Lila slid into her chair,
Setting her bag down beside her.
I don't know.
Everything just feels on the edge of something.
Even my classes feel different.
Oh?
How so?
Her grandmother raised an eyebrow,
Intrigued.
Lila leaned forward,
Tapping her fingers against the table.
I was in my physiology lecture this week,
And the professor was explaining how the nervous system reacts before we even fully process what's happening,
That our hearts and our gut sense things before our brains do.
Did you know that the heart picks up information seconds before something actually happens?
It's as if our bodies know what's coming,
Even before our minds catch up.
Wonderful.
You are learning the language of the heart,
Her grandmother's smile deepened.
The body always knows before the mind catches up.
The heart is constantly scanning the world around us,
Sensing things before our eyes see them or our minds understand them.
It picks up on both the presence of something beautiful and the warning of something unseen.
It's why we sometimes feel a quiet thrill before something wonderful happens,
Or we sense danger before we even have the words to explain it.
She stirred her tea thoughtfully.
Most people only trust what they can see,
But the heart asks us to trust something deeper.
It is always speaking,
Always guiding,
Whether it's the flutter of excitement that says go forth,
Or the uneasy pull that says wait,
Not yet.
That's the heart's way of preparing us to receive what is coming.
Lila paused,
Tracing the rim of her teacup.
My heart is saying something to me,
For sure.
It feels like it is whispering,
Pay attention,
Something is about to unfold.
Like when you sense something coming,
You feel it first,
Before you know it.
And now I feel like that's happening inside me,
Like something good is about to happen.
Lila hesitated,
Then let out a small laugh as she slid into her chair.
I just know.
I just feel like something is coming,
Like something just beyond what I can see is waiting for me.
That,
My love,
Is anticipation.
Her grandmother smiled knowingly.
The spark that makes life feel like an adventure.
She reached for the ivory card and slid it across the table.
Lila turned it over and laughed out loud.
Anticipation.
Feel this moment.
This is where the magic stirs.
Not in the past,
Not in the future.
The hum of possibility is already here,
Inviting you to step into what has always awaited you.
She exhaled softly,
Running her fingers over the word.
It feels alive,
Like energy before it becomes movement.
Exactly,
Her grandmother nodded.
Anticipation is the bridge between what is and what will be.
It is the invitation to welcome the unknown,
Not with fear,
But with curiosity.
Lila tapped the card against the tabletop.
I think I used to mix up anticipation and anxiety.
Like if I didn't know what was coming,
I had to worry about it.
But this,
This feels different,
Like something good is just ahead.
Her grandmother lifted her teacup,
Taking a slow sip before replying.
Not knowing is not a void.
It is a gift,
Wrapped in possibility.
Because anticipation,
My dear,
Is trust.
It is the knowing that something is unfolding in your favor,
Even if you cannot yet see its shape.
It is the gentle whisper that says,
Something wonderful is on its way.
Lila let the words settle over her,
Feeling the quiet thrill of them dance in her chest.
Her grandmother reached into her pocket and pulled out something small,
Setting it gently on the table between them.
A delicate,
Unopened envelope.
Lila's eyebrows lifted.
What's this?
An experiment.
Her grandmother simply smiled.
Do you feel it?
The pull?
The curiosity?
The anticipation of what's inside?
Lila stared at the envelope,
Her fingers tingling.
Yes.
Then hold on to that feeling,
My love.
Her grandmother leaned forward.
Anticipation is not about the answer.
It's about the wonder of not yet knowing.
Can you sit in that space?
Can you savor it?
Without rushing to the end?
Let yourself linger in the space before knowing.
That is where the magic lives.
Lila's fingers hovered over the envelope,
Her heartbeat quickening.
Could she?
Could she let herself stay in the deliciousness of not knowing?
Of waiting,
Not with impatience,
But with excitement?
She met her grandmother's gaze and smiled.
I think I can try.
Her grandmother beamed.
Then,
My dear,
You have unlocked something truly magical.
Anticipation.
The word shimmered inside her.
No longer something to fear,
But something to embrace.
The quiet golden hum of possibility.
And the envelope?
Well,
She would open it soon.
But not just yet.
Chapter 10 Lila stepped onto the narrow street leading to the word shop,
Her breath curling in the crisp afternoon air.
Today there was no rush,
No urgency.
Only the gentle feeling of being welcomed by life.
She let her step slow,
Savoring the moment.
Something inside her had shifted since last week.
It was subtle,
Like the way dawn unfolds into day without anyone noticing the exact moment it happens.
It wasn't just that she happily anticipated these visits now.
It was that she was fascinated by the wisdom her grandmother shared with her.
She felt a twinge of sadness that she had once dismissed her grandmother and wasn't interested in spending any time with her.
She had only wanted to hang out with her school friends.
Her grandmother never made her feel guilty during that period.
She simply welcomed her with open arms,
Twinkling eyes,
And her signature pot of hibiscus tea when she did visit.
Lila pushed open the door,
And the warm scent of ylang-ylang met her like a warm hug.
The bell above the door chimed,
Its song as familiar as an old friend.
Her grandmother smiled as she looked up from behind the counter.
A fresh pot of tea sat steaming on their table by the window.
Ah,
My love,
She greeted,
Motioning for Lila to sit.
You carry a softness today.
Tell me,
What is it you are feeling this week?
Lila hesitated,
Slipping into her chair.
I think everything,
And maybe something more.
Her grandmother tilted her head slightly.
Something more?
Lila took a slow breath,
Choosing her words.
In my class,
We've been studying the body's systems.
The brain,
The nervous system,
The endocrine glands.
But I keep feeling like there's something missing.
We study the pineal gland,
For example,
As if it's just another part of the body.
But my friend,
Who moved here from India,
Told me that many ancient traditions see it as something greater,
Like a gateway to higher awareness.
She is the smartest girl in our class,
And is always meditating.
Her conversations make me wonder,
What else are we learning only halfway?
You are beginning to see beyond what is taught into what is known.
Her grandmother's eyes sparkled with delight.
The body is not just a machine,
It is an orchestra of wisdom.
One that receives,
Transmits,
And translates energy,
Long before the mind catches up.
The pineal gland,
The heart,
The vagus nerve.
These are not just biological structures.
They are bridges between the seen and the unseen.
She paused,
Letting the words settle before continuing.
The heart,
For example,
Does not simply pump blood.
It sends more signals to the brain than the brain sends to it.
It senses before we think,
Warning us of danger or drawing us towards something beautiful.
Have you ever walked into a room and felt something was off,
Even before anyone spoke?
That is your heart reading the energy long before your mind can explain why.
Lila nodded slowly.
I have,
And sometimes I just know when someone is about to call me,
Or when something good is coming.
It's like a feeling,
Just before it happens.
Exactly,
Her grandmother smiled.
The pineal gland,
Often called the seat of intuition,
Is another receiver,
Tuning into frequencies beyond what the eyes can see.
And the vagus nerve?
It carries messages from the gut to the brain,
Shaping our instincts,
Our emotions,
Even our sense of safety.
When you trust your gut feeling,
You are not imagining things.
Your body is speaking to you.
She leaned forward,
Her voice low and full of meaning.
The body is both a transmitter and a receiver.
The pineal gland acts like an antenna,
Sensing information beyond the physical realm.
The heart generates the strongest electromagnetic field of any organ,
Sending waves of energy that ripple outward,
Affecting not only you,
But those around you.
The gut,
Your second brain,
Processes emotion long before your mind catches up.
You,
My love,
Are a symphony of wisdom.
Lila's breath caught.
So my body isn't just reacting to the world?
It's in conversation with it?
Her grandmother beamed.
Yes,
My dear.
Every sensation,
Every instinct,
Every knowing.
That is life speaking to you.
And the more you embrace this conversation,
The more clearly you will understand its language.
She leaned back,
Swirling her tea.
We have been taught to trust only what we can see and measure.
But ancient wisdom tells us something different.
Our bodies are instruments,
Attuned to rhythms far older than our minds can comprehend.
The pineal gland was called the seat of the soul for a reason.
The heart,
The true center of knowing.
The breath,
The bridge between what is seen and unseen.
Lila tilted her head.
So when I feel something before I understand it,
It's not just my imagination?
No,
My love,
Her grandmother smiled.
It is your wisdom.
You were born knowing how to listen,
How to receive.
But the world trains us out of it,
Replaces our knowing with doubt.
The journey back is not about learning something new.
It is about remembering what you already knew.
Her grandmother lifted a delicate brow,
Encouraging her to continue.
Lila exhaled,
Her hands wrapping around the warmth of the teacup.
I used to resist things.
I'd question them,
Hold them at a distance,
Try to control how they fit into my life.
But this past week,
I let myself just be with things.
The good,
The uncertain,
Even the uncomfortable.
And somehow it made everything feel easier.
Her grandmother's smile deepened.
That is the art of embrace.
She reached for the ivory card and slid it across the table.
Lila turned it over.
Embrace.
Welcome life with open arms.
The joy,
The wonder,
The unexpected beauty.
Let it move through you.
Let it embrace you.
And in that moment,
You will realize it already has.
Lila traced the letters,
Feeling them settle inside her.
It's funny.
When I saw this word,
I thought of something big,
Like embracing a huge change or a new adventure.
But now it feels smaller,
Gentler.
Like embracing a moment,
A feeling,
Myself.
She paused,
Considering.
Maybe embracing is about trust.
Trusting that I don't have to fix everything or force things to happen.
Maybe it's about being open enough to let life meet me where I am.
Yes,
Her grandmother nodded approvingly.
We often think of embracing as an act of reaching outward.
But true embrace begins inward.
It's not about chasing.
It's about allowing.
To embrace a moment is to let it be what it is.
To embrace yourself is to finally stop fighting who you've always been.
She paused,
Studying Lila's expression.
Think of your body,
My dear.
When you take a breath,
You do not chase the air.
You invite it in.
When you listen,
You do not force the sound to come.
You open to it.
And when you feel something deeply,
You are not controlling the feeling.
You are allowing yourself to receive it.
That is embrace.
Grandmother continued.
You are meant to be held by life,
To belong,
To let the universe wrap around you like an endless golden embrace.
Let life in.
Let love in.
Let yourself receive it all.
Not in pieces.
Not in careful measured sips.
But all of it.
The beauty.
The wonder.
The breath-stealing,
Heart-opening vastness of this life that has been waiting,
Always,
To meet you fully.
Lila's heart softened.
That feels true.
It's almost like I spent so much time trying to shape life.
But when I stop resisting,
It shapes me instead.
Her grandmother smiled.
Exactly.
The heart does not fight to beat.
It simply does.
The pineal gland does not strain to receive light.
It opens to it.
The vagus nerve does not struggle to carry messages.
It flows with them.
And neither must you struggle to become who you are.
You only need to embrace what has been there all along.
Lila let the words settle inside her.
Like sunlight spilling through an open window.
She looked down at the card in her hands.
Embrace.
She wasn't reaching for it.
She wasn't chasing it.
She was allowing it.
And that,
She realized,
Made all the difference.
Chapter 11 Lila arrived at the word shop.
The opened envelope tucked into her pocket.
She had thought about it every day since her grandmother handed it to her.
What could be inside?
A message?
A mystery?
Something meant just for her?
But each time she reached for it,
Something inside whispered,
Not yet.
Until last weekend.
When she opened the envelope,
A delicate note fluttered into her hands.
Written in her grandmother's graceful script.
Follow the moments that make you smile.
Let them guide you.
Tucked beside it were a few crisp bills.
More than enough to buy herself a few indulgences,
Meals,
Or perhaps new books waiting to be discovered.
And beneath that,
A hand-drawn map of a neighborhood she had never explored.
There was a tiny heart drawn on one block,
With a note.
Sit here a while and enjoy a croissant and a cappuccino.
See what finds you.
Excitement hummed through her as she traced the map's winding streets.
She set off the next morning,
Following its quiet invitation,
And she let the day unfold like a treasure hunt.
It led her to a sun-drenched cafe with worn wooden tables,
And the scent of freshly baked pastries curling through the air,
Wrapping around her and inviting her in.
As she settled into a corner with her cappuccino and her croissant,
She overheard an elegant woman discussing poetry with the cafe owner.
Her voice like the turning of well-loved pages,
Carrying the weight of stories told a hundred times and yet still fresh with wonder.
Poetry,
The woman mused,
Isn't about finding the perfect words.
It's about finding the right ones,
The ones that meet you where you are and whisper,
I've been waiting for you.
The cafe owner nodded,
Setting down a steaming cup in front of her.
Poetry finds people when they are ready for it,
He mused,
Wiping his hands on a linen cloth.
Just like music,
Or a good book,
Or the right conversation at the right time,
It's all about resonance.
The woman nodded in agreement.
Tell me about a moment like that,
One where something found you just when you needed it.
The cafe owner chuckled,
Leaning against the counter.
I have had more moments than I can count,
But one stands out.
Many years ago,
I was traveling alone through Italy.
I had no real plan,
Just a backpack and a journal,
And one afternoon,
I wandered into a tiny bookstore tucked behind an overgrown hedge.
I almost walked past it,
But something pulled me inside.
As I browsed,
An old man behind the counter struck up a conversation with me about coffee,
Of all things.
We talked about the perfect espresso,
About patience,
About the beauty of creating something worthwhile.
Before I left,
He handed me a book,
No charge,
Just a gift.
When I opened it later,
I found an inscription.
The best things in life arrive when you are open to receiving them.
That book changed how I saw everything.
He smiled,
His eyes warm.
So now,
When people come in,
I wonder what they are open to receiving.
A coffee?
A conversation?
Maybe something they didn't even know they needed.
That's the magic of serendipity,
Isn't it?
And do you remember the first poem that whispered to you?
The woman's eyes gleamed.
Oh,
I remember it well.
But it wasn't just the words.
It was the moment,
The feeling of discovery.
I was sitting by a window on a rainy afternoon,
Flipping through an old book in my grandmother's attic.
And there it was,
Tucked between the pages,
Written in a careful script on a slip of yellowed paper.
A poem about the wind,
About how it carries whispers from places unseen.
I read it again and again,
Feeling as though the poet had written it just for me.
I don't remember the poet's name,
Only feeling that the wind had secrets.
And if I listened closely enough,
I might hear them.
And that's when I knew.
Words are more than just ink on a page.
They find us,
Just as we find them.
And they place us in a magical energy if we allow them.
Lila's heart quickened.
She liked to think of poetry that way,
Like a whisper meant just for her,
Like a magical energy.
She pulled out her notebook and without hesitation wrote,
The wind has secrets and today I am listening.
The cafe owner replied,
You know,
Poetry and serendipity aren't so different.
They both find you when you least expect them.
They both show up in ordinary moments,
Transforming them into something extraordinary.
And they both ask the same thing of you,
To notice.
Years ago,
Before I ever dreamed of owning this cafe,
I was sitting at a train station in Spain,
Feeling completely lost,
Not just in direction,
But in life.
An old woman sat beside me and we struck up a conversation.
She told me something I never forgot.
You don't need to chase the path,
Child.
The path finds you when you are ready.
I didn't understand it at the time,
But when I came home,
I stumbled upon this tiny cafe with a for sale sign in the window.
The moment I stepped inside,
I knew.
The path had found me.
And now,
Every day,
I see people walk through these doors,
Not realizing they were always meant to arrive here.
Lila loved sitting in the sun,
Listening to the conversations around her,
The warmth of the cafe,
The scent of coffee and fresh pastries,
The gentle hum of voices weaving stories.
It felt like a world within a world.
But soon,
She felt the pull to continue wandering,
As if the day still had more to reveal.
She thanked the owner,
Tucked the receipt into her notebook as a small keepsake,
And stepped outside,
Letting the breeze decide her next turn.
The breeze led her to a small,
Ivy-covered courtyard where an artist was painting in soft,
Sweeping strokes.
The scene felt almost unreal,
As though she had stepped into a dream.
She watched,
Mesmerized,
Until he caught her eye and smiled.
Art finds those who are ready to see,
He said,
Offering her a blank canvas and a brush.
Have you ever painted before?
Lila hesitated.
Not really.
The artist winked.
Good,
Then you have no rules to break.
Lila hesitated for only a moment before dipping her brush into a swirl of color.
The bristles kissed the canvas,
And suddenly there was no right or wrong,
Only movement,
Only feeling.
The world around her softened into light and laughter,
And for the first time in a long time,
She created without expectation.
As she painted,
The artist smiled.
Do you see?
Art isn't about making something perfect.
It's about letting something inside you take form,
Letting what wants to be seen be seen.
Lila let out a breath she hadn't realized she was holding.
So,
It's like a conversation that wants to be heard.
The artist nodded.
Exactly.
A conversation between you and the part of yourself that doesn't need words,
But needs color,
Movement,
And space to breathe.
Sometimes what we cannot say,
We must paint.
What we cannot explain,
We must feel.
She stepped back,
Studying the strokes and colors that had appeared beneath her hands.
There was something alive in them,
Something true.
She thanked the artist,
Slipping her brush onto the table with quiet reverence.
As she stepped away from the courtyard,
She carried the moment with her like a whisper in her chest,
Soft but certain.
And finally,
Just as the afternoon faded into golden light,
She arrived at a tiny vintage bookshop she had never seen,
Where an old book of poetry seemed to leap off the shelf and into her hands.
When she opened it,
She found a handwritten dedication on the first page,
For the one who is ready to listen.
She used money from the envelope to buy the book,
Knowing it had been waiting just for her.
And then,
As she stepped outside,
She collided,
Quite literally,
With a gentleman carrying a satchel brimming with maps and letters.
Apologizing,
He chuckled,
And handed her one of the postcards that had slipped from his bag,
A vintage postcard from Paris.
She longed to experience Paris.
She wandered her way home,
Allowing curiosity to tug at her steps.
It led her to a hidden courtyard she had never noticed before,
Where a street musician played a melody that made her heart swell.
As she drifted off to sleep that night,
Lila felt like she was living in a poem.
She thought of the book she had found at the vintage shop,
The handwritten dedication that had felt like a message sent through time.
She thought of the map her grandmother had drawn,
Guiding her not just to places,
But to moments.
Maybe this was what poetry truly was.
Not just words,
But invitations.
A crisp breeze stirred the ivy as Lila approached the shop.
She smiled to herself as she pushed open the door,
The familiar chime of the bell overhead greeting her like an old friend,
Warm and inviting.
Her grandmother was already waiting at their table,
A fresh pot of hibiscus tea steaming between them.
She looked up with a twinkle in her eyes.
Ah,
My love,
You have carried the envelope for two weeks,
But I can tell you have opened it.
Tell me,
Where has it led you?
Lila shook her head,
Slipping into her chair.
I thought about it every day,
At first impatiently,
Like I needed to know right away.
But that gave way to playfulness,
Like not knowing became part of the magic.
Exactly,
My dear,
Her grandmother beamed.
She slid an ivory card across the table.
Lila turned it over.
Serendipity.
The universe creates perfectly timed moments.
A crossing of paths,
A book opening to the very words you need.
Serendipity isn't chance,
But the unseen weaving itself into form,
Saying,
I see you.
Lila let the words settle inside her.
She thought of the way her senses had been fully alive this past weekend,
The buttery flakiness of the croissant,
The rich aroma of the coffee swirling in the air,
The way the poetry in the cafe wrapped around her like a familiar melody.
The warmth of sunlight on her skin,
The chill of old book pages beneath her fingertips,
The sound of brushstrokes on a canvas,
The hush of a hidden courtyard,
The hum of a violin in the distance.
She exhaled,
Looking at her grandmother.
It wasn't just where the envelope led me.
It was how the day made me feel.
Everything was heightened,
Like the world was speaking to me through color,
Scent,
Sound.
Her grandmother's eyes softened,
Pleased.
Ah,
You're beginning to understand.
The body is a translator of beauty,
Art,
Poetry,
Music,
Movement.
They do not simply entertain us.
They remind us of what is already within.
Music changes the rhythm of your heart.
Poetry stirs emotions you cannot name.
Painting unlocks something you didn't know you carried.
Your body is nurtured by experiencing this type of beauty.
Always look for what delights you,
And life will place more of it in your path.
Lila felt something spark inside her,
Like a door she hadn't noticed before had just opened.
So serendipity isn't just about things happening by chance.
It's also about where I place my attention.
Serendipity is the dance between you and the universe,
Her grandmother smiled.
The more you notice wonder,
The more wonder finds you.
The more you welcome joy,
The more joy makes its way to you.
You are not just stumbling into beautiful moments.
You are inviting them,
Grandmother continued.
The question is not whether the universe is speaking.
The question is,
Are you listening?
And if you are,
If you truly are,
Then you already know.
It was never random.
It was always meant for you.
And the final secret?
It was never just the universe placing moments in your path.
You were calling them all along.
Your wonder,
Your longing,
Your desires.
Each one sent out a ripple,
A golden thread weaving its way through time,
Unseen but unfailing,
Until it found its way back to you.
You were not just receiving serendipity.
You were creating it.
Lila let the words sink in.
I want to notice more.
I want to see the little moments I've been walking past.
Her grandmother lifted her teacup.
You have already begun.
Lila smiled,
Feeling a new kind of excitement bubbling inside her.
She had spent so much of her life looking for the big answers,
The big moments.
But what if the most magical things had been right in front of her all along,
Waiting for her to simply see them?
She glanced down at the word in front of her,
Serendipity.
And for the first time,
She truly understood what it meant.
Chapter 12 As Lila walked towards her grandmother's shop,
The ivy was trembling slightly in the breeze.
The cafe patio next door was humming with happy conversations,
And the florist had the most beautiful bouquets of peonies.
Lila bought two,
One for herself and one for her grandmother.
Once inside,
The books and the jars of words brought a smile to her lips and a twinkle to her eyes.
Her grandmother was sorting through a teetering stack of old books and papers.
She looked up,
Delighted by the gift of peonies.
Lila,
I am so happy to see you.
Sit down and tell me all about your studies this week.
Lila leaned forward,
A spark of curiosity lighting in her eyes.
Grandmother,
In one of my lectures,
We learned about how laughter actually heals the body.
Not just in a feel-good way,
But scientifically.
It lowers stress hormones,
Boosts the immune system,
Even increases oxygen flow to the brain and the heart.
Some people have healed themselves through laughter alone.
Isn't that incredible?
Oh,
My love,
Yes.
Her grandmother's face glowed with delight.
Laughter is the spark of the soul.
It is movement,
Breath,
Joy,
All the energies that remind the body how to heal itself,
Just as music changes the rhythm of your heart.
Laughter is its own kind of medicine.
Lila considered this,
Thinking back to the moments in her childhood when laughter had felt like the purest form of joy.
So when we play,
When we laugh,
When we embrace wonder,
We aren't just feeling good,
We're actually creating energy that helps us heal.
Exactly,
Her grandmother nodded.
That is why joy is not frivolous,
It is vital.
A body that remembers how to delight in life is a body that thrives.
Lila laughed softly.
I think I've been taking everything too seriously,
Even joy.
I've been trying to find meaning in everything,
But something inside me has been bubbling all week.
I noticed it when I let myself laugh freely,
When I stopped trying to control everything.
It felt like,
Like my body was remembering something important.
Her grandmother's eyes twinkled.
Truth,
You are not here to be too serious,
My love.
You are here to bubble over with life.
She slid an ivory card across the table.
Lila turned it over.
Effervescence.
Effervescence is what happens when joy refuses to be contained.
It is the unapologetic sparkle of being alive.
So laugh,
Twirl,
Let yourself sparkle.
Let your joy rise like bubbles in a glass.
Lila let the words settle inside her.
Effervescence.
Like the way sunlight dances on water,
Her grandmother nodded.
Life itself is a dance,
One you were never meant to sit out.
Effervescence is the feeling of joy rising,
Of life moving through you.
It is the spark that reminds you you are alive.
The soul does not whisper in seriousness.
It sings in delight.
It bubbles in joy.
Effervescence is what happens when you stop resisting joy.
Her grandmother lifted her teacup with a knowing smile.
It is what fills you when you allow yourself to be fully present,
Fully open,
Fully alive.
And the more you welcome it,
The more it expands.
Tell me,
My dear Lila,
What are the moments that make you laugh without thinking?
When does your joy rise naturally,
Unbidden?
Lila thought for a moment,
A slow smile spreading across her face.
When I'm dancing in the kitchen,
When I hear a ridiculous joke,
When I let myself be silly with my friends.
When I stop trying so hard to be grown up.
Yes,
Playfulness is the invitation,
Her grandmother chuckled.
Music,
Movement,
Laughter.
They all shake something loose inside us,
Clearing space for lightness.
Have you ever noticed how children laugh at everything?
They don't ask if something is important enough to enjoy.
They simply delight in the moment.
That is effervescence.
Lila nodded,
The realization settling into her heart.
What about water,
Grandmother?
I always feel something shift when I'm swimming or even standing under a shower.
It's like my body remembers joy and playfulness.
Oh yes,
Her grandmother's eyes sparkled.
Water is the greatest conductor of joy.
It moves,
It dances,
It ripples with laughter.
It doesn't try to hold one's shape.
It flows,
It steams,
It freezes,
It bubbles.
Water is playful.
Do you remember our summers at the lake,
Floating like a star shape and chasing waves at the shore?
Lila thought back to summers at the lake,
The way her body felt almost weightless in the water.
The pure exhilaration of diving under a wave and coming up laughing.
Yes,
The pure joy of floating with the lake,
Letting the water carry us.
Grandmother leaned in.
Water's wisdom goes even deeper.
Before you ever opened your eyes to the world,
You lived in water.
You were held in a sacred ocean of your mother's womb,
Cradled,
Nourished,
Floating in rhythm with the pulse of life.
And even now,
You are mostly water.
Your blood,
Your tears,
Your cells.
The sacred fluid that protects your spine and brain.
All water,
All memory,
All motion.
Smiling,
She continued.
There are places on earth where water bubbles up from the ground all on its own,
Naturally sparkling,
Full of minerals and mischief.
It rises from deep within the earth,
Laughing as it comes.
Effervescent spring water.
A reminder from the earth that joy doesn't have to be added in.
It already is.
Lila blinked.
The earth is laughing through the bubbles?
Her grandmother laughed.
Exactly.
Effervescence is one way the earth expresses joy.
And you can,
Too.
The more space you give it,
The more it rises.
She turned,
Opening a drawer behind her,
And pulled out a glass water bottle,
Deep ocean blue with a shimmer like moonlight on waves.
Etched across the surface in gold script were the words,
Bubbling with Joy.
For you,
She said,
Placing it in Lila's hands.
This isn't just a water bottle.
It's a joy tuner.
Lila tilted her head.
A what?
Her grandmother's voice lowered.
Water is a carrier of frequency.
It holds the energy we give it and carries that through the body,
Into your cells,
Your feelings,
Even your thoughts.
When you bless your water,
Laugh near it,
Or sing to it,
You're tuning it.
And because you are water,
You're tuning yourself.
She placed a hand over Lila's heart.
Every cell in your body is listening,
She whispered.
And water is the messenger.
Speak joy into it,
And your body will begin to remember.
Hold gratitude near it,
And your cells will begin to glow.
Water doesn't just reflect the light,
It amplifies it.
Lila looked down at the bottle in her hands.
It felt alive,
Like it was waiting.
Her grandmother gave her a wink.
Want to know a secret?
The water responds faster when the words are true,
And that's why laughter works so well.
It's a full body truth.
Then she slid a small scroll from her pocket,
Tied with twine,
And sealed with a gold wax spiral.
Here is a little ritual I created when I was about your age.
Want to try it?
Number one.
Hold your water like it holds a secret,
Because it does.
Two.
Speak to it softly.
Say a word that makes you feel light,
Like joy.
Giggle,
Or sunbeam.
Three.
Laugh near it,
Even a little snort counts.
Four.
Sing a note or hum.
Your voice carries the vibration of your truth.
Five.
Whisper a wish.
Something to set your frequency for the day.
Six.
Drink slowly.
Imagine the water lighting up inside you like stardust.
And seven.
Repeat when necessary.
Let joy be your first sip of the day,
Her grandmother continued.
Let yourself be carried,
Whether by music,
By laughter,
By water.
Effervescence is always waiting for you to step in its flow.
Fill your days with more water,
More music,
More wonder,
More shared laughter.
Read something funny before bed.
Say yes to spontaneous adventures.
Befriend your own joy.
And if all else fails,
Find a reason to laugh,
Even for no reason at all.
Lila traced the edge of the scroll,
Her fingers tingling.
The shop,
The beautiful bouquets of peonies,
And the friendship of her grandmother felt so good.
She looked down at the word in front of her,
Effervescence,
And she felt it rising inside her like laughter waiting to spill over,
Like the bubbling energy of something just beginning.
She smiled,
Feeling something inside her shift.
This was going to be a wonderful week,
One filled with laughter,
Lightness,
And the simple joy of being.
Chapter Thirteen Lila pushed open the door to the word shop,
The familiar chime of the bell overhead greeting her like a melody she had come to love,
The scent of ylang-ylang wrapped around her,
Warm and inviting.
Her grandmother was already at their table.
A golden-bound book opened beside her,
Her fingers tracing a line of text as if she were reading something from an old world.
The golden edges shimmered in the afternoon light,
Catching Lila's attention.
For a moment,
She felt as though she had stepped into a scene that had played out a thousand times before.
Lila inhaled deeply,
The warmth of the shop settling over her like a familiar embrace.
Outside,
The golden light stretched longer into the evening,
The first quiet signs that spring was making way for summer.
The air itself was charged,
Expectant,
Ready to burst into its fullest expression.
Her grandmother glanced up,
Sensing the moment.
Ah,
My love,
You feel it too,
Don't you?
The shift,
The turning of seasons,
Not just in the world around you,
But within you as well?
Spring was a time of awakening,
Of listening,
Of remembering,
But now summer calls.
It is not just a whisper,
It is a beckoning.
The space between knowing and becoming has grown smaller,
The pull of something unseen,
Waiting just beyond what you can name.
Lila slipped into her chair,
Feeling the lingering hum of energy from last week still alive inside her.
Her grandmother's eyes sparkled as she slid an ivory card across the table.
Lila turned it over.
Desire.
Your desires are whispers from your soul,
Pulling you toward what has always known your name.
Step through,
Say yes,
And feel life itself whisper.
We've been waiting.
Welcome home.
Lila inhaled sharply.
Desire,
Isn't that like wanting something,
Perhaps badly?
Not quite,
Her grandmother smiled,
Shaking her head gently.
The root of the word desire comes from the Latin,
Desir d'arrer,
Which means to long for,
To wish for.
But do you know where that word comes from?
Desir d'arrer,
From the stars.
Desire is not simply a wish,
It is the echo of something written in the heavens before you were born.
It is the pull of your soul toward what it was meant to experience.
Lila stared at the word in front of her,
Something deep inside her stirring.
So when I feel this longing,
It's not just random?
Her grandmother took a long,
Slow sip of her tea.
No,
My love,
It is divine inspiration,
A whisper from the stars.
Your deepest desires were placed within you for a reason.
They are not distractions.
They are the blueprint given you the moment you were born.
They are your compass,
Your north star,
The quiet certainty that something more exists because it does.
Trust them,
Follow them,
Not with urgency,
Not with grasping,
But with the quiet knowing that your longing is proof that the path exists.
Lila's fingers traced the elegant letters on the ivory card.
What if I don't know what I desire yet?
What if it's just a feeling?
How do I find it?
Her grandmother smiled softly.
Desire is not something distant,
Waiting to be revealed.
It is already here,
Encoded in you.
A frequency vibrating within.
The feeling itself is not an empty longing,
But a signal,
A recognition.
The very fact that you feel means it is real.
It is possible.
It is already forming in the unseen.
The feeling itself is proof that it belongs to you,
That it is already yours.
The old way of thinking tells us to wait,
To be practical,
To map out every step before we begin.
But quantum leaps don't happen through logic.
They happen when you embody the feeling of already being where you long to go.
The mind tells us to take one step at a time.
But that is not the truth,
My love.
This is where the magic of the mind meets the wisdom of the soul.
Grandmother paused.
Then her eyes twinkled as she continued.
Desire is about stepping into the version of you who already knows.
It is a portal,
Not a distant dream.
Desire moves differently.
It bends time,
Collapses space,
And asks,
What if you stepped into the version of yourself who already has what you seek?
The moment you feel desire rising within you,
The moment your soul whispers,
This matters,
That is your invitation not to wait,
Not to question,
But to move,
To step forward as if it is already yours.
Because in truth,
It is.
The only thing between you and it is your belief that it's far away.
Lila smiled.
That sounds like something straight out of my neuroscience class.
Tell me,
Her grandmother tilted her head.
Lila leaned forward,
Her voice laced with excitement.
There's a system in the brain called the reticular activating system,
The RAS.
It's like a filter deciding what we notice and what fades into the background.
It's why when you start thinking about visiting a new city,
You overhear people talking about it in cafes,
See it pop up in books,
Even dream about it.
Or when you start thinking about getting a dog,
You suddenly notice every dog in the neighborhood.
It's not that those things weren't there before,
Lila continued.
It's just that now your brain recognizes them as important.
The RAS tunes your awareness,
Like setting the dial on a radio station.
The moment you decide something matters,
Your brain starts highlighting everything that aligns with it.
All of this happens without you noticing,
As it seeks information that validates your beliefs.
It filters the world through the limitations you give it.
Her grandmother nodded knowingly.
That is why I have always said,
Name what you seek and the world will show you where to look.
Lila's breath caught.
The words settled into her,
Warm and certain.
So,
She murmured,
More to herself than to her grandmother.
It's not just about wanting something,
It's about naming it so my brain starts guiding me toward it.
Exactly,
Her grandmother's eyes sparkled.
Your desires have always been waiting for you,
Just beyond the veil of your awareness.
The RAS is the bridge.
When you truly claim your desire,
When you name it,
When you allow yourself to feel as if it is already yours,
Your mind begins to reveal the path because now you are ready to see it.
The RAS is like the universe handing you the breadcrumbs.
Lila's pulse quickened.
So,
When I think about the version of myself who already has what I desire,
I'm not just imagining,
I'm actually tuning my brain to find the way there.
Yes,
My love.
Her grandmother's gaze softened,
Her voice barely above a whisper.
Desire is not a distant hope,
It is a remembering,
A tuning fork calling you home.
Direct your imagination to prepare your RAS for the kind of journey that you will have while achieving your desires.
Make it enjoyable.
When you set your intention and imagine it with feeling,
You are sending your RAS a message that you are expecting this to happen and there is absolutely no room for uncertainty.
Her grandmother leaned back,
Tilting her head as if listening to something only she could hear.
Desire is a pathway.
The body is always guiding us.
Desire is not just an idea,
It is something you feel.
Your heart beats faster,
Your breath deepens,
Your body leans in.
Some call it alignment,
But I call it remembering.
The body remembers what the soul came here for.
It will return to you again and again,
Whispering the same invitation.
This matters.
Desire lives in the moments you lose track of time,
In the conversations that leave you glowing,
In the ideas that make you want to run barefoot down a moonlit path just to follow them.
Lila swallowed,
Her fingers curling around her teacup.
I think I've been afraid of desire.
Like wanting too much is either bad or dangerous.
Ah,
My love.
Religion and school have taught us that desire is something to suppress,
Something unruly,
Something that must be controlled,
Her grandmother sighed.
But true desire is not reckless,
It is sacred.
It is the language of the soul.
It does not demand,
It invites.
It does not take,
It illuminates.
Lila felt something shift inside her,
So I shouldn't fear it.
Her grandmother reached for her hand,
Giving it a gentle squeeze.
No,
My dear,
You should follow it.
Let it take you somewhere unexpected.
Let it teach you.
Let it remind you why you are here.
Lila sat in silence for a moment,
The weight of the conversation settling around her like the hush before dawn.
She looked down at the word in front of her.
Desire.
A calling from the stars.
A whisper waiting to be heard.
And in that moment,
She made a promise to listen.
Grandmother,
Can you tell me again how I know when something is right for me?
Her grandmother smiled,
Her hands resting in her lap like folded sunlight.
Your body already knows,
My love.
It feels when something is right.
Lila fidgeted.
But what if I don't know what I feel?
Sometimes when I want something,
My heart races,
My stomach flips.
But that happens when I'm scared too.
How do I know which is which?
Ah,
That is a wise noticing.
Grandmother's smile was the kind that held secrets.
Because fear and excitement wear the same dress.
They stir the same winds in your body.
But do you know what untangles them?
Lila shook her head.
Breath,
Grandmother whispered.
She placed a gentle hand over Lila's heart.
Close your eyes.
Let your breath slow,
Like waves kissing the shore.
Inhale.
One,
Two,
Three,
Four,
Five.
Now exhale,
Like a sigh of the wind.
One,
Two,
Three,
Four,
Five.
Lila followed the rhythm.
Her breath settling into something wider,
Something softer.
Grandmother's voice was a whisper now.
Think of something you long for.
A dream that makes your heart flutter,
Your fingertips tingle.
Lila thought of the dream she barely dared to name.
The one that made her skin hum with possibility.
What is your breath doing?
Grandmother asked.
Lila hesitated.
It's deep,
Full,
Like my ribs are stretching open.
Grandmother's eyes gleamed.
That,
My love,
Is desire.
Now think of something that frightens you.
Lila thought of standing at the edge of a dark street.
Of stepping onto a place where she did not know the way.
Her breath caught,
Shallowed,
Tightened.
Fear holds its breath,
Her grandmother nodded.
Desire breathes through.
That is how you know.
Lila opened her eyes,
Wonder flickering across her face.
So if I ever don't know what to feel,
I can just slow down and listen to my breath?
Her grandmother kissed her forehead.
Yes,
Your breath is the tide of your soul.
It will always tell you if you are standing at the edge of fear,
Or stepping into the arms of desire.
Lila was quiet for a moment,
Thinking.
Then she frowned.
But what if,
What if I feel scared and it's not because of something new,
But because something is actually dangerous?
Ah,
That is the great knowing.
Her grandmother nodded,
Pleased with her question.
There is fear that protects,
And there is fear that prevents.
They feel different if you listen.
Lila tilted her head.
How?
Her grandmother's gaze softened.
Think of this.
If a storm rolled in suddenly and lightning struck the ground beside you,
What would your body do?
Lila's breath quickened just thinking about it.
Jump back,
Run for shelter.
Yes,
Her grandmother nodded.
Your body would move before your mind had time to think.
That is instinct,
The deep wisdom that keeps you safe.
Real fear is swift,
Sharp.
It acts in a flash.
It does not hesitate.
It does not spiral into worry.
It simply moves.
Lila's brow furrowed.
But when I'm afraid of something new,
My body does hesitate.
My mind spins.
I think of everything that could go wrong.
Exactly,
Her grandmother smiled.
That is not real fear.
That is imagined fear,
The kind that whispers,
Stay small,
Stay safe,
Even when there is no danger.
It is the fear of the unknown.
The fear that keeps people from stepping into their dreams.
Lila thought about this.
So when I feel afraid,
I should ask,
Is this real danger or am I just scared of something new?
Her grandmother's eyes twinkled.
Yes,
And if it is real danger,
Your body will move without thinking.
But if it is simply the unknown,
Your breath will tell you the truth.
If you breathe deeply and the fear softens,
Then it is not fear at all.
It is desire disguised.
Lila placed a hand over her chest,
Feeling the rise and fall of her breath.
She smiled.
Desire disguised as fear.
I like that.
Lila tilted her head.
My body is always talking to me.
Oh yes,
Her grandmother said.
It knows things before the mind catches up.
It feels truth before words arrive.
The heart quickens at the path meant for you.
The breath deepens in safe places.
The skin tingles when something unseen is calling you forward.
This is the wisdom the greatest teachers have known.
Lila let the words settle inside her.
Her grandmother reached out,
Brushing a strand of hair from Lila's face.
Listen,
Feel,
Trust.
Your body is a map,
A compass,
A guide.
It will never lead you astray.
Lila placed her hand over her heart.
The quiet hum of knowing rested beneath her palm.
She smiled.
She understood.
She reached for her notebook as her grandmother began another story.
Epilogue A word awaits you.
The word shop has quieted now.
The shelves,
Still warm from touch,
Hum with the memory of footsteps and laughter,
Of questions asked and truths remembered.
The lanterns flicker softly.
Their glow stretching across unopened books and blank pages,
Waiting.
And you,
Dear reader,
Yes,
You,
Have walked alongside Lila through this spring season.
Perhaps something stirred in you.
A whisper,
A wonder,
A word.
The words that wait for you may not be written on ivory cards.
They live in the spaces between your thoughts,
In the way your heart quickens at beauty,
In the stillness just before sleep.
They rise in your laughter.
They glow in your longing.
They are already within you,
Waiting to be named.
Close your eyes.
Take a breath.
There is a word waiting for you.
Not a word from this book,
But from your life.
Choose it.
Write it on a card.
Tuck it in your pocket.
Speak it into water.
Whisper it to wind.
Let it become your lantern.
Let it become your next chapter.
The story isn't over.
It has just turned the page.
And now the word is yours.
P.
S.
See you in summer at the word shop.
