Bryan Piatt

I definitely picked the right meditation in the list when I picked this particular one. I have struggled today with feelings of doubt and uncertainty as they have arose all of a sudden in my personal life concerning my son and his father. My son is 2 and his dad is very immature and I don't think he wants to be part of his life anymore. He's not been allowed to see me for a year nearly because I took him to court as he physically hurt me but he was still paying for his son all that time. Now the court case is closed, he's stopped and hasn't been in touch about seeing him. I have asked my stepmum to ask him and she said she'll reply when he does, he obviously hasn't replied because I haven't heard from her all day. I am uncertain that he wants to carry on seeing our baby boy and it's killing me. The bus analogy was good. I'm trying to put all my feelings behind me on that bus. It's hard but hopefully I'll get an answer, I just need closure, I don't want to live with what if's, I need to know so we can move on and I know what to do that's best for my son. I just feel so sad for him, he's innocent in all this and I feel guilty because I took his dad to court but domestic abuse isn't right so I couldn't stand for it. I just hope they do have a relationship and he doesn't choose to stay away. But uncertainty is killing me. You have calmed me down and I will save this to my favourites and play it often, so thank you and sorry for the long commentary lol. I just needed to clarify what I'm going through, I don't have anyone to talk to about my real feelings that's all. But anyway, tysm. I appreciate you today. Blessings to you..... wish me luck! 🌻🙏🌻🙏